Chapter 480: Go to her concert

In the sad atmosphere, no one cared that I held Xiao Ai's hand, and I just did this seemingly bold thing with a blood gushing up from nowhere. After gradually calming down, Xiao Ai naturally withdrew her hand from my hand, and then looked at me again, but I couldn't read what she wanted to express at this glance.

After a while, she just said to Le Yao: "The concert starts at 7 o'clock, I have to go back to prepare first, you accompany Xiaoyu here, call me if there is any situation, I hope to help you a little." ”

Le Yao nodded and replied: "It's a pity that I can't go to the scene to cheer you on, I hope your performance will go well, and I hope we will have the opportunity to cooperate after this time." ”

Xiao Ai smiled politely, and then left the ward, and I subconsciously reached out and touched the concert ticket she had given me before, if I wanted to go to watch, it was almost time to go, because it was almost five o'clock in the evening. So, I looked at the little fish lying on the hospital bed again. This time, he seemed to fall into a deep stupor, and his time was running out of time, and I couldn't bear to leave.

At this time, Le Yao walked up to me and said to me, "Let's go first, let Qin Miao and Qiao Ye stay here for a while, and call us if there is a situation." ”

I nodded, and then walked out of the ward with Le Yao, and she asked me as she walked, "How long are you going to stay in Beijing this time?" ”

"It's only a day or two at most, I've been quite busy lately, and I've been doing things all over the place."

As I spoke, I remembered that Yang Jin was still waiting in Nanjing, and Jin Qiu and I would go to Shenzhen to meet the elders. It makes me feel like a lot of things are on the verge of settling down. And what I'm doing now is like a dying struggle, but not in the name of love, because I'm a man who lost love, I just got married for life, I lost to life after all, and I didn't live for the truth I once sought.

At this time, Le Yao and I had already walked into the elevator, and she whispered to me again: "To tell you from the heart, I feel quite guilty, I shouldn't let you know about the existence of Xiaoyu's child, I think Qiao Ye and his wife really hurt in my heart this time!" ”

"Yes, but I still want to believe that this is a fate with regrets, at least let these two couples who have quarreled for half their lives understand their status in each other's hearts, after going through so many things, they are willing to form a family that truly belongs to them, and before Qiao Ye almost ruined their common life because of his paranoia......

Well, it's almost ruined, actually. ”

Le Yao looked at me and smiled bitterly, she replied, "It looks like another eventful couple!" ”

"It's a hard-working couple, right...... I think you have also heard that Qin Miao was unable to have children because of a car accident, and the child she and Qiao Ye who could not be born was called Xiaoyu, so they poured so much parental affection into this Xiaoyu...... It's a pity that God has once again dealt them a fatal blow......" After a pause, I said: "This time I really believe that the reason why a miracle is called a miracle is because it has a low probability of realization, and our superstitious belief in the so-called miracle is actually a very stupid act in itself!" ”

Le Yao nodded with deep feelings, and she replied: "Whether it is life or love, the probability of encountering a miracle is very low. People, if you don't have to do it, it's best to follow your heart to make a choice, otherwise a deviation will really feel boring. ”

I looked at her and was about to say a few words when the elevator happened to be on the first floor, and when we stepped out of the elevator, the topic was brought over.

It wasn't until we walked out of the hospital that she asked me again, "Xiao Ai should give you a ticket to the concert, right?" ”

"Given."

"Isn't it surprising that I would know?"

"At first glance, it sounds like a surprise, but come to think of it, you probably suggested that she give me tickets."

Le Yao smiled noncommittally, but did not answer positively, but asked again, "Then will you go?" ”

I thought for a moment before saying, "I want to go, but I didn't come to Beijing to see her concert." ”

At this time, we have already gone out, and the people coming and going make Le Yao's actions seem very inconvenient, after all, she is already a very well-known artist, although it will not cause a siege in a place with a heavy atmosphere like the hospital, but all kinds of eyes will still make people feel uncomfortable, so she took out a pair of sunglasses from her bag and put them on, and then walked to a corner where there were fewer people, and I had nowhere to go, and subconsciously followed her footsteps.

She sat down on a bench, and it didn't take long for the street lights to come on, and by this time it was already getting a little dark. I stood beside her and watched the family members of the patients walking towards the hospital with their lunch boxes, their sad faces, which really caused emotional contagion, and reminded me of the dying fish in the ward again.

