Chapter 127: "Nanshan Nan" (Asking for a monthly ticket!) )

Last night's rain made the trails slippery.

Li Xiaoni cautiously walked to the depths of Lingshan.

The tomb of Old Man Lin is in the best cemetery area in Nanshannan, and when he sleeps, he looks at the sea.

That land isn't cheap.

Li Xiaoni guessed that it was probably Lu Chen's funeral for Old Man Lin.

During that time, Lin Zaishan was in prison, and Lin Zaishan's best friend was Lu Chen.

Lu Chen didn't know Li Xiaoni's identity, but Li Xiaoni knew Lu Chen, after all, she had a period of "sharing weal and woe".

I haven't slept all day, and I have carried out relatively high-intensity work such as stage rehearsals and performances, and at this moment, Li Xiaoni's head is already a little dizzy, and her physical strength is gradually lacking.

Back then, for a week, she only slept two or three hours a day, or even less, and she could go to work with full fighting spirit.

Not anymore.

No one can beat time.

You can't be convinced.

Now if she doesn't sleep seven or eight hours a day, Li Xiaoni will feel very lacking.

Fortunately, today's schedule is relatively relaxed, the activities are not important, and she doesn't have to perform.

Today she should be able to sleep a little more in the car while she is in a hurry.

When Supergiant is this kind of hardship - on days of hard work, they sleep more in the car seat or airplane seat than in the bed.

Many celebrities have a bad waist, just because the sleeping position is too irregular.

Lee Hyo-ni injured her cervical spine once when she was young, leaving her with a sick woman who has never healed because she often feels uncomfortable sleeping in her seat.

Most hard-working supergiants are like this - beneath their glamorous exteriors, the sweat they have shed is directly proportional to the pain on their bodies.

Climbing a small hill, Li Xiaoni felt a little dizzy and had to stand in place. Loosen the mask, breathe in the fresh air of the forest, and rest for half a minute before continuing to walk into the cemetery.

Maybe the vacation she took before was too long, and she has resumed her work schedule in the past few days, and she needs to catch up with all the work she left behind, and she is fighting a little too hard.

In the past two days, her cervical spine has been very uncomfortable, her cerebral blood supply is insufficient, and she will be dizzy from time to time.

After a few busy days, I have caught up with my work. She's going to get some rest.

But today, she had to grit her teeth and hold on.

When she was about to walk to the graveyard of Old Man Lin, Li Xiaoni suddenly heard a sad guitar playing in the deep forest.

As soon as her body was tight, she subconsciously put on her mask and sunglasses tightly, for fear that a stranger would recognize her.

After going deeper into the mountains and forests for a while, Li Xiaoni heard the sound of the guitar coming from the graveyard of Old Man Lin.

Could it be......

Lin in the mountains?

Or a white dove?

Li Xiaoni quickened her pace and walked towards the grave of Old Man Lin.

She has been a rebellious and bold person since she was a stumbling girl, so she doesn't believe that there are ghosts and gods in this world.

The cemetery is very cold and quiet, and there are only birds chirping in the morning.

The closer you get to Old Man Lin's grave, the clearer the sound of the guitar becomes. Every note seemed to bounce off the tombstone, with an inexplicable sadness.

Li Xiaoni was almost certain that the voice came from the graveyard of Old Man Lin.

Slippery feet. She almost didn't fall on her heels, and she almost didn't scream, but fortunately, she stood firm after a stumble.

Rubbing the soles of her black sneakers on the stone slab, she continued to walk towards Old Man Lin's grave.

I didn't take two steps. I heard the lonely and vicissitudes of singing over there-

……

You are in the southern sun~

Snow~

I'm in the cold night in the north~

The four seasons are like spring~

If only it was too late before dark~

I'm going to forget your eyes~

Extremely poor for a lifetime~

I can't finish a dream~

……

It's like a troubadour coming out of a winding path, and Li Xiaoni hears every word.

No need to guess.

This is Lin Zaishan's voice.

How did he get here?

Lee Hyo-ni quickened her pace. Quietly walked to the grave area of Old Man Lin.

I saw Lin Zaishan, who was wearing a black shirt and jeans, sitting on a stone hill next to the tombstone of Old Man Lin, playing the guitar with Erlang's legs crossed.

The two were less than ten meters away, Li Xiaoni was standing behind Lin Zaishan's side, Lin Zaishan didn't see Li Xiaoni coming, and he wouldn't have thought that someone would come to the cemetery as nervously as he did this morning.

This mountain is called Nansan.

The cemetery built at the southern foot of Nanshan is called Nanshan South Cemetery.

