Lu Shen looked at Mu Zaozao with a surprised expression: "Are you crazy?" ”

"I'm serious." Mu Zao sat upright, looking very serious.

"I have to discuss this matter with Yan Zhi, and I can't be the master." Lu Shen really didn't expect that Mu Zao would suddenly have to recover his memory.

You must know that Su Yanzhi also thought about helping Mu recover his memory as soon as possible, but he also had a lot of concerns. What if Mu regains his memory early and returns to the way he was five years ago? is so cold and alienated from Su Yanzhi, hating and disgusting. There was no longer such a big smile on his face.

Those are not the results that Su Yanzhi wants to see. He would rather bear it alone, carry the memories that Mu Zao had forgotten, and do his best to create a wonderful and happy future for Mu Zao. I don't want Mu to be sad because of things that happened in the past and can't be changed.

"But you obviously know that Su Yanzhi won't let me recover my memory." Mu Zao was a little depressed.

In Mu Zao's mind, there were not many memories of Su Yanzhi. But getting along these days made Mu know early that Su Yanzhi would not make her unhappy.

Now she has finally found the answer to a question she once asked Su Yanzhi. Why did he marry her? If the person who opened a room with Su Yanzhi in the hotel was another woman, would he still go, or would he marry?

The answer is now obvious.

It wasn't because of opening a house or other reasons that Su Yanzhi married Mu Zaozao. It's because for Su Yanzhi, that person can only be Mu Zaozao, and there will be no other possibilities.

This strengthened Mu Zaozao's heart, and she would not let Su Yan bear it alone.

"Can you accept the fact that Su Yanzhi's mother killed your mother? Aren't you angry with him? Lu Shen stared intently at Mu Zaozao's eyes, trying to see what Mu Zaozao was thinking from her gaze.

Before Mu could speak, Lu Shen added: "Don't deceive yourself, there are no outsiders now, say what you really think in your heart." Do you really not care at all? ”

"How can it not be that I don't care at all." Mu Zaozao's expression was gloomy: "After all, if it weren't for his mother, my mother wouldn't have died." Although his mother has died, although this matter has nothing to do with him. Actually, I don't hate him, but I can't get rid of that hurdle in my heart. I always feel that I am with the son of a mother-killing enemy, which is very awkward and uncomfortable. I felt like I had betrayed my mother. ”

"Is there a voice in your heart that tells you that you can't forgive?" Lu Shen leaned back in his seat and stared intently at Mu Zaozao.

"How do you know?" Mu Zao glanced at Lu Shen, but saw that his gaze was sharp, which made Mu Zaozao a little afraid to look directly. Do psychiatrists' eyes pierce people's hearts so straight? This feeling of being bearish makes people feel a little uncomfortable, even ashamed. It's as if everything that is in your heart will be seen through.

"What does that voice say? Did your mom say that? Lu Shen continued to ask.

Mu nodded early: "I sometimes dream that it looks like my mother, but if I think about it, it doesn't seem to be." But the voice must be my mother's voice, she told me not to forget, not to forget. Speaking of this, Mu Zao felt that his nose was sour, and he suddenly missed his mother even more.

She always wondered how good it would have been if her mother hadn't died.

"So, you still can't let go of it. Even if you regain your memory, what's the point? ”

"But even if I don't regain my memory, I already know the truth of the matter by now. I just want to remember everything about Su Yanzhi and want to do something for him. Mu Zao was a little anxious. Why doesn't it seem that Lu Shen can't understand her words at all?

"I know, I know what's in your heart. But again, this matter has to be discussed with Yan Zhi, and I can't be the master. ”

"If you don't help me, I'll go find another psychiatrist." Mu Zao also threw out his hole cards, and his face was not very good-looking: "You should know that what I want to do, I will definitely be able to do it." ”

"You should also know that Su Yanzhi will not harm you. He doesn't let you recover your memory, naturally there is a reason for him. If you really insist on going your own way, you may lose Su Yanzhi at that time. Lu Shen said.

"You don't need to scare me." Mu Zao was a little angry, got up from his seat, and walked out of the café.

Looking at the back of Mu leaving early, Lu Shen was a little embarrassed on his face.

To be honest, he couldn't bear to let Su Yanzhi bear so much alone, but he knew Su Yanzhi's character too well. There are some things that he can't do if he wants to.

Mu Zao went all the way back to the apartment in a huff.

In fact, she is not really angry with Lu Shen, she is even more angry with herself.

Why is such a big person, and you have to keep others worried. She just wants to share it with Su Yanzhi, is it really that difficult?

After returning home, I found that Mu Wenhai was also there.

"I heard from the nanny that you went out, and you didn't bring your phone with you when she called you." Mu Wenhai had some worry on his face.

"I went out for a walk." After Mu saw his father early, the haze on his face was hidden. Grinned heartlessly.

"I went to Qingqing with your Uncle Lei last night, and I heard that the leopard was going to poison Qingqing, but fortunately we came early." Mu Wenhai explained to Mu early why he didn't show up until now.

"What's wrong with Qingqing?"

