After ending the call with Chen Yi, I forced myself to respect her idea and let her be alone on the beach in a strange city, but because I was worried, I still spent the whole afternoon in a trance......

When the evening was about to come, I went to a nearby advertising supplies company to preliminarily communicate the price of promotional materials, and about the decoration, I had to wait for Xiao Ai to come back and go to the decoration company to discuss the plan.

At the moment, there is not much I can do, only bits and pieces.

After all this, the night is also dressed in black, and it comes to this city where thousands of lights can be easily lit up. I squeezed into the night market with the crowd and asked for a bowl of noodle soup for today's dinner.

The constant flow of people in front of me and the bright lights intertwined, as if isolating me in a corner of thin air, making me a little suffocated and hurting God for the rights and wrongs of this world.

In the process, Xiao Ai sent me a voice message: "What are you doing? ”

"Eat at the night market...... What about you, have you eaten it? ”

"There's a show tonight, and I'm doing my makeup backstage."

"Then you play well...... By the way, I've already got the money for the renovation. ”

Xiao Ai's tone of reply was a little surprised, and she asked, "Who did you borrow it from, is it Chen Yi?" ”

This money came a bit dramatically, it seems that I was playing right and wrong in front of Lao Jin, and Jin Qiu gave it to me in a fit of anger in order to get rid of my trouble, this feeling of unclear explanation makes me feel a little ashamed!

After a long time, I replied: "It's not Chen Yi, it's borrowed from someone else." ”

Xiao Ai didn't bother with who this other person was, she asked me again: "Chen Yi, is she okay?" …… A colleague showed me her news this afternoon, was she really banned by the station? ”

Xiao Ai took the initiative to mention Chen Yi, and my heart was full of mixed feelings, and I also wanted to know what Chen Yi's mood was at this time, and what situation it was, but I had no way to contact her.

I replied: "It's just a language mistake, not a problem of life style and ideological character, and it won't be banned by Taiwan." However, it is true that the situation is not good, especially Qiu Zi'an took the initiative to stop one of her entertainment programs in Yi'an Media, which caused a lot of speculation from the outside world, which is very unfavorable to her! ”

This time, Xiao Ai replied to the message after a long time: "Then you can comfort and comfort her more......"

I didn't reply immediately, I don't know if this is Xiao Ai's heart...... And I can't comfort Chen Yi, because I'm at the end of the world, she is in the cape, and the insurmountable distance between regions makes it a luxury to even think of her at this moment!

Xiao Ai seemed to be able to see through my thoughts, she sent another message, but changed from voice to text: "Jiang Qiao, what do you think yourself, just do it boldly, don't figure out what I think...... In my view of love, in the face of major things of right and wrong, don't cause trouble to men, understanding is sometimes more effective than creating conflicts, because even if you have 10,000 ways to trap a man's body, but when his heart wants to leave, it only takes a second! ”

There is so much I can read in this text message, which is neither long nor short. It seems that for the first time, she interprets the things between us with her view of love, but does this mean that we are already boyfriend and girlfriend?

And this realization seems to have been summed up by her from her parents' failed marriage. I think it's very incisive, and this applies not only to women, but also to men, because the human heart is so fickle! A lot of the time, we're trying to please each other because of love.

Ten minutes passed in my thoughts, and I didn't reply to Xiao Ai in time, and she sent me another message: "The show is about to start, I won't send you a message tonight, say good night in advance." ”

I replied to Xiao Ai with a message: "I understand everything you say, I wish you a smooth performance, good night!" ”

……

Back on Tulip Road, I met Su Han again. She came to me, nothing special, just to have someone to talk to, and she didn't have any friends in Nanjing, I was one of the few.

In the "Wutong Hotel", I asked for a few bottles of beer, Su Han drank boiled water, although the two sat facing each other, neither of them immediately spoke, this short silence created a melancholy atmosphere of "the same is the end of the world".

After Su Han's cup of boiled water was drunk, I asked her, "Where do you live now?" ”

"Hotel."

