Curious about singing on her stomach, Liu Mengmeng hugged the big pink pillow and limped to Lin Zaishan's studio to wait.

Before Lin Zaishan was about to go to the bathroom to get a basin of hot water for Liu Mengmeng, he glanced at the mobile phone on the sofa.

When he left it just now, he saw that the screen was lit, as if someone had sent him a text message or had a missed call.

When I picked it up, it was a text message from Lee Hyo-ni ten minutes ago.

Lin Zaishan knows Li Xiaoni's itinerary today, this afternoon London time, Li Xiaoni should have been recording, according to the arrangement, after recording, Li Xiaoni will have a meeting with the British team, and the meeting will be held late. After the meeting on her side, it must have been the second half of the night in China, so they didn't make an appointment to call or video tonight.

Now seeing Li Xiaoni's text message, Lin Zaishan pondered in his heart that something might be wrong, so he came to the door of the studio and said to Liu Mengmeng: "You lie on your stomach first to find out how you feel, I'll go to the toilet to make it easier, and I'll bring you water later." When you lie on your stomach, you must put your chest high and press all the weight on your chest, so that the breath can enter the abdomen more easily. ”

Liu Mengmeng had already fallen on Lin Zaishan's military folding bed, with only her soft pillow on her chest, and the height was obviously not enough.

"You put my pillow on it too. My pillow is hard and stressful. ”

"Okay, I'll try."

"Then I'll go first, you try slowly."

Lin Zaishan went to the guest guard, who was far away from the studio, closed the door, and called Li Xiaoni.

Lee Hyo-ni rests in the lounge with her eyes closed, with a sad melancholy fermented by "Bleeding-Love" in her heart.

At this time, when the mobile phone rang, seeing that it was the call of the "Fifth Brother of Red Wine", Li Xiaoni felt sweet and excited in her heart, and immediately picked up Lin Zaishan's phone: "Hey, brother." ”

"I didn't see the phone just now, what's wrong, did you finish recording over there?"

"Nope. I've got a bit of a problem. I'm resting, and I'll record it later. ”

"What's the problem?"

"The producers in the UK think that my 'Bleeding-Love' is always off film, and I have recorded it more than 20 times, and they are still not satisfied."

"No, with your singing level, sing this song so that you won't get out of the beat?"

"I also think I sang very well and didn't take off the beat, but the producers here are just not satisfied."

"Are they looking for your fault?"

"It's not about finding fault. As soon as your two songs came out, the attitude of the producers here towards me changed significantly. They're very focused on making this album now, but I think they're going a little bit too far. ”

"What's the advice you're giving from the barn?"

"Paul said, I sang this song with too much emotion, too much release. But this song is originally written about sadomasochism, and if it is not released, how can it be sung to feel it. ”

Lin Zaishan thought about it, roughly understood the situation, and said: "If you sing. Your emotions are too full and it will really affect your judgment of your own singing. You may really be off the hook. The light and accent of this song must be well mastered, and if you can't grasp the rhythm a little, there may be a short off-beat. You're going to sing when you're particularly devoted. You can't feel the shot. ”

"I think that's probably the case now, too. The ears of the producers here are really poisonous. ”

"Of course, we have to admit this, our pop music and other people's pop music are indeed not on the same level, and there are gaps in all aspects. Producer of big names in Europe and the United States. If you are serious about giving you advice, you must accept it with an open mind. It's all about the process of improving. ”

"I understand."

