Chapter 560: A Woman's History of Ascendancy 3
Hearing Li Zishan mention Xiao Mingquan's name, I subconsciously changed my sitting posture, and then waited for her to continue. From my heart, I want to hear Li Zishan talk about her grievances and hatred with Xiao Mingquan from her point of view.
But this time, Li Zishan was silent for an extremely long time, and I could see that this paragraph about Xiao Mingquan was what hurt her the most.
I poured myself a glass of beer, and then looked at the sunset outside the window quietly, and suddenly remembered the good and bad people who were often talked about by people, and then there was a moment of confusion, and my heart seemed to have lost the kind of standard that could be clearly measured, just because of Li Zishan sitting in front of me at the moment.
Li Zishan also poured herself a glass of beer at this time, and after drinking it, she finally opened her mouth and said to me: "That year, I left the stage and embarked on the road of postgraduate entrance examination, and my mentor was Xiao Mingquan's wife Ruan Su. Actually, when I was in school, we had a teacher-student relationship, and she helped me a lot on the road of music......"
Speaking of this, Li Zishan lowered her head, she seemed to have a trace of guilt towards Ruan Su. After a long time, she pinned her fallen head behind her ear, then raised her head to look at me, and continued: "My mental state at that time was not particularly good, which led to a poor state of study...... I have a cousin who also works in Nanjing. That year, he had an accident on the construction site, but the contractor refused to take responsibility for his work-related injury, he himself was uneducated, and he didn't know how to defend his rights...... Later, after Ruan Su learned about this, he found Xiao Mingquan......"
I said in the gap where she stopped: "Is this something you can't handle, Xiao Mingquan may be able to help you do it with a phone call?" ”
Li Zishan nodded, and she replied with emotion: "Yes, he only used a phone call to ask the contractor for compensation for work-related injuries, and then helped my cousin set up a construction team, and followed one of the project departments of Jinding Real Estate to take on some relatively simple projects." Since then, life has been getting better and better. ”
"Shouldn't you be more grateful to Ruan Su? Why did she later become a third party and break up her family? ”
Li Zishan lit another lady's cigarette, but looked out the window and replied to me: "I did it, so I never denied that I was a bad woman...... However, for a while, I didn't even think about destroying his family, I just wanted to be the woman behind him, even if I never had a name...... Because I really love him and enjoy the security he can give me......"
I looked at Li Zishan, her face looked a little sickly in the weak sunset, and I put myself into her experience to think about it, and I could also feel the change in her mentality. Because she is too short of money and security, Xiao Mingquan can give her these two things, and Xiao Mingquan is still a man who looks dignified and full of demeanor, she gradually regards this dependence as fanatical love, and she can't judge right or wrong, but her behavior must be immoral, because Xiao Mingquan is always a man with a family.
I finally opened my mouth and asked her, "What made you make such a big change to break up his family?" ”
Li Zishan's face showed a resentful expression, her eyes began to be bloodshot, this kind of physiological reaction is definitely not something that can be disguised, so I can feel that her hatred for Xiao Mingquan has reached an unimaginable point.
She opened her mouth and said to me: "At that time, my admiration for him had even surpassed love, so I was willing to be his mistress, even if I didn't want a name, as long as we could be together...... However, he was no different in nature from the blood-sucking merchants...... After all, I became a tool for him to sexually bribe others. In his eyes, except for Ruan Su and Xiao Ai, there is no one who cannot be sacrificed for his business intentions. In his eyes, I was at best a pawn that could be sacrificed at any time, he shattered all my illusions about love, and he made me even more disgusted with myself...... Jiang Qiao, can you relate to that feeling? Once people are cornered, they will either perish or go crazy...... This time, I chose the latter. ”
At this moment, my heart was full of shock, I didn't expect Xiao Mingquan to be such an open-minded person. If all this is true, he did use the knife of love to cut Li Zishan to the end. At this moment, I sympathize with Li Zishan, although she has done something despicable, but the fate given to her by Xiao Mingquan is too tragic, her already bloody wound was stabbed by Xiao Mingquan in the same position.
I let out a heavy "breath" and replied, "If you think it's love, you are indeed in love with the wrong person...... So, the seeds of hatred are planted in your heart, and you begin to move forward until you send him to prison with your own hands! ”
"No, even so, I had hope for him at first, and I hoped that after he used me for his own business purposes, he would give me a place to be his woman...... Yes, at this time, I already have to have something in him, because if one day he doesn't want me, I will become a completely worthless and spurned woman, and I am afraid that one day, I will not be able to live. ”
"But he rejected you again, didn't he?"
"Yes, he said, I was never in his plans. The most important thing for him must be his daughter and wife, and all he can give me is vanity and money...... Hehe, I really believe that I am like an invisible speck of dust in front of him...... I'm lost and crazy...... I told myself that the only thing he loved most was his wife and daughter, and what if I had his children too? ”
After the words fell, I saw a hideous Li Zishan, who seemed to have gone through the emotions that could tear her apart again. At this moment, she unreservedly released her hatred for Xiao Mingquan in front of me......
