Chapter 482: Beautify Your Own Demons
The time before the start of the concert is getting closer and closer, and the audience who has been waiting is chatting and entertaining, which makes me and Yu Xin who is sitting next to me seem a little too calm, and Zhao Mu in the front row has also been sitting upright, not thinking about looking back at all, his attention is all focused on the stage.
I looked around again, and the overall attendance rate was almost 90 percent at this time, which was undoubtedly a huge success for Xiao Ai, a newcomer in the music industry, but I didn't know whether to be happy for her.
I have a little selfish wish in my heart, I hope that after this concert, she can quit this circle, and then there are still many kinds of life for her to choose from, even if she doesn't want to rely on Mr. Xiao, with her attainments in the music profession, it is not difficult to find a decent job. In my subconscious, she shouldn't have carried Yuan Zhen's unfulfilled dream on her shoulders, and she never felt happy about it.
At this time, Yu Xin, who had never spoken, finally opened her mouth and asked me, "Brother Jiangqiao, are you also invited by Xiao Ai?" ”
Knowing this, I still asked her, "Well, what about you, did you buy the ticket yourself, or did Xiao Ai give you a free ticket?" ”
"If it weren't for Xiao Ai's gift of tickets, we wouldn't have been sitting next door, she invited me to watch this concert...... Perhaps, she knew that Zhao Mu would come in such a way, so she invited me...... I can understand what she does, she doesn't want to embarrass herself too much, she hopes that Zhao Mu can restrain herself after seeing me, but she really doesn't know Zhao Mu too well...... If Zhao Mu was a person who was in love with old love, he wouldn't treat me like this, I have given my heart to him in the past two years, he can not love me, but he can't hurt me like this! ”
"What do you mean by that?"
Yu Xin seemed to talk about her own sore spots, she didn't want to continue the topic, and asked me instead: "Are you here today just to listen to her concert?" ”
"Or else...... Or do you think I shouldn't have come at all? ”
Yu Xin looked at me and replied: "Of course I hope you are here to take her away, but I know that you won't, because you feel that you have a lot of hardships and helplessness...... But have you ever wondered who gave you your so-called hardship? Is it your family, or is it yourself? Or is it that you don't even have the ability to survive without everything your family has given you, that's why you are so afraid of change and want to continue this stable life? ”
I looked at her, but I felt a little powerless to defend myself, and after a long time, I replied with exhaustion: "It's not like you think......"
"You don't need to explain, I know that the price to pay for you to overturn your current life is too high, so you don't want to take this risk in your heart. What's more, you can't be sure, even if you don't care about Xiao Ai, whether she has the determination to return to you...... You also know in your heart that when you have such a trade-off, your love for her is not pure enough, so you deny your feelings for her even more, and the reason why you feel so tired is because you have fallen into this contradictory and unconfident state! ”
My heart was almost paralyzed by what Yu Xin said, because she said that there were many real places in my heart that I didn't want to face. After a while, I replied to her, "Don't you think that love has a shelf life?" …… Many times, it's not that I don't love in my heart, but I just can't find the feeling of being together at the beginning. Just like Xiao Ai, maybe she only loved me two years ago, but two years later, her heart is not so pure...... To be honest, living in this extremely real world, we can't be love saints, the measurement in our hearts will make us instinctively protect ourselves, and we don't want to be victims in love again. ”
Yu Xin replied resolutely: "If you really choose to marry Jin Qiu, you will become a victim in your love life again, you understand why I said that." ”
This time, I chose to be silent, and it didn't take long for the whole concert to begin, Xiao Ai walked onto the stage with a white microphone studded with rhinestones in front of the crowd, she sat down at the piano that had been prepared, and then placed the microphone on the stand......
Like everyone else, I fixed my eyes on her in her long blue dress. At this moment, she is like a pearl in the blue ocean, and the whole stage is dazzling because of her presence.
She didn't speak, but gave back to the fans who came to watch it with the title song of an album, and when most people were addicted to it, my heart was a little apprehensive, I didn't know how to give her the tulips I bought, and I didn't know if Zhao Mu would make any amazing moves, he was amazing enough, and he actually wrapped an area by himself. I believe that Xiao Ai on the stage at this moment can turn a blind eye to anyone, but he can't ignore Zhao Mu's existence, because he is too conspicuous.
After the opening song, the singer would say a few words to the audience as usual, and Xiao Ai really took the microphone out of the stand, she stood in the center of the stage, and then glanced down the stage, her eyes finally stayed on the area I was, but I wasn't sure if she was looking at me drowning in the crowd at the moment.
After a deep groan, she finally spoke: "Thank you all for coming to my special concert in Beijing, this is my third solo concert since my debut, and the last concert of the year......"
There was a commotion in the audience, because for Xiao Ai, the momentum of personal development is very good, and this year is only halfway through, there is plenty of time to do a few more tours, but she suddenly made such a decision, and everyone is waiting for her explanation......
