It turned out that Nanjing was the quietest before dawn, and even those who liked to spend the night were falling asleep at this moment, and I wiped my face heavily with some cold hands, thinking that I would be more awake, but my brain was still like mush. I just can't stand it!

I sent a text message to Chen Yi: "Give me a call when you turn on the phone, I'm worried about you." ”

After sending this message, I dragged my tired body outside the community, and then flagged down a taxi back to Tulip Road.

When I entered my room, I didn't bother to wash, and I lay down on the bed very heavily, and although I was dazed, it took a long time to fall asleep.

I dreamed, I dreamed of Chen Yi, we were sitting by a very clean river, but the air was a little dry. In the harsh sunlight, she told me that she was too tired, and that the qiē she had now was not what she wanted, and then she left me and ran along the river to the farthest place, but her beloved handbag was left behind......

The picture in the dream is a little nonsensical, but it touches my feelings and makes me unable to be stable in the dream.

……

Before I go to bed, I turn up the volume of incoming calls on my phone to the maximum and put it right next to my pillow. So much so that as soon as my phone rang, I was woken up in my sleep.

I was just stunned for a second, and then hurriedly picked up my phone, but it was not Chen Yi calling, but Jin Qiu.

I let out a long breath before I connected the phone, and Jin Qiu's angry voice came from the other end: "Jiang Qiao, where are you now?" ”

I was a little dazed because I had just woken up, and I was stunned for a while before I replied, "At home." ”

"Don't go anywhere, I'll look for you now."

I seemed to feel the smell of gunpowder on the other end of the phone, and when I wanted to ask something, Jin Qiu had already hung up the phone, and I was a little more sober, remembering why she was talking to me in such a tone.

It was already half past eleven o'clock at noon, and I slept long enough to die, but for such a long time, Chen Yi still didn't call back, which made me feel upset...... I felt the urge to go to her again!

There was a quick knock on the door of the courtyard, I walked out of the house in a decadent spirit, and then opened the courtyard door, Jin Qiu's angry gaze poked straight at me, I wiped my face and asked her, "Why are you looking at me with such eyes?" ”

"Jiang Qiao, you are a big man, and you have a conflict with me, so you went to my dad to complain, to sue, and let him make trouble with me, are you embarrassed?"

"What?"

Jin Qiu gritted his teeth and looked at me, then took out a Wen Jiàn bag from his handbag, slapped it on the stone table, and said to me, "You want to borrow money, right?" …… I'll give it to you, but please don't talk to my dad in the future, I don't have the energy to deal with you now, let alone him...... As for the previous cooperation between the two of us, even if you agree to hand over the pricing power to the company this time, I am not interested in working with you again...... Because I've never seen such a troublesome man in your life! ”

I finally understood, it turned out that Lao Jin really took what I said yesterday to heart, and then went to the company to find Jin Qiu. I know Lao Jin's temper very well, he must have made a lot of trouble, so that Jin Qiu, who has always been strong, couldn't get off the stage, so there was this scene in front of him.

I want to explain to Jin Qiu that I only asked Lao Jin to borrow money to open a piano shop, not to ask Lao Jin to stand up for me, and I have long since lost the idea of contracting wedding execution business, it is Lao Jin himself who complicates the situation.

As soon as I was about to speak, Jin Qiu said to me angrily: "Jiang Qiao, I have given you the money now...... You'd better not show up in my life again, at least give me a break in the meantime...... If my dad goes to the company to quarrel with me because of this matter, there is no need for our friendship to continue. I really don't look down on this kind of man who has no ability and drags others into the water! ”

"What the fuck?! ……”

My anger was completely ignored by Jin Qiu, and she just glared at me.

The impulse that was about to explode could no longer be recovered, so I slapped the stone table heavily and said angrily: "You are a returnee, a doctoral student, and a strong woman, and the light can blind everyone around you." I just have no interest and no ability...... I dropped out of high school in my second year of high school, and before I went to work at your father's wedding company, I would write my resume to the factory, and I would write it as a high school degree, I was afraid that others would not want me...... Over the years, I have been persistent in my feelings, and I have been greedy for work early, but after six years of part-time work, six years of hard work, my dream of six years has been shattered, I have achieved nothing, and all the youth I have squandered has become garbage...... But Jin Qiu, does this mean that your pain is considered pain, and my Jiangqiao deserves to be misunderstood and slandered? ……”

The mixture of anger and pain made me swallow hard......