Lee Hyo-ni started working with the British team with a learning attitude, "but I can't always sing the feeling they want now." Paul gave me advice. It's about making me less emotionally engaged. But how to reduce it, he won't tell me. ”

Lin Zaishan said with a smile: "Reducing emotions is reducing emotions, people have already explained it to you very clearly, how can you elaborate on this?" It's just minus. Only after reducing your emotions can you discover the flaws in your singing, pay attention to them, and then make corrections. ”

Li Xiaoni frowned and said, "I tried to reduce my emotions, but it felt very bad when I sang it." ”

Lin Zaishan said bluntly: "The occurrence of such a situation shows that your grasp of emotions when singing has not yet reached the level of perfection." ”

Lee Hyo-ni accepts this view: "I do have this problem. When I sing songs that I feel particularly emotional, I put a lot of emotion into them. Just like the song "Bleeding-Love" you wrote, I feel so empathetic that when I sing it, I feel like my heart is going to burst. With a little emotion, you will be completely sucked in by the melody of this song and cannot be withdrawn. ”

"You're not going to think of this song as if I was writing the story of the two of us, are you?"

"No, no, not this time. But the emotions expressed in this song make me feel very empathetic. Singing a song like this is like singing my own story, singing our story. It seems that our relationship has been exposed, and all the people around me are persuading me to give up this relationship, but I won't give up if I die. ”

"You're obviously sick again, and you have to associate everything with yourself, as if the world revolves around you alone." Lin Zaishan drank and said it very directly, also to wake up Li Xiaoni's singing state.

Li Xiaoni was silent when she heard this, and after a while, she asked in a muffled voice: "Brother, do you particularly hate me like this?" ”

"You see, you're preconceived again. You have to know how to detach yourself from that special self state, and don't associate everything with yourself. Thinking about yourself, you can indeed sing with a strong sense of substitution. But when some songs need to be refined, we must not completely substitute the emotions and stories in the song into our own feelings, but sing about empathy as you just said. ”

Li Xiaoni thought about Lin Zaishan's words and felt as if she had a little understanding.

Lin Zaishan continued to enlighten and said: "Just like this song "Bleeding-Love", you know that this is a very abusive song, but you don't let this song abuse you too. You can try to think that this song is about the story of your friends, for example, the story of Guan Yaling. Suppose Guan Yaling has a boyfriend who is very much in love, and the two of them live separately, and it seems that it is very unlikely that they will go together.

Even, because the boyfriend couldn't see Guan Yaling for a long time, he was very depressed physically and mentally. had an affair with other girls outside, Guan Yaling knew it or didn't know at this time. But whether she knows it or not, Guan Yaling has to stick to this relationship. No matter how much you persuade her, she won't listen, just like the song sings, she is bent on persevering this sadomasochistic relationship to the end. No one understands how important this boyfriend is to her, and she doesn't care if others understand it or not, anyway, she just insists on this relationship that cuts her heart to death.

"As her cousin, watching from the side, will you feel very heartbroken and aggrieved. You'll be hard to imagine. How could there be such a stupid girl in this world as Yaling. But there are such people in this world. If you try to substitute such feelings and then sing, to think from the perspective of such silly girls, to feel the persistence and affection in their hearts, you will experience another feeling of empathy.

At this time, you won't associate the song with yourself, but you can also substitute your own feelings very deeply. This is like the 'self' and 'second self' in the drama performance - you in the drama are the 'second self', and when you perform, you can ferment the feelings of the second self very sincerely and devotedly. But at the same time. Your ego will monitor the manifestation of your second self so that your emotions are not released to the point where they are uncontrollable and out of control.

"I say so. I don't know if you understand this feeling. When we are singing, we are actually playing the role of an actor, and we are 'acting' the song for everyone to hear. You have to monitor your second self with your own self. It doesn't matter if the song is written about you or not, you can't put all the emotions into it. There must be a sense of self monitoring. If you can't monitor it, your performance will easily go wrong. It's still a trivial matter to take off the film, if you really put yourself too involved. It's possible to sing out of tune and break the tone, and there will really be a car accident.

