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My heart is surging, when I forcibly kissed Chen Yi, I didn't even know if she was giving a response or refusal, but I felt it faintly, we hugged more and more tightly, and it took a long time for her to push away me, who was already in this dizziness and was about to find myself.

I was gasping, she was crying silently

I woke up suddenly, and I dared to look at her white coat that I had crumpled, but I didn't dare to look at her face, and I seemed to have done something unforgivable to her in my drunkenness, and I thought I was crazy

I gradually got rid of the feeling of dizziness, and the feeling of the cold wind blowing in my face began to become real, and then I fell into an unprecedented emptiness, I don't know why I would be so irrational to possess Chen Yi, and I can't figure out whether it is because of love, or just out of fear of life, or both.

At this time, a sound of footsteps finally broke the silence in the alley, and a neighbor who had returned from the night shift walked towards us from the alley, and then stopped beside me and Chen Yi, and he asked Chen Yi: "Chen Yi, haven't you already moved to live on Danfeng Street, why did you come back so late?"

Chen Yi wiped away her tears with a very hidden action, she looked at me who was full of panic and anxiety, and then replied: "Jiang Qiao drank too much at night, I sent him back." ”

The neighbor smiled and replied: "You two have been childhood sweethearts since childhood, I can't imagine that the relationship is still so good now, but it's a pity"

He stopped halfway through his words, but I already knew what he wanted to express, and some words were indeed better not to say, because the person concerned would be embarrassed, helpless, and painful.

After the neighbors told us to go back early to rest, we pushed our bicycles and walked to our small courtyard, and the alley returned to a quiet state.

Chen Yi seemed to calm down before me, she turned sideways to me, and then put on her high heels, and said to me in a very flat voice: "There are still a few steps to go, I won't send you, drink more boiled water when I go back." ”

I couldn't get back to my senses, and when I tried to answer her, she had already left her back to me, and only the faint footsteps that could still be heard reminded me that we had a brief moment before, and not that I was dreaming, but this real thing did not bring me an answer to whether she loved me or not, and I still struggled to extricate myself from the residual fear and insecurity.

When I got back to my accommodation, I didn't want to do anything, I just lay on the bed and soothe the feeling that I couldn't take back. After a while, I finally turned on the phone that had been turned off by myself for a long time.

I refreshed the WeChat Moments, and a post from Chen Yi's colleague immediately caught my attention, as she was also one of the people who had dinner with Chen Yi tonight, and the purpose of this post was to celebrate the strategic cooperation between Yian Media and the TV station. It won't be long before an entertainment program produced by Yi'an Media will be broadcast on the TV station where Chen Yi works, so in addition to Chen Yihe's leaders and several celebrities at the banquet, there is also Qiu Zi'an, who has been sitting next to Chen Yi.

It took me a long time to calm down, and then I sent a message to this colleague of Chen Yi, asking: "Yi'an Media has reached a cooperation with your TV station now, Chen Yi should not leave the TV station for the time being."

After a while, the other party replied: "Yes, this time our station has really made a lot of money to keep Chen Yi, this entertainment show produced by Yi'an Media will be broadcast in the prime time of our station on Friday, originally our station was still competing with Yi'an Media for Chen Yi, but since the two sides have reached a cooperation now, Chen Yi must stay on the TV station." ”

"Oh, it's good to choose to cooperate, so that Chen Yi doesn't have to be embarrassed."

Chen Yi's colleague opened the chatterbox, and she sent me a long voice message, she said: "You don't know how surprising the scene of today's banquet is, when the meal was halfway through, Qiu Zi'an proposed to Chen Yi under the verification of several first-line stars and our station leaders, he took out a diamond ring of several carats from his pocket without Chen Yi's psychological preparation, and then half-knelt in front of Chen Yi, expressing his love for Chen Yi very emotionally As a bystander, of course we bless this pair. Because they are really a pair of golden boys and girls, and they are also a couple who have been in love since college, although they have now succeeded in their respective careers, but they can still continue this hard-won relationship, which can be regarded as a good story in the circle"

After this voice message was played, I suddenly felt a suffocation accompanied by pain, it turned out that this night was so unpeaceful for Chen Yi, and I didn't expect that before me, Qiu Zi'an had proposed to Chen Yi.

I closed my eyes and laughed self-deprecatingly, Qiu Zi'an proposed to Chen Yi with a few years of emotional foundation and a diamond ring, while I, Jiang Qiao, courted Chen Yi with an extremely inferior heart in extreme despair, and there is no need to compare which is higher or lower.

