In the process of waiting for Ruan Su to arrive, no one at the dinner table said a word, even Yang Qu, who was the most idle, kept sitting in his place, and then looked at me and Xiao Ai worriedly.

Jin Qiu is a woman with a strict sense of time, and after about five minutes, the door of the private room was pushed open again, and what appeared in front of us was Ruan Su, who had not been seen for a long time, that is, Xiao Ai's mother.

Xiao Ai is different from me, I hate Yang Jin somewhat in my heart, but there is a strong mother-daughter relationship between her and Ruan Su. Because Ruan Su accompanied her in childhood, she didn't divorce Xiao Mingquan until she became an adult, but Yang Jin left before I was sensible, and this is the difference between accompanying and not accompaniing.

After Ruan Su entered the door, Yang Jin got up to greet her, and after Ruan Su sat down next to Xiao Ai, she said: "This is the second time we have met, the first time is for these two children, and this time it is for them...... I have just made my position very clear, and you have also expressed your position to let them know that love and marriage will not be happy without the blessing of their parents. ”

The fire burning in my heart seemed to have been poured another bucket of oil, but I still chose to refrain because I pinned my last hope on Ruan Su. I hope that after going through so many tragic things, there is at least one person who understands that I have always believed that there is such a thing as a desperate life, otherwise why did Yuan Zhen's letter to Yao Yu unexpectedly surfaced when I was about to give up?

I know that if there is a spirit in the sky, Yuan Zhen, this buddy, must be bless me and Xiao Ai with all his might...... Because that's what he did when he was alive, he took Xiao Ai to such a far place, hoping that one day Xiao Ai would be able to reunite with me safely with his child.

After a period of silence, Ruan Su finally opened her mouth, she just looked at Xiao Ai and said, "Ruyi, don't talk about it if you have more mothers...... I came this time just to let you know that I hope you can go back to Taipei with me to live, and you have repaid your father's nurturing kindness. He is a successful man, and his grievances and grievances in the mall will definitely be dealt with after he is released from prison......"

Speaking of this, Ruan Su stood up, she looked at Xiao Ai with repentant eyes, and after a long time, she had tears in her eyes, and said to her again: "When you left Jiangqiao, in addition to your safety, you also had a little selfishness...... Although it was your father who failed me back then, I couldn't bear to see him end up like this in the second half of his life, so I made such a wrong decision. Yuan Zhen's death was my big mistake...... I don't want anything now, I just want our mother and daughter to live together, even if we don't hesitate to dissociate ourselves from our current family. You listen to your mother's advice, we have already harmed Yuan Zhen, don't harm Jiangqiao again...... You have to raise your head and live a new life of your own, the pain of children's affection, there will always be a day in the past, and a good life is the biggest business in a person's life. ”

Saying that, Ruan Su looked out of the door again, and then shouted, "Shaobo, come in, come in and say what you want to say." ”

When I first heard She Shaobo's name, I was shocked again, and then I saw She Shaobo, who I hadn't seen since Rome. When I first met him in Bauhinia Square, he was still dressed very casually, but today he is dressed very formally and appropriately.

He came to everyone, but ignored everyone, and just said to Xiao Ai with an embarrassed smile: "It's been a long time...... I knew that Jiang Qiao would never tell you about the fact that I had gone abroad with him to find you. But that's okay, I found you in Shanghai...... I really like you, I liked you at first sight at Berkeley. Although I don't have such a prominent background as Jiang Qiao, but my family is also a musical family in Taipei, I don't think there is a better match in this world than us, I don't care what you have experienced, if you are willing to marry me, you are a new Ruan Ruyi in my eyes, I will let you slowly forget the pain of the past, and I will accompany you to make your favorite music, and my parents and your mother will also have a lot of common language, and the family will definitely get along very happily...... You say, is there anything more important in this world than having a happy life? ”

After She Shaobo said this, he looked at Xiao Ai affectionately, he longed to get Xiao Ai's response.

At this time, Ruan Su took She Shaobo's words again and said to Xiao Ai: "You and Shaobo are really fateful, Shaobo's mother and I were classmates in college, and you were classmates in Berkeley, I believe that if the two families come together, they will get along very happily...... If you insist on staying on the mainland, do you think about the consequences of how many troubles there will be? How much energy do you have left to face these problems and solve them? ”

At this moment, despair spread all over every cell in my body, originally I thought that Ruan Su would give me hope for a turn around, but she did more than Yang Jin, she actually brought She Shaobo here, and then stabbed me hard in my already scarred heart.

