The sky outside the window suddenly darkened, the sky seemed to echo Sister Ying's mood, with a heavy smell, I squinted my eyes and looked out of the window without light, and then raised my eyebrows and glanced at Sister Ying, at this time, she stood up from the sofa and kicked the pieces of the coffee table on the ground to the side with her foot, and a leisurely sound came out

"I also liked a man before I met him"

Sister Ying opened like this

To be honest, I really want to slam the door at this moment, I don't want to hear Sister Ying's past, because I said that I was afraid that her past would affect my judgment and shake my heart, but I didn't dare to interrupt, I didn't dare to interrupt a person's memories of the past

"At that time, I was young, his face was full of youthful and innocent appearance, he (ex-ex-boyfriend) was a member of the basketball team, a hot man on the court, during a school game, he was the captain of the basketball team, I was the captain of the cheerleading team, and the two of us were strong at that moment, and I didn't feel anything when I saw him, but after the basketball game, I would receive him every day...... Well, it's a love letter, at first I was a little resistant to what he gave me and what I threw away, but gradually and subtly, I got used to this feeling, and finally I began to accept what he sent, every day when I go home, I will look at the gift that the person gave me, and ...... Well, the so-called love letter, I always had a smile on my face at that time, "нéi Уāпgê, the next chapter has been updated."

Sister Ying suddenly stopped, her eyes looked out of the window, I raised my head and looked at Sister Ying, only to find that it was darker outside, and Sister Ying's face became darker

I licked my lips, reached out and rubbed my chin, coughed lightly

"What happened next?"

Yes, I really don't want to hear about Sister Ying's past, but people always have a problem, that is, they like to listen to stories, especially to listen to their favorite stories

Now Sister Ying's past is a story that makes me sink

A bitter smile flashed on Sister Ying's face, and there was a flash of light in her eyes, and she was silent for a long time, and then she recalled

"Later...... I don't remember exactly, I just know that I came together with him, I was very happy, I gave him everything I had with all my heart, and finally he left, it was that simple."

Sister Ying's simple two or three sentences hastily ended the story between him and another man, but in this hasty ending, there was too much pain, maybe Sister Ying said it so easily in order not to mention the pain that had already been scarred

I bit my lip and looked at Sister Ying's dim sky, and suddenly a trace of pure light suddenly appeared, just on her cheek, she seemed to enjoy the baptism of this light, closed her eyes and relaxed to breathe in the air in the room, which was not fresh

I opened my mouth to speak, but the moment I spoke, Sister Ying spoke again

"After him I met him, the man you saw in the restaurant"

My expression suddenly froze, and I knew that now I was finally about to get into the right place, and the reason why Sister Ying added another man before that man may be to pave the way for that man's appearance

"I spent a year in the chaos, the color of the sky was black in my eyes, I was dazed and confused, and finally took the college entrance examination and was admitted to a school that did not enter the stream, and the life of the university did not make my life any better, my sky is still black, my life is also black, I wantonly indulged my youth, as if telling the injustice of the world to me, until I met him and met the man who pulled me out of the abyss"

Sister Ying's words are impacting the softness of my heart, although the experience of the two of us is not the same, but the gray life she just said, I have experienced Li Ruyao's breakup with me, my sky collapsed, and the redemption he said, I also got Qi Jingyao, the hand that pulled me out of the abyss

I wanted to cover my ears and continue to listen, and now the development of the story makes me more and more shaken, but I want to know the end of the two of them, and I also want to know from this incident what the final outcome of my love with Qi Jingyao will be

Although Sister Ying's life and I are different, her past is worth referencing

"He was the first man I knew at a bar to make me pay, and he was like a beggar, but he enjoyed the indulgence of the bar, and I asked him why he had to go to such a luxurious place to indulge his few youths, since he had already lived so hard

At that time, he just stretched out his finger to me, shook his head, and said something with a low emotion, which sounded like a preface and a later word, but which I will never forget

Silence as you can see, that's what makes me sad

I was silent, my eyes involuntarily looked at him twice, and then he also raised his head and smiled at me gently, and then raised the beer in his hand and smiled at me

Thank you for the beer

He walked like a gust of wind, but in a trance, I couldn't see him, but I didn't notice him in the lookout, and I also took one of my hearts away."

"Silence"

I nodded slightly, these two words can be used for anyone with a sad life, and I can deeply understand how much these two words resonate with people in the same situation

"From that day on, I would come to that bar every day, waiting for the man who asked me to invite him to drink before me the next time, but the realization was always unsatisfactory, he did not appear once, he did not appear once, I hated myself, why didn't I rush to him when he was gone, why did I let go of this man who could redeem me from the abyss, I wasted my time every day in chagrin, and just when I was about to forget him, he appeared to me and said something I could not refuse

I'm sorry, I fell in love with you the first time I saw you, but I didn't have the courage to say that to you, and now I want to tell you to be my girlfriend

He took a ring from his bosom, and my heart seemed to melt with her, and I nodded without hesitation, and he smiled and took the ring he had chosen for me on my ring finger

It was also the first and last ring in my life."

Hearing this, I turned my head to look at Sister Ying's hand, and as she turned, I noticed that she still had a ring on her ring finger, which should have been given to her by the man

The ring is very ordinary, without diamonds, without gold, and even with some old feelings, the surface of the ring has been polished to a bright face, which is caused by frequent wear and good touch

At this moment, a beautiful figure suddenly appeared in my mind, which made my sensory nerves become painful

Because there was once a person who also carried the "ring" I gave her in his hand for seven years, just like Sister Ying

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