"If you sing this song 'Bleeding-Love', you can't do a good job of self-monitoring, you just think of it as a story about Kwan Yaling, and try to sing it in the same way I said. In this way, you will find that there is actually another deeper emotion in this song. If you feel this emotion, you may be able to interpret this song more perfectly than you imagined. ”

Listening to Lin Zaishan's words, Li Xiaoni suddenly had a feeling of enlightenment, and discussed and asked: "Brother, do you usually sing like this?" Is there a 'self' monitoring your emotions and voice? ”

Lin Zaishan smiled and said, "I haven't reached this realm yet, but I'm trying to cultivate towards this realm." Now in the music world, several genuine singers and queens all have this singing realm. If your goal is to become a singer, you must master this way to monitor your own substitutional singing. In this way, you can be invincible and invincible. You can perform in any situation, and you can do it with ease. ”

"Brother, I feel like I've gained a lot from talking to you!"

"You'll try to experience this emotion and sing later, and see if anything changes."

"Okay, I'll try to think about this as Guan Yaling's story later, and see if I can substitute it."

"Don't you boast that you are very good at acting, if you can act, you will definitely be able to substitute for it. Good singers are good actors. ”

"Haha, brother, you're not a good actor, your acting skills are very embarrassing."

"I'm talking about 'actors' when singing, acting with emotion and singing, not real theater actors. When I sing, I'm very good at 'acting' emotionally. I just felt embarrassed in front of the camera and didn't know how to act. ”

Lin Zaishan is actually very good at acting in life, and he takes music from another world and turns it into his own song, explaining it to others, and he doesn't even stumble. But in front of the camera, let him play someone else, he really can't act, he will feel embarrassed.

Li Xiaoni stopped talking to Lin Zaishan at this time, she probably understood the central idea that Lin Zaishan wanted to convey to her.

Thinking back to the story told by Lin Zaishan, and comparing the melody motive and inner emotions of this song, Li Xiaoni suddenly felt that she seemed to understand this song more deeply.

"Brother, when you wrote this song, you didn't write it with the sadomasochistic emotions in the story you just told, right?"

"That's pretty much it. I watched this kind of silly girl in the TV series, so I felt this song and wrote it. ”

"No wonder this song is called 'Bleeding-Love', it's really bloody love!"

"Don't take this song too crookedly, the core idea of my song is that there is only the deepest pain. so that you can understand how deeply you love. ”

"I get it, I now have a deeper understanding of the song! This song is more sadistic than I thought! It's definitely fun to sing! Lee Hyo-ni became very excited, eager to try, and wanted to immediately substitute new emotions and sing this song.

Lin Zaishan drank too much, and was stimulated by Liu Mengmeng again, so he told Li Xiaoni this story.

In fact, this song does contain such a deeper layer of sadomasochistic feelings. This is also why after listening to this song, many people will feel that this song hits their hearts very deeply, and they will hear a very painful feeling from this song. It's like listening to Adele's songs. It was a heart-wrenching but lovely-hearted feeling.

And for Li Xiaoni, the more abusive things are, the more she likes them.

People with Queen's disease have a tendency to abuse others or be abused by others.

And the invisible character hidden in Li Xiaoni's heart is that she likes to be accompanied by pain and uses her work to abuse herself wildly, she is a character who likes to be abused.

The formation of this character, and after she stumbled, in the most painful and important period of growth. was abused by Lin Zaishan, and there is a direct causal relationship.

When people are teenagers, the character and shadow formed in their hearts cannot be changed for a lifetime. You can only cover it up. But it is absolutely impossible to completely let go and change. Unless you see through the red dust and become a Buddha on the ground.

Since she was a teenager, Li Xiaoni has actually formed a tendency to be abused in her heart, and later became a diva. She can't be abused by others, and she doesn't want others to abuse her, it hurts too much to be abused. She didn't want it to hurt anymore, but the shadow was there.

As a result, over the years, she had stopped letting others abuse her, but she had abused herself wildly - abusing herself with crazy work, abusing herself with a closed and desperate relationship. She's been enjoying this life of self-abuse, but she doesn't know it.