I was terrified. After a long time, he said to her with doubts: "I once heard a little rumor that that child was not Xiao Mingquan's flesh and blood, but was born by you and someone else. ”
Li Zishan lost her mind for a while, and after a while, she looked at me and replied: "That is the fake news that I spread in order to retaliate against him after he went to prison, and the child is indeed born to me and him...... It's not my loyalty to him, though, it's just that he's lucky. During that month, I slept not only with him, but also with men other than him, but the child was his...... Yes, from that time on, I started to premeditate, I lied to him and told him that I had been taking birth control pills, but in private I had been preparing for pregnancy, and I just wanted to tie him up with a child...... Not only did I do this, but I also began to consciously integrate into his circle, let everyone around him know that there was a mistress like me, and then let him ride the tiger hard...... I am not willing to live behind his back forever and just be his tool. ”
Speaking of this, Li Zishan smiled sarcastically, and she said again: "Human nature is really a particularly ugly and dirty thing...... When I was willing to give, he used me as a tool. When I began to tie myself up to him and start attacking, he started to back down again...... Hehe, he can only back down, because at that time, he already has too many handles in my hands, but he didn't expect that a woman who was willing to give everything to him would one day become so greedy and so aggressive...... Unless he chooses to kill people, he can only remain passive...... He has today, but he underestimated me too much, in his eyes, I am just a timid and fearful woman with no ambitions. However, when I loved him, I was indeed like this, and it was he who changed me with his own hands and taught me his uncompromising methods and ruthlessness. ”
I looked at her and said after a while, "After listening to what you said, no matter how you look at it, you are a winner in life." You've got everything you want, so why should you come to me, someone who seems to have nothing to do with it...... Is it just to show off your history of ascendancy? ”
Li Zishan shook her head heavily, and she said to me: "I am not telling you this to win your sympathy, but I just hope that you can recognize the right and wrong here...... In this period of history, it is not entirely me Li Zishan who is wrong, it was Xiao Mingquan who planted such a cause back then, and now I have given him such a fruit, and it is very fair between us. ”
"I don't quite understand what you mean, and I don't know what I can do for you...... If you have something to say, say it explicitly. ”
Li Zishan's expression became gloomy, and she whispered to me, "I hope you can persuade Xiao Ai to withdraw from this battle, otherwise the only result can only be a lose-lose situation." ”
I smiled and replied: "Let's not say it first, whether she is willing to listen to my words or not, just by your words, she will choose to quit, which is too child's play, at least you have to have a bargaining chip." ”
"I don't have the chips I can get my hands on, and the only thing I can be sure of is that if Li Zishan falls tomorrow, her life will definitely not be better the day after tomorrow...... Don't forget, I'm a woman who will choose to go to extremes on a desperate road. Jinding Real Estate is a grievance between me and Xiao Mingquan, and she had better not get involved. ”
After she showed that she had the motive to hurt Xiao Ai, my heart suddenly became serious, but I didn't show it physically, and I said to her patiently: "Can I understand that you are at the end of your rope now?" You have no choice but to find a breakthrough in me, you think that I am the person she values the most, and my opinion may have a decisive impact on her. ”
Li Zishan replied: "The complexity of the current situation is not something that you outsiders can see, and even Xiao Ai herself is not clear...... If you are willing to believe the heart-wrenching words I just told you, you can persuade Xiao Ai not to get involved...... And after she withdraws, I will also find an appropriate time to sell my shares and then leave Jinding Real Estate...... That's the biggest concession I can make. ”
After a slight pause, Li Zishan said again: "I can make it clearer, now only if she chooses to quit can she balance the current situation." Otherwise, not only me, but also your brother Zhao Mu will also take a very big risk...... The current Zhao Mu, just like me back then, has gone mad and is very, very dangerous! ”
My heart trembled suddenly, and I roughly understood in my heart, Zhao Mu has followed Li Zishan for so many years, and he has done some unclean things, he seems to have the determination to fight with Li Zishan for Xiao Ai, he must have chosen to stand on Xiao Ai's side, although Xiao Ai may not appreciate it. Or, he has a deeper motive, even Li Zishan didn't notice it, I gradually felt that Zhao Mu's city was not something that ordinary people could figure out.
After thinking about it, I said to Li Zishan: "I can tell you with certainty that the possibility of Xiao Ai quitting is almost non-existent, unless you quit before her, because she took over Jinding Real Estate, it is for you, not necessarily for something in this group." ”
"I can't quit now, if I quit yet, Jinding Real Estate will never be surnamed Xiao again, and there will definitely be turmoil within the group that you can't imagine, when more than half of the project will be suspended, and countless workers will face unemployment ......"
I looked at her in disbelief, I didn't believe she was a woman who would take care of the big picture.
As if seeing through my doubts, Li Zishan said to me again: "Jiang Qiao, I am definitely not a good woman, but I am not a woman who is completely bad...... Since I took over Jinding Real Estate, I am more willing to share the achievements of the group with the lowest employees, which is obvious to all, because I also came out of that class, and I can understand their difficulties better than anyone else...... When Xiao Mingquan was in power, he didn't do this, he was more concerned about the accumulation of his personal wealth...... So you say, who is the wicked person and the good person, me or him? ”
I couldn't answer for a while, I only felt that the stubborn concept of good and evil in my heart had been greatly challenged, and I really couldn't evaluate Li Zishan as a woman fairly and objectively at this moment.
Perhaps, at this moment, she is sincere. If it is true that her child is indeed born to her and Mr. Xiao, then she is indeed motivated to keep the foundation of Jinding Real Estate, so that this child can enjoy the fruits of his parents in the future.
There is another possibility, today she and I played the emotional card, but after all, it was just a lie...... That's a huge trap for me, how can I step on this trap to trap Xiao Ai too?