Along the rugged path, I took the hand of the nursery rhyme and ran all the way, looking back at the vicissitudes of life we had walked, mixed joys and sorrows, once intoxicated in tenderness, glad to have arrived in the paradise singing and dancing, the cold air turned into a valley of fragrant aroma, we did not look back, broke free from all obstacles, and rushed into the river of happiness.

I chased as if I was running on the road, but I was grabbed by someone, and I pushed her away as if I had broken free......

Under the street lamp, the warm yellow light sprinkled on Gao Ru's body, and I clearly saw that she seemed to condense all her strength into a teardrop, hanging on her eyelids, puffing in her eyes, as long as she blinked gently, she would fall silently and burst into tears.

I was a little at a loss, so I hurriedly got up to help Gao Ru up, and then looked at her without speaking.

"Go home, you cross the road like this, do you really not care about your life?"

I held Gao Ru's hand holding the phone, sighed, and said: "I was crazy just now, but it was my happiest moment, the weather is too cold, don't type, your hands are red, I'll send you home!" ”

Gao Ru retracted her hand, looked at me a little bewildered, and then wrote on her mobile phone: "Compared to me, it is you who need to be taken care of now, I will send you home first!" ”

I was powerless to refuse Gao Ru's kindness to me, so I followed Gao Ru into a taxi.

……

Along the way, Gao Ru just looked out the window and was silent.

When I was younger, I thought it was cool to be alone. When I grew up, I felt that loneliness was a very bleak thing. Now, I don't think being alone is a thing. Sometimes, all one needs is a breakthrough. True despair has nothing to do with pain or sorrow, and real despair is calming.

I admire me so much that I just now, and I only feel that I am the happiest person in the world; And I don't blame Gao Ru for shattering my dreams, because I never believed that dreams would suddenly be shattered by merciless blows one day; Never believing that dreams would come to an abrupt end. But this is my wishful thinking after all, dreams are dreams after all, everything in reality, makes me feel extremely lost.

I wondered, what will this lost soul fill with?

Back at the accommodation, Gao Ru insisted on helping me make up the bed and let me sit quietly on the side.

After I had calmed down a bit, I found the medicine box and took out a band-aid to help me apply the scratched arm I had broken while running.

I looked at her quietly, and for a moment, she resembled a nursery rhyme! But I immediately stopped thinking that I was sinful, that everyone is an independent natural being, and that I am not qualified to say who she resembles, that would be a blasphemy against her.

For safety, Gao Ru didn't plan to go home and stayed at a nearby express hotel.

……

After settling Gao Ru and returning to his residence, it was already late at night.

As soon as I lay down after washing, I suddenly remembered the paper airplane folded by the nursery rhyme, and I didn't care about being tired, and folded it with great interest after smoking a cigarette. Sometimes I think, nursery rhymes are so silly and cute, such a childlike thing, only she remembers!

Thinking of this, I suddenly rushed into inspiration, and conceived a new plan for children's photography, integrating origami elements into the design, using an extreme retro nostalgia to express the theme of "I will grow up if I don't shoot again", I think it will definitely arouse the collective nostalgia of adults, and the childlike innocence of children.

I jumped out of bed almost excitedly, turned on my computer, jotten down my ideas, sketched them on paper, and typed them into my computer......

Closing the computer, the sky was already slightly bright, and I was finally a little tired after smoking the last cigarette in the cigarette case on the chair.

The whole design description copy, I did it in my memories, and the days with nursery rhymes sometimes make people smile, sometimes they can also make people cry. In the end, we found out that we are not looking for the perfect person, but the most suitable person. If we were all children, we could stay in the same place as time, sit together and listen to the stories that never grow old, and slowly learn about it.

I curled up in the corner, nostalgic for my days with nursery rhymes, and if I missed it, I would probably spend all my life reminiscing.

The days when I was young and frivolous, and I cried happily, the irrepressible pain rushed to my face.

I began to admire nursery rhymes, in this bustling city of material desire, it is not simple to have a beauty of your own, after experiencing the glitz of the bustling city, will you occasionally think of each other who were once simple. Will she smile when she thinks of me, to the time, to the past, to the future......

If the contradictions and entanglements of severe pain in love are called experiences, then why, these days between nursery rhymes, Ling Xi and Sun Mengwen, my pain makes me calm?

And now I know that when the pain index is beyond your tolerance, you become numb, not because of habit, but because you cannot bear it, and the misfortune that I thought would happen only to me is like a plague, many of us, no one is immune, no one is exempt.

I didn't understand why Ling Xi was leaving, but now she was coming back; I don't understand what Sun Mengwen likes about me; The nursery rhyme that used to be the opposite of me has become the person I miss the most at the moment. And now I understand that all this does not need a reason, because in love, we are like stuck in a stalemate like fleeing at the end of the world, killing each other is the only way to survive, so everyone is a killer, and everyone must have some partiality in their hearts, always impulsively looking for their own alliances, but because there is no alliance in the love world, in various handover environments, love and hate make us grow rapidly.

……

In the morning, I was awakened by a knock on the door, and when I opened the door, I found that Gao Ru had been very haggard all night, and he still had breakfast in his hand.

"What's wrong with you, your face is so bad?"

Goru didn't respond, shoved the breakfast into my hand, turned and walked out the door.

I vaguely felt that something was wrong, so I walked quickly to the door and stopped her and asked, "Was it too tired last night and unwell?" ”

Gao Ru smiled at me slightly, took out her mobile phone, and wrote: "I have to go home now, my sister is getting married, I need to prepare, talk on the way!" ”

I hurriedly put down the hand that was blocking me and said, "I'm sorry, I've been delaying your rest and going home because of my affairs, so you have a good rest on the road, I'm fine!" ”

Gao Ru nodded, and then walked towards the exit of the alley, looking at her lonely eyes, I vaguely felt that something was wrong, but I couldn't say that feeling for a while.

A few minutes after Gao Ru left, I received a text message: "Hu Kai, I want to fight for myself, I hope you can support me!" ”

I read the sentence carefully a few times, and vaguely felt that things would definitely not be as light as Gao Ru said, put breakfast in the kitchen, I quickly ran to the mouth of the alley, but saw Gao Ru get into a Mercedes S600 and disappear from my sight-

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