Chapter 126: Have you ever loved me? (3000+, modified) "Fang Xinqi, I can't forget so much damage!" ”

Every part of her scarred body was given to her by this man, how can she ruthlessly dig it out in order to dispose of all these ugly traces?

"Xia Fan, I have never regretted anything! But...... Treating you wrong is a mistake that I can't let go of in my life! ”

Because he mistreated this woman at the beginning, he put all the punishments that should not have been on her.

He knew his cruelty, and he knew that he was doing this to kill her, but he still did it ruthlessly.

It's just that I don't know how long it has been, until he really feels that this woman has completely left him, he is stunned to realize that he has done wrong, and even, all along, he has been treating her wrongly!

It's good that Fang Xinqi didn't say these words, as soon as he said these words, Xia Fan's tears flowed even more surgingly.

The eyes of the whole person are like a flood opening a floodgate, and the flow cannot be stopped.

"Fang Xinqi, just because neither of us can let go of it, it is impossible for either of us to treat all this as a funny joke!"

All the good, how can he be hurt by the enemy, Xia Fan doesn't want to admit that he remembers his goodness, once he remembers his goodness, he will die and be buried.

She couldn't have known how cruel this man was.

Especially since she is still Ruan Jinsong's person, a member of Fang Xinqi's hostile forces, and there will never be a day of reconciliation between the two of them.

Snorting, Xia Fan tried his best to swallow these tears in his stomach.

After brushing his thoughts and raising his head to look at Fang Xinqi again, Xia Fan had already returned to his previous calm posture.

"Fang Xinqi, don't say anything more, you just thought I was dead two years ago. I don't need you to say anything sorry to me, and I don't need you to make any amends to me, I ...... Just want to leave you! ”

Xia Fan's words, every word is very clear.

She didn't want to continue to follow this man's side, whether he imprisoned herself or not, as long as she was with him, she would always think of those hurts.

Even if she inevitably thought of his kindness to herself, she was conceited and unwilling to admit it.

Listening to Xia Fan's words that were not negotiable, Fang Xinqi pursed his thin lips and couldn't speak for a while!

"In two years, without me, you have survived, and no one can live without me! Fang Xinqi, I'm tired, I'm really tired, you give me freedom, all I want is so simple! ”

Xia Fan is not a greedy person, she doesn't want to avenge her relatives or whatever, she has already given Fang Xinqi two shots, and if he doesn't die, it means that his life should not be extinguished, in this case, she will not continue to kill him, avenge her relatives or whatever, she just wants to live a simple life and live a comfortable life without restraints!

"What if I don't let you leave me?"

In this way, Fang Xinqi asked her more than once, and every time he asked her, he was hopeful, and then because of Xia Fan's words, he fell into despair again.

This time is no exception!

"Then I'll die to show you, you know, I've died once, I'm not afraid of death!"

There was still no room for negotiation, so Fang Xinqi curled his fingers and clenched them tightly into fists.

When he let go again, his handsome face lifted sternly—

"I don't want to be separated from you, with you, I would rather die before resting!"

He wouldn't let her go, and at this point, he was hard-hearted.

"Hehe......"

Xia Fan sneered coldly because of Fang Xinqi's words.

There has never been a moment like this that would make her want to laugh, and laugh unbridledly.

The injuries that were once forced to die are now forced to die, Xia Fan feels that the person who went crazy is not herself, but Fang Xinqi.

"Fang Xinqi, if so many injuries have happened to you, can you let go?"

Xia Fan's questioning made Fang Xinqi acquiesce.

"It can't be, can it? In this case, I ask you to look at the problem from my point of view, I am tired, I am a human being, I have suffered so many injuries, I am already covered in bruises, what do you want me to do? ”

“……”

"Fang Xinqi, it's only for each other, I don't want to worry about all the injuries before, I hope I don't have to be so tired in my next life!"

She is only twenty-six years old, and there is still a long way to go, because of this man, her life was almost terminated, and now, she finally wants to forget all the things she used to have and start a new life, but it is so difficult.

Listening to Xia Fan's accusatory words, a certain mutilated corner in Fang Xinqi's heart was torn, and blood rolled out little by little.

He couldn't bear Xia Fan to leave him again, it would kill him.

He didn't want the sunshine in his life to reappear, and before he could hold it, it would dissipate in his world.

