Mu Zao once thought that after her mother died, she would no longer have any relatives in this world. Over the years, I always feel that I am persisting in moving forward. I don't want to rely on others, and I feel that no one can be relied on.

But these recent events made Mu Zaozao's mood very complicated.

Mu Wenhai is using his own way to give Mu Zaozao a complete home. Lei Ruan Qin's care, Lei Qiming's care, Su Yanzhi has endured so much alone, and even Lu Ming and Lu Shen have been guarding Mu Zaozao in their own way.

Even Su Jingting, an elder who is not related by blood, is so concerned about her.

For a while, Mu Zao felt that he was really too self-conscious before.

"Young lady, what's wrong?" Mother Zhang saw that Mu suddenly cried early, she was nervous for a while, and asked with concern: "Is the young master's injury very serious?" You can rest assured, the young master has experienced so many things since he was a child, and he has survived. I'm sure he'll be fine. ”

Mu Zao looked at Mama Zhang, shook his head, and nodded again.

"Thank you, Mom Zhang." Mu let herself pull out a smile early, although she couldn't smile now.

"Young lady, how can you be so polite with me, you shouldn't say anything, although you are the eldest daughter-in-law of our family, I always treat you as my own daughter. I know I don't have such a good life, but young lady, you don't have the frame of those eldest ladies, so approachable and kind. Good people will be rewarded. Zhang's mother said seriously, and this expression made Mu Zaozao laugh.

What kind of good people are good to repay this kind of thing, Mu Zao never believed it. Otherwise, my mother was so kind, why did she die so young? However, Zhang's mother's words still made Mu feel very warm when he heard it early.

Mu Zao put the vegetables in the bowl in front of him, and turned his head to look at Mama Zhang who was standing aside: "Mama Zhang, can you tell me some things about Yanzhi?" ”

"Huh?" Zhang's mother is a little confused.

"We've known each other since we were young, and you've been in the Su family for so many years, you must remember some of the things I told you before."

"There are some, but don't you remember clearly, young lady?" Zhang's mother didn't know that Mu was hypnotized early.

Mu Zao's hand paused for picking up the vegetables, and said with a smile: "How can I not remember clearly, I just want to hear what it feels like for others to say it." ”

"I thought the young lady couldn't remember, if the young lady really didn't remember those things, the young master would be more sad." Zhang's mother said jokingly.

The smile on Mu Zaozao's face froze: She didn't remember those things, would it make Su Yanzhi very sad?

Mother Zhang didn't think much about it, stood aside and said slowly: "Speaking of which, the young lady and the young master have really known each other since childhood." I still remember the first time the young lady came to the house, she was a very quiet little girl with a small braid. I don't like to talk much, but I like to laugh. It's very well-behaved. ”

Mu listened quietly early.

"At that time, the young master didn't like to talk very much, Mrs. Su had just died, and the poor young master suffered from autism, only when the young lady came every day, the young master would have a little spirit in his eyes." Mother Zhang thought about it, the young master probably fell in love with the young lady at that time.

Thinking of Su Yanzhi at that time, Mother Zhang smiled: "The young lady must not know, there was a time when the young master helped you with your homework." I had to stay in the study for a long time every night. At first, I thought that those topics were more difficult, but after sending supper in a few times, I found that the young master had been looking at the young lady's books, and sometimes he would lean back on the chair and cover the young lady's books over his face. ”

Cover your face...... Cover your face!

Mu almost didn't have a mouthful of vegetable soup squirting out early.

At first, Zhang's mother didn't notice anything abnormal, and sometimes she thought that the young master was too tired from studying, so she accidentally fell asleep by leaning on it. She kindly went over to help remove the book from the young master's face. Su Yanzhi, who was still a teenager at the time, opened his eyes unhappily, glared at Mama Zhang sharply, and said fiercely: "Mama Zhang, what are you doing." ”

Later, Zhang's mother gradually discovered that the young master was not resting at all, but was in close contact with the young lady's books.

"Maybe there is a smell of young ladies in books." Zhang's mother is another shocking word.

"Ahem!" Mu Zao really couldn't hold back this time, and his little face was flushed with coughing.

Because she didn't remember anything about Su Yanzhi. So when Zhang's mother said this, Mu Zaozao even complained in her heart, who was so unlucky to ask Su Yanzhi to help with homework, and put the book on her face to smell the smell, that picture, Mu Zaozao didn't dare to imagine.

Mother Zhang was afraid that Mu would choke early, so she didn't continue: "Young lady, you eat well first, and when you have a chance in the future, I will slowly tell you about the young master." After all, there are so many, and it's not enough to finish one or two meals. ”

"......" The corners of Mu Zao's mouth twitched, and he watched Zhang's mother go to the kitchen.