She has always worked hard to glow with the enthusiastic and cheerful side of her character, and subconsciously concealed this masochistic tendency in her heart, but this character that has been formed when she was young may not be able to lose it in her life. This can be seen in her reaction and performance to many things. She has long been accustomed to a life of finding relief and pleasure in pain.

Perhaps only Lin Zaishan, the person who tied the bell, has the ability to grab medicine from the other party, help her really untie the knot, and push her to another path in life.

"Brother, I won't tell you, it's time to record. I'm going to try to sing, and if it's good, I'll text you at night to report the good news. You sleep soundly, you don't have to text me back, and you don't have to wait for me. I expect to be busy until late today. ”

"Okay, go ahead, come on!"

"Brother, come on! Good night and love you! ”

Li Xiaoni hung up Lin Zaishan's phone very excitedly and went to continue recording.

Lin Zaishan was warmed by Li Xiaoni's sentence "Love you", and the bottom was a little up.

Sprinkled urinated and expelled the alcohol a little.

After washing his hands, he took a basin of hot water for Liu Mengmeng and returned to the workshop with a towel.

Liu Mengmeng was already lying on the two pillows at this time, looking for a good posture for singing.

Just listened to Lin Zaishan's words, she put Lin Zaishan's hard pillow made of rattan to the upper layer, so that this pillow could maximize the space in her chest cavity.

Her legs were flat on the bed, slightly apart to find balance, and her abdomen below her chest was at least a fist's distance from the top of the bed.

Lying on her stomach in this position, she tried to breathe, and found that she didn't need to deliberately tuck her shoulders to do abdominal deep breathing, and the qi she inhaled would naturally pour into her abdomen and gather in the dantian.

This feeling of gathering is very refreshing!

She tried to hang her voice on her stomach like this, and sang a song, and the breath she sang was even more breathy and longer than when she was standing and singing. She was pleasantly surprised!

She really didn't expect that it would feel so smooth to hold her chest down and sing with her stomach.

However, the corset she had just worn had underwire and thick hidden cotton pads, and she concentrated all her body weight on her chest and squeezed it onto Lin Zaishan's hard pillow, which was very panicked and a little uncomfortable when singing.

And in order to better behave in front of Lin Zaishan. She had secretly removed the inner corset and tucked it into her pillowcase.

Now she is only wearing a thin cotton pajamas, and she squeezes her chest directly on Lin Zaishan's hard pillow, her chest is completely flattened, but it feels very refreshing.

She had been singing excitedly and happily before, until Lin Zaishan came in with a basin of hot water, and Liu Mengmeng thought that Lin Zaishan was going to pick up the pants to give her a hot compress!

She suddenly became a little shy.

She didn't wear ** on top, and she barely wore ** underneath!

The ** she wore today was too "bold". Didn't cover her buttocks at all, her pants were going to be ripped off by Lin Zaishan, after. The spring light of the court is about to be seen by Lin Zaishan.

Thinking of this, Liu Mengmeng's heart became very nervous, as if she was going to dedicate it to Lin Zaishan for the first time.

This feeling of both fear and anticipation made her heart hot, even the dantian was hot, but the gathering of qi was more comfortable.

After a moment's struggle, she wondered if she should go back to her room and wear a pair of hot pants. Then let Lin Zaishan help her warm compress.

But thinking about it again, her body has long been looked at by Lin Zaishan, and even the front has been looked at, what are you afraid of being looked at in the back?

She wanted to wear it. If you wear it early, and then ask to wear hot pants now, it will definitely look very hypocritical, and it will make Lin Zaishan feel that she is a sloppy and troublesome woman.

Liu Mengmeng didn't want Lin Zaishan to look at her like this. So she decided to let it go, and let Lin Zaishan see the light today!

Maybe the relationship between the two of them will become closer if they are seen lightly?

If Lin Zaishan really wants her body. Then she will give him well, and she will not be embarrassed!

She believes that Lin Zaishan will definitely be responsible for her.

