In the endless darkness, I lowered the window of the car, and the wind blew with the smell of earth, and then drove away the anxiety caused by the city.

Although it is a cemetery, it is indeed scary at night, but if it is daytime, you will see a lot of grass and flowers in the surrounding area, and even the creek around the cemetery has been made into an artificial landscape, which is a cemetery that only the families of the rich can be buried after their death.

I can't remember what kind of mother-in-law and daughter-in-law relationship my grandmother had with Yang Jin before her death, but after my grandmother was gone, Yang Jin did make a contribution, and it was her power and wealth that allowed my grandmother to sleep in such a treasure of feng shui.

After a moment of silence, I finally opened my mouth and asked Xiao Ai: "Why did you suddenly tell me about Miss Teresa Teng's morality, do you think it will help us get out of the current desperate situation?" ”

Xiao Ai didn't rush to answer positively, she just said: "Actually, this sentence of evaluating Miss Teresa Teng is from the mouth of a writer, although it is a bit extreme, but it is also reasonable." If we use this as a standard, we are not moral people, because we all like to use other people's torture as salt and sprinkle it on our own wounds, but in the end it is only ourselves who really feel the pain. ”

I was a little wooden, and only replied after a moment: "I don't want to hear these truths, I just want to understand how you felt when you left, why did we fight to be together before marriage, but you chose to give up in the most cruel way?" ”

As if I had talked about Xiao Ai's most painful part, she turned her head to look out the window, and then wiped away the tears she had just wiped with the back of her hand. After that, with a hint of a smile, he said to me: "Look at my current appearance, is it no different from a normal person?" ”

"Yes, not only is it no different from a normal person, but it is also beautiful, and it is not kitsch, just like the sun in the morning and the breeze in the evening."

"But have you ever thought about it? …… I was blinded in the fire, and even the most authoritative ophthalmologists were not sure if I could see again. In that case, your mother found me and said that you had been lonely all your life and had no warmth from your loved ones all your life...... I love you, how can I be willing to let such a self drag you down? And then trap you in my dark world, never to be happy again...... Jiang Qiao, I really don't hate your mother, because I have also been a mother, I can understand the feelings of being a mother, and I will also hope that you can be with a Jin Qiu who is more suitable for anything than me at that time...... You won't understand how inferior I was at that time, and leaving you was my only way out. And my departure is not completely worthless, at least it can buy my dad the opportunity to take reins of Jinding Real Estate...... In that situation, I have no other choice, because I am more afraid that those who have ulterior motives for me will implicate you. ”

I leaned heavily on the seat, feeling as uncomfortable as knocking over a five-flavor bottle, and only after a long time did I whisper back: "You underestimate my feelings for you, no matter what you do, I will not want you, because you have long been a part of my life, without you, my life will be more crippled than your body, can you understand my feelings?" ”

As I spoke, I smiled self-deprecatingly, and then said, "No, you wouldn't have understood, or you wouldn't have made that choice in the first place." ”

Xiao Ai was speechless. And I recalled what she had just said in my mind, and I shuddered.

I spoke to her again, "There's a category of people who are really incomprehensible. Your father should know Li Zishan's personality well, but why, he still puts you in danger for him for the sake of the breath in his heart and the pursuit of power? He shouldn't have the idea of transferring the shares to you, because your mind is not playing with power at all, and you can't control these shares in front of Li Zishan. If he does this, he will only ruin you, he is really not a good father who is competent, he doesn't understand you, he only cares about what he wants...... In this regard, he is really similar to Yang Jin, they are used to dominating others, so there are so many obstacles between us...... They are the source of our suffering! ”

Xiao Ai didn't have too many emotional ups and downs, she said to me very calmly: "Jiang Qiao, don't have such thoughts, in fact, all this is caused by our cowardice and evasion...... We have always regarded the small life of planting flowers and grass as the biggest expectation in life, but we ignore that we have an involuntary destiny at all...... Since we can't be autonomous, we can only fight tenaciously, but we have never been so strong, we have always used an evasive mentality to face those people and things that make us feel bored, but this will only make us less and less active, and finally even fate is passively in the hands of others...... Isn't that, in your opinion, our greatest sorrow? ”

I looked at Xiao Ai, as if I had just been extremely emotional, and I was pulled back into a rational world. And I was already very tired in this back and forth, so I didn't know how to reply to Xiao Ai's words, I just lay on the seat a little numbly, and then numbly looked at the stars outside the skylight that had not stopped twinkling.

