This night, I still didn't give Chen Yi a positive answer like last time, just stood silently beside her, lit a cigarette, and then the two walked forward for a while, and Chen Yi's car was parked not far away.

Chen Yi stopped and said to me, "Jiangqiao, I'm tired, go back and rest first." ”

"Well, drive slower on the road."

Chen Yi nodded, then opened the car door and got into the car, and this night that once belonged to us ended simply in a few words.

After Chen Yi left, I walked alone on the tulip road that was already a little deserted, I didn't go back immediately, at the moment I was tormented by some violent emotions, and unconsciously came to the abandoned textile factory that still retained its original appearance.

I climbed through the courtyard gate, and then sat next to the No. 2 workshop that gave me too many memories, I didn't want to smoke, I didn't want to have any emotions, but the emotions still couldn't stop, I couldn't help myself, I wanted to say a lot, but I didn't know who to talk to

I still lit a cigarette, but I held it in my hand, and I didn't smoke it for a long time, but I looked at the No. 2 workshop that was already extremely dilapidated, and finally sobbed and said: "Mom, do you know how much I hate you, I hate you for abandoning me in the warmth and coldness of society so early, I'm really tired and lonely, but I can't say these emotions to anyone, because everyone lives in their own world and is busy, no one can take care of my pain and grievances, Mom, if you are doing well now, Will you look back on everything in the past, and occasionally you will not remember that there is a child abandoned by you in Nanjing?"

I finally took a deep puff of cigarette, then wiped away the tears on my face, and looked at the familiar windowsill around me and smiled bitterly: "Mom, do you know how much I love you, I have been silent all these years, and I don't want to talk to others about the rights and wrongs of the family, that's because I've been waiting for you to come back, and then pretending that you never left the last year, Ma Xiao in the alley got married, his wife was a teacher in the experimental middle school, and the neighbors said she was beautiful." Before they got married, Ma Xiao's father bought a house for the couple, Ma Xiao's mother bought a car but is a mother, I really don't envy these, I just hope that on the day I get married, my wife has a father and mother to call, I have been lonely for so many years, I really don't want to be so lonely with my wife when I get married, do you know all this?"

The autumn moonlight is a little cold scattered in this forgotten abandoned place, my mood gradually emptied, I don't want to say anything more, just leaning on the wall and smoking one cigarette after another, and finally even the Chen Yi I love gradually forget, but this kind of forgetting is not what I want, I am just too afraid, afraid that I can't give her anything, I am like a dead leaf floating around, without roots and hearts

Leaving the abandoned textile factory, I walked on the already very deserted tulip road, my phone finally rang after being quiet for a long time, I took it out of my pocket and looked at it, it was a friend addition request pushed by WeChat, and the verified information was a row of bored and sleepy expressions.

I finally smiled, Xiao Ai actually took the initiative to add me as a friend on this night after refusing me to add friends several times, and it seemed that she was really bored.

I accepted her buddy request and asked her, "Is it boring to be alone at school?"

"It's not boring, it's scared, I'm the only one in a dormitory, and I just watched a horror movie very deadly, Mom, I'm scared to death"

I was a little amused, so I asked, "Aren't you afraid of heaven and earth, why are you scared to pee this time?"

"I'm afraid of death and I'm afraid of the Guijiang Bridge, I'll go to your place to play for a while."

"It's so late, are you convenient?"

"It's convenient, I'll go by car, and I'll be there in a while."

I couldn't laugh even more, she really knew how people have to bow their heads under the eaves, and her attitude at this time was much better than when I was asked to write a guarantee, and I finally replied: "Come on, I'll wait for you at the convenience store at the intersection." ”

"Don't bother you and Chen Yi"

"Just sent her away."

Only a short moment later, a white Mercedes-Benz car drove from the north of the road, and then a sharp brake stopped beside me, and the next second, Xiao Ai hurriedly walked out of the car, and then leaned on me, and sighed with palpitations: "Jiangqiao, you don't know how much my heart beats when I am on the road, I always feel that there is a man who can't see his face clearly sitting in the back of the car, which scares me to death."

"I can't even see my face clearly, how can you still know that he is a man"

"Women aren't that burly."

"It's the same as the truth." I said and looked into her car, and of course I didn't find anything but the puppets in the back, but she was still talking in a decent way

"Jiang Qiao, do you have anything to drink, let's have a can first to make me shocked."

I went to the convenience store and bought her a can of milk, and then sat with her on the bench outside the convenience store, and she kept talking to me to distract herself, but I was still thinking about my own thoughts, and I just didn't say a word to deal with her.

