Chapter 168: Life Before

I walked quickly to Su Chen's side, pressed her who was about to get up, and said, "It's not like you haven't heard He Na sing, don't follow the foolishness." ”

Su Chen looked at me, snatched the cup in my hand and drank it all, then swallowed it very reluctantly, instantly frowned and looked at me with disgust, and said, "What do you drink all day long?" What is this wine? ”

"You won it so quickly, I didn't have time to say, I forgot to tell you, I made this wine, and I was worried that I couldn't drink it!"

Su Chen's expression was as eager to vomit out all the things that had been in his stomach and spit on my face......

I beckoned the bartender to Su Chen and asked for a glass of white water, and then quietly waited for He Na on the stage, time was slowly advancing, so that a cigarette spontaneously combusted, burning my finger holding the cigarette, I knew that a long time had passed.

Just as I was in my trance, He Na stood up slightly, nodded slightly to the crowd, and then handed the guitar to the band's guitarist and walked off the stage alone.

Just when everyone was shouting and disappointing, Su Chen got up and applauded desperately. For a while, it was difficult for me to understand the reason why Su Chen did this, but it was also inconvenient to dissuade him. Su Chen's desperate applause did not stop until He Na walked to the bar and sat down.

That's when I asked, "Do you understand why He Na did this?" ”

Su Chen nodded with a little joy and said: "When I subconsciously quieted down, with shallow temptation and sincerity, I was silent with He Na, and suddenly felt that the process of us going from strange to familiar was simply a story full of romance and legend. It's just that I never thought that I was actually the creator and builder of those plots, and I never thought that I would actually be a director and protagonist. From beginning to end, our acquaintance is like a drama with suspense, with twists and turns, ** overlapping, joys and sorrows. It's just that in the end, I can't help but fall into clichΓ©s, and when all the suspense lands, He Na finally becomes the most important person in my life. ”

"You're a poet soon, you're still happy compared to me, and you're still together anyway, aren't you?"

Su Chen looked at He Na from afar, smiled a little bitterly but happily: "I know that this river and lake is too deep, so deep that you and I will lose each other's true nature if we are not careful." ”

I can't deny Su Chen's words, but I don't completely agree with them. Although this materialistic and prosperous life journey is too long and arduous, there is never a way to turn back, and I admit that I can't afford to lose, let alone lose my feelings.

All happiness is only between thoughts, if you hold it, it is a lifetime.

If the nursery rhyme stands in front of me again, even if the city is ruined and people die, when the ten fingers are clasped together, I am willing to freeze the footsteps of the sun, peel off all the glitz and noise, and let the eyes and hearts look at and pull each other. Then, the distance spread out by thousands of miles of mountains and rivers is not enough to block each other's yearning and longing.

……

Su Chen and I kept clinking glasses, while He Na was drinking green tea on the side.

He Na and Su Chen didn't quarrel anymore in the end, and the three of them sat at the bar and chatted about the little things in college, fortunately we all remembered.

may have resolved the crisis that was pressing on his heart, Su Chen drank very happily, and soon became drunk......

Helped Su Chen, who was overwhelmed by alcohol, to the side, and after cleaning up, I continued to sit back at the bar.

He Na and I continued the topic without saying a word, chatting and chatting, He Na suddenly said: "Hu Kai, why did you say that you could live so simply before, but now you can't do that, I suddenly feel that my happiness has dropped very low." ”

"Probably all happiness in life is similar, your warmth and thoughtfulness are everywhere, Su Chen's inspiration and reminders are everywhere, and many habits have changed because of you. Just like this cup of fragrant green tea in your hand, it brings a lot of aftertaste and tenderness at the right time. Just like in the past, when I received a brief but concerned phone call from the nursery rhyme, it always brought me inexplicable warmth and touching. ”

"Nursery rhymes, Sun Mengwen and today's girl, who do you like, have you thought about it very rationally?"

"Nursery rhymes!"

"It's good that you figure it out for yourself, trust me, the nursery rhymes will come back."

I was a little excited, so much so that I looked at He Na with wide eyes and asked, "Did the nursery rhyme not leave, or did she contact you?" ”

"Don't guess, no, I'm just relying on a woman's intuition."

"Intuition? I hope your instincts are right. ”

He Na seemed to focus on herself again, and sighed lightly: "Actually, for Su Chen, I don't know how to describe the relationship between us, I predicted a long time ago that I couldn't get rid of him, and now that I think about the reality, it seems that I am a little resigned." ”

I didn't know how to answer for a while, just waited quietly for He Na to speak again, some things should not be guessed.

Finally, He Na smiled and said, "You say that my thoughts are a little negative? ”

I smiled with her and said, "It's quite negative, a bit like women in the old society, who believe in fate too much." ”

"I can only pray that I don't deviate from the norm and that it's good to live in peace and stability." He Na looked at Su Chen, who was sleeping, and said for a long time: "But I'm afraid that one day I will expose all the falsehoods of reality, so hard that I tear my soul apart!" ”

There were more and more people in the store, and the noisy environment was obviously not suitable for our mood at this time.

Xiao Ke and I put Su Chen in the car, only to find that it was raining lightly outside, considering that He Na sent Su Chen home, plus it rained, it may be inconvenient for a person to go up and down the stairs, so I asked Xiao Ke to find a substitute driver, which was relieved.

After sending He Na away, I was going to go back by myself, but Xiao Ke said that he had just bought a car and wanted to send me back.

……

Xiao Ke was obviously in a good mood along the way, and we had a good chat, but when I asked Xiao Ke how he thought of his success at the moment, he became a little serious.

After being silent for a long time, Xiao Ke said in a slightly low tone: "Coming to Guangzhou from the Northeast, to be honest, I couldn't find a direction at first, I couldn't find a way out, and I couldn't find value. When I first came to Yipin Tianxiang, I received a salary of 2,000 yuan a month, and I didn't dare to invite people to eat casually, and it was ridiculous that I didn't even dare to eat meat easily, let alone talk about friends. In the face of ideals, all real life is luxurious. What's even more terrifying is that he has no experience, no ability, no accumulation, and his personality is still lazy, not enterprising, and not working hard enough, but there has been no sign of change for a long time. I don't have money, I don't have talent, I don't even have looks, and I'm still struggling after a few years. I feel that I am worthless, I don't know what the meaning of living so painfully is, and in the end I can only comfort myself with sinking. But the appearance of Sister Sun changed me, and it was only when I chatted with her that I found some meaning in life. ”

"In this city, there are always some people who are used to denying themselves. Full of frustration, depression, and not seeing your own worth. Then envy the goodness of others or fantasize about an ideal state in a daze. Thankfully, you're idealistic. ”

Suddenly, Xiao Ke turned his head to look at me and asked, "I think you should know that Sister Sun is the boss of Yipin Tianxiang, right?" ”

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