After lunch, Mu didn't rest early. She called Lu Shen and asked him if he had time for a cup of coffee at noon.

Lu Shen came to the appointment, pushed open the glass door of the café, and saw that Mu Zao was already waiting at the table not far away.

"The clinic is busy these days, and I'm late." Lu Shen smiled apologetically and sat down opposite Mu Zaozao.

"Drink something?" Mu Zao pushed the drink list in front of Lu Shen.

"Whatever, just like you." Lu Shen took off his coat and put it on the seat next to him. I came in such a hurry that I didn't have time to change my clothes.

Mu ordered a latte for him early, and chatted with a smile: "When you were abroad, did you take care of the clinic alone?" ”

"yes. However, at that time, I often discussed the patient's situation with Yan Zhi on the Internet. And at that time, the attending physician of the clinic was always me. Unlike now, when he suddenly gave up his hands, the patients he was in charge of before were also distributed to me. I had to re-read their medical records from the beginning, follow the rhythm of the treatment, and coordinate the time with my own patients. Is...... I'm in a hurry. Lu Shen shook his head and sighed, looking at his appearance, he really embarrassed him.

"How can I help?" Mu asked early.

"You?" Lu Shen pointed at Mu Zaozao.

"Although I don't have any foundation, it's still okay to be an assistant or something." Mu Zaozao said with a smile.

"You spare me, if you let Yan know, this clinic will not be opened." Lu Shen complained silently.

"Is it that exaggerated?" Mu glanced at Lu Shen early, how could Su Yanzhi be so barbaric.

"I guess it's more than that." Lu Shen pursed his lips, the waiter brought the coffee, he gently stirred the brown liquid in the cup, and asked, "If you come to me today, won't you just look for a job?" ”

"Of course not." Mu Zao shrugged his shoulders, took a sip of coffee, looked out the window, and said, "I want to help." ”

"How can you help?" Lu Shen was puzzled.

"You can do anything." Mu Zao retracted his gaze and looked at Lu Shen: "I want to do something." For Su Yanzhi, for you. I don't want to be a person who just adds to the mess. I've run away enough over the years that I don't want to run anymore. ”

Lu Shen looked at Mu Zaozao inquiringly, thinking about something, but did not reply.

Mu Zao continued to speak: "I don't know what made me choose to forget those memories five years ago. I only vaguely guessed that it should be painful. ”

"It's painful." Lu Shen nodded. obviously loves Su Yanzhi deeply, but because of the unforgivable mistake made by his mother, they can't be together. Is there anything more painful than loving and not being able to love?

I can't love because I can't get it. She can obviously get it, and she can hold it with her hand, but Mu didn't allow herself to stretch out her hand. Fighting with himself and torturing himself, this kind of pain, if it weren't for Lu Shen being a psychiatrist, I'm afraid he wouldn't be able to understand it.

"It's okay to forget, at least you've been happy all these years." Lu Shen said.

"But Su Yan is not happy." Mu Zao shook his head, frowning slightly: "If my happiness is exchanged for Su Yanzhi's pain, I'd rather not." That's not fair to him. ”

"Unfair?" Lu Shen was obviously smiling, but the expression on his face was so bitter and helpless: "God hasn't been fair to words." When you didn't forget those things, you were so indifferent, so hurtful, and even more unfair to words, right? He had done nothing wrong, but he had to bear the blame for his mother's mistakes. Not only do you have to face your hatred and accusations, but you also have to bear the indelible damage left by your mother when she was there, as well as the pain after her death. ”

"That's why I wondered if I could do something about it." Mu Zao's lips trembled slightly, and his heart was rolling, quite uncomfortable. Since losing those memories, it was the first time Mu had heard of these from others, and Su Yan had borne these alone.

"You are happy, and being with him is the best thing you can do for him." Lu Shen is telling the truth, Su Yanzhi has endured so much, isn't it so that Mu Zao can live easily and love to laugh as much as he did when he was a child.

"But he's a little bit of a mania now." Mu Zao bit his lip, tried to calm his emotions a little, and said, "Ruan Ruan told me that it was because he had endured too much. We are husband and wife now, and I want to help him share a little bit. You also said that those were the mistakes of his mother and should not be borne by him alone. ”

"He doesn't want to upset you." Lu Shen sighed: "As long as he can make you happy and happy, let him bear the darkness of the whole world alone, he is also willing." ”

"That's what I'm here for today. I wonder how I can share a little bit of it for him. As Su Yanzhi's good brother and friend, do you want to watch him being crushed? I'm not a child anymore, I'm twenty-five years old, and I can take on some things, and I don't need you to protect them. Mu Zao was a little emotional.

Lu Shen looked at Mu Zaozao and didn't answer for a long time.

"Is that okay?" Mu Zaozao looked at Lu Shen expectantly: "Help me recover my memory, okay?" ”