Chapter 233: Nightmare
Su Haoxuan didn't know whether to let Mu remember Su Yanzhi early, if he really wanted to say what was in his heart, he didn't want to let him remember it early.vd.
It wasn't early, and Su Haoxuan didn't stay long. The driver sent him back to the villa, and Su Yan went upstairs. He didn't go back to the bedroom, but turned around and went into the study. Removed the treasure box from the bookshelf and moved it to the bay window.
After the summer vacation, the heat dissipates with it. The night breeze spilled in from the window with a hint of coolness.
Su Yanzhi carefully looked at some of the small notes that Mu had written to him earlier, and the handwriting ranged from immature to mature.
Along the way, Mu Zao never gave up, and her pursuit of him has developed a habit for so many years. Let Su Yanzhi always be convinced that Mu was his sooner or later, and sooner or later it will be his.
It is precisely because of this that Su Yanzhi forgot to cherish it. The favored ones are always so fearless.
Su Yanzhi's eyes looked at the night sky outside the window, and the comic book in his hand read "The Story of the Flower Fairy".
Do you want to help her regain her memory?
What if she recovers her memory and returns to the same person she was back then, and she never wants to see Su Yanzhi again in her life?
On the bed in the bedroom, Mu Zao's brows were tightly locked.
Sleeping she had a dream, the dream baby seemed to have been born, she hummed a nursery rhyme and shook the baby in the stroller, Su Yanzhi suddenly rushed in from the outside and kicked the stroller to the ground. The startled Mu shouted early and hurried to stop it.
But Su Yanzhi didn't seem to understand what she said at all, not only did he fight the baby, but he even looked fierce and vicious to Mu Zaozao, holding a knife against Mu Zaozao's neck, with a demon-like face, and kept saying that he was going to kill her.
She saw blood gushing out of her neck and blood on the floor. Vaguely, I don't know if I'm dead or alive. I saw Su Yanzhi's face hideous, and he plunged the knife into his heart.
"No!" Mu Zaozao screamed, although Su Yanzhi did something to her, Mu Zaozao still didn't want to see Su Yanzhi hurt himself so much.
Su Yanzhi smiled miserably: "I'm too tired, early." ”
As soon as he finished speaking, he leaned back and fell in a pool of blood.
"Say!" Mu Zao's body shook and sat up from the bed in an instant.
Outside the window, the moonlight shines through the curtains and reflects at the foot of the bed. Mu was panting heavily, with horror in his eyes. She raised her hand and wiped it, her forehead covered with sweat.
There was a slight cramp in her stomach, as if she had really lost her baby just now. The picture in the dream is so real, the bright red blood, Su Yanzhi's tired and helpless expression is vivid. He said in his dream that he was tired.
Turning his head, Su Yanzhi was not in bed.
Mu calmed down his emotions early, put on his slippers and got out of bed.
She knew in her heart that it was because she knew that Su Yanzhi was about to have a mania attack because of too much pressure recently, so she had such a dream. The dreamy scene, so real. Mu Zao was a little scared, afraid that if one day Su Yanzhi really chose to commit suicide because she couldn't bear it, what would she do.
Su Yanzhi was exposed to neurosis all day long, which was already stressful enough. Mu Zao became more and more eager to recover those lost memories, no matter how painful and unwilling she was to remember, she couldn't continue to escape, and she couldn't ignore Su Yanzhi's feelings for her own comfort.
Lei Ruan Qin is right, they are husband and wife, and they should face ups and downs together. It's too unfair to let Su Yan bear it alone.
Walking out of the room, he found the study dimly lit.
Mu Zao's steps were very light, and when he walked to the door of the study, Su Yanzhi didn't notice it.
The man was sitting at the bay window with a box in front of him.
This box Mu knew early, Su Yanzhi said, it was all the things that Mu gave him early.
I don't sleep in the middle of the night, what are you doing in a daze?
Is he remembering the former Mu Zaozao? Or is he unable to bear it anymore and needs to support himself with memories?
Thinking of this, Mu Zao's heart trembled, and the scene of the dream reappeared, and she even felt that Su Yanzhi was going to jump off the building?
"Don't!" Mu let out a low sigh early and walked quickly into the study.
Su Yanzhi's thoughts were pulled back by Mu Zaozao's voice, and when he turned his eyes, he saw Mu Zaozao hurriedly walking over from outside.
"Why did you wake up?" Su Yanzhi wiped the corners of his eyes, and a smile appeared on the corners of his lips.
His voice was a little hoarse, as if his voice was uncomfortable.
"What are you doing?" Mu walked to the bay window early and asked nervously.
Su Yanzhi saw that Mu Zao's face was a little pale.
Stretched out his hand and pulled Mu Zao in front of him, let her sit on top of him, and asked softly, "Have you had a nightmare?" ”
Mu remembered that bloody dream earlier, and now he is still slightly uncomfortable. nodded, his face didn't look much better.
