Chapter 125: Leave you by your side, I'm just bleeding, let you go, I'll lose my life! (3000+, modified)
Chapter 125: Leave you by your side, I'm just bleeding, let you go, I'll lose my life! (3000+, modified) There are some injuries that she can't forget, but many times, this man is good to herself, and she can't ignore it, even if those injuries are a hundred times better than his good to herself, she can't ignore the only little good.
Clear words, bold falling.
"Fang Xinqi, you, I can't afford to love you, and in the same way, I hate you, I don't have that strength!"
In two years, she has exhausted all her strength.
Now that her addiction is gone, she wants to start a new life.
In the world at that time, there was no harm, no unforgettable love and hate, no Fang Xinqi, no Nian Yinan, no Ruan Jinsong...... There is no one who can touch her emotions, only herself, only herself.
"I've endured enough, I just want peace now, just peace, you know?"
Xia Fan didn't want to continue to let such endless pain continue to spread, she didn't want to live so tired anymore, she hoped that she was not bound by the shackles of hatred, and she also hoped that she was free.
Listening to Xia Fan's words, Fang Xinqi repeatedly wanted to squeeze the hand, but he couldn't hold it at all.
Tranquility, she wants tranquility, how easy is it? From the day the two of them met, they were destined to be at peace with each other, and they could never be peaceful.
"There's no peace between you and me for a long time, isn't it?"
My throat was so tight that it looked like something was stuck in my throat.
"Since you know that there is no peace between us, is it interesting to continue to entangle like this? Fang Xinqi, I'm tired, I'm really tired, I'm tired, all my strength is gone! β
Xia Fan's voice was heartfelt and filled with endless desolation.
Xia Fan's words were like invisible vines that entangled Fang Xinqi to death, making his heart clench again and again, unable to breathe.
I don't know how long it took to be silent before Fang Xinqi opened his mouth-
"Stay with me, I'll give you the peace you want, you...... Give me a chance to compensate you! β
"I don't need to!"
Xia Fan's answer was categorical, firm and cold.
The tone that there was no possibility of negotiation fell on his ears, and at this moment, Fang Xinqi wanted to laugh.
He had been thinking about the woman for two whole years, because of her, he tortured himself with nothing, but in the end, what did he get? It's not that this woman swears to leave herself.
She is still as cold as she was two years ago, ruthless, and even ruthless to the point that she won't even give him a chance to compensate her.
Feeling very uncomfortable, Fang Xinqi couldn't tell how messy he was, looking at the still plain little face of the woman in front of him, he raised his arrogant jaw and breathed hard.
How many times did he dream back at midnight, all he thought of was this face that could affect all her emotions, and it could really appear in his life again, but when Xia Fan's face really appeared in front of him, it was the kind of cold that was more difficult to bear than a long night.
Fang Xinqi felt uncomfortable, and Xia Fan's mood was not much better.
She has never been a heartless person, she is a person who is more emotional than anyone else.
has always been wearing a layer of hypocrisy to numb himself, Xia Fan has no self than anyone else.
Fang Xinqi brought her so much ruthless and cruel harm, but in an inadvertent moment, she couldn't control her fiery love network, recalling the little bit he had left for him, a little bit of kindness.
She remembered that he had helped herself, and had borrowed his shoulder to lean on, and even when Xia Bai provoked herself, he was completely protecting himself as a patron saint, and all the insults that should not have been borne by him were excluded.
She remembered those scattered memories, even if those injuries were nightmares, they couldn't be changed, and he brought her a sense of security, belonging, and warmth......
Unconsciously, Xia Fan thought of what Fang Xinqi had just said to her-
"What if...... Your relatives are not dead, or rather, your mother's death has nothing to do with me, Xia Fan, you ...... Will it be with me? β
It has nothing to do with him, how can it be, she saw with her own eyes that Shi Ying pointed a gun at her mother's head, and Nian Yinan also said that the video was real and had not been processed, and then Ruan Jinsong, that is, her uncle, also told her that her mother was indeed killed by Fang Xinqi's men.
The only thing that remains to be verified is the death of her grandfather!
Not wanting to think about so many messy things anymore, Xia Fan tried hard to calm his breathing.
When she raised her eyes again, she had done everything in her power to get herself back to normal.