"Qiao Ye didn't know what the situation was...... If you plan to stay in Nanjing for a long time, you should rent a house first. ”

"Keep an eye on me."

I nodded, and then fell into silence again, in fact, this kind of trivial life is not something we are in the mood to talk about at this moment, but those things that are in our hearts, even if we talk over and over again, they can't change anything, so it creates a situation where we have nothing to say at the moment.

At this moment, the mobile phone that had been on the table rang, I picked it up and looked at it, it was Qin Miao calling.

I looked at Su Han, who was sitting opposite, then left my seat, and walked all the way to the plane tree at the entrance of the hotel before I connected the phone and asked Qin Miao, "Is there something wrong?" ”

"Where are you, I'll go find you, let's meet and talk again."

It was not a good thing for Su Han and Qin Miao to meet each other after all, so in order to let them avoid each other, I replied, "I'll go to you." ”

……

This night, I went back and forth between Qiao Ye's two women, and Qin Miao and I met at a coffee shop in Xinjiekou. I still asked for beer, and Qin Miao turned out to be the same as Su Han, and he also drank boiled water.

"Jiang Qiao, has Chen Yi contacted you?"

"What's wrong?"

Qin Miao said to me anxiously: "Her parents are going crazy...... Chen Yi didn't even leave a word of information, and left Nanjing...... If it's normal, you know what her situation is now, can others not worry about her? ”

Qin Miao's words surprised me, it turned out that Chen Yi really left Nanjing this time, and among her closest people, I was not the only one who didn't know her whereabouts.

Qin Miao said again: "I always feel that she has hatred for her uncle and aunt in her heart, so she will leave without saying goodbye...... Over the years, there are too many things in her heart that she can't let go, not only family, but also emotional helplessness...... Jiang Qiao, if you know her whereabouts, just say it quickly, if you don't want to go to her, I'll ...... She's in such a bad state right now! ”

"She contacted me once during the day, but she wouldn't tell me where she was, so she said she wanted to be alone and asked me not to disturb her."

Qin Miao looked at me for a long time before sighing and saying, "I really don't understand, what's wrong with me and Chen Yi...... Why is it that there are always bumps and bumps in life, and there is no day of stability...... We can choose a hundred better ways to live than we have now, but we have embarked on such an extreme dead end......! ”

I looked at Qin Miao, and after she said this, there were tears in her eyes that refused to fall. I finally know why her best friend has been Chen Yi all these years, because they always empathize with each other when they are hurt.

After a moment of silence, I asked Qin Miao, "Actually, I've always wanted to ask you, how are you going to deal with the matter between you and Qiao Ye?" ”

"Divorce...... I have no other choice but to divorce, because his heart can't be recovered, and I don't want to save this marriage without a bottom line, I'm really ashamed enough! ”

"But I heard that your parents and Qiao Ye and his parents firmly disagree with your divorce......

Qin Miao lowered her head, held the teacup in her hand and turned around again and again, before she replied in a low voice: "This is the saddest thing about Qiao Ye and me, we were also forced to get married a few years ago!" The difference is that at that time, I still had hope for this marriage, and I felt that as long as I worked hard enough, the child around me who would never grow up would one day be moved by my own efforts...... But in the end, he returned to Su Han without hesitation...... The saddest thing is that I still don't know what a woman who robbed her husband is like, let alone her personality, and it's like a dream...... Since it is a dream, there will always be a day when you wake up. ”

I nodded, Qin Miao's words were enough to summarize the years between her and Qiao Ye, but it couldn't solve the problems they were facing.

