Chapter 19: Thunderstorms and Struggles

If a person has something in mind and is impatient to reach a place, often a very close goal will still feel very far away for him. But if one subconsciously resists going to that place, it is only a blink of an eye to reach a destination, albeit a distant one.

From the entrance of the community to the door of the rental house, it is only a few hundred meters away, and Yang Guo really wants this road to go on forever and not to the end. But it backfired, and in just a few minutes, he reached the last corner of the stairs.

Turning slowly, a face that could make Baihua feel ashamed without powder came into view, and in the last few steps, Yang Guo saw Lu Yunran's expression from joy to astonishment and then turned pale. Yang Guo had a premonition in his heart about all this, but it was as if someone had been drilled into his heart and then scratched hard, and the feeling of heartache did not decrease in the slightest.

Lu Yunran is really busy at work. After graduating from university, she joined a foreign company. Although it is a generous salary, I work overtime every day, not to mention getting up early and being greedy for darkness, and I have to fight for my own vacation time.

But isn't this the model of foreign companies? Attract outstanding Chinese graduates with salaries that are several times higher, and then desperately squeeze their value to help them make more profits from China.

Girls who enter foreign companies are aging very quickly, this is not a rumor, more than ten hours of work a day, more than 28 days of hard work a month, although cosmetics can support their noble and gorgeous white-collar posture when they go to work, but how can the physical and spiritual fatigue be eliminated?

Not everyone can make it to management in a foreign company, and this is especially true for women. Only a handful of them continue to work in management, and most of the female white-collar workers are approaching the age of marriage and having children, and they can't stick to it without the company's dismissal. Foreign companies continue to select outstanding candidates from the huge graduate market every year to fill the gaps they have left, and then continue to squander the next batch of precious youth.

Lu Yunran has worked for a year, and she feels that she can't bear it, and the reason why she insists is because her boyfriend Yang Guo will come over to accompany her when she is on vacation, and Yang Guo's thoughtfulness can often make her forget the physical fatigue of the week.

Although the family has been persuading her to go back, saying that women have to marry after all, and the family can help find a public institution without seeking to make a lot of money, but it is important to be stable and not to rush. Lu Yunran didn't agree, she thought about making money for a few more years, and then came to Yangcheng to join Yang Guo, and the two of them bought a house in Yangcheng to get married. After that, she found a job that was not so stressful, and worked hard with Yang Guo to repay the mortgage, work hard to provide a car, give birth to a baby, and live a life so plainly and warmly.

Lu Yunran is such a traditional but very strong girl, her dream is simple, is to pursue the happiness of her life. After graduating from college, the family once wanted her to go on a blind date, the other party was the son of a rich family, and it could be said that she had a villa to live in and a luxury car to drive when she got married. But Lu Yunran didn't agree, and he didn't even give the other party a chance to meet. These are all things that Yang Guo doesn't know!

Lu Yunran once felt that she was the happiest girl in the world, and Yang Guo was really good to her. Although the money is not as good as the rich second generation, Lu Yunran feels that as long as the two of them work hard together, there will be anything in the future. So Lu Yunran was so stupid, and followed Yang Guo with all his heart. Those who don't let Yang Guo go to third base are just the reserve of her girl's mind, always fantasizing about saving all the good things to the end.

But after May Day, Lu Yunran felt that something was wrong. On May Day, Yang Guo did not come to Focheng to accompany her as before, nor did she fall asleep with sweet phone porridge at night as usual. After May Day, Yang Guo couldn't say a few words on the phone every day, and even stopped calling some times.

Lu Yunran has some girlfriends of her own, and she has also talked to her about some emotional problems before, when their boyfriends change their minds, aren't all kinds of clues found out from the phone calls that must be made every day? Lu Yunran didn't dare to think about it, she would rather believe in her understanding of Yang Guo, she knew that Yang Guo was a person who was very sincere and honest in his feelings, and she didn't believe that Yang Guo would split his legs.

But the uneasiness in her heart forced her to not sleep well for a few days, and finally waited for a weekend, Lu Yunran did not work overtime, she took the earliest bus, the most prosperous subway, crossed the crowded road, and came to Yang Guo's door.

But it seems that she was really wrong! She saw Yang Guo's father's appearance, she saw the baby lying in Yang Guo's arms, and she saw the hesitation and confusion on Yang Guo's face.

It's actually her who should really be overwhelmed! When Yang Guo turned to face her, the self-comforting magic lens in Lu Yunran's heart shattered, and along with it, there was also her belief in love and her love that Yang Guo never questioned.

