Chapter 124: Without past hurt, would you be with me?
Chapter 124: Without past hurt, would you be with me? The sky was still gray, and the gloomy clouds had not yet dispersed because of the heavy rain last night.
The morning that was destined to be unpeaceful, because Fang Xinqi came to visit with Xia Fan in his arms, it made waves.
"I want you to do everything you can, whatever means you use, to wake her up right away."
In the room, Fang Xinqi roared, wearing a white bathrobe, and kept pacing back and forth in the room irritably.
The man who has always been calm and cold is like an ant on a hot pot, and he is very irritable.
He didn't know that this little woman was sick, and he actually took advantage of her illness to do such a thing.
"Mr. Fang, you better go out and wait, you are here, it will only prevent us from treating Miss Xia."
The doctor looked at Fang Xinqi, who was walking back and forth, and opened his mouth.
"No, I have to see her wake up with my own eyes."
Ignoring the doctor's words, Fang Xinqi sat on the sofa opposite.
Irritable tugging and pulling his hair, he still regrets last night's confusion.
He felt this woman's body heat last night, and he just thought it was a normal reaction when Zuo-ai, but he didn't know that he was sick.
Annoyed, he wanted to get up and continue to walk back and forth, but after realizing that his presence would indeed disturb the doctor, he still chose to leave.
Taking a deep breath, he left a message for the subordinate next to him, "She's awake, notify me immediately!" After that, he turned and walked out of the room.
The moment he turned to leave, his gray eyes still stared deeply at the little woman on the chuang's shop, and then forced down the strong feeling in his heart that he wanted to care about this little woman, and walked out of the room.
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In the quiet room, layers of thick fog are entwined.
The man with his body hidden, standing by the window, holding a cigarette between his fingers, smoking a pair and a tower.
Under the unclear light, Fang Xinqi's handsome side face was set off by the misty smoke rings, and the whole person was cold and dangerous.
It had just been reported that the dark forces lurking in Italy had now infiltrated Germany, and his narrow eyes narrowed when he got the news.
If that group of dark forces is not eradicated for a day, it will be impossible for him and Xia Fan to put aside the hatred they once had.
The door of the room was pushed open to the crack, and Fang Xinqi's men walked in from the outside.
"Your Excellency!"
Fang Xinqi's subordinates respectfully told him about Xia Fan.
When he heard his subordinates say that Xia Fan's drug addiction had been quit, he couldn't believe it for a while.
He was just bitten hard by the woman last night, and she actually ......
The cigarette thrown in his hand was twisted into the ashtray fiercely, and Fang Xinqi went to Xia Fan's room almost without a moment's delay.
Seeing the little woman who had woken up, looking out the window calmly, he paused.
He was a little anxious for a while, and his heart fluctuated a little.
After calming his mind, he walked over.
Elegance as usual......
"What's wrong? Are you feeling better? ”
Standing side by side with Xia Fan, Fang Xinqi's facial features were still profoundly shrouded in the already clear light.
didn't look at Fang Xinqi, Xia Fan's cold eyes had already fallen out of the window.
"Let me go!"
The same three words that are so cold that they can condense into ice, without a trace of temperature.
Xia Fan's words made Fang Xinqi frown subconsciously.
Fang Xinqi's silence made Xia Fan's eyes bare at him, and then, talking to himself-
"I'm addicted to drugs, and you don't have a relationship with me anymore!"
Although Xia Fan's drug was quit, she knew that her mental condition had not improved.
She was still imprisoned by this man in Liangcheng and Germany for almost half a month, although she successfully quit drugs, it is the credit of this man, but the merits cannot be offset, she will not be grateful to him because he helped him quit drugs, and forget the unbearable humiliating injuries.
The eyebrows frowned tighter, and the relationship between the two people will never have a day when the ice is released.
If he had known early on that the two of them were going to confront each other in such a way, what he had done two years ago, how hopefully, was just a joke for her.
"Stay with me, you go back to Ruan Jinsong, he will only hurt you!"
"Isn't that what you're bringing to me?"
“……”
"Fang Xinqi, between me and you, no matter how much I want to forget everything, I can't do it, do you understand? With so much hurt, do you think there may be a day of reconciliation between us? ”
Xia Fan's heart was also very chaotic.
