>Gao Ru's sudden appearance caught me a little unprepared, and she tried to avoid my gaze, although she was wearing headphones, but I was faintly afraid that my conversation with my mother would hurt her by mistake.

Just when he didn't know how to speak for a while, Gao Ru had already turned around and walked towards the entrance of the elevator alone.

Gao Ru's calm and quiet, let me have an indescribable shock, gentle like a trickling stream, clear and transparent, quietly along the narrow riverbed, in the long river of life quietly flowing, no stormy waves, no waves flying.

But her silence made me feel more and more guilty.

I quickly followed, followed Gao Ru, and entered the elevator together.

The environment without communication is always depressing, Gao Ru tilted his head slightly, looking at the red numbers beating above the buttons.

"You're tired all afternoon, why don't we go have a meal together and then I'll take you home?"

Gao Ru shook his head at me, and then continued to look at the decreasing numbers.

I followed Gao Ru off the elevator a little helplessly, and her injured leg and slightly shaky pace made her not walk fast, I followed her quietly, Gao Ru went out and walked across the road.

……

Close to the hospital, the street is lined with a variety of specialty snack shops, some small but unique, and Gao Ru eventually stopped in front of a Lanzhou beef noodle shop.

Gao Ru seemed to be a regular customer of the shop, and after only a few moments, a ramen chef with a Hui white hat put the noodles on the counter and motioned for Gao Ru to come and pick them up.

When I was about to ask my boss to bring me a serving, Gao Ru had already brought the plate to me and motioned for me to eat.

"Ordered me two eggs, two servings of beef, and a bowl of noodles?"

Gao Ru still nodded, then picked up the opinion book next to the table and wrote, "I guess you won't have dinner when I leave, right?" I've already eaten in the afternoon, you eat quickly! ”

I nodded.

Maybe I'm a little hungry, maybe it's because I'm in a hurry to send her home, in short, this may be the second time I've gobbled up food in recent years, I wonder if I have a defect in eating, every time in front of the opposite sex, I have never had a serious eating appearance, but I have to say that the noodles taste good.

Gao Ru put the peeled egg in front of me, looked at me with some surprise, and wrote, "Eat so fast, isn't the noodles hot?" ”

I laughed without saying a word, and ate two eggs at a rapid pace, drank a mouthful of noodle soup, and then shook my head a little naively, and said, "It's very full, it's good, it's good." ”

Gao Ru handed me a tissue, then waved his boss to pay and prepare to leave.

Taking advantage of Gao Ru's calm at this moment, I asked, "Are you sad now, my conversation with my mother hurt you?" ”

Gao Ru turned around and continued to write in the guest book: "I'm fine, and after digesting and digesting, it will return to normal." ”

……

Walking out of the noodle shop, the sky had already darkened, the dim orange light was scattered all over the street, the time was almost seven o'clock, Gao Ru walked in front of him without hailing a taxi, and did not say where he wanted to go, he lowered his head and walked in one direction......

The temperature was getting lower and lower, Gao Ru tightened his collar, still had no intention of taking a taxi, and continued to walk forward.

Worried that Gao Ru might catch a cold if she was outdoors for a long time, and the wound that was slowly healing might be reinfected, I no longer hesitated, picked up my mobile phone and sent a message to her in front of me: "You can choose any way to decompress, but please don't go at the expense of your body, you will get sick if you go on again." ”

After a short time of sending out the text message, Gao Ru slowly stopped, and after a while, I received her reply: "Every time I walk through a street lamp, another figure will slowly become longer, and then after reaching the next street lamp, the shadow will slowly shorten, and the distance between me will never change, so back and forth, there is no end, I don't need to look back I know that you are following me." But the subtlety is that every time I stop, the shadow behind me also stops. But when I go on again, the shadow will continue, is this a set pattern? ”

"And what do you want me to do? It's hard to forcibly hold you into a taxi, how to say that today is also my fault! ”

This time, Gao Ru didn't stop to reply to me, but kept walking.

……

Midnight in winter, silent and cold, like the cold eyes of a lover after death, grief, sadness, loneliness, inadvertently, revealing a touch of contempt, bathed in black sadness.

Perhaps Gao Ru was tired of walking, she sat down not far from me, blowing hot air into her hands, the white heat gradually dissipated under the light, like some absurd past, leaving no room for resumption.

I quickly walked over to her and took off my trench coat and put it on him, but Gao Ru refused to put it on, and threw the clothes into my arms again and again.

When I took the trouble to throw it to her again, she looked at me a little frantically, pushed me away, and threw the clothes at me.

I sat down on the bus stop chair in some frustration, threw my clothes aside, looked at Gao Ru who continued to walk forward, wiped my face vigorously, and then hung my head and bent over.

Maybe the cold will reunite the fleeing souls, and let the scattered memories reunite together, but at this moment, I think, maybe my mother's advice is right...... I am accustomed to waiting, at a certain time and place, I always look back inadvertently, look at the confusion, and want to completely erase the past from my memory, but it always ends in failure.

Memory is always a fine brush, and it will unconsciously render the color and charm of the soul to the fullest.

As people say, there is a cycle in life, the story always continues, I don't know, what kind of story I will write now, and what kind of ending will it be, I don't want to ask, I don't want to guess, I just want to watch the story turn page by page......

……

I lit a cigarette and took a heavy puff, and the cigarette was gently exhaled, but in the smoke I saw the nursery rhyme sitting next to me, and when the smoke dissipated, it was empty.

So I smoked and spit again......

I pointed to the long shadow on the ground between me and her, there was no one on the road, occasionally there would be a car speeding by, the nursery rhyme looked at me with a smile, as before, this was the midnight of the two of me and her, at least for this second, I wanted to do something for her, I had never wanted to watch the nursery rhyme from the bottom of my heart like this time, but the nursery rhyme didn't seem to pay attention to me, she tilted her head and looked at the shadow.

I looked up and let my own shadow on the ground kiss hers.

When the time freezes in that second, I hear a cool breeze blowing in my ears, and my heart is full of mixed feelings, yes, it's guilt, I can't recognize it, but I know that I want to do it! Even if everything is just an illusion......

When I raised my head again, when I looked at her, the nursery rhyme's lips were slightly open, affectionate trance, and when her eyes met mine, I was actually like a child who had done something wrong, looking left and right, and then there was irrepressible joy on my face.

I smiled at her, and then she turned around and pulled me, straight as if she were walking forward, whether it was an illusion or a hallucination, for a few seconds, it was a strange and vague emotion that made people feel like poisoning, and I walked back to the intersection with her, and I didn't turn because it was the way home......

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