"Fang Xinqi, let me go! Life and death, or death, is the best way to settle between us! β
Xia Fan's words fell forcefully again, causing Fang Xinqi's heart to be hit hard!
He didn't want Xia Fan to disappear from his side again, he didn't want to ...... That's going to kill him!
The gray eyes stared at the small face of the woman in front of him, the red eyes, almost without thinking, Fang Xinqi stretched out his long arms, and directly pressed Xia Fan's small body tightly into his arms.
The small body was retracted into the crook of his arm by the man, and Xia Fan was directly held by Fang Xinqi under the inattention of Fang Xinqi.
With the power of punishment, Fang Xinqi bit her.
This negative woman, is he so unbearable, so unforgivable? Does this make her so eager to get away from herself?
Fang Xinqi kissed her strongly, as domineering as two years ago, without any tenderness at all.
Holding Xia Fan tightly, he fixed himself and kissed her.
The two arms, as strong as steel, refused to let go of her at all.
Xia Fan was forcibly kissed by this man until she gasped, and a feeling that her lungs were emptied, which made her brain burst with a lack of oxygen, dissipated the feeling of reason, and also hit every nerve in her fiercely.
"Fang Xinqi, you ...... Get out of here, don't touch me! β
was violated by this man again, and Xia Fan resisted fiercely.
She doesn't want to continue to be humble like this, in two years, she is no longer stupid.
"You and I can only have this confrontational attitude forever!"
Xia Fan couldn't break free, and he was about to bite Fang Xinqi's hand.
Fang Xinqi didn't hide, and let Xia Fan bite him to death.
Frowning, Fang Xinqi pursed his lips tightly and did not make a sound.
Soon, there was blood, flowing out hotly along the gap between the joints where Xia Fan bit Fang Xinqi's hand.
Feeling that his mouth was filled with a strong smell of blood, Xia Fan subconsciously frowned.
She didn't expect this damn man to be bitten out of blood by herself, and she refused to let go.
Fang Xinqi didn't let go of her, Xia Fan continued to bite him, until her whole body was about to run out of strength, she subconsciously let go of him.
Then, thick blood, scarlet and dazzling appeared in front of her eyes.
Seeing the blood flowing from the back of the man's hand, Xia Fan's tears rolled down uncontrollably.
She didn't want to admit that she was too weak, it was this man, and it was a weakness that she didn't know all along.
Blood spilled out, turning her eyes red.
Her little hands covered her mouth, and she wept silently.
At this moment, she really felt that she was so sad that she had no dignity, obviously she hated this man to the core, but when she saw that he did not hesitate to use blood as a price in order to keep herself, she actually shed tears.
This man is really too domineering, he washed him with blood, he still has to keep himself by his side-
"Why? Why? Why would you rather shed blood than keep me with you? β
She hated this man's strength and this man's unscrupulous means, but ......
Tears fell hotly, she didn't want to continue to walk with this man, but there was always a voice in her heart, and she kept mentioning the kindness he had been to her, the care for her, and the intentions for her......
Fang Xinqi's bitten hand still didn't mean to let go of Xia Fan.
He circled her body and told her in the calmest voice in a low voiceβ
"Keep you around, I'm just bleeding, let you go, I'm losing my life!"
Compared to a woman who made him bleed, he would rather bleed himself than want him to live another two years of non-human and non-ghost life.
That kind of non-human and non-ghost life was really too difficult, he couldn't remember how many times he had been to the place where Xia Fan fell off the cliff, and he didn't know that he had been in her room for a day; I didn't even know that I couldn't fall asleep until I saw that I was numb physically and mentally.
During the first period of losing her, he had nightmares every night, and at that time, she was not the only one who had a hard time, and he was also living worse than death.
Listening to Fang Xinqi's words, Xia Fan's tears flowed even more turbulently.
This man has brought her so many fatal injuries, but when she hears him speak to herself, she will still have a heartache feeling, this feeling, Mu Shaoyan has never given it to her, Jiang Chi has never given it to her, and Nian Yinan has never given it to her.
Tears slid down the fingertips of her lips, cold, like her heart, as uncomfortable as a mess of numbness.
"Fang Xinqi, I can't forget so many injuries!"
Every part of her scarred body was given to her by this man, how can she ruthlessly dig it out in order to dispose of all these ugly traces?