Ling Xi looked into the distance, and I was holding my hand around Ling Xi's waist, wet with a few drops of warm liquid, flowing through my fingers and into my palm.

I was afraid of what Ling Xi was going to say next, but I couldn't do anything to refuse......

Tilting his head hard, his eyes are too angry at the moment...... After a long time, I restrained myself from choking and said, "Say it, I'll listen!" ”

"I'm glad to have known you for four years, I really don't want to make any excuses, choose any way to hurt you, to prove that it's impossible between us, I know I've done too much these days, but I regret it tonight! If you don't love, you can't hurt, we ...... Still is...... Let's break up! ”

I guessed this result, but I just didn't want to admit it, I pulled Ling Xi on my shoulder, shook her body and asked: "Tell me, why, why when we were just together, everyone thought that we couldn't be together for a long time, and there were still people waiting to see when we broke up, but we went through a lot, so much that everyone felt that there was nothing to separate us, but we were really going to separate......"

"You let go!"

"You don't love me anymore, why did you say that to me again at the Public Security Bureau, is this a revenge on me and torturing me?"

Ling Xi grabbed my hand vigorously, and I knew she was about to break free and leave me. So, there was no intention of letting go, and the more I hugged it, the tighter it became.

"Hu Kai, let go, okay? Can I be selfish enough to ask you again? You said you would listen to me for everything! ”

I choked up and said, "Listen to you, including letting go?" ”

"We don't fit, you can't give me what I want, I already have someone I like now!"

"That little white face today?"

My arms began to ache, trembling so much that I didn't have the strength to hug Ling Xi again, and the reality made me hang my arms......

The blade of reality always comes so suddenly, unsuspectingly.

I tried my best to stop the spread of my sorrow, hoping not to feel the feeling of sadness in my heart. But the corners of my eyes still overflowed with tears, crystal clear, gently sliding down my emaciated cheeks, and I deeply experienced this coldness from the inside out, a painful and extremely sour feeling.

I felt like I had fallen into the abyss, but I couldn't help myself.

Ling Xi bit her trembling lip, pushed me away and took a step back and said, "Yes!" I like the nature of the senior to come as much as I liked you at the beginning, so I can't lie to myself anymore, it's good for everyone if we break up, that girl is very good tonight, only she can be worthy of you Hu Kai! ”

I stood in place, looking at the shattered world cut by tears, and suddenly I saw white clouds gradually rising from behind Ling Xi, accumulating thicker and thicker, and suddenly like snow piling up in a valley. The silver sea of clouds, as if disappointed in the world, drifted away with the wind, and the flowers in the clouds withered......

I rubbed my eyes and pretended to be relaxed and said: "You're right, don't blame yourself, I've known that nursery rhyme in private for a long time, the last time I went to Yipin Tianxiang was to find her, she is my girlfriend, and you will be in the past!" ”

"Don't lie to me, every time you lie, you will pull the corner of your shirt, I am the one who loses you, wait for me to leave you later, okay?"

I panicked and put my hand in my trouser pocket to hide my predicament, Ling Xi was still the same as before, I liked to notice my every little move, I turned my head to look into the distance, and muttered to myself for a long time: "Do you remember the promise that whoever leaves first is the bastard?" I've long forgotten that I can't give you what you want, I'm a complete asshole, and rightfully I'll go first. ”

Ling Xi suddenly stepped forward and turned my head, wiped away my tears, kissed me gently, and then squeezed out a smile at me with her makeup-covered face: "If you wear makeup, you don't know if it's beautiful, it's good to leave a bad impression, at least you will forget it faster." I'll explain it to my parents, don't worry! Also, I'll leave first, so I'm a jerk. Bye-bye, don't come to me again! ”

I smiled wryly and said, "Four years is over when you say it's over?" ”

"Don't frown all the time in the future, the so-called practice of smiling is not to mechanically move your facial expressions, but to try to change your mentality and regulate your mood. Learning to accept reality calmly, learning to say to yourself and going with the flow, learning to face bad luck calmly, learning to look at life positively, learning to think about the good in everything, this is the last thing I want to say. ”

Seeing Ling Xi turn around and walk farther and farther, I wanted to catch up quickly, but my feet couldn't move half a step as if they were filled with lead.

