The night outside the window was dark, and I put on my clothes and left the bed, and walked around the yard alone for a long time, not making up my mind whether to go to Su Han's appointment tomorrow night.

I wanted to light a cigarette and think about it again, but I remembered the golden autumn because of it. Not long ago evening, I thought about quitting smoking like her, because I was old enough to be a father. Once you get married, you won't drag on any longer when it comes to having children.

At this moment, I was subjected to a very deep degree of ideological and moral torture, and I just sat on the wooden chair and looked down for a long, long time......

It wasn't until there was a sound of footsteps in the alley that I suddenly came back to my senses, but after sitting for a while, I replied to Su Han's message: "Let's see the time tomorrow, if there is time, it will pass." ”

After ending the torment with this escapist choice, I collapsed a little. The pressure in my heart is too great, but this is also the proof that I can't face Xiao Ai calmly.

It's really a more devastating emotion than loneliness! I don't want to have a next time, so I'm also longing for it all to come to an end in a calm way. Perhaps, marriage is the best option, because after that, there will be no more options to choose from.

After a while, Su Han replied to my message, she said, "Okay, I'll send you the address of the meal tomorrow evening, and you can come over if it's convenient for you." ”

"Hmm...... By the way, did you take the road back to China this time? ”

"No, I'm going to stay for a week, so I'll leave the road to the nanny over there."

I felt sorry for Qiao Ye in my heart, but I still had to do what I promised him, so I sent another message to Su Han: "Actually, Qiao Ye missed the child, and he asked me to convey this idea to you." ”

This time, Su Han quickly replied to the message: "I was afraid that he would have such thoughts, so I didn't take the road back to China." Since he can't fulfill his responsibilities as a father, then I would rather have no father in my life. Otherwise, it is a great hurt and regret for Youlu. ”

I don't know why, looking at this obviously resentful message, I can't refute it, I know that Su Han doesn't plan to let this child know that he has a father in China.

I sighed softly and replied, "If that's what you really think, then why keep yourself single for so long?" While the child is still young, you should find a man who can take Qiao Ye's place in his heart. ”

"I'll look for it when the time is right."

Everything I could say seemed to be blocked by Su Han, so that it took a while to change the topic and reply: "Can you leave me a phone number so that I can contact you later." ”

"Just use this WeChat to contact, I've been using it."

……

After chatting with Su Han, I went back to the living room to pour myself a cup of hot water, and then sent a message to Qiao Ye, sending him what I learned from Su Han. He quickly replied to the message: "She's just getting revenge on me!" Jiang Qiao, you talk to her again, I beg you, I just want to see the child, even if I look at it from afar! ”

In the past few years, as long as I am sandwiched between Qiao Ye and Su Han as a bridge of communication between them, I will feel very embarrassed, but I can't ignore it, so after thinking about it again, I replied: "Qiao Ye, in fact, you should really understand, since you lost the lawsuit with her in the United States, not only did you lose the initiative, but also gave her a dead knot in her heart that could not be untied, so this matter, it's just that I understand that your mood is useless, the key is Su Han's thoughts...... Now she just refuses to take the child back to China, even if I grind my mouth here, it's useless! …… Fortunately, she is still willing to communicate with me, and if she finds out that I am not trustworthy one day, we will not even have the opportunity to communicate like this. ”

"Is there really no way around this?"

"Wait until she changes her mind. Anyway, don't make any drastic moves on your side, you should know more about this woman than anyone else, she knows how to protect herself very well, and she also has the means. ”

Qiao Ye didn't give up, and asked me to help him think of a way again. Actually, there really wasn't much I could do, although I knew that he couldn't help but want to see his child.

……

The next day, the good weather, which had been sunny for a few days, did not last. In the morning, it rained lightly intermittently throughout the city. I didn't move around, and it took me a whole day to sort out my business ideas and then make a business plan. In my plan, it is no longer just a simple matter of being a flower and tree supplier for customers, I also want to include more professional landscape design. In this way, we will have the core competitiveness, and we will not have to fight a price war with those traditional flower and wood suppliers. Because compared to them, we can provide more professional services and bring more added value to customers.

I decided to set up a studio for the time being and then recruit some professionals. I believe that when this team is formed, more good ideas will be generated.