As the minutes ticked by, I finally asked her, "It's not too early, are you going to go back to school or are you going to go home?"

"I don't dare to go anywhere, I have to have someone with me tonight."

"It's okay for me to stay with you for a while, but I can't sleep with you, after all, there is a difference between men and women."

Xiao Ai glared at me, and said unceremoniously: "Get out, what do you want, who wants you to sleep with me"

"Then I can't sit here with you all night, I'll freeze to death at night."

She thought about it for a while, and said to me on a whim: "Do you like to play games, or let's find an Internet café nearby to play all night."

"Can you not torture me, I finally had three days off, you let me go to the night, and when I go back to work, what can I do to get back to work?"

"Then you're not going to care about me?"

"I don't care, I don't know what to do, if you're a gay man, I'll just take you back and sleep with me and get married, but you're really not, and your little face looks so peugeot, if I take you back to live, I'm inducing myself to sin."

Xiao Ai was afraid that I would run away, so he hurriedly reached out and pulled my arm

I really didn't have a problem with her, and said to her in a consultative tone: "Otherwise, I will send you to a hotel, and you won't be afraid of staying in a hotel."

"Isn't it still me alone, I might as well go home and live?"

I was speechless for a while, and finally remembered that Chen Yi was living alone for the time being, so I asked her: "Why don't I send you to Chen Yi, you can stay with her for one night?"

Xiao Ai replied without any confusion: "This proposal is good, I'll go." ”

"I'll call Chen Yi and see if it's inconvenient for her first."

As I spoke, I took out my mobile phone from my pocket, and then dialed Chen Yi's number, she answered the phone after a few beeps, and then asked me in some surprise: "Why are you calling me so late?"

I was a little embarrassed to speak, but this trouble had to be solved, so I stubbornly said: "Uh, Xiao Ai, she doesn't dare to sleep in the dormitory alone, I just want to ask you if it's inconvenient to take her in for one night."

Chen Yi hesitated for a moment before replying, "It's nothing inconvenient." ”

I was afraid that she would embarrass herself, so I said, "If you want anything inconvenient, just say it, and I'll think of other ways, it's okay." ”

Chen Yi smiled: "You let her come, in fact, I have a relationship with her, my little aunt is her vocal music professor in Nanyi, and I like her very much, so it is not inconvenient to know the roots." ”

This time I was surprised, so I avoided Xiao Ai and asked her in a low voice, "You also specially inquired about the origin of this girl."

"It's not, I just heard you say that she is a student of Nanyi, so I asked my little aunt by the way, who knew that it was such a coincidence, it happened to be her student."

I put aside my doubts and finally said to her, "Okay, I'll send her over." ”

"Hmm."

Xiao Ai interjected to me again and said, "Jiang Qiao, you tell her that I have to sleep in the same bed with her, otherwise I will still be scared in my heart."

I had already hung up the phone, and replied to her with a little crying and laughing: "I guess there is no one in the world who watches horror movies and will see that you are so big, no wonder Yu Xin said that you are a woman living in a legend."

In the middle of the night, Xiao Ai drove me in the Mercedes-Benz car to Danfeng Street, where Chen Yi lived, she had not been idle on the road, and was still entangled in the plot of the horror movie, I had to tell her: "Later, when you arrive at Chen Yi's house, rest early, don't pester her to chat, let alone the plot in the horror movie, do you hear?"

"Why"

"Because she is not much bolder than you, and besides, she has been very tired from hosting the show recently and needs to rest early, and it will be too inhumane for you to pester her to talk"

"Are you afraid that she will tell me about your ugly things?"

"I'm not ugly."

"You are so weak-hearted, it means that you must have it."

"If you make any more trouble, I'll send you back to school."

In the meaningless conversation, I finally took Xiao Ai to Chen Yi's residence, but I didn't plan to go up, so I said to her: "I won't send you up, remember what I said to you." ”

Xiao Ai answered, walked towards the entrance of the building, and suddenly turned back to me and said, "I promise not to take the initiative to disturb Chen Yi's rest, but if she wants to take the initiative to chat with me for a while, then I can't help it." ”

"Don't worry, she won't chat with you, after all, the status of the rivers and lakes is too bad"

Xiao Ai glanced at me with disdain, and then turned around and walked towards the elevator, and at this time, I finally felt a burst of unstoppable tiredness, I was tired, physically and mentally exhausted, but this night didn't seem to be over for me, I don't know if Xiao Ai, a reckless girl, would say something to Chen Yi that shouldn't be said.

I really don't want Chen Yi to know my feelings for her, because it is very likely to become the biggest burden and source of unhappiness between us