I struggled to hold on to the railing, staggered to the steps, weakly thinking about the past, recalling the past that had become a thing of the past, and the bits and pieces were gradually blurring in my eyes. Finally, as the tears spread, they evaporate in the pores and moisten the air.

……

I picked up my mobile phone and dialed Ling Xi's number, and the moment she connected, she began to yell: "Before twelve o'clock today, I will still miss you as always, you don't have to say sorry, you are not a bastard, about you, I think I will never forget, even if it will evoke the sadness of memories, even if it will collide with the fragile heart, I will not flinch, because you have cultivated my sentiments, given me a lot of strength, and also given me the opportunity to vent my emotions......"

Ling Xi stopped in my distance, listened quietly to my roar, and said for a long time: "Before twelve o'clock tonight, there are still five minutes left, can you sing 'nothing'sgonnachangemyloveforyou' to me one last time?" I want to hear it! ”

I didn't even think about it, grabbed my phone, turned out this song in my mind that I confessed to Ling Xi, and sang: "Catch me, touch me, I don't want to be without you in my life, nothing can change my love for you, now you should know how much I love you, one thing for sure is that all I ask for is your love, nothing can change my love for you, now you should know how much I love you, you will change my life, nothing can change my love for you......"

……

I was dancing and singing on the flyover alone, and passers-by stopped and watched me like a monkey show.

"What do you see, haven't you ever seen a broken love in the non-mainstream?" I yelled at the man in the strange costume closest to me.

The man pinched his orchid fingers, stepped forward and didn't dare to step forward and scolded: "You, you ......"

"Your uncle!"

The man blushed and said: "I'm still so arrogant after falling out of love, I deserve no one!" ”

I looked carefully at the non-mainstream young man in front of me and was silent for a long time, in fact, I was too lazy to speak.

"Wife, look! This kid is dressed like a human, in fact, he owes a lesson, now be honest, let's go. ”

"Go your uncle, I saw you last time in Yipin Tianxiang! What kind of affection are you still showing here, don't pretend to me that your life is wonderful, live a happy life, and don't wish me happiness, do you have that qualification? ”

"Is your mouth bad? Ah, I'll make you lose! ”

While talking, the non-mainstream young man grabbed the food I brought out of the theater and smashed it in my face, and then ran away with his girlfriend.

Coke ran down my head, and I just wanted to stop the non-mainstream young man and ask him what he was running. I felt relieved for a while, and I felt like I was underwhelming it now.

The tick-tock water interrupted my thoughts for a long time, and the cola toppings felt life, and the artistic conception was really rare! I suddenly remembered Ling Xi's hot tears, as if they were falling on my heart again little by little, slow and light, soft, and my thoughts gradually began to blur......

……

It's already past twelve o'clock, Ling Xi is like time, she misses and won't come back, I know her character, instead of forcing her to pester her, it's better to go with her happiness. I want to keep her, but I want her to fly happily, how can there be so many paradoxes in this world.

I no longer paid attention to the gazes of others, humming the songs I had sung to Ling Xi before, but I found that there was not a single sad song, even when there was a conflict, I didn't think about singing a sad song. And when I'm sad, I don't even have a healing love song, and there is no room for retreat in doing things, I feel ridiculous to the point of ridiculousness.

Stefanie Sun's "Encounter" is the only song I can think of at the moment, turning on the music and immersing myself in the song, it is more like a true portrayal of the past.

In such a quiet environment, listen attentively, carefully collect the beauty that once belonged to us, bits and pieces of happiness, and gather them into a comfortable state of mind at this moment. The beating notes evoked the heartbeat of many years ago, and Ling Xi and I walked along the tree-lined path together, as if we had gone back in time, never going far.

I don't know how long I sat down, I stepped off the overpass, flagged down a taxi and prepared to go home.

The driver asked me where I was going, and I said casually: "Master, go to a taste of Tianxiang!" ”

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