Facing my puzzled gaze, Zhao Mu's expression became serious, and he turned sideways to me and said, "I don't think you should look at Xiao Ai as a woman with worldly eyes, because she is not a woman who lives in the world. You shouldn't use her marriage as a yardstick to measure your relationship...... This is a very secular practice. Think for yourself, you know better than anyone what she has been through since you met for a year, and what you have been through between you...... Are these things that ordinary people will experience? …… I don't know why Xiao Ai chose to marry that man named Yuan Zhen, but she must have a hard time...... If I were you, I would definitely choose to figure out the truth before making a decision...... There is no one in this world who can replace Xiao Ai, you ask yourself, if you can't live with her for the rest of your life, will you really be happy? ”

This time, I looked at him in amazement, and I realized that he understood my own feelings better than I did. In other words, he understands the feeling of losing Xiao Ai better than me.

Recently, I often can't find the motivation and fun of my future life, because I don't look forward to life with Jin Qiu, what I think about is being with Xiao Ai, doing a small business, planting flowers and grass in my spare time, she plays music, and I drink tea and cool off in the yard...... However, now that the yard is gone, Xiao Ai is gone, and my expectations are gone. It's like writing an article that is near the end of it and is lost because you forgot to save it. After that, no matter how you write it, you won't feel the same way you did it at the beginning.

After a long time, I finally said to Zhao Mu: "I want to find out the truth more than anyone else, but when a person has the heart to avoid you, you will never find her..."

Zhao Mu didn't speak again, he also knew that I had even gone to Taipei to find Xiao Ai during my grandmother's chemotherapy, but there was no result. I've done my best!

A moment later, Zhao Mu's mobile phone rang, this call was from Yu Xin, asking him to go to dinner together.

When Zhao Mu hung up the phone, I asked him, "How is Yu Xin doing, is she still working in the performing arts group?" ”

Zhao Mu shook his head and replied: "She has quit her job in the performing arts group and went to Beijing to talk to a record company a few days ago. She still hopes to enter the entertainment industry to develop. ”

"Her personality is suitable for the entertainment industry."

"Hmm...... Then I'll go see her first, and if you need help with anything, just call me. ”

I nodded, and then watched Zhao Mu leave, watching his car gradually drive away, and my world slowly calmed down. I sat on a pile of muck and the street lights came on a moment later.

In the distance, I saw Lao Wang's wonton stall again, a beautiful girl with a body shape very similar to Xiao Ai was standing in front of the stall waiting for her wontons, I almost couldn't restrain the impulse in my heart to run towards her, but I knew that she was not Xiao Ai after all, just a little bit like it.

However, she probably didn't know that because of her appearance, a man who was very strange to her was about to be torn apart!

……

On this night, the only people who kept a wake for my grandmother were me and a distant cousin, who was a good man and stayed for fear that I would be alone, but in fact he was really far away enough.

My cousin handed me a cigarette, I shook my head, and then said to him, "Cousin, if you're addicted to smoking, go outside and smoke." ”

My cousin put the cigarette back and gave me a thumbs up and said, "Jiang Qiao, you are really a filial child, are you afraid that your cousin's smoking will disturb your grandmother's mourning hall?" ”

I nodded, without words.

My cousin went out to smoke a cigarette, and after coming back to rest for a while, he lowered his voice and said to me, "Jiang Qiao, did you see your sister (your cousin's daughter) today?" It's the one in red. ”

"See, if I'm not mistaken, Xiaohui should have graduated from college this year, right?"

"Yes...... Isn't this family worried about her work! ”

I comforted, "She's a serious college graduate, and she's not afraid of finding a job." ”

Uncle Cousin sighed and said, "It's not easy for us to train her for so many years...... The annual tuition and living expenses cost tens of thousands, and now it is quite easy to find a job of a few thousand dollars a month...... But first, it is unstable, and secondly, there is no room for development, so your aunt and I hope that she can find a job in a state-owned enterprise or something, but we have no clue about this. ”

I looked at my cousin, and only replied after a while: "Uncle cousin, your point of view is not right, private enterprises also have the benefits of private enterprises, if they are really talented, there must be room for growth, you see Zhao Mu He didn't give up his job in a state-owned enterprise and switched to a real estate company, and now he is really good!" ”

"How can Xiaohui be compared with Zhao Mu, Zhao Mu is a master's degree from Tsinghua University, and he has real talent and learning. Xiaohui is just a girl with no ambitions, arrange her to a state-owned enterprise, work easily, have a good reputation, and we can find her a good family in the future. ”

I finally felt that something was wrong. Sure enough, my cousin patted my arm and said, "Jiang Qiao, my cousin has heard about your mother's affairs, and those dignitaries and nobles today are all here for her face, right?" …… Look, why don't you go to your mother and say a favor and ask her to arrange a decent job for Xiaohui......"

I looked at him differently.

Uncle Cousin's expression became even more earnest, and he said again: "Jiang Qiao, Uncle Cousin begs you, Uncle Cousin and your Aunt Xiaohui are such a girl, of course they are thinking of her." Besides, your mother is not an outsider, and Xiaohui's future is also a matter of your words! ”

I frowned and replied, "I don't have such a big ability to take care of your family's Xiaohui's future, don't mention this matter to me again, okay?" ”

My cousin became grief-stricken, he pointed at me and said, "Jiang Qiao, you have no conscience to talk like this...... There are so many people who come to see your grandmother today, except for your cousin, who is willing to stay with you to keep a wake! ……”

Before he could finish his words, a wave of anger ignited in my heart, and it was shameless for him to say this! I didn't want his shamelessness to defile my grandmother's mourning hall, I glared at him, and the next moment I wanted to push him outside the mourning hall.

At this time, Jin Qiu walked in with her handbag, and she seemed to listen to the conversation between me and my cousin. She took out a business card from her wallet and handed it to her cousin and said, "Uncle cousin, I heard what you just said to Jiang Qiao, this is my business card...... In fact, it is not difficult to work in a state-owned enterprise, you can just call me when the time comes, and I can help with this. ”

Uncle Cousin took the business card from Jin Qiu's hand, and after reading it, he immediately looked happy and thanked Jin Qiu again and again. And Jin Qiu said to him again: "My company's affairs have been dealt with, I will stay here to accompany Jiang Qiao tonight, you can go back and rest quickly." ”

Uncle Cousin achieved his goal, and after saying a few kind words, he took his bag and left. Although everything was quiet because of his departure, my heart was very uncomfortable, I hated these people who like to flatter when they have something, and I was even more tired of these so-called relatives, and I wanted to leave Nanjing when everything was calm...... Otherwise, there will be more people like my cousin who will come and pester me endlessly, which makes me feel sick.

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