Just now I came to the cemetery of Mr. Lin, and after chatting a few words, Lin Zaishan gushed out like a wave of longing for his relatives.

This martyrdom is not only between him and Old Man Lin, but also between him and his relatives in the previous life.

Heaven and man are forever separated.

He finally understood what he meant now.

Living in two worlds with relatives, but never seeing each other again, this kind of taste is not the pain of frying and burning and peeling the skin, but coughing and sighing, and being powerless to return to the sky.

Just like this song, the south mountain is south, the north sea is north, the south wind is murmuring, and the north is sad in autumn.

……

He no longer talks to anyone about the isolated island of encounter~

Because my heart has long been deserted~

He can't hold a home in his heart~

Be a mute who only lies to yourself~

……

It's like a lying mute confiding the truth, Lin Zaishan uses otherworldly notes to tell the sadness in his heart.

Li Xiaoni listened behind Lin Zaishan, as if the whole world had become quiet.

There was no more sound of the waves, no more birds.

Only Lin Zaishan's sad and bloody singing was left.

The song had soft particles and melted into Lee Hyo-ni's ears, giving birth to the same sad resonance in her heart.

She couldn't understand what Lin Zaishan was singing, some songs were like this, when you listen to it, in fact, what you listen to is not this song, but the story in your own heart.

This kind of song, you can say that it is literary or artistic, or hypocritical, but it can earn your tears.

At this moment, feeling the solemnity rising between the pine cypress and the cemetery, and listening to the vicissitudes of Lin Zaishan's singing of love and parting with bitterness, the eye circles behind Li Xiaoni's sunglasses are about to turn red.

There were no tears, but her heart became sour.

I feel sad for Mr. Lin. I also feel sad for Lin Zaishan.

Grief for her parents, and even more for herself.

……

He said that you are any praise for your beauty~

It's not as good as the first time he met you~

Time lingers~

Helpless~

If all the lands are connected together~

Embark on a lifetime~

Just to hug you~

Drunk his dreams~

Good night~

……

Such lyrics are really like a drunk person muttering to himself.

He is pouring out a sad love, and he is also pouring out a helpless life.

As if waking up from a big dream, the song enters a gentle but affectionate climax-

……

You are snowing heavily in the southern sun~

I am like spring all year round in the cold night in the north~

If only it was too late before dark~

I'm going to forget your eyes~

Poor people can't finish a dream in their lives~

I woke up from a big dream~

It's been ridiculous for a lifetime~

……

Nanshan Nan~

Northern Autumn Sadness~

There are grain piles in Nanshan~

……

The south wind murmurs~

Beihai North ~

There are tombstones in the North Sea~

……

sang a song "Nanshan Nan", Lin Zaishan's sad mood was vented a lot.

"Grandpa, Qi Lin and I are like this song now, one is in Nanshannan, and the other is in Beihaibei. We are far apart. But it's all good, you don't have to worry about us. ”

Qi Lin!

Lin Zaishan actually called Qi Lin!

He really didn't forget the name!

This bastard really lied to her ten years ago!

Ten years ago, Li Xiaoni might rush up and give Lin Zaishan a punch, who let him lie to her!

But now she won't.

Young people will only express their impulses in action, and adults will only keep them in their hearts.

A mystery that has been pressed in my heart for a long time has finally been solved.

The mushy thoughts became much clearer.

Her whole body no longer felt bipolar because of this incident, and her body suddenly became lighter. Even the corners of his mouth curled into a bittersweet smile.

Lin Zaishan continued: "Grandpa, I have already walked the wrong way, and every step I take in the future is not correct." But it must be solid, you can rest assured. The two places reserved by your side, one is mine, and the other I know you want to leave to Qilin. But there are some things that we can't do if we think about them. Qi Lin is now a diva, and there is no need for our grandparents to disturb others anymore. I'm in debt to her for the rest of my life. It will be paid back slowly.

"If you owe her, you have to pay it back, and you have to pay back what you owe to many people. I just don't know how to pay you back right now. You have a good time over there, and I have a good time with the pigeons. I may not be able to endure a few more years of hardship, and I will not be able to enjoy a few years of happiness, and it will not be long before I will go over to accompany you, and then I will honor you well. ”

Lin Zaishan didn't know if the original uncle's soul had already passed to honor Old Man Lin, but since Old Man Lin had entrusted him with a dream, he felt that he had the responsibility and obligation to fulfill this filial piety.

He has done this filial piety, maybe in another world, there are people who wear his body, and he will also do his filial piety to his parents.

There are some things that we can't control, so we can only do a good job of ourselves, have a good thought, and pray that there is really cause and effect and reincarnation in this world.

