I was still thinking about Xiao Ai's thoughts, but Ade next to me was tired from a hard day's work, and he yawned while turning the beer can in his hand around, but he still wanted to insist on hearing my thoughts on my future life and emotional belonging.

However, to my disappointment, even he persuaded me to choose a new life, but I did not have time to adapt to this transition, and I still remember that just about a month ago I was thinking about what kind of wedding I wanted to give Xiao Ai.

I finally said to Ade: "I don't know why, I have a very strong hunch that she is not really married, and she has a hard time...... As long as she didn't lose her memory, she shouldn't and couldn't let go of so much of the past between us. ”

Ah De nodded, and after a moment of silence, he asked again: "Ah Qiao, have you ever thought about roaring, if you are with Chen Yi in the future, what kind of life will you live?" ”

I threw my head back and thought as I spat out the smoke from my mouth. Once, I was always unable to be with her calmly because of my humble background. So now, as long as I want, I can accept a qiē from Yang Jin, and I will become a major shareholder of a five-star hotel, and then drive a luxury car, live in a good house, and have a decent identity. These are enough to make me look like Chen Yi. I can even imagine that as long as I am still breathing, there will be countless people who envy the qiē I have. However, when I really plunged headlong into such a life, am I still the Jiangqiao who would find it fun even if I just planted flowers in the small yard?

I won't accept it, even at that stage of my relationship with Chen Yi, I live in unequal inferiority all day long, and I won't accept this kind of pie-like favor. Because being a down-to-earth person is my grandmother's tutor to me, if I forgive Yang Jin because of my pursuit of money, how inferior and disgusting it is!

I finally said to Ade, "Don't make these assumptions, okay?" …… I really don't want to change anything. ”

Ade sighed, and then replied, "You think simplification is a good way, so I won't say anything more...... I'll go to bed first, and I'll have to get up early tomorrow to go to the airport to help you pick up Chen Yi. ”

"Sleep, I'll sleep too."

……

The next morning, when I got up, Ade had already gotten up and went to the airport, I packed my luggage, and I was ready to go to Hsinchu County alone, I couldn't wait, and I couldn't stay in Taiwan for too long, because my grandmother was a concern that I couldn't let go of in my heart, and I felt a lot of guilt in my heart when I left her side at this time. But I also know that finding Xiao Ai back is the greatest relief for her, I don't want to leave regrets for myself, and I don't want to make my grandmother sad and sad about my affairs at this critical moment of life and death.

Just as I was about to leave, Qiao Ye happened to come out of his room, he seemed to have just taken a shower, and while wiping his hair with a wet towel, he asked me, "This early in the morning, where are you in a hurry?" ”

"To Hsinchu, I can't wait any longer."

"Aren't you waiting for Chen Yi to come, and then together? …… Wait, without Ade to show you the way, you will have to touch it yourself. Besides, I've never seen anyone so anxious to make herself desperate like you, and even if you go, it won't change the fact that she is married! ”

"I don't have time to listen to your nonsense."

Qiao Ye grabbed me and said to me with a very good temper: "Wait a minute, it's really not bad for a while, I estimate that Ade has already received Chen Yi at this time and is on his way back." ”

I looked at the time, it was indeed half past eight in the morning, or an hour later, they would be back, so I sat patiently on the chair and waited, and Qiao Ye also used this time to change his clothes, he didn't know where to get some pastries, sat beside me and waited with me.

……

About half an hour later, my phone rang, I picked it up and looked at it, it was a high school classmate who had not been in touch for a long time, and I was a little puzzled, so I didn't get through immediately.

Qiao Ye asked suspiciously, "Who?" ”

"Chang Lin."

"Yo, what did he call you for, but this guy is very good, remember that going to school will be very righteous to you."

As soon as Qiao Ye said this, some things came to mind, Chang Lin was really a good person. Back then, after Zhao Chu had an accident, Chang Lin was the first to mobilize the whole class to raise donations for me and Zhao Mu, not only that, but he also borrowed 1,000 yuan from his friends and handed it to me, persuading me not to drop out. You know, in those days, a high school student could lend 1,000 yuan to others, which was really everything. Although I still chose to drop out of school in the end, this favor should be firmly remembered.

With gratitude, I answered the phone, smiled at him and said, "What's the matter, brother?" Call me when you remember. ”

Chang Lin on the other end of the phone was silent for a while, and then said to me, "Brother...... I really don't know how to talk to you about this, but I really don't have any other way. ”

I felt anxious for him, so I asked with concern, "What happened?" ”

Chang Lin let out a heart-wrenching sigh, and was silent for a long time before he said, "I know that a lot of troublesome things have happened to you recently, and I shouldn't have caused you any more trouble...... However, last week, Chang Duo (Chang Lin's daughter) was diagnosed with malignant lymphoma, not to mention the ridiculously high cost of treatment, but she has not been able to enter the hospital for treatment yet, because the beds are too tight...... In the past few days, the child has been having a high fever, and I am really afraid that she will not be able to survive. I heard that you have the idea to get a bed in a cancer hospital in Shanghai, and I think it's a great thing, after all, the level of medical care in Shanghai is much higher than in Nanjing...... Brother, I don't know if it will embarrass you, but you must help with this favor, Chang Duo is only five years old...... Do you think I can watch like that? ……”

Speaking of this, Chang Lin was already in tears, and I felt uncomfortable in my heart, especially when I knew how much Chang Lin and his wife doted on this child and how much hope they gave it, but now they have such a disease, which is definitely the destruction of a family.