The fact that he helped her get off drugs, it was completely false to say that he wasn't moved, it was just an injury between two people, so unforgettable, how could it be that he could solve it by helping him get rid of drugs?
If there hadn't been so much hurt between them before, she would definitely say "thank you" to him because he helped her! But because of so many unrelieved injuries between them, she couldn't let go of it at all, and it was impossible for her to say "thank you!" to him! They were destined to hate each other from the beginning, so no matter what, there could be no day when they didn't care about their previous suspicions.
"What if...... Your relatives are not dead, or rather, your mother's death has nothing to do with me, Xia Fan, you ...... Will it be with me? ”
Fang Xinqi's voice was very low, with a certain sense of loss.
The confrontation between Xia Fan and him is simply torment for him, he doesn't want the relationship between the two of them, continue like this, he wants to have a good relationship with her, and put aside the unhappiness and unhappiness he once had.
Fang Xinqi's words made Xia Fan's eyes flutter.
Will you be with me? She really wanted to know, was this man confessing to her, or was he going to compensate himself with the rest of his life?
The corners of his mouth twitched coldly, Xia Fan did not hesitate-
"No!"
So many injuries, it's not that you can let go of it, she's not cold-hearted, she can't afford such injuries, she doesn't want to have a life of light and light, and be attached to a heavy shadow again.
Xia Fan replied categorically, decisively and resolutely, without any hesitation.
I was once in suspense, because of Xia Fan's words, it sank, like a meteorite falling, leaving no trace.
didn't want to say anything to Fang Xinqi anymore, Xia Fan opened his mouth coldly again-
"Let me go, Fang Xinqi, you and I are not people in the same world, I will not forget those injuries, let alone be with you!"
Although he gave her an explanation about You Hua, she couldn't let go of her grandfather's affairs and her mother's affairs.
So much blood and tears are intertwined, so many fresh lives are gone, her family is in decline because of him, and the people she loves are gone because of him.
She can muster up the courage to stop thinking about these things, which is already her biggest limit.
Taking a deep breath, she didn't want to continue to confront Fang Xinqi like this with big eyes.
Turning, she lifted her feet and walked to the door.
She doesn't want her mental condition to be suppressed by pain repeatedly, in this world, there are not a few people who finally choose the path of suicide because of major depression, she doesn't want to be like them, living so tired.
She was going back to Ruan Jinsong and telling Ruan Jinsong that she didn't want to stay with him anymore, she wanted to live a simple and easy life.
She never wants much, feelings are now out of reach for her, she has gone through twenty-six years of life, she hopes that the rest of her life can no longer be so tired!
Xia Fan had just taken two steps away when his wrist was grabbed by a hand that came sideways.
Then, the force in Fang Xinqi's wrist increased, and Xia Fan was pulled over by him all of a sudden.
Fang Xinqi tightened Xia Fan's shoulders and clasped him tightly, for fear that as soon as he let go, this damn woman would choose to leave her the same cruel and desperate way as she did two years ago.
"Do you have to be so cruel to me?"
Fang Xinqi's voice was obviously trembling, this woman could be regarded as grasping his fatal weakness.
He always felt that although this woman was strong, she was temperamental, but he didn't want to, her awe-inspiring made her so ruthless.
Even if you choose to turn around and leave, they won't look at you more.
"It's always been you who are cruel!"
Once upon a time, because he was treating his mother's relationship, she was so dependent on him at that time.
But what did she get in the end, it was his worse treatment, and he swore to imprison himself to the death.
"Fang Xinqi, I'm not the Holy Mother, I can't forget so many injuries!"
She's going crazy, she's going to be addicted to drugs, she's going to be a non-human and not a ghost, it's all thanks to him, and she's a 1/10,000th cruelty to him.
"And what do you want me to do?"
He no longer has male dignity, because a woman tortures herself like this, and he looks down on himself.
He has never lost, including the relationship with You Hua, he has never had any obstacles, and now because of this woman, he has really changed, become weak, and become always thinking about whether it will hurt her.
"It's easy, let me go!"
There are some injuries that she can't forget, but she can't ignore a lot of this man's goodness, even if those injuries are a hundred times better than his kindness to herself, she can't ignore the only little good.