Chapter 234: But am I really happy?
(Ran Library)
In the morning, Zhang's mother helped Mu pack up her things early, and Su Yanzhi drove Mu back to the villa early
Under Mu Zao's repeated persuasion, Su Yanzhi was finally willing to go to the clinic
Mu went back to the villa early, naturally, not only to let Su Yanzhi go to work with peace of mind, but more importantly, she wanted to restore her memory
After Su Yanzhi carried her back to the bedroom last night, Mu Zao couldn't fall asleep for a long time, she kept thinking about that terrible nightmare in her heart, she was already determined to recover her memory, but Su Yanzhi refused, Lu Shen couldn't help, Lei Qiming's mouth couldn't hide things, and if Ruan Ruan knew about it, it would be impossible to do it, besides, remembering Lei Qiming's flattering appearance in front of Su Yanzhi yesterday, Mu Zaozao didn't expect him to help hide Su Yanzhi
In addition, Mu Zao really couldn't find anyone else he could trust
Although Lu Ming seems to be able to help, he is now Qian Ying's husband, and Mu Zaozao doesn't want to have too much contact, as for An Yichen's iceberg, forget it
After thinking about it, the most suitable person is Su Haoxuan
First, he has a special identity and is Su Yanzhi's own brother, even if he is really blamed at that time, Su Yanzhi can't say anything about him, because Su Haoxuan is Su Yanzhi's own brother, and he doesn't want to see his brother suffer so much, there is another important reason, Su Haoxuan doesn't know what happened five years ago, so he shouldn't refuse Mu Zaozao's request
After Su Yanzhi left, Mu Zao took a walk in the yard early, and not far away, Su Haoxuan slid his wheelchair to the door of the living room, and saw Mu Zaozao's handsome face with a smile
"Why are you here early," he said with more force in his hand, approaching Mu Zaozao
Mu took a step over early to help Su Haoxuan push the wheelchair and said, "I'm going to come back and live for a while."
"Really," Su Haoxuan glanced back at Mu Zaozao happily
Mu Zaozao nodded with a smile and continued to push the wheelchair forward
"Great, Daddy knows"
"I've called him to tell me"
"Hurry up and go back and let the maid cook a few more dishes you like to eat at noon, and my brother will come back to eat together at noon," Su Haoxuan looked really happy
Mu nodded early
Because Mu Zao didn't go back to the villa early, he couldn't help Su Haoxuan directly, and the family had lunch, Su Yanzhi went to work again, and at about three o'clock in the afternoon, Mu Zao sat in her and Su Yanzhi's room, thinking about how to talk to Su Haoxuan
There was a knock on the door, Mu got up early and opened the door, and in front of Su Haoxuan, he was sitting in a wheelchair and holding a plate of fruit in his hand: "I remember that you used to like to eat such golden silk dates the most, and I specially let people buy them, I tasted them just now, and they were quite sweet."
Mu Zao's heart was grateful, and he took the plate and let Su Haoxuan come in
As for Su Haoxuan's feelings for her, Mu Zao didn't know about it, and in her heart, she completely regarded this person who was four years younger than her as her own brother
Su Haoxuan brought his own seat and faced Mu Zao on the sofa
Mu tasted the golden silk jujube on the plate early, sweet and slightly sour, which really suited her current taste
"Early," Su Haoxuan was silent for a moment and spoke slowly
Mu Zao ate the jujube in his mouth and raised his head and said 'um'
"Don't you really remember anything about your brother?" asked Su Haoxuan
In fact, after returning from Su Yanzhi's apartment yesterday, Su Haoxuan almost didn't sleep all night, and Mu Zao's amnesia five years ago had a great impact on him
Mu Zao's mouth slowed down, and after eating the dates, he spit out the jujube core, and reluctantly let himself smile and nodded: "Yes"
She said it lightly, as if this thing was normal
"I don't remember at all" Su Haoxuan still felt incredible, how could one person selectively and completely forget about it, could another person really do it, if that was the case, would he also be able to let himself forget Mu Zaozao
After a while, Su Haoxuan changed his hexagram again, he didn't want to forget, he was reluctant to forget someone who was so important to him, even if he couldn't get it, he didn't want to completely eliminate her from his life
"I don't remember at all," Mu Zaozao nodded, and now that the topic has been discussed, Mu Zaozao has not hidden: "But now I hope to be able to remember those memories that have been hidden."
"Why" Su Haoxuan was puzzled
Mu Zao glanced at him and asked without answering: "Don't you think your brother has changed a lot?"
"It seems that a lot has changed, since he was a child, he has been a very calm and rational person, but now he seems to be calmer than before, and all emotions are strictly hidden, so that no one can see it," Su Haoxuan said
"Do you think he really didn't have anything sad?" asked Mu Zao
Su Haoxuan shook his head: "How can a normal person not be sad?"
