Chapter 127: With his surname, take her name! (3000+, modified)
Chapter 127: With his surname, take her name! (3000+, modified) pursed his lips, and when Xia Fan lifted the curtain on the merger again, the bottom of his eyes was replaced by a cold and silent stagnant water.
"Nope!"
The cruel and ruthless answer made Fang Xinqi completely disillusioned with the last trace of thought in his heart.
In comparison, the sentence "Fang Xinqi, you, I can't afford to love!" ”
Xia Fan's answer made Fang Xinqi feel even more that the two of them had come to an end.
It turned out that the two years of waiting, the guilt of the past two years, were all caused by him Xinqi alone!
There is no longer any glimmer of hope in the painful merger.
Fang Xinqi's heart was like ashes, and the corners of his mouth twitched.
"I ...... Let you go! ”
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Time ticked by, without Fang Xinqi's existence, Xia Fan lived a very peaceful life.
On the day she left, it snowed.
It was originally the weather in April, and it was already a rainy season, but when she dragged her steps and left from Fang Xinqi, there was goose feather snow.
Although the weather forecast said that day was the seasonal return caused by the El Niño phenomenon, it had a different meaning for Fang Xinqi and Xia Fan.
Originally, Xia Fan thought that her heart was relieved when she left, but the moment she really left, tears flowed down like beads with broken threads.
She didn't know why she had such complicated emotions, but after she left Fang Xinqi, she had been unhappy until now.
When Xia Fan left from Fang Xinqi, she didn't take anything, but in the pocket of her beige trench coat, she turned over a ring with a very simple design.
There is no pattern entanglement, no bright diamond embellishment, just a diamond ring that is too ordinary to be ordinary, but on the top of the ring there are two inlaid letters, connected by the "&" symbol.
For a long time, Xia Fan was curious about where this ring came from, and what the two "fs" that were connected together represented.
It wasn't until Marg, a nun in the convent, saw her holding the ring in her hand and staring by the window in a daze, that she explained to Xia Fan what the two "Fs" on the ring might mean.
It was the abbreviation of the names of the two people, and after thinking about it again and again, Xia Fan understood the fan in her name as "f", and as for the other "f", she thought of Fang Xinqi's surname "Fang", which is the abbreviation of "f".
Take his surname, give her name!
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Without the existence of Fang Xinqi, the existence of Ruan Jinsong, and the existence of anyone else to disturb her, Xia Fan lived very indifferently in the monastery.
She was not a devout Christian, but every time she pounced with the nuns, her soul was purified.
Pray for her mother, for her grandfather, and for all her deceased relatives, she lived a quiet and indifferent life.
Living in a remote corner of Germany, Xia Fan gradually learned German.
Sometimes, she would think of the scars on her body, and at that moment, the nuns in the convent would relieve her of the depression in her heart, and gradually, the memories that she did not want to remember were erased in her mind little by little.
But a peaceful life is always a luxury for Xia Fan, and God will only have her a moment of peace and bring her bloody wind again.
"Thank you, Sister Fan!"
Xia Fan distributed candy to the children in the children's welfare home, and immediately there were children around her, calling her "Sister Fan" in German with a particularly sweet mouth! ”。
Every time she heard these children call herself, Xia Fan would always smile faintly, it seemed that she had no burden with these children.
Rubbing a little boy's hair, Xia Fan asked him if he had been obedient and obedient recently, and if he had studied seriously.
However, at this time, Jiang Chi came to the welfare home with a bandage on his hand.
The moment he saw Jiang Chi, Xia Fan was in disbelief.
After she left from Fang Xinqi, she did not go back to Ruan Jinsong, but isolated herself from the world and went to the small convent in Cologne, where she could no longer live her ordinary life.
It's just that I didn't expect that just ten days later, I was found here by Jiang Chi.
Seeing Xia Fan, who had been looking for him for a long time, Jiang Chi with a blue color on his chin, and the tiredness between his eyebrows and eyes replaced him.
"Little Sail!"
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He was not in the mood to ask Xia Fan if he was doing now, nor did he have the heart to ask Xia Fan how he escaped Fang Xinqi's clutches, so he directly told Xia Fan the purpose of his coming here today.
