What I was wrong about is that today, I have no connection with Ling Xi anymore, but I forcibly used the sword of personality against her as before, blaming when praising her, asking when confiding, and breaking up willfully when I joined hands......

"Gu Yuekai, you cut off my last reason to stay, I went back, and I won't come back."

The nursery rhyme finally said a sentence that hurt my heart, is she holding grievances for Sun Mengwen, or has she seen her own ending? I didn't have the courage to catch up, because I had nothing to say about the nursery rhyme, and those feelings that could not be buried lingered more and more in all my stranded chests, rushing to the bastard things I had done, bastard years. What I saw in front of me was the song that flowed in the thin passing years, and Sun Mengwen's ever-sunny smiling face.

……

The party was going on lively, but I was like an outsider, the noise at the moment pierced my ears, and I knew that the stubborn and strong Sun Mengwen must be hiding in a corner and crying heartbreakingly...... I looked at the people who were laughing uncontrollably, and finally realized that everything was to blame after all, and the story script should not be like this today! I smiled bitterly and there was an inexplicable feeling rolling in my heart, sometimes life is like this, a wrong judgment can destroy everything I thought I had gained......

I'm a self-inflicted bastard......

Gently took Ling Xi's hand from my waist, then smiled heartbreakingly, and slowly walked out!

I put my hand on my forehead to block the sun's rays, but in vain. The sun shines on every dark corner, the memory has been swirling in the clear eyes, the green memory, is a withered old dream, lonely wandering in the heart, becoming a painful entanglement when you think about it.

……

Back at the residence, Tong Yao was packing up his things, Yang Doudou was also very unhappy sitting on the side with his cheeks in a daze, and made a grimace at me when he saw me come back, and then continued to be in a daze.

I stood at the door, looking at the nursery rhyme that was packing up my things, and I didn't dare to step forward to dissuade me. And then watching the nursery rhyme do everything and finally not say a word, am I scared or running away from myself.

"Yang Ming, let's go."

Yang Doudou asked in a questioning tone: "Nursery rhymes, are you sure you have packed them up?" You've been packing this suitcase back and forth a dozen times, don't wait halfway and come back. ”

"Not this time, let's go!"

"Gu Yuekai is back, don't you have anything to say to him? I can't stand it anymore as a child. By the way, will we come back when we go back to Australia? ”

Yang Doudou's words suddenly asked me in my heart, and I think there will be no moment in my life when I look forward to getting an answer more than at this time.

The nursery rhyme shook her head painfully, squatted down and said to Yang Doudou: "Yang Ming, the house here will be demolished next year, I don't have anything to be nostalgic for here, so I'll stay in Australia with you in the future." ”

Yang Doudou sighed, looking like a little adult worried.

I looked up at the corridor, not letting the warmth from the corner of my eyes cowardly turn into tears, and I wanted to reach out to pull the nursery rhyme, but my heart was flooded with an overwhelming sense of powerlessness. I can't afford to restrain the nursery rhyme and keep her here.

The nursery rhyme walked out with the box, and Yang Doudou looked back at me from time to time.

I grimaced at him, waved goodbye, and turned my back again......

Yang Doudou suddenly broke free of the nursery rhyme's hand, ran to my side, hugged my legs, and cried: "Gu Yuekai, I want to play with you, will you walk with me?" ”

I looked at the back of the nursery rhyme sobbing, and knew that going on like this would only make her more sad, so I picked up Yang Doudou suddenly, let him struggle and didn't let go, and put it in the car waiting at the door.

……

After the nursery rhyme left, I looked at the stool that Yang Doudou had sat on, and I couldn't help but sit down as if seeking comfort. Looking back on our experiences these days, perhaps this is the best ending for me and the nursery rhyme. I tried to struggle with fate, and I tried to change, but the old time erased us from our youth, and the distance made the promises pale in the past.

Time passed slowly, and the winter dusk always came quickly, and the temperature of the sun no longer had residual heat to evaporate to dissipate the moisture, and the sun set into the western mountains.

So, the cold wind of the whole yard carried a heavy coolness, driving away the white mist, and wandered all over my body; The shadows grew thicker and thicker, blending in with the night, and soon the moon was dyed a lonely and cold silver-gray color.

The night in Guangzhou is still lively and bustling, in this noisy night, I light a cigarette and feel the loneliness of the smoke ring! There seems to be a shadow of a nursery rhyme in the enchanting smoke, and the clear memories are played in a loop when you close your eyes......

I sat in front of the nursery rhyme door all the time, ignoring anyone, including the neighbors who thought I had forgotten my keys or chattered.

……

Knowing that the night was late, he went back to the house and lay down, but he sat up again, put on his clothes and went outside to sit on a stool again, for fear of missing the nursery rhyme of coming back to get something.

But maybe she's on the plane now, right?

The idea of lighting a cigarette and standing in the wind and not being able to spit out a full smoke ring is as foolish as I want to keep warm with a cigarette.

The midnight wind swept over the threshold of the void, disturbing the messiness of the dream, the fragility of the vulnerability, and instantly flooding the whole city, the slightly drunken wetness, not feeling the warmth, I used to think that the clenched hands were only grasping a curtain of dreams, disturbing life. In the end, it is still like smoke, the prosperity and tenderness that cannot be retained, and the passion burns and falls into ashes.

Ling Xi called me dozens of times, but I didn't answer any of them in the end.

I was afraid that she would come to me, and the two of them would face each other awkwardly, so I planned to go out for a walk, because I didn't know what I should say to Ling Xi at this moment.

……

A person dangling in the alley, always shaking the figure of the nursery rhyme in front of him without looking back, making a few phone calls but always turning off. I wanted to go to her, but I was afraid that she would refuse even more coldly, or bring her another heart-rending injury.

I don't dare to speculate about Sun Mengwen's current state, maybe we met too early, and met at this age when we were just about to mature and grow old, just to amaze each other's time. We are all worried about each other's small world and don't know how to fly, so we want to escape.

Whose fault is it for me and Sun Mengwen to be like this today, I've been wondering. Maybe we met too early, so early that Sun Mengwen and I couldn't afford the oath of "holding the hand of the son and growing old with the son". If I could, I would like a belated encounter, without too many ideals that make people want to fly.

Open WeChat, the nursery rhyme deleted all the photos in the album, and the only thing left was an avatar picture.

On a sunny afternoon, behind you is a sea, and the skirt flutters in the sea breeze.

In the photo, the nursery rhyme with her head upturned is a blue sky, the wind is holding the hand of the white clouds, and the sea is flowing wantonly. Looking at the corners of the nursery rhyme's mouth, I can't help but think, a person's sky, you look at the clouds and clouds unrestrainedly, is this the freedom you want?

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