"Jiang Qiao, you and Su Han are also friends, can you tell me, what kind of woman is she? Where the hell am I not as good as her? ”

I stopped talking a few more times, and finally said to her after exhaling, "In the past, Su Han was able to give Qiao Ye everything except money...... Now, she can even guarantee the material life with Qiao Ye, so she doesn't want to let go anymore...... There is no one good or bad between you and Su Han, it's just that there is a sequence of love, Su Han met Qiao Ye at the right time, and Qiao Ye has turned his love for her into a dependence and habit, which is the most unquit! ”

Qin Miao looked at me and replied after a while: "If what you said is right, then what about between you and Chen Yi?" …… Don't you have dependence and habit with her...... Or, is she not dependent on you enough, not used to it enough? …… Jiang Qiao, you know, when it comes to conditions, you can't compare with any suitor around Chen Yi. But all these years, why does she care about you the most? …… I think it's because the habits and dependencies you said are too hard to quit...... You Jiangqiao should be the most chic person in the world, because of more than 20 years of habit and dependence, you seem to have quit between talking and laughing! …… I heard that you have come together with the daughter of Mr. Xiao of Jinding Real Estate. ”

Countless emotions were surging in my heart, but I looked at a handicraft placed in the cupboard behind Qin Miao in a daze......

I finally replied, "Whatever you think, things have come to this point anyway, and it's too hard to turn back!" ”

"How hard is it? Can it be more difficult to recover than between me and Qiao Ye? ”

……

Before the night came, I returned to my residence, after all, I still didn't answer the question that Qin Miao raised before parting, I really didn't want to face it!

Lying in bed, I lit the last cigarette before going to bed......

I made one of the most daring assumptions in my life: if there was no woman Xiao Ai in my life, what attitude would I use to face Chen Yi at this moment?

I'm going to go crazy and go to her, and she's not going to tell me where she is at the moment.

Under the stimulation of this ordeal, those indelible feelings will surely stimulate us to rekindle our old feelings...... However, this is only hypothetical!

In this world, it is not only the weather and environment that have been changing, but also the relationship between people, and this change is the root cause of all kinds of emotional tragedies, because man is really a very vulgar animal!

Late at night, I still couldn't sleep calmly, I took out my mobile phone from under the pillow in the pitch black, and then stared at Chen Yi's mobile phone number for a while...... I knew that she must not have slept at the moment, but the feeling of not being able to contact her made me extremely uncomfortable.

I began to use my mobile phone to desperately find some chicken soup for the soul that can encourage people to cheer up, and then sent them to Chen Yi one by one on WeChat, I don't know if this will work, but I am still driven by an instinct.

Of course, Chen Yi didn't see this information, the phone was quiet like a stone standing in the waves, but the faint screen light illuminated all my troubles at the moment...... I have insomnia!

I put on my clothes, like an aggressive rooster, and engaged in a life-and-death hand-to-hand fight with the sandbags hanging in the yard for twenty minutes, until sweat wet my shirt, and until I didn't have the slightest extra energy to think about the right and wrong in life, I finally stopped.

Wheezing and looking at the somewhat empty courtyard, I feel like a bit of a sick autistic person, because I will always be in the middle of the night, after doing something, I don't know what to do next, so the time I have alone becomes extremely difficult!

The mobile phone placed on the table suddenly emitted a colored light, and I don't know where the power came from, but it bounced off the ground in an instant, because every flicker of the light would convey a sense of hope...... Someone sent me a message, it must be Chen Yi!

"Jiang Qiao, you send a mobile phone to Qiao Ye tomorrow morning."

I was a little confused by this unfamiliar number, and I was even more disappointed in my heart, so much so that I replied after a while: "Who are you?" ”

"A security guard who was bought by Qiao Ye."

I was speechless for a long time, and then replied: "Aren't you bought by him, why do you still let me buy it, can't you buy it and it's over!" ”

"I haven't gotten a penny yet, so you want me to spend it, no way! …… By the way, Qiao Ye asked you not to pick the door, buy a smart one on your mobile phone, and when he comes out, he will pay you back. ”

I was so impressed by the monkey's tease that I threw my phone back on the table, looked up at the sky, and felt that the night was even more blurry!

My yard is a paradise, and the wind blows in with fantasy, but outside the yard is a web woven by reality, and the net is full of excitement and restlessness. Hope.

I'm finally a little sleepy, and that's the end of the night for me, as for tomorrow...... Hurry up and blow in a warm wind, don't make people too desperate! (Supplement)