Is a third party involved in such a bloody plot that can only appear on TV series now? Lu Yunran couldn't believe it, but all the signs in front of her confirmed her assumption.

At that moment, Lu Yunran's heart felt as if it had been smashed by the sledgehammer that struck the bell in the temple, his heart felt very painful, his head roared, and he was so sad that he couldn't breathe. The blood on her face faded, revealing the pale appearance that Yang Guo had seen.

"Xiao Ran......" Yang Guo spit out these two words with difficulty.

Lu Yunran didn't react, Yang Guo saw this, his heart was like colic, he stepped forward and took her hand, and said, "Let's go in first." ”

Lu Yunran was in a trance, like a puppet, and let Yang Guo lead him into the door. Suddenly she came to her senses, two lines of tears flowed from her eyes, she wiped a handful, and said in a panic: "I'm sorry, I should go." "She didn't know what she was talking about, she just wanted to escape from this place.

Yang Guo grabbed her, and she kept breaking free.

Yang Guo didn't allow it, he said in his mouth: "Xiao Ran, you listen to my explanation, you listen to my explanation." ”

Lu Yunran couldn't break free, her tears flowed, she turned her head, unwilling to look at Yang Guo, choked up and said, "You say." ”

Yang Guoqiang pulled her away from the door, and then let her sit down on the sofa, and the tears in his eyes were a little irrepressible.

Yang Guo told all the mistakes that had happened in the past few days after he was drunk on the graduation trip, and Wu Yue found him before May Day, but in the end he only left him a child.

Lu Yunran listened quietly and didn't reply, but the tears flowed as if the embankment had been broken. Yang Guo was also very uncomfortable when she saw herself, and while talking, she stuffed tissues into Lu Yunran's palms, Lu Yunran didn't want them, she held the tissue box in her arms. During the whole process, Lu Yunran didn't face him squarely.

After listening, Lu Yunran was not much better, she was still in tears, clenching her back molars, and her expression under the cover of her hair was still struggling and uncomfortable.

Strictly speaking, Yang Guo's behavior is not cheating, and there is no third party involved between them. Because everything happens in an unconscious state, and it is almost annihilated without knowing it, however, Qiqi is the biggest variable during this period, and it will also become the biggest obstacle between the relationship between Yang Guo and Lu Yunran, or the biggest psychological obstacle.

In fact, comparing hearts to hearts, it is not difficult to understand why Lu Yunran is so sad now. In other words, if the night before the wedding, the fiancée came back with a child, saying that she gave birth to a man outside in a daze, although he knew that his fiancée would not betray emotionally, but how many men could endure the fact that he was cuckolded like this? Lu Yunran is the same, although he has always had a deep love for Yang Guo and has not changed his mind now, it is always difficult to accept the fact in front of him.

Lu Yunran knows Yang Guo, just as Yang Guo knows Lu Yunran very well. Yang Guo, a man, is excellent everywhere (of course, he became excellent everywhere after graduation), but he is too emotional. This is a good thing, but it is also a bad thing. Lu Yunran believed that it would be absolutely impossible for Yang Guo to give up Qiqi, but she couldn't accept the child Yang Guo had with another woman in her heart. She also believes that if Yang Guo is asked to give up her as a genuine girlfriend, Yang Guo will not be able to do so. Yang Guo could only wander back and forth between her and her daughter, everyone wanted it, and she was reluctant to give up.

Lu Yunran was silent for a long time, and Yang Guo was also restless, like an ant on a hot pot, anxious but helpless. The interior is eerily quiet. Instead, Kiki lay in her father's arms and slept sweetly, not knowing what kind of fierce struggle had taken place in the outside world.

Suddenly a white light flashed in the room, flashing Lu Yunran's face white, and then an earth-shattering thunder burst outside, and the wind roared, followed by the sound of a torrential rain. This is the case in May, when the weather is unpredictable and thunderstorms are frequent.

Lu Yunran's body shrank on the sofa, she had been afraid of thunder since she was a child, Yang Guo knew it, he sat down, wanted to hug her, and held her in his arms.

But Lu Yunran dodged his embrace, and her body shrank into the depths of the sofa.

Yang Guo's arms were empty, his heart became empty, his nose was sore, and tears flowed out. A few drops spilled on Qiqi's little head, and Yang Guo hurriedly reached out to wipe them away.

Lu Yunran watched his movements blankly, the tears on his face were mixed with his hair, and his expression was very sad.

