I met Chen Yi's gaze, picked up the coffee table and cabinet that I had just kicked over, and then sat down on the sofa next to me a little depressed, unable to even lift the emotion of lighting a cigarette. My heart is still worried about Chang Lin's family, but if I don't ask Yang Jin, how can I go to the hospital to get a bed so that Chang Duo, the child, can be treated as soon as possible?

I picked up my phone and found Jin Qiu's number, but I couldn't press the dial button. Finally, I sent a message to Chang Lin, asking him to find a place to live after arriving in Shanghai, and I will find a way to get a treatment bed as soon as possible.

Chang Lin asked me if I was experiencing any difficulties, and I gritted my teeth and replied no. I don't want Chang Duo to delay the treatment, but this thorn in my heart really can't be pulled out, I want to make myself a little mentally prepared, even if I only give myself an hour or two, but this process must be there.

Because I was in a hurry to go to Hsinchu County, Chen Yi and Ade didn't have time to rest, so they accompanied me to the city where the end was already doomed.

On the highway, Ade was driving, Qiao Ye was sitting in the co-pilot, Chen Yi and I were sitting in the back seat, and I was silent because I was holding back the things that could not be solved. And Qiao Ye, the bald head, was chatting with Ade in front of him. I know that he is too smart, he has settled on my character, and he will not let Chang Lin go, so he will hold the mentality of watching the show and keep himself out of the matter, this is really ****** slut!

Along the way, the speed of the car has been maintained very fast, but the space of the van makes people feel depressed, I opened the window, and suddenly the wind with heat outside the window rushed in, but it couldn't blow my and Qiao Ye's bald heads, in contrast, it made Chen Yi's long hair look elegant.

Chen Yi tied up his loose hair with a leather band, and then asked me, "What happened to you and Qiao Ye just now?" ”

"He's sick!"

Qiao Ye turned his head and replied to me: "I don't argue with you about whether this is right or wrong, but as long as it is a matter, it has a reason, let's let Chen Yi comment on this reason." ”

As he spoke, he told Chen Yi about Chang Lin's call to me just now......

Chen Yi frowned and listened, and then said to Qiao Ye: "Chang Lin is Jiangqiao's brother and your friend, why are you so embarrassed about Jiangqiao?" ”

Qiao Ye looked at Chen Yi with an aggrieved face, and replied: "Chang Lin is going to Jiangqiao for this matter, why do you say that I embarrass him?" ”

"Then let me ask you, with your family's relationship, is it really impossible to book a bed in the cancer hospital in Shanghai? …… Why are you so embarrassed Jiang Qiao to beg Aunt Yang! ”

"If you have to buckle the bastard's hat on my Qiao Ye's head, I can't help it."

Chen Yi's way of dealing with the problem was different from mine, and she calmly asked Qiao Ye again: "Then you can tell us what you think, so that we don't think you are so bastard." ”

This time, Qiao Ye opened his mouth and came: "What kind of deep hatred can there be between their mother and son?" Sooner or later, one day I will release my suspicions, it is better to take advantage of Chang Lin's matter to give both sides a step down, I believe that Aunt Yang is not a person who will not save her when she sees death, not to mention that Jiang Qiao opened this mouth to her...... Besides, such a thing to save people in danger is a good fate, do you think there is anything more suitable than this? But Jiangqiao has to twist a tendon to the end, do you say ****** angry or not? ”

"There is a process of acceptance of everything, not to mention that this is a thorn that has been stuck in Jiang Qiao's heart for nearly 20 years! I think you're really going too far this time, and you shouldn't use his kindness to force him to do something he resists...... If you really can't help Chang Lin, then say something else! ”

This time, Qiao Ye chose to be silent, but this silence is precisely the most helpless, because it means Chang Lin's affairs, he still chooses to stand by.

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When it was almost noon, the three of us finally arrived at a small village in Hsinchu County, and Ade parked the car in a vacant lot outside the village, and then led us to the village, and my mood changed dramatically at this moment. I don't know how to deal with it when I see the wedding photos that Xiao Ai left in that room...... I don't want to believe that this is true, until now I have been lucky, repeatedly giving myself psychological hints, could this be just a dream? After waking up, everything was still stuck on the first day of our acquaintance, and we retained the possibility of falling in love with each other, and we had a good time.

Walking around a corner, Ade pointed ahead and said to me, "Aqiao, do you see ...... The white house in front is where Ruyi got married...... According to the neighbors here, this house belongs to a relative of her mother, who went abroad and came to live here for a few days after Ruyi returned to Taiwan. ”

"Oh." I responded seemingly calmly, but in my heart I wished I was in a dream. I turned my head to look at Chen Yi again, and when I could even see the stripes on her clothes clearly, I became very disappointed, because this was not a dream, and I couldn't see such clear details in the dream...... Gradually, my breathing became heavier and heavier, and my palms became sweaty!

In the midday sun, I stood at the door of the white house, looking at the double happiness on the window with a wooden expression, and then my heart ached......

Ade handed me a cigarette and said comfortingly, "Aqiao...... Don't be too upset and roar...... Life is unsatisfactory things out of ten**, work hard, you will forget the wishful ...... Or, wouldn't it be better to bless her generously? …… Anyway, you'll all be living a new life, and everything will slowly get better. ”

I looked through the glass window at the wedding photo that occupied half of the walls in the room, lit the cigarette given by Ade, closed my eyes and took a puff, and whispered, "Ade, I'm fine...... The mood is calm...... I've thought about it hundreds of times in my mind because of this image! ”

I gasped quietly, my heart freezing a little under the sun......

At this time, Qiao Ye, who had been against me, put his arm on my shoulder, and he said to me: "I have seen everything that should be seen, do you still have anything in mind?" ”

"I'm calm now, please don't disturb me."

Qiao Ye wanted to say something more to me, but Chen Yi beside him pulled him aside, and Ade also consciously followed them away. I was accompanied only by the white room that made me feel sad, and I sat on the steps of it, as if I saw a man holding Xiao Ai's hand and carrying the hem of her wedding dress past it.

How happy and glaring this picture is. It made the man named Yuan Zhen happy, and it was my eyes that stinged.

Is it really time for me to wake up, or should I continue to live in self-made lies, believe that she has a hard time, and then use the few years of youth I have left to wait for her?

I was tired, and I felt a sharp blade slam into my chest, draining all the blood in my heart...... All that remains is "I love her"; I can still see that in that gray world, she is sitting on the wall, like a sunflower, illuminating my whole world......

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