Even if she is not responsible, she admits it!

As long as she can get closer to this charismatic uncle, she is willing to do anything.

Never before had there been such an urge to give one's life for a man for free.

Now, this mentality has grown out of Liu Mengmeng's heart like a spring sprout, which makes her realize that she has fallen in love with this warm uncle unconsciously.

I just don't know if this uncle also has this kind of heartbeat feeling for her.

With three shyness in her heart and seven points of expectation, Liu Mengmeng raised her peach blossom eyes that were secretly moving in the autumn waves, and showed a soft and shy smile towards Lin Zaishan, as if a lamb to the slaughter was waiting for Lin Zaishan to enjoy, but the first sentence of Lin Zaishan was: "You go and wear a pair of big shorts, or I will look at it randomly, it is time to take advantage of you." ”

Lin Zaishan said it jokingly.

Liu Mengmeng's heart felt like a slap in the face, and she wanted to say that you would take it! What are you doing by saying it!

This is obviously a rhythm that does not want to take advantage of her.

Doesn't this uncle have any thoughts about her in his heart?

Inexplicably frustrated in her heart, the smile on her face became slightly bitter, Liu Mengmeng's brain was hot, she bit her lip secretly, and whispered: "My leg is inconvenient, so I won't change it." It's troublesome to have cramps when you change it. She wanted to say one more thing: Uncle, you can watch it if you want, I am willing to show you. But she was so embarrassed that she couldn't say it.

"If it's inconvenient for you, I'll cover a bath towel under you, save embarrassment."

Liu Mengmeng was depressed to death, thinking what is this called! Does this uncle have no feelings for her at all? That's too shocking, isn't it?

However, the more Lin Zaishan is like this, the more itchy Liu Mengmeng's heart becomes, and the more she wants to get close to this uncle.

It is said that what cannot be obtained is the most gluttonous - this sentence applies to men as well as to women.

Liu Mengmeng really wanted to say something to Lin Zaishan: Don't cover it up, uncle, you can watch it directly! Look at me, I'm yours!

But considering the relationship between his superiors and subordinates with Lin Zaishan, Liu Mengmeng didn't dare to show such an attitude when he was killed.

I had to nod silently and let Lin Zaishan go get the bath towel.

Lin Zaishan went to the bathroom of the master bedroom and brought back Liu Mengmeng's purple velvet bath towel.

"You're singing on your stomach like this, do you feel it?"

Before picking Liu Mengmeng's pants, Lin Zaishan chatted about music and diverted the topic so as not to be too embarrassing for Liu Mengmeng. (To be continued.) )

PS: I've already said it before, I don't want to say it again, but the discussion area has exploded again, so I'll say it again: I write songs for this novel, and all the plots I design are designed around songs. The previous interaction between Lin Zaishan and Li Xiaoni was to lead to a series of songs, and the interaction with Sun Yuzhen was also to lead to a series of songs, the focus is on the song "Friend", Lin Zaishan now sees Sun Yuzhen as a friend. Now his interaction with Liu Mengmeng is also to lead to the song and pave the way for the song. The reason why I wrote this plot is to create the atmosphere of "Bleeding-Love" and let everyone better understand the meaning of this song. and to lead to the two songs of Karen Mok that Liu Mengmeng wants to sing later. Liu Mengmeng's voice has been set to Karen Mok's voice, and the plots related to her will be paved and designed around Karen Mok's songs, and I set these plots in order to write the atmosphere of the songs better. The novel "The King of Singers" is set up from beginning to end for the sake of foreshadowing the song, not for the sake of the plot, this is a novel that relies on songs to drive the plot. In addition to business, the interaction between the protagonist and everyone is for the sake of leading songs, not for anything else. So don't talk to me about the main theme, there is only one theme in this novel, which is to write songs! All plots are in the service of songs. You look ahead, all the plots I wrote were for the sake of the song, and all the plots in the future were for the sake of the song.