I heard Jiang Chi tell himself that his uncle's power had collapsed, and he was now receiving radiotherapy in the hospital because of advanced stomach cancer.
Xia Fan didn't have any emotional reaction to what he caused today, but anyway, Jiang Chi was also his mother's younger brother and his uncle, and she still went to the hospital with Jiang Chi.
Listening to Jiang Chi tell himself, Xia Fan knew that the collapse of his uncle's forces was annihilated by Fang Xinqi in one fell swoop.
Hearing this name that he hadn't cared about for more than ten days, Xia Fan's heartstrings trembled uncontrollably after all.
All along, she felt that she could let go of the relationship with Fang Xinqi, but when she heard his name, people still couldn't stop thinking of him.
She didn't even expect that the tips of her fingers would gently rub the ring she had in her pocket.
When they arrived at the hospital, Xia Fan and Jiang Chi went straight to the ward where Ruan Jinsong was.
In the ward of the intensive care unit, Xia Fan saw an ugly man lying on the sick chuang, with an oxygen mask on his face.
Xia Fan never knew that Ruan Jinsong had been confronting Fang Xinqi for more than 20 years because of Fang Xinqi's mother, and he never knew that the injury on his face was a big pit that Fang Xinqi had forcibly cut with a knife because of Fang Xinqi's mother.
When I saw Ruan Jinsong who was entangled with his mother, Fang Xinqi, who was only five years old, decisively knocked Ruan Jinsong down, and then took a fruit knife and inserted it into Ruan Jinsong's eyes.
Seeing Xia Fan appearing in the hospital, Ruan Jinsong was talking in a whining voice, but it was vague, making people unable to understand what he wanted to say.
"Hmm...... Small...... Little sails! ”
Ruan Jinsong called Xia Fan, and when he heard the sound, Xia Fan stepped forward and stood beside the chuang.
As soon as she heard that her uncle had stomach cancer, even if Xia Fan had no feelings for this uncle who gave her poisons to smoke, she would inevitably feel uncomfortable in her heart.
Not only did she have a blood connection with herself, but also because her mother also suffered from lung cancer back then, both of which were cancers, and they were all withered and dead, she couldn't help but think of her mother.
Thinking of her mother, the memories she had repeatedly wanted to get rid of still rolled over and over again.
“…… Uncle! ”
Xia Fan's voice was tight and fierce to call Ruan Jinsong, thinking that she had another relative leaving, no matter how much she wanted to force a smile and pretend to be nothing, it was impossible.
She didn't remember what was wrong with her uncle's body, she had always felt that Ruan Jinsong's health was good, and when something like this happened suddenly, no one could bear it.
Xia Fan's soft call made Ruan Jinsong work hard to support his body.
Seeing that Ruan Jinsong wanted to get up, Jiang Chi stepped forward and helped him up.
Because he was already in his twilight years, Ruan Jinsong was in a state of hesitation when he spoke, but when he said it, Xia Fan also roughly understood what it meant.
As Ruan Jinsong spoke, Xia Fan's delicate eyebrows tightened again and again.
She knew that her uncle was not a good person, but when he was on the verge of death, the credibility of what he said still made Xia Fan really believe it.
"What?"
Xia Fan's eyes widened in panic, but before she could be surprised, Ruan Jinsong pressed her shoulder again.
"Listen to me!"
Speaking in a weak voice, Ruan Jinsong said every word long and heavy, making Xia Fan's heart follow what he told him, ups and downs again and again.
"It can't be!"
Xia Fan couldn't believe every word his uncle told him.
"I've been avenging all my life, avenging me and your mother, and our Ruan family, Xiaofan...... So far, I have ...... Is it necessary to lie to you? ”
Ruan Jinsong's words made Xia Fan unable to refute.
Between the Ruan family and the Fang family, and even between the Xia family, there is a constant and unclear relationship, and the grievances and grievances involved here are enough to have a relationship with three generations, Xia Fan can't believe it, and he can't believe it at all!
But Ruan Jinsong had no need to lie to himself at all.
Suddenly, thinking of Fang Xinqi's gray eyes, Xia Fan's whole body trembled subconsciously.
The man...... Give yourself the color of your eyes, it turns out to be hate!
So he hates himself, his mother, his grandfather, and the Xia family, because of the events of thirty years?