At this time, Le Yao said to me again: "Tell me the story between you, I like to listen to love stories the most, especially those like you." ”

Seeing that I didn't speak, she took out a cigarette from her bag and handed it to me, and then said: "Come, big brother, smoke a cigarette, I will definitely be able to pry your mouth open, I think you are the kind of person who can sell yourself for a cigarette." ”

I took it from her hand and put it in my mouth, but I still didn't speak, I didn't want to talk about my past with Xiao Ai.

"Isn't one enough, then this bag will be given to you."

"No, I didn't mean that......" I pushed away Le Yao's hand holding the cigarette, I didn't know in my heart that there was an element of amusement in her behavior, maybe she, who knew some of the inside information, was complaining about Xiao Ai.

But I don't know why, as long as it's someone who stands on Xiao Ai's side, even if he squeezes me, I can't get angry. This is especially true for Le Yao, I even said to her very sincerely: "There are indeed a lot of things that Xiao Ai and I can say, and it may be more than enough to compile a book." However, if I tell you that I am going to be engaged to another woman, then does it make sense for me to talk about Xiao Ai again? …… At best, it's worthless self-pity. ”

Le Yao looked at me and replied after a while: "Aren't you still engaged, why are you in a hurry to use the engagement as a cage and lock yourself up?" ”

"Is there one?"

Le Yao nodded affirmatively, and she asked me again: "I take the liberty of asking, why did you break up in the first place?" ”

"It's a long story......"

"It's okay, you say slowly, the concert will start in two hours, and if you want to go later, count the traffic jam and take a bus to catch up."

I looked at her a little frustratedly, and always felt that she was too joking when she spoke, but I still patiently said to her, "I'll try to pick and choose the key points." Two years ago, I opened a piano shop with her in Nanjing, but then there was a fire in the piano shop, and her eyes were blinded in that fire, and then she left Nanjing, I inquired everywhere about her whereabouts, but only got a news that she and Yuan Zhen were married, and finally they disappeared from everyone's sight together...... I had to give up on this relationship, and the torment I experienced in my heart made me on the verge of collapse many times, and I hope someone can understand my pain! ”

Le Yao replied: "Hearing you say this, I feel that you have packaged yourself as a victim of infatuation, and you are the one who is abandoned." ”

I finally got a little angry, looked at her, and asked, "Or else?" ”

Le Yao replied calmly: "Seriously, have you seen their marriage certificate?" ”

I was stunned for a moment, and then said, "I haven't seen the marriage certificate, but I've seen the wedding photos...... After they got married, I went to Taiwan once, and I was completely desperate at that time, and that wedding photo destroyed all my luck psychology. ”

But she didn't want to, Le Yao replied lightly: "Tell me, who have you fantasized about marrying, I can get you a wedding photo in minutes, believe it or not?" She paused, her face suddenly became a little serious, and she said: "I don't think the wedding photo can explain anything at all, a normal person should think calmly, is there any bitterness behind her doing this...... Of course, it can't be over

Putting the responsibility on you, you should have been very sensitive and fragile at that time, after all, you were burdened with so many debts, and the old man in the family had an incurable disease, you have every reason to suspect that she didn't want to bear this bitter fruit with you, so she chose to leave......"

I interrupted her and said rudely, "Don't talk nonsense, she's not the kind of woman who can't share the troubles. ”

Le Yao looked at me with an incomprehensible look and asked, "Then what do you have to despair?" And why can't she understand the hardships that may be behind her? ”

In an instant, I was made to feel like the world was spinning by her question, and I was completely confused...... I can't even recall the mental journey at that stage, all I could feel was a pain that I had never felt before. In that year, I lost the piano shop I worked so hard for, lost my dear grandmother, and lost my beloved Xiao Ai, and life was so bad that I couldn't despair.

I don't know how long it took before I gradually calmed down, and I said to Le Yao: "I also want to ask you, even if I know that she has a problem, she is already Yuan Zhen's legal wife, standing in my position, what else do you think I can do?" …… Do you know how tormented my heart was when I let go of my grandmother who had no days to live when I went to Taiwan? …… All the courage in my life has been used up in that time. ”

Le Yao was silent for a while, and then replied: "I can understand it, the point of the problem is actually that you mind the fact that she and Yuan Zhen are married, which has become a thorn in your heart that cannot be removed...... But ......" she said here and stopped, sighed softly, and then said: "There are some words and some misunderstandings, I think it is better for you to say and resolve them yourself...... Hurry up to her concert and remember to buy a bouquet of flowers...... Maybe you'll find something different. ”