111 What about denying yourself

Sister Ying, who was immersed in the memories of the past, did not notice that my body began to tremble irregularly from my feet to my head, and a cold wind blew down my back, and her eyes lost their previous firmness

The man in Sister Ying's mouth is really too similar to me, or we are the same kind of people, forceful and silent, and we all have a silly woman by our side with a ring we gave them

At this moment, I don't know how to choose, he is like a mirror of me, he is me in the mirror

If I still insist on choosing to deny him, doesn't that mean that I am denying myself?

Sister Ying's eyes were still looking out of the window, and after being silent for a long time, she said to herself

"At that time, I felt that I was really the happiest woman in the world, I felt that I had him, I had the whole world, I felt that he was the last man I loved in my life, of course, he was the last man I ever loved."

"What happened to you guys"

I held my head, my eyes were bloodshot, and my heart was full of struggle, but I wanted to know what happened between Sister Ying and that man, why they separated, and why Sister Ying would miss this man, whether he failed her or she failed him

"Of course it was separated later, otherwise I wouldn't have become like this" Please Baidu black じ岩じ pavilion,Thank you!

Sister Ying pretended to smile freely, but she clearly felt that when she said this, her voice was mixed with how much struggle was mixed in it, and the hands were also tightly holding the curtain next to her when she said this

"Tell me the details I want to hear"

"But I don't want to say it"

Sister Ying's emotions suddenly became excited, my eyebrows were raised, and after looking at her crazy appearance, I sighed softly, and when I raised my hand, I saw that there was no information about their past in my hand, and my heart was full of sighs

"I wasn't supposed to listen in the first place"

Now Sister Ying and his past have completely aroused my interest in him, and at the same time, my heart has begun to waver, and now I can't tell whether I should let him go

Picked up the cigarette case on the ground, took one out of it, and threw it aside, and then I was in the room in a daze, looking for the lighter and smashing it, at this time, Sister Ying turned her head and raised her hand at me, only to find that the lighter was in her hand

"Smoking is not good for your health"

Sister Ying handed over the lighter, I smiled and took it from her hand, lit the cigarette

"It's not good, it's not good, besides, you smoke too, why do you say me"

Sister Ying fell silent, I gulped down my cigarette, squinted my eyes at the traffic outside the window, and in a trance, I saw the young Sister Ying and the young man on the other side of the road

Seeing the man giving Sister Ying a ring, there was shyness on his face, as well as a trace of joy and happiness

"I won't ask about your story, but I just want to know who you left in the end, can anyone tell me, I really want to know."

"I left him"

There was a slight fluctuation in Sister Ying's eyes, and I could see that what she said was true, and she really left him

But what is it that can make a woman, a woman who has fallen into the abyss and is redeemed once, give up a man who makes herself fall in love at first sight

Only Sister Ying knows everything about this, and maybe the man knows it, but this is the deepest secret in the hearts of the two of them

I nodded, and without saying a word, I threw the unfinished cigarette in my hand to the ground and stepped on it vigorously, as if I was venting the nameless anger in my heart just now

I'm angry

For what angry

Is it for Sister Ying to let go?

No, I'm obviously always on Sister Ying's side, how could I be angry with him

But

Am I angry with that man?

Nor should it be

He's obviously a poor man who has been dumped, just like me, a poor man

The weak already sympathize with the weak, how can I be angry

But where does this anger come from?

I went back to the couch and sat down, falling silent, as the myriad effects flashed through my mind, as if after several reincarnations, I suddenly understood

I'm angry about fate

This ridiculous fate seems to treat our feelings between people as a game, and it is constantly playing, and it will never make a lover a family in the end

It's like that

The person you want to support until you grow old is not the person you love the most

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I suddenly scolded loudly, grabbed the information on the sofa, stood up, and walked to the door, Sister Ying suddenly stopped me and asked

"What are you going to do?"

"Do what you have to do"

I didn't even turn my head, and my voice was cold, and when I returned, at this time, there was a sudden sound of footsteps behind me, and it didn't take long for Sister Ying's hand to grab my arm, and her voice said to me with pleading

"You can't let him go, sister, even if you beg you, let him go, it's all my sister's fault."

I was silent, and Sister Ying continued

"I failed him, now I want to make amends to him, I do all this to make amends for him, to make up for the damage done to him, on the first day I was separated from him, my heart died, I beg you to let him go, let me turn myself in, let me die"

……

"Just when you fulfill my sister's wish, okay?"

……

"Chen Bo, can't you see your shadow from him, it's because of him that I treat you so well and treat you as my own brother, can't you really see it?"

My arm shook violently, I was not silent at this moment, I looked at Sister Ying's crying tears and nodded lightly

"I saw it"

"Then you ......"

"But so what, even if he is really similar to me, even if he is the same as me, but so what, I am me, he is him, the two of us are not one person after all, and we can't find two identical leaves in the world, let alone two people who are the same, although he has my shadow, but at least I can't do the unscrupulous behavior he is doing now, and the two of us are different after all."

"You ......"

"What's wrong with me, Sister Ying, I told you that this man, he hurt you, he was guilty in my heart, I would have sentenced him to death a long time ago, I don't care who he is, even if you will hate me for the rest of your life in the future, but I don't regret it"

I pulled my hand out of Sister Ying's hand, and as soon as I got out of the room, I saw six people standing outside, I glanced at them, and frowned

"Take care of Sister Ying, if you make a mistake, you think about the consequences yourself"

After a cold snort, I brushed my sleeves away, but the moment I left, the corners of my eyes suddenly moistened

I dismiss this man as if I was denying myself

But what about that, for the sake of Sister Ying, she denied herself

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