"It's okay now, I've taken it home. The surgery was quite successful, and now I am waiting for recovery. ”

"What surgery?" Regarding Mu Wanqing's condition, Mu Zao has never known much about it. There's been so much going on lately. Moreover, Mu Wanqing did such an excessive thing to her at the beginning, and Mu didn't want to pay too much attention to her earlier.

Mu Wenhai shook his head: "It's okay anymore, don't worry." ”

"Tell me, I want to know."

Since Mu knew that Mu Wanqing was the daughter of the leopard, she didn't know why, she suddenly felt that Mu Wanqing was quite pitiful. Although Mu Wanqing is not her father's child. Maybe it's because the leopard is so bad, so Mu Zao felt that Mu Wanqing had such a bad biological father, which was much more unlucky than herself.

"Heart transplant surgery."

"......" Hearing Mu Wenhai's words, Mu Zao's eyes widened.

"Now that we are recovering, I believe it will get better slowly. Don't focus too much on these negative things and think more about having fun. After all, you still have a baby. Mu Wenhai looked at Mu Zaozao with a little worry.

Mu nodded early, although he still didn't recover from this shocking news.

"Dad, will you still recognize Qingqing?" I just said that I don't care about Mu Wanqing's affairs, but Mu Zao still couldn't help but want to ask.

"Do you want Daddy to recognize her?" Mu Wenhai did not answer the rhetorical question.

"Honestly?" Mu asked early, and seeing Mu Wenhai nodded, she said: "Don't scold my Virgin, I don't think this matter is Qingqing's fault, if you want to blame it, you have to blame her mother." Over the years, if it weren't for her mother who has been a hindrance, Qingqing would not be what she is now. ”

Seeing that Mu Wenhai didn't speak, Mu Zao was a little worried: "Do you think I shouldn't speak ill of her again?" ”

"How could it be. In your heart, Dad is such a black and white person? Mu Wenhai smiled, "I'm just thinking that this kind of thing as character may also be inherited." ”

"Huh?" Mu Zao didn't understand why Mu Wenhai suddenly came up with such a sentence.

"Your mother is very kind, although she died when you were eight years old, and she didn't watch you grow up. But you are as kind as she is, and you don't hold grudges. Mu Wenhai looked at Mu Zaozao with relief, thinking of Lin Rui, his eyes were full of loss: "Qingqing is different, what has Lin Rui taught since childhood." ”

"How can you not hold grudges." Mu Zaozao's expression was gloomy.

Seeing his daughter like this, Mu Wenhai asked cautiously: "Did you quarrel with Yanzhi?" ”

Mu Zao shook her head: She wanted to quarrel with Su Yanzhi, but Su Yanzhi has always been so gentle and pampered, she can't even find a reason to be angry.

"Dad, why don't you keep telling me about it?" Mu Zao pouted slightly, seemingly questioning, but also with a hint of coquettishness.

"Did it help telling you? It's already happened, and what can we do but accept it. There's no way to change the outcome anyway, can it? ”

"But......" Mu spoke early, but he didn't know what to say.

"Do you still have an impression of your mother?" Mu Wenhai asked.

"The most impressive thing is that she cooks at home. There was always a steaming meal on the table, and we ate it around as a family. Mu remembered what happened when he was a child, and his eyes were shining with happiness.

"Your mother is a very family-oriented woman. In fact, she is also very talented in business, and she really helped a lot when my company started. But she thinks that the greatest thing about being a woman is to run the family well. Let the family be happy and warm. Her favorite sentence in her life is home and everything. Mu Wenhai recalled Du Jiayi back then, and there was still love in his eyes. Although that woman has been gone for seventeen years, she has never left a day in Mu Wenhai's heart.

I didn't mention it in front of Mu Zao all these years, but I was afraid that Lin Rui would be unhappy after hearing about it. After all, Mu Wenhai's greatest wish is to make this home warm and complete. Just as Du Jiayi hoped.

Mu Zao seemed to understand something.

"What do you think your mother wants from heaven when she sees your life?" Mu Wenhai asked again.

Mu Zao almost didn't think about it before he spoke: "I hope I will live a good life with a man who is tolerant and loving to each other, let me run the family well, and be together sweetly as our family used to be." ”

Mu Wenhai nodded: "So, does it matter if you know the truth of the matter or not?" ”

"I see." Mu took a deep breath early and made a decision in his heart.

Mu Wenhai rubbed Mu Zao's hair and said with a smile: "Silly child, I like to compete with myself since I was a child. Although there are some holidays between me and Su Jingting, he is a good man, and my father thinks he is worthy of trust, and I also hope that you two will live a good life. If one day you are wronged and feel tired, Dad will always welcome our little princess home. ”

"Hmm." Mu Zao's nose was sore, and she leaned on Mu Wenhai's shoulder, not wanting her father to see her crying.

She always thought that her father no longer loved her, but it turned out that her father never really abandoned her.

It's good that she still has a home—

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I fell asleep at five o'clock in the morning yesterday, and I won't drink coffee at night anymore~

See you tomorrow, then.