The conversation was still going on, and the large quiet white room still couldn't relieve Gao Ru's suppressed emotions, so I could only stand quietly on the sidelines, watching Gao Ru reminisce about the pain but helpless, the doctor said that this was a pain that must be experienced.

Every process is mixed with tears, but many times we don't tell others about their fragility so easily, entangled in the fetters of the world, the pursuit seems to be an inevitable way of life, but many people have lost both when they understand that they can't have both, and the realization of hindsight can't escape the baptism of the price, so we gradually mature in the pursuit of life and give-off, don't compare, because every comparison of take-and-give will bring trembling hearts, It's like the past really can't be recovered.

After patiently conducting a series of understandings, the doctor explained: "Aphasia is a common symptom of cerebrovascular disease, which is mainly manifested by the loss of language comprehension and expression ability, which is caused by damage to the language center of the cerebral cortex (dominant hemisphere). Indications and processesIn principle, all aphasia is an indication for treatment, but patients with obvious impairment of consciousness, emotional, behavioral abnormalities and psychosis and those who resist treatment are not suitable for training. ”

A sentence that the resistant is not suitable for treatment made me clearly understand how much courage it takes for Gao Ru to make up his mind after so long.

……

Throughout the morning, the doctor had been conducting vocal training, but Gao Ru roared vigorously, but he could only occasionally make a 'babbling' sound, and during the interval between drinking water and resting, I also tried to teach Gao Ru to say some simple words, but in vain.

The long and arduous pronunciation training continued until half-past twelve, and before leaving, I called the doctor aside to ask what the chances of recovery were. The end result is only 30 percent uncertain.

As soon as I got out of the hospital, I was greeted by a howling cold wind, which made me and Gao Ru shiver almost at the same time, and the dust made it difficult for me to open my eyes, so I took off my windbreaker and put it on her despite Gao Ru's objections, and walked towards the bus stop with my head tilted.

While waiting for the taxi, I suddenly realized why Gao Ru didn't agree to me taking her home, everyone has a territory that no one can touch......

After thinking about it for a long time, out of concern for her safety and emotions, I still asked, "Do you want me to send you home?" ”

Gao Ru looked intently at the vehicles coming and going, her expression calm.

And I couldn't imagine how much forbearance it would take for her to be able to do this calm expression.

Stopping a car, I asked, "If you don't want to go back now, why don't you stay with me for a while?" It's not an option to stand here and make a decision, so how about you think about it in a different place and then tell me? ”

Gao Ru looked at me with some gratitude, nodded vigorously, and got into the car with the driver's urging.

……

When I returned to my residence, several aunts in the courtyard joked: "Hu Kai, you kid is really good, the girls you brought back are more Peugeot than one by one, one day you enlightened my son, and I didn't have a girlfriend at the age of thirty." ”

I looked at Gao Ru a little nervously, but Gao Ru smiled indifferently and followed me into the house.

At this moment, a vicious word came from outside the door: "This girl is good, but unfortunately she is a disabled ......"

If it were left in normal times, I would have been educated in traditional virtues, but today a nameless fire appeared out of nowhere, and I pushed open the door and said sarcastically to the aunt who was leaning against the corner of the wall in the courtyard: "Aunt He, didn't you say last time that nursery rhymes might be fooling around in nightclubs all day long, and I don't know what to do?" Then do you know that the 'Jinghu Western Restaurant' on Zhongshan Road is her property? You said that the girl who just went in was disabled, but you can't see that she has a bandage on her leg, and the wound will be healed? ”

The two aunts looked at me with each other, as if they were a little ignorant of my complaints, but they focused on the nursery rhyme, and asked almost in unison: "You said that the nursery rhyme is the boss of 'Jinghu', is it really fake?" ”

I ignored it, turned around and said coldly in front of the room: "She is back in Australia now, you can ask yourself when she comes back." This house is also going to be demolished, and thinking about the problem of resettlement housing is more real than medicating other people's affairs. ”

Back in the room, Gao Ru was playing with An An, smiled when she saw me, and wrote on her mobile phone: "You are so childish when you mess around, don't worry, I won't be unhappy because of these words." ”

I smiled and said, "Of course there is childishness, I am also an ordinary person, ordinary in my bones, when I don't want to cry, I laugh, when I don't want to laugh, I am silent, under the influence of those worldly ears and eyes, it seems that I am more like a layman." Helpless change is like a manipulation of life, so more often than not, I like to reflect alone at night. Today is also an exception, they say that I don't care about myself, but I still can't look past you. ”

Gao Ru squinted her eyes, smiled very sunnyly, and wrote, "Are you hungry, why don't we go to dinner?" ”

"There's no need to go out and toss, there's still cooked food in the fridge, and I'll be able to eat when I go hot and hot."

I was hot food in the kitchen, Gao Ru quietly stood behind me with An An in her arms, this scene was very similar to the nursery rhyme cooking here at that time, I stood aside and watched quietly. I learned what the nursery rhyme said to me at that time, and said to Gao Ru: "The smoke is too big here, you better go back to the house and wait for dinner!" ”

But Gao Ru insisted on accompanying me.

I ignored her objections, and sent Gao Ru back to the room with push and pull, I went back to the kitchen alone, but infinitely sad, the years always hide some obscure thoughts, even if you guess carefully, think seriously, try to change something, but in the end I found that after all, I can't escape the good situation laid out by the years, the troubles of the world infect the details of life, the more tired the heart is, the more drunk I become, and those thoughts that intersect day and night until I forget the affection of the passing years.

Mood seems to be the most difficult dish in the world to cook, you don't know what it will taste like when you add any kind of flavoring, is it that I used to be too calm and indifferent to life, so as to reflect today's downfall?

A casual moment can make a negative emotion take advantage of the void, it is difficult to eliminate for a long time, it turns out that many times it is not someone else who is really difficult for yourself, it takes courage to give up, and it is courage to let go of the need, and the realization of hindsight can not escape the baptism of the price, so we are gradually maturing in the pursuit of giving and taking, do not compare, because every comparison of giving and giving will bring trembling of the heart, and the one who gives up will really never be recovered.

……

When I was ready to eat and turned off the hood, I found that there was a sound of guitar coming from my room, and I didn't have to think about it to know that it was Gao Ru playing.

It's a song called "Fish That Swims All Day and Night".

I was afraid that I would be disturbed when I walked in suddenly, and it wasn't until Gao Ru finished playing the song that I pushed the door and walked into the house, and said with a smile: "You don't play worse than me, and you really got an axe in front of you last time." ”

Gao Ru watched me put down the guitar a little embarrassed, but there was no smile on my face, and I wrote a sentence on my phone, but I felt distressed when I read it, she wrote: Just a guitarist who can't sing, there is nothing to show off.

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