The heart was like being pierced by an invisible knife, and he was not even given a chance to pull it out.

I don't know how long my heart hurts, until I was about to be numb, Fang Xinqi moved the corners of his mouth.

"Xia Fan, I won't allow you to disappear into my world again! Do you understand? I don't allow it! ”

Taking out his always strong domineering, Fang Xinqi said every word seriously and clearly.

He had never thought about what this woman meant to him, and it wasn't until the moment she fell and hung two years ago that he knew what he had lost the moment she fell off the cliff.

He knew very well that he had lost his heart and everything.

The words of the firm words fell, and Xia Fan could not have heard them more clearly.

Staring at the man's gray eyes with silence, her heartstrings trembled subconsciously.

He had never seen Fang Xinqi look at him with such a firm gaze, and Xia Fan couldn't tell what a complicated feeling he had in his heart.

Speaking of the feeling of loss he felt now, she didn't have any taste, but there was no possibility of coexistence between them, except for hatred and hurt each other, the two of them would never be able to let go of those unforgettable scars.

"What if you don't allow it? Fang Xinqi, there are so many scars on my body, there is no one that you did not give me, even if there is a misunderstanding between you and me because of the matter of You Hua, then how to calculate the accounts of my mother, my grandfather, and all my deceased relatives? ”

Xia Fan felt sad in his heart, when facing this man, the endless pain was the same as two years ago, and he couldn't forget or let go of it at all.

Trying to take a deep breath, Xia Fan tried to let those tears that might be shed at any time hold back vividly.

"Fang Xinqi, let me go!"

The voice was weak and weak, but it exhausted all of Xia Fan's strength.

Hearing Xia Fan say such words again, Fang Xinqi tried his best to clench his fists, his curled fingers were trembling, and he couldn't hold it at all.

"I remember how nice you were to me!"

I don't know how long the silence between the two people is more difficult than death, until Xia Fan opened his mouth, and the stiff atmosphere was gradually contained.

"Just because of the little kindness you once had to me, no matter how much I hate you, I can't be as cruel to me as you are."

Xia Fan felt that she lived a very contradictory life, obviously hated this man to the core, but she always remembered this man's goodness inadvertently.

Her life is not all dark, she also held the sunshine in her hand, but this ray of sunshine eventually dissipated.

Tears, unbearably slippery, shed two sinuous tears on Xia Fan's simple little face.

Listening to Xia Fan's words, Fang Xinqi's heart tightened even more.

He has always felt that Xia Fan is a person of temperament, even if so many unfair injuries are added to her, he also knows that Xia Fan can't bear to really kill himself.

"I can't weigh what you do to me and how much you hurt me, so let me stay out of the way!"

Xia Fan doesn't want to continue this life, for this man, she has exhausted all of her, she wants her future life, there is no harm, there is no existence of this man, so she must leave, in this life, there will never be an intersection again, leave freely.

Xia Fan's every word was like a fast, accurate and ruthless knife, decisive in killing, and extremely sharp piercing through Fang Xinqi's heart, making him unable to parry at all.

Tilting his head, Fang Xinqi couldn't be silent at all at this moment.

More terrible than death, the person he wanted to cherish with his life was close in front of him, but he couldn't touch it, so he could only let this sunshine that could fill his life slip away again......

"You...... Have you ever loved me? ”

Fang Xinqi was weak and powerless to ask, as if he was asking Xia Fan with the only remaining breath in his whole body.

As if he was afraid of hearing his heartbroken answer, Fang Xinqi trembled his fingers that he didn't even notice consciously, and the light between his eyebrows and eyes fluctuated rapidly.

He once domineeringly didn't allow her not to love himself, but what he got was the answer that she couldn't love even in the face of death when she fell off the cliff.

Fang Xinqi, you, I can't afford to love you!

Thinking of the eight words that still made his heart tremble, Fang Xinqi's heart was filled with sour water, filling every cell in his body endlessly.

Hearing Fang Xinqi's questioning of herself, Xia Fan's eyes waved, and under her eyes, a flash of light that even she didn't know was clear.

Have you ever loved him?

Love? Scold...... What a heavy word, how can she let go of so much hurt so that she can not go against the thoughts in her heart and say the words that are colder than ice and more terrible than death!

Pursing his lips, when Xia Fan lifted his eyes again, the bottom of his eyes was replaced by a stagnant cold and lonely absolute.

"Nope!"