Early the next morning, Niu Tiangou cleaned up his daughter's school utensils and stuffed a few English CDs he bought this year into her school bag, knowing that his daughter likes to learn English.

No quarrels, no crying, as if nothing had happened, silent at the farewell.

When I arrived at the roadside station, my daughter timidly asked, "Dad, when are you going to pick me up?" ”

"When you go there, you have to listen to your mother and study hard." Niu Tiangou tried his best to suppress his mood, and barely squeezed out a smile, "After a while, Dad will come to see you on vacation." ”

"You...... Let's go back. When she got into the car, Teresa Teng looked back at him silently, and raised her hand to say goodbye.

The car drove away, and Niu Tiangou was in a daze on the side of the road for a while.

Thinking of the hard and happy farming years spent with his wife in just 2 years, thinking of the painful and helpless separation life of 5 years, and thinking of never seeing his lovely daughter again, Niu Tiangou felt his nose sore for a while, and his eyes moistened......

Niu Tiangou knew that his fate with Teresa Teng was like a clear spring, jumping happily for 2 years, and then intermittently for 5 years, and finally slowly broke off, dried up, and the fate was over. Her last silent glance was the last trace of fate, the last drop of clear spring.

The silent look back at parting, the intimate raising of hands, became eternity.

From then on, they will be thousands of miles apart and will never see each other again. I don't know if she will remember in her heart that thousands of miles away in Niugang Village, she once spent seven hundred and thirty warm nights with an unknown short man in a low old house......

Niu Tiangou didn't know how he returned to his home in the vegetable market in a daze.

He only felt that the strength in his body seemed to be drained all of a sudden, his whole body was soft, his heart was empty, and he was uncomfortably lonely.

At night, he sat quietly alone for a while, and then fell on the bed weakly, staring blankly at the roof, unable to sleep.

It was as if he had a dream.

He would rather believe that it was a dream than accept this reality.

He couldn't help but recall his original marriage proposal, the snowflakes of girls all over the country, and the bold and amorous girls who bravely extended their "olive branches" to him, and the tenderness and sweetness of those amiable and lovely girls became the best and most brilliant memory of his life.

It was the most gorgeous and dazzling seven-colored rainbow in the sky of his life! It is the most crystalline and sweet pot of jade liquid elixir in his spiritual home!

He didn't know if it was right or wrong for him to give up many tender girls and circle Wu Lanlan, Tang Xiaoping, Qin Xianglian, and Teresa Teng? He didn't know that he resolutely chose Teresa Teng at the beginning, whether it was the fate given to him by God or the tribulation given to him by God?

Perhaps, Wu Lanlan, who chose Wupu Town at the beginning, this assertive and financially minded girl will allow him to have a wealthier family. He still can't forget this girl who dared to act boldly, put aside the shyness of the girl's family for him, and opened his arms to the girl who had a "skin-to-skin kiss" with him.

He felt deep regret and guilt for failing her true feelings.

Perhaps, Tang Xiaoping, who chose Xiangliu in the south of the Yangtze River, this introverted and quiet girl with a job and a house will give him a carefree "dual-income" life. He still remembers her calling him a bastard and going to shoot him with one shot.

He knows that this is born of love and hate, and the depth of love and the depth of hate. He imagined her pain and resentment at that time, and he really wanted to say to her now: Sister Ping, if there is an afterlife, even if you collapse me, I will be buried with you!

Perhaps, Qin Xianglian from Huangyan County, who was originally chosen, would give him a quiet and happy pastoral life, and let him "hoe farming, pen and book, half farmer and half Confucian". He still hasn't forgotten the words he said when he parted with her and the affectionate kiss goodbye in the rain......

Perhaps, if he chose another girl, he would have had a different fate?

Alas, maybe, maybe, everything is fucking maybe! The reality is that he chose Teresa Teng from Huaidong County, this girl who used to have a simple and lively personality has now divorced him!

There is no regret pill in the world.

My mother once said that people's fate is destined by God. If it's yours, it's yours after all; If it's not yours, you don't have to force it, because you can't ask for it.

Alas, at the beginning, he sighed and sighed that Wu Yingyuan, a teacher from Belly Depression Primary School in Nanshan Town, divorced his first wife, but he didn't expect this matter to fall on his head immediately!

"I'm sighing that his life is not long, how do I know that I will return to mourn".

How can this human marriage be so fragile? How can it be like the Cowherd's father and the Weaver Girl's mother back then, no matter how hard it is, you have to stick to it for a lifetime.

Alas, this marriage on earth is like a joke.

He couldn't help but think of the lyrics that comforted others: "Life is originally a play, why care too much about grievances and grievances?" Fame and fortune, whatever! Life does not bring death, and death does not take away. The world is unpredictable, the joys and sorrows of the world, there is no chance to reunite in this life and the next life; Love and hate, what things, the boat will go to the bridgehead naturally. And wave your sleeves, don't look back, it's time to drink and have fun, although the daughter is good, happiness is hard to find, I walked through the avenues in style. I smiled smugly, and I smirked......"

But he can't laugh now.

What worries him most now is that his parents will know if he will be angry after the divorce, especially his poor daughter.

He knows that the most hurt thing about divorce is the child, and she will have to bear the shadow of her parents' divorce at a young age, which will seriously affect her life, study and future growth. Besides, will there be no disgust when the child coldly goes to a new combined family? Can you get used to it? Will you live happily? Will the future stepfather treat her like his own flesh and blood?

Niu Tiangou felt a tremor in his heart:

Child, Daddy is sorry for you, it's Daddy who is incompetent. Dad can't let you get fatherly love in your childhood, can't let you have a harmonious, warm and complete home, can't let you live a peaceful life like other children in the future, and let you suffer the psychological tribulation that you shouldn't have to endure prematurely.

Dad doesn't know if you will become inferior, cowardly, withdrawn or even rebellious in the future? However, Dad knows that this incident will definitely have a great impact and deep harm on your future study, life and even your future.

Child, forgive Dad, Dad doesn't want to do this, but the reality really makes Dad powerless, and Dad doesn't know what will happen to him in the future.

Child, you will become the eternal concern and eternal pain in Dad's heart......