Gradually, I felt sleepy, and then instinctively hugged Xiao Ai in my arms, and only fell asleep when I really felt the temperature from her body.

I dreamed again, and it was a sea of flowers, and we ran one after the other, and we didn't feel tired for a long time, until there was a cliff in front of us, and we didn't stop.

As far as the eye can see, there are more dense flowers on the other side of the cliff, and many tulips of different colors are interspersed in these flowers, and the sun renders them particularly dazzling, and when a gust of wind blows along the mountains, all the flowers turn into solid waves, making people want to jump into this sea of flowers and bury all the ugliness.

Xiao Ai stood at the tuyere, looked at the hideous cliff under his feet and said to me: "Jiangqiao, do you dare to jump over?" Jump over and you're in another world. ”

"Don't dare, the world behind us is also beautiful, why go to that side?"

"You look back at the hill behind you, and it's still not what we just saw."

As soon as Xiao Ai's words fell, a burning sensation came from behind me, and I hurriedly looked back to see that the sea of flowers had turned into a sea of fire, and at the end of the sea of fire, a man held a torch high, and the anger on his body seemed to burn everything I could see, but in the writhing flames, I couldn't see his face clearly.

"Jiang Qiao, jump quickly, there may be a glimmer of life if you jump, greed and cowardice will only make us have no way out."

After Xiao Ai said this to me, she jumped without hesitation before me, but without any help, she fell straight down after a parabola...... She said to me with her last strength: "Jiangqiao, I have no regrets...... Regrets! ”

The pain of loss made me not want to think about anything, I immediately jumped after Xiao Ai, the scorching wave of air and the feeling of falling, instantly woke me up from my dream, and then subconsciously half-covered my eyes with my hands. Only then did I realize that the scorching waves in the dream turned out to be the morning sun stabbing my face, at this time it was already early summer, as long as there was sunshine, it was very strong in the morning, noon and evening.

I looked to the side again, Xiao Ai was no longer in the car, my heart was shocked, and I subconsciously looked out of the car window, only to find that she did not leave, she was just standing next to a small mound, filming something with her mobile phone.

I opened the car door and stood next to her, and found that she had photographed a bouquet of wildflowers on the side of the road. I didn't bother her, and I stood silently for a long time.

In fact, it doesn't take so long to photograph a flower at all, but Xiao Ai has been persistently finding the best angle.

……

After standing like this for a moment, I suddenly saw a familiar Wrangler coming this way from the same road we had come, and soon I could see the license plate and confirm that it was Jin Qiu's car, and I did not expect her to find it.

Jin Qiu parked the car next to me and Xiao Ai, and then took off her sunglasses and walked out of the car, her face full of fatigue, presumably driving back to Nanjing from Shanghai overnight.

She said to Xiao Ai and me, who were full of surprises, "You don't have to wonder why I was able to find you...... Don't be hostile to me, for I'm here to help you. ”

She said and took out a bank card from her bag, then handed it to me, and said: "There is 1.5 million yuan in this card, say no more, say less and no less, you take Xiao Ai to Guizhou now, I have someone familiar over there, when the time comes, you will meet him directly, he will arrange for you to live in a county called Jinzhi, this money is enough for you to transition there for a few years." Don't worry, that is a remote mountainous area, as long as you act on your own and pay attention, Aunt Yang will definitely not find your traces...... I guess that's the life you want most right now, right? ”

I looked at Jin Qiu, and there was an indescribable feeling in my heart, but I knew very well in my heart that I needed Jin Qiu's money and a place where it would not be traced.

Just as I was about to thank her, Xiao Ai suddenly pushed Jin Qiu's hand away, and then said to her: "We appreciate your kindness, but we can't ask for this money...... Because I already had a thought in my heart that I had to do it...... From this moment on, I will no longer be the Xiao Ai who was led by others, and when I accompanied Jiangqiao to worship my grandmother, I would immediately go to Jinding Real Estate, and then ask my father's old subordinates to cooperate with me to take over the shares that should have belonged to me two years ago. Those things that were taken away by Li Zishan, I want her to return them intact. ”

Speaking of this, Xiao Ai looked at me with resolute eyes, and asked again: "Jiang Qiao, will you still like such a Xiao Ai?" From today onwards, maybe she will no longer be in the mood to sing to you, nor will she accompany you to live those fun-filled little lives, she only has the courage to face in her world, and there is a cold title called Chairman Xiao. ”