"Even if you get carried there, what about it?" Lu Yunran meditated in his heart, "That warm embrace no longer belongs to me alone, being held, there will always be a child in between, someone else's child." She thought, and there was another pain in her heart, and tears welled up in her eyes.

"It's time for me to go!" Lu Yunran thought in his heart, and stood up suddenly.

Yang Guo hurriedly stood up, and he said, "Xiao Ran, where are you going?" ”。

Lu Yunran rushed to the door, and Yang Guo hurriedly stopped her.

"You let go, let me go back." Lu Yunran's arm struggled.

"It's raining so hard and you're going back, are you crazy?" Where is Yang Guo willing to let go.

"Yes, I'm crazy, Yang Guo, you let go of me!" Lu Yunran's name for him has changed.

"No, it's thunderstorming outside! Don't leave today, just stay here. Yang Guo hugged her fragrant shoulder.

"I'm going back, I'm having a mess right now, I'm going to go back and figure it out!" Lu Yunran struggled unrelentingly.

Yang Guo was worried that her accidentally waving arm would hurt Kiki, so he just held down her arm.

"It's raining too much, when the rain is a little lighter, I'll send you back, okay?" Yang Guo coaxed bitterly.

"You let go, Yang Guo, let me tell you, if you don't let go, we'll break up now!" Lu Yunran screamed.

When Yang Guo heard this, the strength of his hand subconsciously relaxed, and Lu Yunran immediately pushed Yang Guo, opened the door and ran out.

Yang Guo knew that if Lu Yunran was allowed to leave today, there would be no chance to stay. He didn't have time to put on his shoes, so he rushed out barefoot.

But she didn't know where Lu Yunran burst out of speed, she took the lead in opening the door below and rushed into the heavy rain. Yang Guo stopped at the door, there was a child in his arms!

Yang Guo couldn't rest assured, quickly turned around and went home and hugged Kiki into the crib, he turned around and jumped downstairs in three steps and two steps, and then also rushed into the rain curtain.

Running to the door of the community, the rain is like an injection, and I can't see my fingers. Yang Guo tried his best to open his eyes and look into the distance, but he could only see the white and vast rain world in his eyes, where was there any trace of Lu Yunran!

The rain washed Yang Guo's body, and it didn't take a few seconds for his clothes and shoes to be soaked inside and out, Yang Guo searched for a long time, and finally could only walk back in despair. If a person has something in mind and is impatient to reach a place, often a very close goal will still feel very far away for him. But if one subconsciously resists going to that place, it is only a blink of an eye to reach a destination, albeit a distant one.

From the entrance of the community to the door of the rental house, it is only a few hundred meters away, and Yang Guo really wants this road to go on forever and not to the end. But it backfired, and in just a few minutes, he reached the last corner of the stairs.

Turning slowly, a face that could make Baihua feel ashamed without powder came into view, and in the last few steps, Yang Guo saw Lu Yunran's expression from joy to astonishment and then turned pale. Yang Guo had a premonition in his heart about all this, but it was as if someone had been drilled into his heart and then scratched hard, and the feeling of heartache did not decrease in the slightest.

Lu Yunran is really busy at work. After graduating from university, she joined a foreign company. Although it is a generous salary, I work overtime every day, not to mention getting up early and being greedy for darkness, and I have to fight for my own vacation time.

But isn't this the model of foreign companies? Attract outstanding Chinese graduates with salaries that are several times higher, and then desperately squeeze their value to help them make more profits from China.

Girls who enter foreign companies are aging very quickly, this is not a rumor, more than ten hours of work a day, more than 28 days of hard work a month, although cosmetics can support their noble and gorgeous white-collar posture when they go to work, but how can the physical and spiritual fatigue be eliminated?

Not everyone can make it to management in a foreign company, and this is especially true for women. Only a handful of them continue to work in management, and most of the female white-collar workers are approaching the age of marriage and having children, and they can't stick to it without the company's dismissal. Foreign companies continue to select outstanding candidates from the huge graduate market every year to fill the gaps they have left, and then continue to squander the next batch of precious youth.

Lu Yunran has worked for a year, and she feels that she can't bear it, and the reason why she insists is because her boyfriend Yang Guo will come over to accompany her when she is on vacation, and Yang Guo's thoughtfulness can often make her forget the physical fatigue of the week.

Although the family has been persuading her to go back, saying that women have to marry after all, and the family can help find a public institution without seeking to make a lot of money, but it is important to be stable and not to rush. Lu Yunran didn't agree, she thought about making money for a few more years, and then came to Yangcheng to join Yang Guo, and the two of them bought a house in Yangcheng to get married. After that, she found a job that was not so stressful, and worked hard with Yang Guo to repay the mortgage, work hard to provide a car, give birth to a baby, and live a life so plainly and warmly.