"Dreams are the opposite, the worse the nightmare, the better life will be after waking up." Su Yan's way.
"Really?" If the dream is the opposite, that is to say, Su Yanzhi will not commit suicide at all, and her baby will be healthy. They're all going to live well.
However, Mu Zaozao always felt that something was not quite right in his heart. It's empty, and it's a little uncomfortable.
"Anyway, can you help me recover my memory?" Mu Zao looked at the man in front of him seriously.
The smile on Su Yanzhi's face froze for a moment after hearing Mu Zaozao's words.
"Don't worry, even if I recover my memory, I won't be upset anymore because of my mother's affairs, after all, it's been so long, and we're both married, and I'm pregnant with a baby. I'm not going to be as irrational as I was five years ago, when I was in college and a kid. Now that I'm more mature than before, I'm sure I'll be able to deal with those emotions. Mu explained to Su Yanzhi early.
She wants to recover her memory, on the one hand, she doesn't want her life to be broken. On the other hand, if he can remember everything about Su Yanzhi, no matter what, he can help him bear something. Even if Su Yanzhi still didn't want to say anything more about his emotions, at least Mu Zao would be able to take charge of this part of his memory, and he didn't have to let Su Yanzhi bear anything for her.
Su Yanzhi shook his head: "Take care of your body first, don't think so much." Even if you really want to recover your memory, you have to wait until the baby is born. ”
"But I want to remember everything now, and I really want to think about it." Mu Zao spoke early with begging.
"Psychiatric treatment is risky, and I don't want you and your baby to take any risks." Su Yanzhi rubbed Mu Zao's head: "Be good, I'll go to bed with you." ”
He got up from the bay window, picked Mu up early, left the study, and walked into the bedroom.
Mu was silent early, once Su Yanzhi made a decision, he would not change it easily. It seems that Lu Shen is right, Su Yanzhi does not agree with her recovering her memory.
If this were the case, Na Mu would have had to figure out a way by himself.
The next day, when Mu woke up early, Su Yanzhi was still lying on his side. During this time, he never went to work, and stayed at home with Mu Zaozao. Although Mu Zaozao also hopes that her husband can be by her side at all times, that is really unrealistic.
It was too tiring to let Lu Shen take care of the clinic alone, and Mu Zao also had his own things to do.
Mu lay down in the quilt early and looked at Su Yanzhi's face. There was a hint of sorrow in his eyebrows, which was a rare appearance. made Mu feel early that Su Yanzhi's heart was not as warm and tolerant as it seemed on the surface.
Many things are only inadvertently revealed when you are asleep.
Xu felt Mu Zao's gaze, Su Yanzhi's eyelashes trembled slightly, and he slowly opened his eyes.
Seeing that Mu was looking at him early, Su Yanzhi hooked his lips: "Awake?" ”
In the past, seeing Su Yanzhi smiling so warmly, Mu Zao would definitely be in a good mood. But now, I don't feel happy. If her happiness was exchanged for Su Yanzhi's misfortune, she would rather not.
Even so, Mu Zaozao didn't say much. He also smiled and said to Su Yanzhi: "In other words, let's move to the villa." ”
"Villa?"
"Hmm." Mu nodded early: "In this way, Mother Zhang doesn't have to run back, and there are many servants in the villa, and Dad and Haoxuan are often at home, so you can go to work with peace of mind." When you get off work, we can eat together and stay there in the evening. What do you think? ”
"Why do you suddenly want to go back to the villa, didn't you like to live there before?" Su Yanzhi didn't react on his face, but he was secretly thinking in his heart, Su Haoxuan also lived in the villa, if Mu went back early, wouldn't it be good?
It's not that he doesn't trust Zao, it's not that he doesn't trust his brother. I just think it might be a little embarrassing to live together like that, and it's not fair to Haoxuan.
"That's because you used to be informative. Now that I'm pregnant, I can't be too intimate. And I'm quite stuffy in the apartment alone, and I can ask Jinya to accompany me on the villa. Besides, you can't stop going to work because of me, you're a doctor, you have to have a work ethic. Mu Zao secretly complained.
"Before I became a doctor, I was first and foremost a husband. Even if you need a work ethic, you have to be behind a good husband. "Su Yandao.
"I know, my husband is the best man in the world......"
"I'm not the best man, and I have a lot of shortcomings. But I will do my best to be a man who can make my wife happy. That's my ultimate goal. Su Yanzhi didn't wait for Mu to finish speaking, he spoke again.
"Okay." Mu Zao sighed early, and didn't argue with him much, just said: "I just want to go back to the villa to live for a while, you can say yes or no." ”
"If I don't agree, I guess your father-in-law will have to discipline me." Although Su Yanzhi weighed the pros and cons, he felt that it was better for Mu Zao not to go back to the villa. No matter how powerful the reason is, it can't be compared to Mu Zao's word 'think'.
Since she wanted to, let her go—
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