But I have my own struggles in my heart, and I have no way to talk to Yang Jin...... But there was no way to refuse Chang Lin, so he fell into silence for a while.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Chang Lin's tone became more anxious, and he said: "Brother, you really can't see death without help, Chang Duo is our life...... And I also asked you to help me after I heard that it was your mother's relationship. I don't think it's hard to talk to my mother, right? ”

Chang Lin is an honest man, if he is not forced to this part, he will never talk to me, I didn't worry too much, and said to him in a comforting tone: "I'll help you do this, don't be too sad, it will affect the child's mood...... I'll call you as soon as I have news. ”

"That's okay, I'll pack up my things and go to Shanghai now, the child really can't afford to delay, you can give me an answer before you get to Shanghai, okay?"

"I'll do my best."

Chang Lin relieved his heart, and then hurriedly ended the call with me, maybe in his heart, this is something I can definitely do, but does he understand that not every mother and son can be intimate. Or, in the eyes of him and the onlookers, after Yang Jin appeared in my world in the form of infinite energy, should I accept her with peace of mind?

After putting away these messy thoughts, I looked at Qiao Ye beside me, and he asked me, "What did Chang Lin call you for?" ”

With a heavy heart, I told him what happened to Chang Lin, and then asked him: "Look at it, what kind of relationship do you have with Shanghai and there, and book a bed for Chang Duo in the tumor hospital over there, they are all brothers who have been in high school, this favor is really a bit inappropriate!" ”

Qiao Ye looked at me with a surprisingly strict expression, and he replied, "Jiang Qiao, why did Chang Lin call you instead of me?" …… I admit that I have a bit to do with Shanghai, but after all, it's not Nanjing, and I really don't have the ability to say that I can get a bed and get a bed, you really think that the hospital is opened by my family? Besides, there is a process and time to find a relationship, and there is no particularly hard relationship, the hospital bed is really difficult to get, after all, it is the most authoritative hospital for the treatment of tumors in the country, and the people who can live in it are all related households from all over the country, and if you have a relationship, it doesn't mean that people don't have a relationship, right? ”

Qiao Ye's words made me speechless, but I didn't want to ask Yang Jin in my heart, so I held back for a long time, and said to him with hope: "Then you ask Qin Miao over there, she always has a way!" ”

Qiao Ye looked at me with incomprehensible eyes, and was silent for a long time before replying: "Even if you and your mother have an untiring knot, what's wrong with asking her for a favor for this matter?" If she says she can't help, that's fine...... Even if I, Qiao Ye, went to find someone to ask for a relationship, I also handled this matter for Chang Lin. If she can help, why bother so much to beg a circle of people to do something that she is not sure of? ”

A nameless anger ignited in my heart, and then I said angrily to Qiao Ye: "You know what I want in my heart and what I don't want, and you still push me into that boat, what the hell are you pressing?" …… If you are a brother, you will leave me some dignity, and I don't want to go to Yang Jin if I die. ”

"You're going to have to die this time...... I want to see how bad your temper is...... However, I have to remind you that your grandmother's hospitalization was also handled by your mother, and she paid for all the medical expenses and treatment. Because the dignity of your Jiangqiao is priceless, you can't stand such a favor. ”

"Can grandma be the same as Chang Lin? Yang Jin, she has such a responsibility! ”

Qiao Ye sneered and replied, "I believe that you said that she is responsible to you, but what responsibility does she have for a divorced in-law?" It's love for her to help, and no one can say anything if she doesn't help...... Jiangqiao, it's almost done! ”

I looked at Qiao Ye and suddenly felt extremely strange, he shouldn't be such a person. He used to be a fighter, he didn't pursue money, he didn't live for fame and fortune, he just lived for the breath in his heart, but now he persuaded me to compromise...... Teach me to put on a disguise and accept the world. How can this not disappoint me.

I lit a cigarette and sat back in my chair, feeling inevitably anxious, I couldn't care about Chang Lin's family, but I couldn't make up my mind to contact Yang Jin.

I was in a state of confusion, but Qiao Ye always looked at me with an expression of staying out of the matter, I didn't even doubt that he would ask me for the 2 million I borrowed before in the next second, anyway, he always felt that I deserved to accept the qiē given by Yang Jin.

I looked at him, and I felt angry again, so I kicked over the cabinet next to him and said angrily: "Can you understand my current mood?" Forget it if others think they can't understand it, don't you Qiao Ye, a brother for so many years, still don't you know the thorn in my heart? ”

"Kick, you keep kicking, this cabinet was only bought and decorated by Ade last week, and it cost NT$5,000!"

His appearance made me even angrier, and I raised my foot and kicked over the coffee table next to the cabinet.

Qiao Ye's expression became even more exaggerated, and he shouted at the top of his voice: "Good kick, this coffee table is more expensive, NT$10,000...... Jiang Qiao, just rush at your current destructive power, more and more rich second generation demeanor, I was unhappy back then I did this! ”

I raised my foot angrily again, hating to kick at others, but in the end I retracted my foot, because I knew that no matter how I expressed my anger and helplessness to Qiao Ye, he would not move a little compassion for me, some were just squeezing and ridiculing, he looked down on me now, just like he looked down on his former self, I had no way to ask for a person who had completely changed to empathize with me.

This favor, he doesn't want to help, forget it!

It was then that I heard the sound of an engine outside the door, and turned off again. The next moment, Ade led Chen Yi into the inn, as if there was a natural tacit understanding, Chen Yi and I looked at each other at first sight.

Soon, she shifted her gaze to the cabinet and coffee table on the ground that I had kicked over, and said to Qiao Ye and me in surprise: "Are you two fighting?" ”

Qiao Ye looked at me indifferently, and then said to Chen Yi: "You ask Jiang Qiao about this...... This crime scene was created by him in a fit of rage. ”

Chen Yi looked at me with a strange look, she didn't quite understand what kind of things stimulated me so much, and I didn't know how to explain it to her for a while, so I froze