Time passed without me noticing, and by the time I came out of the room to breathe, it was already evening. And the rain didn't stop since the afternoon, so I just stood under the eaves, breathing in some humid air, and watching the rain drip like a curtain from the eaves......

A moment later, I received a WeChat message from Su Han, who told me that she and Xiao Ai had arrived at the "Wutong Hotel" and asked me if I would go.

I closed my eyes and breathed heavily, I had a hundred reasons not to go, but a thousand reasons to go. At least, I have to go to Su Han for Qiao Ye's sake and talk to Su Han again. Besides, I wish I could let go of everything, and I didn't have to avoid her as long as she didn't avoid me.

So, I sent another message to Su Han and asked, "Does Xiao Ai know that you also asked me to have dinner with you?" ”

"Hehe, she didn't ask as much as you asked, since it has been separated for so long, and many things have been settled, then it's okay to have a meal together, right? …… But Jiang Qiao, there are some things I will say first, the reason why I am willing to ask you to dinner is because I have always recognized you as a friend in my heart, please don't live up to this trust and expose my whereabouts back to China to Qiao Ye, which will not only embarrass me, but also cause me big trouble. ”

This time, I was silent alone for a while before I sent a message back: "Don't worry, I'll go alone, about twenty minutes." ”

……

After finishing the conversation with Su Han, I went back to the house, trying to find a decent set of clothes in the closet. But when I was choosing, I realized that in the past two years, I have hardly bought myself any decent new clothes. The only decent ones were bought for me by her at the shopping mall at Confucius Temple two years ago. In addition, it was bought for me during the Chinese New Year in the golden autumn.

When these outfits were presented to me together, I finally chose the business suit that Jin Qiu bought for me, although it looked very formal, but it was also very energetic to wear.

Once everything was ready, I drove up to the viaduct that led to Tulip Road. Halfway through, Qiao Ye called me, and I put on my headphones and connected it. He said to me on the other end of the phone: "Jiang Qiao, I thought about seeing the child all night yesterday. I have an idea here, and you don't think it's feasible. ”

"You say, hope is reliable."

Qiao Ye replied in a deep voice: "You will contact Su Han later, saying that I have liver cancer and want to see the child for the last time." ”

I was stunned for a moment, and almost collided with a Q5 in front of me that forcibly changed lanes to overtake, and after slamming on the brakes, I said to Qiao Ye with a smile: "This is the result of your thinking all night?" ”

Qiao Ye's tone became more serious, and he said, "Jiang Qiao, as long as you are willing to cooperate in this matter, it is reliable...... Anyway, the diagnosis from the hospital proved that I had a way to get it. ”

I persuaded: "Dude really advises you, don't be so extreme, you can fool her once, but can you fool her for a lifetime?" I think if you do this, you will touch her bottom line, and if you don't get it right, it will make things worse! ”

"Can it be worse than now? …… Come on, I'll bear all the bad consequences, you just need to help me pass the word to her. ”

"Are you sure you want to do that?"

Qiao Ye's tone was so resolute that it scared me: "I'm sure, I just want to see my son...... That's all I have for the rest of my life! ”

I sighed softly, and then replied, "Okay, if you insist on doing this, it's okay for me to be a messenger...... Qiao Ye, in the past few years, everyone says that you have changed, but in your bones, you are still the same Qiao Ye as before...... What you're going to do now is like when you smashed Su Han's bar in order to find her. Although he looks impulsive and irrational, he can eat Su Han! ”

Qiao Ye on the other end of the phone was silent for a long time before he said to me: "If there is a way, who would want to do this...... Jiang Qiao, half of my life is ruined, so as a brother, I also remind you that when you can still choose, you must make the right choice. Otherwise, my today is your tomorrow. ”

……

When I arrived at Tulip Road, the rain was still dripping, so I parked my car on the side of the road opposite the "Wutong Hotel". I didn't go in immediately, just stood under the dim yellow street lamp and looked out into the hotel.

I saw Su Han and Xiao Ai sitting by the window, and that seat was also where I often sat when I had a drink with Qiao Ye. I looked across the street again, and everything had changed except for the traffic. And this kind of change makes it difficult for me to regain the state of mind that I used to wander the whole street with her. Therefore, I feel that I should be able to face her calmly.

After a while, I opened my umbrella and walked in the middle of the traffic with some heavy steps, but the "Wutong Hotel" that seemed to be close at hand was like a mirror, which made me feel untouchable!