Lu Yunran is such a traditional but very strong girl, her dream is simple, is to pursue the happiness of her life. After graduating from college, the family once wanted her to go on a blind date, the other party was the son of a rich family, and it could be said that she had a villa to live in and a luxury car to drive when she got married. But Lu Yunran didn't agree, and he didn't even give the other party a chance to meet. These are all things that Yang Guo doesn't know!

Lu Yunran once felt that she was the happiest girl in the world, and Yang Guo was really good to her. Although the money is not as good as the rich second generation, Lu Yunran feels that as long as the two of them work hard together, there will be anything in the future. So Lu Yunran was so stupid, and followed Yang Guo with all his heart. Those who don't let Yang Guo go to third base are just the reserve of her girl's mind, always fantasizing about saving all the good things to the end.

But after May Day, Lu Yunran felt that something was wrong. On May Day, Yang Guo did not come to Focheng to accompany her as before, nor did she fall asleep with sweet phone porridge at night as usual. After May Day, Yang Guo couldn't say a few words on the phone every day, and even stopped calling some times.

Lu Yunran has some girlfriends of her own, and she has also talked to her about some emotional problems before, when their boyfriends change their minds, aren't all kinds of clues found out from the phone calls that must be made every day? Lu Yunran didn't dare to think about it, she would rather believe in her understanding of Yang Guo, she knew that Yang Guo was a person who was very sincere and honest in his feelings, and she didn't believe that Yang Guo would split his legs.

But the uneasiness in her heart forced her to not sleep well for a few days, and finally waited for a weekend, Lu Yunran did not work overtime, she took the earliest bus, the most prosperous subway, crossed the crowded road, and came to Yang Guo's door.

But it seems that she was really wrong! She saw Yang Guo's father's appearance, she saw the baby lying in Yang Guo's arms, and she saw the hesitation and confusion on Yang Guo's face.

It's actually her who should really be overwhelmed! When Yang Guo turned to face her, the self-comforting magic lens in Lu Yunran's heart shattered, and along with it, there was also her belief in love and her love that Yang Guo never questioned.

Is a third party involved in such a bloody plot that can only appear on TV series now? Lu Yunran couldn't believe it, but all the signs in front of her confirmed her assumption.

At that moment, Lu Yunran's heart felt as if it had been smashed by the sledgehammer that struck the bell in the temple, his heart felt very painful, his head roared, and he was so sad that he couldn't breathe. The blood on her face faded, revealing the pale appearance that Yang Guo had seen.

"Xiao Ran......" Yang Guo spit out these two words with difficulty.

Lu Yunran didn't react, Yang Guo saw this, his heart was like colic, he stepped forward and took her hand, and said, "Let's go in first." ”

Lu Yunran was in a trance, like a puppet, and let Yang Guo lead him into the door. Suddenly she came to her senses, two lines of tears flowed from her eyes, she wiped a handful, and said in a panic: "I'm sorry, I should go." "She didn't know what she was talking about, she just wanted to escape from this place.

Yang Guo grabbed her, and she kept breaking free.

Yang Guo didn't allow it, he said in his mouth: "Xiao Ran, you listen to my explanation, you listen to my explanation." ”

Lu Yunran couldn't break free, her tears flowed, she turned her head, unwilling to look at Yang Guo, choked up and said, "You say." ”

Yang Guoqiang pulled her away from the door, and then let her sit down on the sofa, and the tears in his eyes were a little irrepressible.

Yang Guo told all the mistakes that had happened in the past few days after he was drunk on the graduation trip, and Wu Yue found him before May Day, but in the end he only left him a child.

Lu Yunran listened quietly and didn't reply, but the tears flowed as if the embankment had been broken. Yang Guo was also very uncomfortable when she saw herself, and while talking, she stuffed tissues into Lu Yunran's palms, Lu Yunran didn't want them, she held the tissue box in her arms. During the whole process, Lu Yunran didn't face him squarely.

After listening, Lu Yunran was not much better, she was still in tears, clenching her back molars, and her expression under the cover of her hair was still struggling and uncomfortable.

Strictly speaking, Yang Guo's behavior is not cheating, and there is no third party involved between them. Because everything happens in an unconscious state, and it is almost annihilated without knowing it, however, Qiqi is the biggest variable during this period, and it will also become the biggest obstacle between the relationship between Yang Guo and Lu Yunran, or the biggest psychological obstacle.

