I looked at the nursery rhyme with a serious face, and I couldn't speak for a while, to be precise, I didn't know how to answer her question.

The nursery rhyme looked behind me, and I saw Ling Xi walking towards us in the mirror in front of me.

When I was worried that the embarrassing situation was about to erupt, Tong Yao had already smiled very angrily, waved his hand at Ling Xi, signaled goodbye, and then turned to leave.

I turned to look at Ling Xi, Ling Xi smiled at the nursery rhyme and then turned to a cold face and said, "Are you inviting me to this dinner tonight or the nursery rhyme just now?" ”

"I, actually, ......"

"You don't need to say it, I've already eaten the meal, and I don't want to investigate the reason, I'll go home first, goodbye."

Ling Xi turned out to be like a nursery rhyme, and he also said that he had already eaten, and I wondered what kind of mood it was to let two people with very different personalities and identities say the same thing.

I raised my hand and wanted to hug Ling Xi, but after all, I put it down, Ling Xi's indifference and indifference just showed everything, if the cloud wanted to go, how should the wind stay?

Watching Ling Xi get into the car and gradually move away, disappearing into the still colorful neon, I suddenly felt like tonight's farce, very ridiculous!

……

lit a cigarette, sat alone on the stone bench on the side of the road, watched the slow footsteps of the pedestrians, and carried out the heart that should be happy according to the plan, but at the moment it was always depressed and difficult to calm down.

My mind is full of images of nursery rhymes coming with a smile on my face, but leaving in disappointment and coldness. He spat out a smoke ring bitterly at the sky, and before he could take a closer look, it was dissipated by a gust of wind.

Life is a farce, and the more you want to be at peace, the more it makes it unmanageable.

Ling Xi's calm departure made me feel lost, in the melancholy of the night, I wanted to use delicate words to dig out the years that were intoxicated with the past, but I found that Ling Xi and I were like being crucified, and the time stopped at the last smiling face at the graduation ceremony.

But I still don't miss it, with the smoke and smoke, the memories of the quiet dust are opened one by one, and the picture is like a film of a black and white movie, replaying in my mind at a slow speed with nostalgia, bit by bit, like the tapping of both hands on the keyboard, bringing out infinite nostalgia and a touch of sadness.

What can I say about this? I don't know if it will be better to leave the pain to time, wait for the wound to heal slowly, and remember whether it will be better to bloom.

……

After sitting for a while, I got up to leave, only to find a familiar and unfamiliar figure behind me. Ling Xi was already standing behind me at some point......

"Aren't you gone? How did you come back again? I extinguished my cigarette and got up and asked.

"I knew you weren't leaving, so I'm back."

I looked at Ling Xi, and I didn't see the sharpness and disregard of the day in my eyes, compared to now, I was back to the past at this moment, in fact, Ling Xi has always been very gentle.

"How can you be sure that I've been waiting where I am and not leaving?"

"Intuition, a woman's unique intuition!"

Ling Xi sat down next to me, the two of them made a stone bench together, we were back to back, I didn't ask any more, the silence at the moment made me have a kind of fascination, and a kind of fear! I'm afraid it's just a dream, and between I speak, it's blown away like a smoke ring!

……

"Hu Kai, I want to go to a movie now, can you go with me!" Ling Xi rested his head on my shoulder, and the familiar smell of Lancôme perfume emanated from his body.

"What do you want to see?"

"I want to watch "You at the Table", is that okay?"

"Didn't you want to watch it last time?"

"But I want to watch it now, are you still willing to accompany me?" I couldn't see Ling Xi's face, but I vaguely knew through Ling Xi's slightly crying voice that she must be in a bad mood now.

"Why don't you want to, let's go!" I turned my back on my hand, patted Ling Xi on the shoulder, motioned to get up and said.

"You're not mad at me during the day? I'm ...... to you."

I shook my head, and through the dim street lamplight, I saw Ling Xi with tears on his face.

"What's wrong? Wasn't it okay just now? Am I doing something wrong again to upset you? ”

Ling Xi didn't speak, and hurriedly wiped his tears and shook his head vigorously.

"Tell me what's wrong with you? Speak! "Looking at Ling Xi's reaction, I was a little caught off guard, in my memory, Ling Xi almost never cried.

"Let's go! I'm fine, or the theater should be closed! Ling Xi took my hand and urged as usual.

The temperature of the palm is still the same, I carefully follow behind Ling Xi, guarding her like a fragile crystal bottle, I think tonight's movie can alleviate the conflict between us and return to the old us.

When I arrived at the cinema, there were no fewer people watching movies at night, I still bought Ling Xi's favorite potato chips and cola as usual, and then queued up to buy tickets.

"Have you been thirsty after walking so far? Let's drink some Coke before eating! I let go of Ling Xi's hand, ready to help her get the Coke.

But he didn't want Ling Xi to hold my hand tighter, looked at me and said, "I'm not thirsty, don't let go!" ”

"Okay, if you don't let go, you won't let go, do you remember when we were a sophomore bungee jumper, so many couples jumped together, and the two of us kept holding each other and persevered to the end."

"I remember, you can remember, I can remember!" Ling Xi looked at me, but there was emotion in his eyes that I couldn't read. At this moment, she doesn't have the tenderness when handling the case, she is just a tender woman at the moment, and she belongs to me......

……

Ling Xi was very calm in the whole movie, unlike the last time I watched it with nursery rhymes, it was so difficult to suppress my emotions. Even if there were heart-rending scenes in the film, Ling Xi just blinked his eyes gently.

Halfway through the film, Ling Xi fell asleep on my shoulder, a scene that only appears when watching a Star Wars movie with me.

Looking at Ling Xi who was asleep, I couldn't bear to wake up, I just shrugged my shoulders as much as I could, maintaining my original posture......

The quiet time is so precious to me, and this brief snuggle ends with the end of the film, and the noisy crowd wakes Ling Xi up.

I looked at the sleepy-eyed Ling Xi and said, "Xixi, you slept in the second half, it's okay if you haven't seen the sadistic plot!" I'll take you home. ”

"Hu Kai, let's go to the square overpass and sit down, I have something to say to you."

Before I could react, Ling Xi had already pushed me away and walked towards the exit.

I was a little confused, I always felt that something was wrong, but I just couldn't say it.

Looking at Ling Xi, who was getting farther and farther away from me, I hurriedly picked up the unopened food and urged small steps to chase after Ling Xi.

By the time I chased it out, Ling Xi was already standing on the overpass, looking at the traffic in the distance in a daze.

Seeing Ling Xi standing alone and lost, I felt a little guilty of myself. Looking at Ling Xi from afar, she was a little unreal in the dim light, and even some passers-by looked back frequently.

Ling Xi shrugged her shoulders slightly, her hands resting on the railing, the wind ruffling her hair and covering her face.

The real pain is the hidden behind the smiling face, the unknown tears, those pretended to be strong and indulgent, let us pretend to stand tall in the crowd, but we don't know that the crowd disperses, and the nobility and dignity fall to the ground in loneliness, only a fragment of the land, pieced together into the unique loneliness and insolvability of the heart.

I quietly hugged Ling Xi's waist from behind, without a word of consolation, sometimes it may not be a good thing to let a person indulge himself to his heart's content.

"Hu Kai, do you remember the days when you rode my bicycle with me?"

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