Li Xiaoni listened to Lin Zaishan in the back, and the smile on his lips became more obvious, he really knew everything.

"Grandpa, I didn't tell you when you were still here, and it may be too late to say it now, but I really thank you for giving me this instrument. In the past ten or twenty years, I have played a wrong life with this instrument, but in the next ten or twenty years, I will definitely use this instrument to play a piece of light that it should have. I will prove to you that you were not wrong in giving me this instrument. It's me who is wrong, not Jean, and not this world. ”

The more Li Xiaoni listened, the more shocked she became, this Lin Zaishan...... Why do you suddenly feel so strange?

What exactly did he go through? In order to get such a great understanding.

Is it really just because of the daughter?

Lin Zaishan turned on one side, as if he was about to turn around.

Li Xiaoni subconsciously hid in the pine forest next to her.

After hiding in, she felt a little remorseful - why hide? Isn't it good to face him directly?

After hesitating for a moment, Li Xiaoni still didn't take the step to face Lin Zaishan. She suddenly didn't know how to face this new man.

Lin Zaishan didn't turn around, just stood the guitar next to the tombstone, took out a flat bottle of liquor from his trouser pocket, and sprinkled it on the soil in front of the tombstone.

"Grandpa, you love to drink, I'll drink some with you, but I can't drink more, I guess you don't want to see me drink more, I used to be drunk like that, you must be heartbroken when you see it. Don't worry, I won't be drinking too much in the future, and I'll slowly get my throat back. ”

Lin Zaishan said, brought most of the spilled bottle of wine to his mouth, and took a sip gently, even if it was to cheer up Old Man Lin.

"You love to smoke, so I'll order one too."

Lin Zaishan lit a cigarette, only took a puff, and put it flat in front of Old Man Lin's tombstone.

"I don't smoke much now, and I don't touch drugs anymore, so you can rest assured. I quit all my bad habits in the number. That place is not a good place for a good person; But for a wicked person like me, it's not a bad place. I just didn't get it to you, and I was very uncomfortable. Wait for me to pass, and then we will meet again with our grandparents.

"It's almost the first of October, and it's time to burn your winter clothes. Burn it now, I guess you won't be able to receive it, so I won't burn it yet. Waiting for October to burn again and again, I can't forget this, don't worry, you didn't let me freeze when I was a child, and I won't let you freeze if you are over there. Wait for me to come and accompany you, and the pigeons will definitely not freeze for the two of us. ”

Lin Zaishan chatted about the white pigeon from the heart: "The pigeon is really a good girl, if her mother is still there, the place next to you must be her mother." I don't know if you met her mother over there, her mother's name is Bai Yun, she is very good-looking, with a thin face, a bit similar to Qi Lin, but she looks much whiter than Qi Lin. ”

was stabbed inexplicably, Li Xiaoni wordlessly rubbed the slippery soil with the sole of her shoe, raised the back of her hand to see, it's not dark!

"You're going to run into a pigeon over there, thank her for me. Without her, there would be no pigeons; If it weren't for pigeons, I wouldn't be where I am now. In this life, I owe her deep kindness, and I can't repay it! I will definitely take care of the pigeons. Waiting for the next life, I will repay her for this great kindness. ”

Suddenly, a gust of wind blew the artillery soil on a piece of reserved ground next to Old Man Lin's tombstone.

Lin Zaishan smiled and said, "Are you having enough fun, or are you in a hurry to let me go over to accompany you?" I can't get over it now, I still have a lot of things to do here, and I still have a lot of debts to pay, so I can't just leave. I owe too many people, the pigeon is one, Qilin is also one, there may be more people, including Chenzi, I owe them all, how much can I pay back in this life, how much I have to pay first, I can't go to you with a debt, that would be too embarrassing. You know best that your grandson is not a debtor. I'll try to pay off all the debts of this life, and I'll go back to you. ”

The sip of liquor heated his body, Lin Zaishan wanted to sing again, picked up the guitar again, and chatted with Mr. Lin: "Yesterday I participated in the music competition of the pigeon their school, I met Qi Lin and sent her a song, but that is not the song I really want to send her." Now I'll sing you this song that I should have given her last night, and I'll be drinking for you. She and I have been fated to be inseparable in this life, and we are destined to be unable to walk together. It's really not that your grandson won't help you ask for this daughter-in-law, the sky can see it! One of us is like wearing a golden flail, the other is like wearing a jade lock, and if you don't get it together, the jade will be burned, I hope you can understand, and I hope this song can get rid of your thoughts. (To be continued.) )

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