"You must have encountered a lot of sad things when you stayed abroad alone over the years," Mu asked early
Su Haoxuan glanced at Mu Zaozao with some surprise, his heart trembled, a person with wasted legs was not very old, but he wanted a lot, he had to work hard in his own circle, and pay unimaginable sweat to be able to barely stand in the forefront of success
There are so many sad things that I am numb, what is 'ten thousand arrows piercing the heart, just get used to it' Su Haoxuan has already deeply understood
"Think about your goals, what are those small obstacles," Su Haoxuan didn't say too much about the pain he had experienced
"What is your goal?" asked Mu Zao
Su Haoxuan glanced at her
At the moment when Mu Zao said this question, Su Haoxuan thought of the answer in his heart: his biggest goal is to be able to stand behind you strongly, protect your legs, and being unable to stand is Su Haoxuan's biggest injury in his life, and it is the reason why he has hidden the secret of liking Mu Zaozao in his heart for so many years
Because he couldn't protect himself like a normal man, he wanted to be strong himself, and now he felt that he could do it
But God didn't leave Mu to him early
"Is it possible to become a qualified heir of the Su family?" Seeing Su Haoxuan's silence, Mu asked early
She knew that Su Yanzhi was not interested in business affairs, and Su Jingting's career always had to be taken over by someone, so Su Haoxuan became the only candidate
Hearing Mu Zao say this, Su Haoxuan looked at her and asked, "Do you want me to be the heir of the Su family, don't you want the Su family's family business to be inherited by my brother?"
"Words are not here," Mu Zaozao smiled slightly, "I will respect his decision"
"Even if such a big family business as the Su family falls into the hands of others, it doesn't matter, if this money is given to my brother, that is, yours, it won't be spent for several lifetimes," Su Haoxuan asked again
"You also said that I can't spend it for several lifetimes, but I don't need so much money, as long as I can live happily with my loved one in this life, money is really not the most important thing, besides, I can earn it myself, how can I earn it by relying on others, how can I earn it with my own hard work."
Su Haoxuan was once again impressed by Mu Zao
Ten years ago, Mu Zaozao was just a fifteen-year-old girl, when he didn't need a lot of money, Su Haoxuan met a lot of women who were greedy for money over the years, and he didn't hesitate to sell his body and even his soul for this, he knew that he wouldn't be like those women sooner, but he didn't expect that Zaozao didn't like money, but he recognized what he earned through his own efforts, rather than what others gave
He has also thought about it over the years, even if he is a woman who loves money, Su Haoxuan will not feel anything wrong, money is a good thing, it is normal to like money, he is now capable enough to bring Mu Zaozao a good quality of life, and Mu Zaozao said, "I can earn it myself", so that Su Haoxuan added a lot of appreciation to Mu Zaozao after ten years, in addition to liking it
"You are here to inherit the Su family's family business," Mu Zao didn't discuss too much on the issue of money, this was not the purpose of her chat with Su Haoxuan today
Su Haoxuan didn't speak, and Mu had already acquiesced to him
He continued: "Then you must also want to live a truly free and happy life, right?"
Su Haoxuan still didn't speak, because he didn't understand what Mu Zaozao meant by this for a while
At this time, there was a little maid outside the door, and saw Su Haoxuan and Mu Zaozao chatting alone in the room, although they couldn't hear what the two people were talking about, but they had been in for so long, and the lonely men and widows always made people have some bad ideas
She stomped downstairs to find her good sister gossip
Mu Zao didn't go around in circles and said straight to the point: "Five years ago, I lost my memory because of some things, as you think, I can't remember anything about words, and I can't remember Lu Ming and Lu Shen along with the memory, there must be many other things, but I can't remember."
"I heard my brother talk about it at your house last night" Su Haoxuan did not hide and persuaded: "Sometimes forgetting something is also a relief"
"It's a relief for me, but it's a deep torment for your brother."
"What do you say" Su Haoxuan looked at Mu Zaozan in confusion, and his fingers tapped lightly on the wheelchair
"Because I don't remember those things, so your brother will deliberately hide it, in order not to remind me of those painful memories, he tried his best to create a relaxed and warm home for me, but I forgot it doesn't mean that he also forgot that everything was on his shoulders, don't you think it's unfair to him like this," Mu Zaozao frowned slightly, looking a little helpless
"My brother said that he just wants you to be happy, nothing else matters" Speaking of which, Su Haoxuan is not such a wish, he really loves someone deeply, sometimes he doesn't have so much greed, he doesn't ask her to bring anything, as long as he can see her smile every day, he is very satisfied
"But am I really happy," Mu Zao smiled a little bitterly
Su Haoxuan was stunned for a moment, and when she heard this tone early, wasn't she happy, her brother was so good to her, why wasn't she happy-
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