In fact, comparing hearts to hearts, it is not difficult to understand why Lu Yunran is so sad now. In other words, if the night before the wedding, the fiancée came back with a child, saying that she gave birth to a man outside in a daze, although he knew that his fiancée would not betray emotionally, but how many men could endure the fact that he was cuckolded like this? Lu Yunran is the same, although he has always had a deep love for Yang Guo and has not changed his mind now, it is always difficult to accept the fact in front of him.

Lu Yunran knows Yang Guo, just as Yang Guo knows Lu Yunran very well. Yang Guo, a man, is excellent everywhere (of course, he became excellent everywhere after graduation), but he is too emotional. This is a good thing, but it is also a bad thing. Lu Yunran believed that it would be absolutely impossible for Yang Guo to give up Qiqi, but she couldn't accept the child Yang Guo had with another woman in her heart. She also believes that if Yang Guo is asked to give up her as a genuine girlfriend, Yang Guo will not be able to do so. Yang Guo could only wander back and forth between her and her daughter, everyone wanted it, and she was reluctant to give up.

Lu Yunran was silent for a long time, and Yang Guo was also restless, like an ant on a hot pot, anxious but helpless. The interior is eerily quiet. Instead, Kiki lay in her father's arms and slept sweetly, not knowing what kind of fierce struggle had taken place in the outside world.

Suddenly a white light flashed in the room, flashing Lu Yunran's face white, and then an earth-shattering thunder burst outside, and the wind roared, followed by the sound of a torrential rain. This is the case in May, when the weather is unpredictable and thunderstorms are frequent.

Lu Yunran's body shrank on the sofa, she had been afraid of thunder since she was a child, Yang Guo knew it, he sat down, wanted to hug her, and held her in his arms.

But Lu Yunran dodged his embrace, and her body shrank into the depths of the sofa.

Yang Guo's arms were empty, his heart became empty, his nose was sore, and tears flowed out. A few drops spilled on Qiqi's little head, and Yang Guo hurriedly reached out to wipe them away.

Lu Yunran watched his movements blankly, the tears on his face were mixed with his hair, and his expression was very sad.

"Even if you get carried there, what about it?" Lu Yunran meditated in his heart, "That warm embrace no longer belongs to me alone, being held, there will always be a child in between, someone else's child." She thought, and there was another pain in her heart, and tears welled up in her eyes.

"It's time for me to go!" Lu Yunran thought in his heart, and stood up suddenly.

Yang Guo hurriedly stood up, and he said, "Xiao Ran, where are you going?" ”。

Lu Yunran rushed to the door, and Yang Guo hurriedly stopped her.

"You let go, let me go back." Lu Yunran's arm struggled.

"It's raining so hard and you're going back, are you crazy?" Where is Yang Guo willing to let go.

"Yes, I'm crazy, Yang Guo, you let go of me!" Lu Yunran's name for him has changed.

"No, it's thunderstorming outside! Don't leave today, just stay here. Yang Guo hugged her fragrant shoulder.

"I'm going back, I'm having a mess right now, I'm going to go back and figure it out!" Lu Yunran struggled unrelentingly.

Yang Guo was worried that her accidentally waving arm would hurt Kiki, so he just held down her arm.

"It's raining too much, when the rain is a little lighter, I'll send you back, okay?" Yang Guo coaxed bitterly.

"You let go, Yang Guo, let me tell you, if you don't let go, we'll break up now!" Lu Yunran screamed.

When Yang Guo heard this, the strength of his hand subconsciously relaxed, and Lu Yunran immediately pushed Yang Guo, opened the door and ran out.

Yang Guo knew that if Lu Yunran was allowed to leave today, there would be no chance to stay. He didn't have time to put on his shoes, so he rushed out barefoot.

But she didn't know where Lu Yunran burst out of speed, she took the lead in opening the door below and rushed into the heavy rain. Yang Guo stopped at the door, there was a child in his arms!

Yang Guo couldn't rest assured, quickly turned around and went home and hugged Kiki into the crib, he turned around and jumped downstairs in three steps and two steps, and then also rushed into the rain curtain.

Running to the door of the community, the rain is like an injection, and I can't see my fingers. Yang Guo tried his best to open his eyes and look into the distance, but he could only see the white and vast rain world in his eyes, where was there any trace of Lu Yunran!

The rain washed Yang Guo's body, and it didn't take a few seconds for his clothes and shoes to be soaked inside and out, Yang Guo searched for a long time, and finally could only walk back in despair.