I'm really a bastard, I actually physically violated Chen Yi, who might become someone else's wife

After a long time, I finally endured the pain and asked Chen Yi's colleague: "Then Chen Yi, did she agree to Qiu Zi'an's marriage proposal?"

"I didn't say yes or no, I just said that I would give her a little more time to think about it, but I think it was a matter of time before I agreed. Maybe she just remembered that Qiu Zi'an temporarily gave up her relationship with her for the sake of her career, but women need to be coaxed, and when the time is ripe, she will definitely agree to Jiang Qiao, do you say that we should prepare the money for Chen Yi to get married in advance, haha"

These words stabbed me to the skin, but I didn't blame her, because she was just a bystander and didn't know my feelings for Chen Yi, and Chen Yi and Qiu Zi'an were indeed a match made in heaven in their eyes, so I was destined to be just a guardian by Chen Yi's side, and there would be no more advanced relationship in this life.

The drunken dizziness suddenly hit again, I hurriedly ran into the bathroom, lay on the toilet and once again hollowed myself out and vomited, and then leaned on the bathtub, letting the sweat drip from my face, but I was not in the mood to deal with it, and even wanted to smoke another cigarette at no end, but the night was too deep after all, and smoking too much smoke would only make me more sober, sober pain, and finally sober despair

The next morning, I didn't go to the office, but neither Lao Jin nor Luo Sumei called me because of my unexcused absence. I thought: at this moment, they already knew about the decision to lay off employees on a large scale in Jinqiu, and gave them support, but they felt a little guilty about us old employees, so they didn't bother me based on this, let me get a quiet morning, and then repair the wound in my heart alone.

When it was almost noon, Jin Qiu personally came to the small courtyard where I lived, I poured her a glass of water, and then the two of them sat down on both sides of the stone table, she was not in a hurry to drink water, but looked at me and asked, "Why is your complexion so bad, did you drink too much last night?"

"I drank some wine."

"It was my decision that hurt you, didn't I?"

I was tired and just wanted to keep the conversation as simple as possible, so I replied bluntly: "Yes, I expected a lot before you came back, and I also had a lot of my own opinions on the future development of the company, but your words made these come to naught." ”

Jin Qiu looked at me with some apologies, and after a moment of silence, he said to me: "Jiang Qiao, I came to you today to explain it to you clearly, so that you can understand my decision. As I said, it's the situation that is too pressing, not that I can't see your pain, you know, this time I came back with an investment, and this investment was not easy to come by, so there had to be sacrifices. I once got two plans for the investor, but the other party only approved the business strategy of taking the high-end route, and I also fought because of this, but after weighing it, I can only choose a more confident way. ”

I didn't expect Jin Qiu to come back with investment this time, no wonder she is so confident to carry out drastic reforms to the company, but this kind of sacrifice is too cruel, because many of us are old employees who have followed Lao Jin for many years.

Jin Qiu said: "In fact, except for the engineering department, which has no strict requirements for academic qualifications, other departments will undergo a major change, and even the company's office will be moved to a more prosperous commercial street, so strictly speaking, the once happy marriage and wedding company no longer exists, and the pain caused by the reform will definitely be there."

I was shocked and asked, "Do your parents agree with you doing this, it's been their work for many years?"

Jin Qiu was still the woman who didn't want to say a word of nonsense, she took out a document bag from her bag, and then put it in front of me, and said: "Jiang Qiao, there are 30,000 yuan in this document bag, which is for your personal unemployment compensation, and this money is provided by my parents, so although they are also sad and painful, but for the sake of the overall situation, some things must be accepted, I hope this money can help you"

When the unemployment compensation money was in front of me, I already saw an irreversible end, and I didn't want to struggle uselessly, just light a cigarette in silence and smoke it like I lost my soul

"Jiangqiao, the end of one road is the beginning of another, I hope you can have a better development on the new road of life. As for the wedding of Mr. Xiao of Jinding Real Estate, because it has entered the implementation link, I will do the rest personally, and you can go to the company to do a handover. ”

"I can finish this wedding."

"No need, I want to give you more time to plan your future path, my parents already owe you a lot, I don't want to brutally squeeze your surplus value at this last moment." After a slight pause, she smiled at me again and said, "If after this, you plan to start your own wedding business, I will take you seriously as an opponent, because I recognize your ability."