Jin Qiu looked at me, her face gradually softened, and after a long time, she put away her previous aggressive attitude and whispered to me, "You don't have to be presumptuous...... No one can say for sure what happens in life, maybe one day, you Jiangqiao will be able to turn over overnight and have a wealth that others can't touch in their lifetime. The past and the present are just an ordeal before the dawn comes! ”

"I don't need you to comfort me in this way...... I Jiangqiao is a man who is immersed in work, I just want to live an ideal life with my own hands, my ability is limited, so my ideals and goals are not as grand as those of you. All I want is food and clothing and the respect of my friends! ”

Jin Qiu was silent, and then left my yard in silence, I didn't want to look at her back, because her back was full of the sense of distance and indifference that arose in the class difference.

……

In the harsh midday sun, I buried my head in the icy well water, and it was not until I was sure that I had really calmed down that I raised my head, and the unwiped droplets of water immediately flowed down my neck into my clothes, and there was another cold feeling......

I wiped the water from my face with a towel, sat down on the stone bench, and then poured out all the money in the bag, and there was a full 150,000 in cash, 50,000 more than I expected.

It was a sum of money that humiliated me and a sum of money that I had to take. Because I really need it, there is no way back in my life, I have to do a good job with Xiao Ai "Ai Qiao Le Fang", although we stay in Nanjing, as a career, but there is no difference from the end of the world, and real life is like a blood-stained blade, chasing behind us.

I put the money in my drawer, then made a bowl of instant noodles, and sat on the steps outside the courtyard to eat, still waiting for Chen Yi's reply. I've already figured out that if she hasn't contacted me after eating the instant noodles in my hand, I'll go to her house, even if it's in front of her parents, I have to know where she is now, and whether her mood has been affected by the live broadcast accident!

In the process, I took out my phone again and found news related to Chen Yi on it......

I was shocked again, and the media broke out again, and an entertainment program hosted by Chen Yi in Yi'an Media was also suspended; At the same time, the leader of their station even said that Chen Yi was solely responsible for the live broadcast accident, and the official would freeze her qualification to host the large-scale party indefinitely......

I can finally be sure that Chen Yi's career has fallen into a trough, and Qiu Zi'an, who has been standing behind her, did not help her at this time, but stopped her show. No one can be sure whether Qiu Zian really gave up on Chen Yi emotionally, but in his career, he really gave up!

I don't think this kind of live broadcast accident is enough to ruin Chen Yi's hosting career, as long as someone is willing to do public relations for her, she will also take this time to take a break, and when the limelight passes, this live broadcast accident will fade away, but the current situation is developing in the worst direction......

I couldn't sit still at all, locked the courtyard door as fast as I could, and then put on my coat and ran out of the alley.

While waiting for the taxi to and fro, my mobile phone rang again, and this time it was finally Chen Yi calling...... My heart was beating violently, and I wanted her to have a calm mind to face her current situation.

I answered her phone and asked, "Where are you?" I'm going to look for you...... I've seen all the news about you! ”

Chen Yi's love was more stable than I expected, and she said to me in a calm tone: "Jiang Qiao, you don't have to look for me...... I am no longer in Nanjing. ”

I listened with bated breath, and I heard the sound of the waves coming from her side, and she was really not in Nanjing at this moment...... I tried to comfort her, but I couldn't find the right words to ensure that she would feel better.

"Jiangqiao, you don't have to worry about me...... I just want to be alone and there's nothing wrong with that...... I'm facing the sea now, and in a few hours, dusk will come, and it will be even more beautiful! ”

“…… Chen Yi, listen to me, at this time you should stay in Nanjing and do some public relations activities for yourself, otherwise it will really affect your future work ......! ”

"I don't want to hear anything right now...... I'm not running away, I'm just really tired. Don't bother me anymore, okay? Let me stay here for a few days. ”

Heartache and anxiety, I rushed to say before she hung up, "There's no way I can't help but worry...... You tell me where you are, no matter how far away, I promise to arrive before dusk......"

"Stay in Nanjing, cherish Xiao Ai well, and do your own business...... I have my own way to go, and I really don't need you to do anything for me anymore......"

After saying this, Chen Yi didn't give me a chance to speak again, and she hung up the phone in my anxiety and worry...... It was as if my world was frozen in an instant.

I can't bear to think of how sad and lonely she stood by the sea at dusk.

Because her pain is her own and mine......

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