However, she did not give any explanation to the audience, she just said: "Thank you again for your support, and I hope to give back to everyone with the best performance tonight." ”
After Xiao Ai finished speaking, she nodded with the band behind her, saying that she could start the next song, but the audience was not happy and asked her to say a few more words, at least to explain the reason why she would not perform again this year, but Xiao Ai chose to ignore it. And her performance made me even more sure that she didn't enjoy this feeling of being in the limelight, and she never changed at that point. Otherwise, after graduating from university, she would not have given up Qiu Zi'an's sincere invitation to open a piano shop with me that did not have much prospect...... At this moment, among the nearly 10,000 people at the scene, I am the only one who understands her, so I hope that after Mr. Xiao is released from prison, she can give up this road. Don't dare to say anything else, at least Mr. Xiao won't let her lack money to spend.
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After Xiao Ai began to sing the second song, I looked at Yu Xin next to me again, her eyes were a little complicated when she looked at Xiao Ai, and I also understood her mood at the moment. Because what she thinks about for a long time is what Xiao Ai doesn't want, and it is very possible that her mentality will be abnormal in this situation. Therefore, what Zhao Mu said is still possible, because she has the motive to take revenge on Xiao Ai, but they have been like sisters since college, is it really necessary for them to come to this point? At least, Xiao Ai is indisputable in front of Yu Xin...
Soon, the concert was held in the middle of the stage, but I still couldn't calm down and enjoy it, at this moment, Zhao Mu, who had been sitting and had not moved, left his seat with flowers in his hand, and he walked to the position of the stage, but was stopped by the security guards who maintained order on the scene. But this ignited the emotions of the audience, and from the time the concert had not yet started, half of their attention was distracted to Zhao Mu, a man with a generous hand. They all expected Zhao Mu to do something, as if it would be worth the ticket price.
Zhao Mu was born calm, he lowered his head and said a few words to the security guard who stopped him, and the security guard made way for him to offer flowers...... At this moment, Yu Xin, who was beside me, also pushed me hard and said to me: "If you don't want Xiao Ai to be embarrassed, don't sit anymore......"
I'm still calm, so in the face of Xin's reminder, I shook my head, and then replied: "At first, I was worried that he would behave out of line, but you can think about his status today, if he ties Xiao Ai to him in the entertainment news with a negative image, it will be a big loss for himself." He is a very cautious person, so he will definitely not do anything that damages his image in such a public setting! ”
Yu Xin didn't speak again, but looking at the stage, she was a little flustered, she didn't seem to be looking forward to the next scene that might happen.
I feel a little sorry for her, she can't get out of the shadow of breaking up with Zhao Mu at all, and she doesn't want Xiao Ai to become Zhao Mu's new love, which will completely destroy the last line of defense in her heart. However, emotions have never been subject to human will. Before, Zhao Mu personally told me that he would chase Xiao Ai in his own way, and I believe that when he said these words, Yu Xin only existed in the most humble corner of his life...... This is not his absurdity, it is Yu Xin who is absurd, because she did not see through the humanity revealed in Zhao Mu.
This kind of thinking also shocked myself, because this is the first time in my life to look at Zhao Mu with negative emotions, I seem to unconsciously put him in the ranks of bad people, although he repeatedly emphasized that he broke up with Yu Xin completely because Yu Xin's own behavior in the circle was not good enough...... However, I can see that Yu Xin really loves him.
At this time, Zhao Mu walked to Xiao Ai's side, Xiao Ai subconsciously took a step back, but he just smiled, then handed the flower to Xiao Ai, and then said a few words to Xiao Ai.
There was too much noise on the scene, and without a microphone, it was impossible for me to hear what Zhao Mu said, but Xiao Ai took the bouquet of flowers from his hand, and then Zhao Mu walked off the stage, he didn't return to his position, but walked straight to the outside of the venue......
Xiao Ai also handed the flower to the staff around him after his back disappeared completely, and she didn't even take a second look. But Yu Xin, who was beside me, was so heartbroken that she burst into tears......
She choked up and said to me: "Brother Jiangqiao, if I tell you that the reason why my reputation in the entertainment industry is so stinky is caused by Zhao Mu's hired people to deliberately spread it in the circle, will you believe it?" …… In the past two years, I have conceived a child for him, and I have only loved him alone, but he had a different heart on the first day Xiao Ai came back, he is a demon, a demon who beautifies himself and does not want to be a demon! …… If you are relieved to hand over Xiao Ai to him, you will continue to sit like this, and continue to fulfill him with your outrageous fulfillment...... You must not know that he has evidence that Li Zishan framed Mr. Xiao in prison back then, and he is also the key person in whether Mr. Xiao can regain control of Jinding Real Estate after he is released from prison, are you really not afraid that Xiao Ai will fall in his hands? ”