Locked the door and walked aimlessly on the road, I was afraid that Ling Xi would come to me at this moment, and I didn't know how to face her. The bitter cold wind blew through one after another, and the road was full of pedestrians hurrying with their necks curled and their clothes tightened, and the air was filled with the dampness of the sea, and there was a little more disheartened taste......

I suddenly remembered the "river" in Sun Mengwen's heart, "it must flow to the distance with happiness." The sea she remembered must have been blue and directional, but my presence stirred its peace. Now as if I had been punished, I continued to walk slowly by myself in the sound of a strange whistle......

From the perspective of Sun Mengwen and nursery rhymes, re-examine today's events, their departure may be the best choice for me, and I should learn to slowly forget, maybe my character is too delicate and nostalgic, and I can't let go of everything.

Sometimes I keep thinking that since Ling Xi chooses to leave, I should learn to let go, and don't blindly linger and hurt her again in the end......

……

After turning around for a long time, I finally walked back in a depressed mood after smoking a cigarette, and saw a figure in the distance, I know Ling Xi, she is still here. I snuffed out my cigarette butt as if I was running away, and I really didn't know what kind of mentality to use to face her.

This night, I wandered back and forth in the alley, but I never returned to my residence, and Ling Xi also lingered at the door. We were so close that we could even hear Ling Xi stomping his feet because of the cold night that was only two or three degrees Celsius.

At two o'clock in the morning, we tortured each other with distance and cold, paying tribute to the love that should have grown old together but withered prematurely.

Ling Xi finally sent me a message: "Are you going to go around there all the time?" ”

I knew that Ling Xi was sensitive and fragile at this moment, so I said in a relaxed way: "The anti-reconnaissance ability is good, worthy of being a female policeman in the former Public Security Bureau, frankly speaking, I just don't know how to get close to you, I think this distance is good for both of us, at least if we don't get close, we won't hurt each other." ”

It took Ling Xi a long time to reply to me with a message: "Did my return hurt you?" ”

I didn't reply, turned off my phone, raised my head to look at Ling Xi who had already walked in front of me, but I was still speechless for a while.

Ling Xi looked at me tremblingly, her hands kept breathing, and she couldn't help shaking her body because of the cold.

Under the warm yellow dim street lamp, this hue that should symbolize warmth did not bring us any warmth, I took off my coat and put it on Ling Xi, still without saying anything.

"Hu Kai, are you blaming me for not being angry for Sun Mengwen's defense today, do you think that the gap between you was caused by me?"

"I don't blame you for this, everything is my own reason, I think I will slowly get better in the future, the sky is almost dawn, you go back and rest early!"

Ling Xi suddenly threw herself into my arms out of control, sobbing: "Actually, I know that you are sad in your heart, I know you better than anyone else, if you want to suffer you will always suffer yourself, you can rest assured, everything you did for me today, I will think to compensate you in the future." ”

"Don't think about it, you are pregnant now, take good care of yourself, come with me!" After saying that, I took the lead myself.

Back at my accommodation, the messy clothes on the couch and the cigarette butts scattered on the floor revealed that my life was messy, overwhelmed, and uninteresting.

After cleaning up a little, I went to the bathroom to get a basin of hot water for Ling Xi to soak her feet, cooked some soup in a rice cooker, watched her pick up her clothes after drinking and said, "If you don't want to go back, just rest here, I'm going to work, remember to lock the door when you leave tomorrow." ”

"It's less than three o'clock, you're going to work?"

"I've been busy lately, so it doesn't matter if I go early, I've been freezing for so long, so you can rest well, and if you're not feeling well, go to the hospital early. In order to prevent colds, there is a 24-hour pharmacy in the community, I will help you choose some medicine to prevent colds, you can lie in bed first. ”

Ling Xi fell silent again because of my words......

After a long time, Ling Xi finally mustered up a lot of courage and said to me in a very soft voice: "Hu Kai, if I don't want the child in my belly, can we do it again?" As long as you don't refuse, you let me wait and I'm willing to wait forever. ”

"Some things are impossible after all, there is nothing wrong with the child in your belly, some things are missed, you rest early, I will go buy some medicine first."

As soon as I went out, Ling Xi sent a message: "The nursery rhyme girl and Sun Mengwen came over today to surprise you, right?" I don't know how I can apologize, you don't blame me for a word, I really don't know what to do, I can only say sorry! ”

I didn't want Ling Xi to fall into endless self-blame because of my own mistakes, so I said perfunctorily: "The phone is about to run out of battery, and it will be automatically turned off." ”

After sending the message, I turned off my phone with fear and as if fleeing.

……

Coming out of the drugstore, I sat on a stone bench in front of the door, lit a cigarette and looked at the sparse walking people in front of me, these people who walked past me at this moment had a brief intersection with me, but the next moment they will all go their separate ways, and there will be no intersection again, but their lives will continue, full of joy and sorrow in the continuation. And in Guangzhou, a city that never sleeps, I will eventually usher in sleepless nights.

Back to the house, the door was locked, knocked for a long time and no one answered, I took the key to open the door and walked into the house, the floor was swept, the clothes were neatly folded, and Ling Xi left a note on the table: "I'm going back, don't be in a hurry to go to work, take a rest!" ”

I sat on the bed and was stunned for a while, wiped my tired face with my cold hands, and without resting, I got up and went to the company.

The road was still deserted, and this time came out, and I thought of the scene when the nursery rhyme picked me up from the police station, she sat behind me, lying on my back and sleeping peacefully, how desperate she should be this time when she once brought me hope again and again.

I think this time in her eyes, I am no longer just a scumbag, but a man who can't give her a sense of security, a man who is unreasonable.

She is so kind that she can't see others being wronged, let alone Sun Mengwen, who is suffering from the same illness as her.

When I came to the company, the whole building was silent in silence, except for a few offices with tireless lights.

I walked to Gao Ru's office, gently pushed the door open, and saw her sleeping on the side, her eyes slightly closed, breathing like a ghostly orchid, holding the drawings in her hands, and the computer screen was still flickering tirelessly.

I turned up the temperature of the air conditioner a little more, looked at the drawings that Gao Ru had done with the urgent sign, and completed less than two-thirds of the way, and carefully read the parameter requirements on the table, I decided to help Gao Ru complete the rest of the part, and there was not much time left until dawn.

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