As time passed, my silence made what should have been a cheerful atmosphere dull and out of step with the bustle around me. Lu Rui finally couldn't hold back his temperament, picked up a bottle of beer from his side and bit it open, facing the bottle alone, drinking and not speaking.

I lit a cigarette, took a sharp puff and said, "If I had relented at this point, maybe things would have been easier, but I don't know why the gates of the city I hold on to can't be opened." ”

Lu Rui didn't seem to understand what I was obsessed with, and said a little sarcastically: "No one will be smart enough to know everything, and no one will be strong enough to be omnipotent. ”

"I wanted to be the best person in all aspects, but in the end, I found that I only achieved twice the size of the first letter."

"I still remember the first day you entered my office, I said that I Lu Rui don't like to take apprentices, but since you follow me, I will be responsible for you, I first found that it is really tiring to communicate with you, you said that you are a young man with three nos, what qualifications do you have to talk about your so-called life ideals? What's the point if you don't have money, can you stick to it so modestly for a lifetime? ”

I raised my head, exhaled heavily, and said after releasing the depression: "I always feel very tired during this period of time, but I can't close my eyes and fall asleep, the more I think about it at night, the more messy my thoughts are, how many times I have thought about escaping but can't stay out of it, I want to do too much, but after all, I don't know how to get out of this step, if I do a good job in this design, I promise to open a studio for myself, but the premise is that I don't want anyone to help." ”

"You're afraid that I'll keep covering you and won't be able to grow up, right? If you think about it yourself, then I will no longer force it, who is your business partner this time? ”

"He didn't tell me too much, and the business card only said 'Haixing Group' Gu Tonghui and the company's phone number."

"Although I haven't been in contact with this person, but I know it well, you have to hurry up and get this business, and you can only sign a contract for strangers you don't know. But then again, if you go alone, he doesn't have any opinion? ”

"At that time, I went to survey the scene alone, and he really made fun of him, but I think this person is reliable."

Lu Rui asked rhetorically: "Why?" ”

"Intuitively!"

"You can completely take the whole plan alone, but you can make money freely. Recently, the company received a design, my sketches are out, no one can understand the following, Wu Haodong was directly called by me to scold a good opportunity, I don't understand why I let you go as if nothing happened, if you are there, there will not be so many things. ”

I could feel the reproach in Lu Rui's tone, after all, he had such high hopes for me.

……

Chatting with Lu Rui and eating at the same time, I didn't end until I was slightly drunk, Lu Rui was directly picked up by the driver, and the moment I left the snack bar, I was also so cold that I woke up with seven points of wine.

On the way back, I was still shuttling in the cold wind, the biting wind made me more aware of the decision I had just made, my soul went from between the lines to the other extreme that ran counter to the world, holding those shallow fragments of the world, not daring to look back, it seemed to impose a helpless following, afraid of being lost, but also afraid of indulging, carefully appreciating the scenery, no joy, no sadness......

Walking alone through the alley, I didn't stay at the park chair any longer, because this winter night nursery rhyme wouldn't be there, and I spent time with her in the summer.

Back in the room, the puppy was running towards me with a fat body, running back and forth at my feet, scratching my trouser legs. Many friends say that raising small animals will call, disturbing people can't sleep, but this puppy is very quiet, Gao Ru handed her over to me, I think this is my fate with it.

Lying on the bed, watching the puppy in the box look at me with dark eyes, there was a sudden communication in the gaze. I grabbed my phone from the table and immediately sent a message to Gao Ru.

"I don't know if you're asleep, tell me something, you saved the puppy desperately, so I'll hand over the naming right to you!"

"Before you sleep, let's call it 'An An'!"

I thought about it and thought it was a good name, a life saved from under the wheels, and I thought the only thing Gao Ru wanted for it was to be safe, that's all!

After I was stunned for a moment, Gao Ru sent another message, saying, "Hu Kai, can you accompany me to the hospital tomorrow morning?" ”

"No problem, rest early!" I readily agreed, after all, Gao Ru is now injured.

……

I got up early the next morning, and just bought hot buns in the alley, and I happened to see An An happily walking around the yard, so I was happy, and I threw one out of the hot bun without thinking about it, and threw it off, An An jumped diagonally in a very graceful posture, and hit the wooden shelf...... I hurriedly ran over, An An seemed to stand up as if he was fine, but he couldn't stand up in a daze when he was drunk, and he went to talk about the bun with a drunken fist, and he stretched his mouth out of his mouth twice after chattering.

Looking at the swaying An An, if Gao Ru was here, she would probably have to beat me up.

According to the agreed place with Gao Ru, I arrived at the agreed place ten minutes early, but I didn't want Gao Ru to have already arrived, sitting on a chair in the outpatient department and watching from afar. I stepped forward and smiled and said, "You like to be ahead of me in everything, how long have you been here?" ”

Gao Ru looked at me, shook his head, and handed over the registration slip. I picked up the registration slip and looked at it, thinking that there would be a queue, but I had already made an appointment.

Helping Gao Ru, he walked to the clinic according to the outpatient number, and looked up to see that it was the language training and resuscitation department.

Gao Ru looked at me a little nervously and wrote on the screen of her mobile phone: "It's been a long time since I decided, so I'm determined to try!" ”

I said encouragingly: "Since it has been decided, it has come, just be calm!" ”

The outpatient doctor was a middle-aged female doctor in her fifties, which eased Gao Ru's mood a little, and the treatment was carried out in writing.

Gao Ru's delicate handwriting impressed me, and through the conversation, Gao Ru said that the aphasia originated from a car accident half a year ago.

I feel sorry for Gao Ru's experience, but I am also glad that she was able to take this step strongly. People, if they are driven crazy by life or have nowhere to hide and then take it easy, it should be a kind of luck, at least no longer feel the taste of heartache, and after experiencing it, they want to return to a quieter silence than before.

……

I was on the sidelines, hoping to give her a sense of dependence.

As the conversation deepened, Gao Ru's mood fluctuated a little, and she held my hand tightly and didn't let go, although the air conditioning temperature in the room was adjusted to twenty-five degrees, I could still feel her cold hands breaking out in a cold sweat.

When Gao Ru wrote on a piece of paper: His parents were unfortunately killed, and his leg was also caused by this car accident. She began to sobb uncontrollably, but she couldn't make a sound.

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