I couldn't calm my emotions anymore, so I jerked out the kitchen knife pinned to the waistband of my pants, and then slammed it on the table, and said with a distorted face: "You guys broke us up, you can all have a good time, right?" …… But who of you ever thought about me? Who ever thought about my life or death? …… I'm going to leave it here for today, and if you all have the idea of breaking us apart, then you all have to open your eyes and look at the kitchen knife on the table, and you can pick it up and greet me...... I can't think of anything else I can do with the rest of my life other than death. ”

Everyone was stunned by my sudden madness, they all had the same expressions, the same motionlessness, and I was like a flame of anger, burning everyone's hypocrisy, and then this life hard. Again, I'll admit, I'm crazy.

In Yang Qu's scream, I picked up the kitchen knife and slapped it in front of Yang Jin, then lowered my neck and said to her in a hoarse voice: "I'll tell you now, you have done so many things that you think are good for me, in fact, you are forcing me to a dead end...... Instead of making such a big effort, you might as well slash me to death now, you are happy, and I am also a hundred! ……”

"Jiang Qiao, calm down."

"You force a person to his death and persuade him to calm down, how conceited and unreasonable are you? ......" After I finished saying this, I looked at Yang Jin tremblingly, and then picked up the kitchen knife, slapped it in front of She Shaobo, and said, "Come on, come and kill me, the devil, and then you can take your Ruan Ruyi back to Taipei to live the life of your dreams...... Otherwise, none of you will want to take her! Who the thinks about it! ”

My anger didn't affect She Shaobo, he said to me unhurriedly: "Jiang Qiao, you are really a madman, a reckless man, Xiao Ai will not be happy with a man with violent tendencies like you...... Wake up quickly, and then let Xiao Ai go, and let yourself go! ”

I don't know why, I just feel that all my blood carries a kind of loneliness that is not understood by others, and then rushes towards my brain, I am more and more dizzy, I can't see what other people's expressions are, but I know that they all think of me as a madman, a madman who doesn't deserve love.

I gasped violently, then picked up the kitchen knife that had made me crazy, pointed at everyone present, and said intermittently: "The last thing I have to change in my life is the fact that I am an uneducated straw bale...... But...... However, that doesn't mean I haven't tried to change...... Over the years, what I have taught myself the most is to be a rational person, so I will think about everything in my heart first, and then decide how to speak and how to do it...... But I'm an emotional person at all, and after my rational decision to marry Jin Qiu, the emotional me became more and more unhappy. Over the years, my biggest pain and failure has been that I have not been able to find a balance between emotion and reason...... So, I lived more and more carefully, and I became more and more depressed...... But today, I just don't want to care about anything, you can treat me as a straw bag, or treat me as a fanatic, I just want Xiao Ai to stay and live with me...... I have no other means but to do it! So come on...... If you want to take her away, you will first chop me up with this kitchen knife. I don't want to turn myself into a soulless shell after she's gone...... I've tasted this feeling, and I feel like I'm worse off than dead! ”

I said, like a madman, handed you the kitchen knife, and handed it to him, but none of those who made me worse than death dared to take it from my hands, so I laughed angrily again, and in my own laughter, I lost my self-control, and I hated to chop myself off with a knife, so that I would not have to be tormented by this group of hypocrites.

It seemed that only Xiao Ai was still feeling sorry for me, she snatched the kitchen knife from my hand that could not be delivered, and then cried and said to me: "Jiang Qiao, you want to die, I am willing to die with you...... But alive, we can't be together...... Because the world has been soiled by the perfect life constructed by a group of hypocritical people...... When we are together, it is a satire of the world and a mockery of life, so the world takes its believers and tries its best to tear us apart, so it will talk to us about the door-to-door relationship, and it will tell us: the greatest love is the fulfillment of each other...... Our pain is not given by ourselves, just because we live in a world full of measurements and then turn us into tools......" Speaking of this, Xiao Ai smiled bitterly, and she said again: "Hehe, I don't know if I am too arrogant when I say this, but we are now trapped in such a trap of life, no one saves us, and we have no way to save ourselves...... Perhaps, all we can do is to spend a lifetime of pain and wait for this group of hypocrites to tell them before they die: they are all wrong! ”