Chapter 330: Back to Shanghai, New Life
After chatting with Qiao Ye and Qiao Ye one after another, he left the airport, I don't know what mood, Qiao Ye and I watched him go far away, until he drove the second-hand van completely disappeared from sight, and we withdrew our farewell gaze. Perhaps, this trip to Taipei made Qiao Ye and I feel that he is a comrade-in-arms and brother in our lives, and we both like him who is honest but also enthusiastic. Over the years, Qiao Ye and I have not lived so well, so we are full of worries and expectations for this timid and cowardly brother, and we hope that he can live like a man in the setbacks he will encounter in the future, and not live up to his beliefs.
Yes, Ade is a man who still has faith to chase, at least compared to me and Qiao Ye.
Before entering the terminal, I called Qiao Ye aside, I handed him a cigarette, he made a gesture not to smoke, and then said to me: "What, I'm not that addicted to smoking, I'll be on the plane right away." ”
Chen Yi realized that I had something to say to Qiao Ye, so he took our ID cards, went inside to issue tickets first, and then left us room to talk. At this time, Qiao Ye sensed my intentions, he took the cigarette from my hand, and then looked at me......
I also took out a cigarette and lit it, and I was ready for him to be angry later, because my concealment had a great impact on his life.
After being silent for a moment, I finally avoided Qiao Ye's gaze and said: "There is something I have been holding in my heart for a long time, if it weren't for Qin Miao's eternal infertility, I might hide it from you for the rest of my life and not let you know the truth, because I always felt that Su Han was very hurt in your unclear relationship." ”
Hearing Su Han's news at first glance, Qiao Ye's complexion suddenly changed, and he asked me, "Jiang Qiao, you bastard, do you always know where she is?" ”
I didn't want to stimulate his emotions, so I tried to reply in a calm tone: "I don't know where she is, it's just that when she was in Nanjing last year, I accidentally saw a list of her doing B ultrasound...... She is expecting! ”
Qiao Ye looked at me in astonishment, speechless for a long time, and waited until the cigarette in my hand was about to run out before he asked, "What is pregnant?" Are you sure there's no? ”
"You don't have to be excited, her pregnancy can only be your Qiao Ye's child, and it has nothing to do with the next door at all...... It was also this child who finally made her make up her mind to leave Nanjing, a place of right and wrong, and you who would never be able to give her a sense of security, and her departure was to fulfill you and Qin Miao...... You should now understand why she said those things that made you desperate when she left! ”
After saying this, I subconsciously took a step back, I think he will be irritable after listening to this, and he will also be angry with me, because Qiao Ye we know has never understood what calm analysis is, and his words and deeds will only be swayed by the instinct in his bones. However, the picture I guessed did not appear this time, Qiao Ye just raised his head, then closed his eyes, and said to me in a calm tone that he tried to suppress for a long time: "Do you know where she is now?" ”
I shook my head and replied, "I've already told you that I found out about her pregnancy by accident, and she didn't want me to know at all, so why would she treat me as a trustworthy person and tell me her whereabouts?" ”
Qiao Ye was silent, and I could feel how complicated his mood was. Perhaps, it was because he was really mature that he didn't vent to me in an extreme way, and he seemed to be weighing something.
A moment later, I asked him again, "What do you think, will you have this child?" ”
Qiao Ye shifted his sloppy gaze to me again, and after a while, he asked, "If I take this child from her hands desperately, is it very unfair to her?" ”
I nodded, and was silent for a long time before replying, "I heard two messages from your words. One, you won't abandon Qin Miao for Su Han anymore; Second, you want to take this child away from her, otherwise you wouldn't care about such a thing as fairness or unfairness...... But can you tell me what made you the change you have now? If you had known that Su Han had been wronged and left, you would definitely go to her desperately, you wouldn't care about anyone's feelings, and you wouldn't think about who was hurt in your decision. ”
Qiao Ye's hands wiped heavily from his face, his eyes were full of uncathartic pain, and in the end, he just said "I will definitely not make Qin Miao sad at this time", and then entered the terminal before me.
I looked at his back, shocked by his change, and then thought of myself. In an instant, I was at a loss again, I didn't know where to go, and I didn't know how to choose my life, my most beloved piano shop was gone, and it also took away the last breath of anger in my heart that I still wanted to struggle. I don't know what to do again. Also, I haven't been able to find the murderer who burned down the piano shop so far, which makes me feel even more incompetent!
After being stunned for a while, I finally caught up with Qiao Ye and entered the terminal with him, while Chen Yi was standing at the door of the security check with his boarding pass and waiting for us. The moment I took the boarding pass from her, everything about Xiao Ai seemed to come to an end, and my heart ached and confused.
I asked myself over and over again, how could she just leave? How do I get back to Tulip Road where she is gone?
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On this day, when we returned to Shanghai, it was almost late at night, and I went to the hospital because I was worried about my grandmother. Chen Yi and Qiao Ye also stayed by my side regardless of fatigue.
There were only two bed lamps on in the ward, and Luo Sumei was accompanying her grandmother's bedside, who was chatting with her grandmother while peeling fruit for her grandmother. Grandma looks in good spirits, but her hair has fallen out a lot, which is a side effect of chemotherapy.
The first to speak was Chen Yi, who asked Luo Sumei, "Aunt Luo, are you alone?" ”
Luo Sumei glanced at me and replied with a smile: "Jiangqiao's mother just left...... She's so busy, she's flying to Switzerland tonight, or you'll run into her! ”
Chen Yi replied with a look of regret: "Auntie came back this time, I haven't been able to meet her yet, think about it, I haven't seen her for almost 20 years!" ”
Luo Sumei nodded with emotion, and then said, "It's rare that you still remember your Aunt Yang, and you will have the opportunity to meet." ”
Chen Yi nodded, came to her grandmother's side again, and asked her about her physical condition, and her grandmother held her hand for a while, but in the interval, I obviously saw that she threw me several inquiring glances, and I knew that she wanted to ask me if I had seen Xiao Ai in Taipei this time.
Even if I knew her intentions, I didn't interject, because what I could give her was not disappointment, but despair!
At this time, the door of the ward was opened again, and the person who came was Lao Jin, who was carrying a thermos box in his hand, and when he saw me, his eyes revealed a trace of surprise, and when he put down the things in his hand, he said to me: "Jiang Qiao, you are finally back, just thinking about it, if you don't come back tomorrow, I will call you to talk about it." ”
Lao Jin is really a straight person, so Luo Sumei just chatted about family life when she saw us, and he went straight to the point as soon as he came...... I looked at him and had a premonition that he would talk to me about something.
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