The nursery rhyme sighed softly: "It's better to forget that person than to forget yourself, tell yourself, not because you're afraid that she will forget, but because you're afraid that she will remember you again one day." The years take away the memories, but the memories will become clearer and clearer. One day, she will come back and tell you that she has been thinking about you, don't believe it, because she is no longer the same person she used to be, and you are no longer the same you used to be. ”

I don't object to nursery rhymes, sometimes I tell myself again and again that I should let go, but in fact?

I still can't control myself in the lonely night, looking through the memories of the past, those things that I have buried deep in my heart, what I have gained, what I have, what I have lost, and I feel like a dream alone. What's even more ridiculous is that it's all based on the fact that I've always understood that I shouldn't dwell on the past, and that I've always hinted that I forgot what I shouldn't remember......

I didn't want the nursery rhyme to be pessimistic due to my own emotions, so I comforted:

"If you wait stupidly, one day you finally wait for the person you love the most in your life, we can say goodbye to a lonely life, stubborn just for inner peace, I would rather never speak for the rest of my life, I don't want to tell lies to deceive someone."

"The world is always inseparable from joys and sorrows!"

"We're all playing ourselves while taking care of each other's feelings......"

The nursery rhyme seemed to be a little tired of the vanity and betrayal of human nature in love, and said in a slightly disappointed tone: "Don't talk about these unhappy things, Gu Yuekai, you tell me a joke, I want to go to bed quickly." ”

I also wanted to get out of this depressing topic as soon as possible, so I thought about it and said: "You like to worry about eating so much, I'll tell you one, the little girl is three years old, she was eating with a bowl by herself that day, and accidentally the bowl fell to the ground and broke, and she asked her mother to bring her a bowl to her, and her mother asked her to start the bowl?" She took her mother's hand and walked to the place where the bowl had been broken, and threw it out as before, and then turned to her mother and said, "That's how it was broken." ”

"I really want to pretend to laugh, but I really don't want to laugh, Gu Yuekai, good night!" After the nursery rhyme was finished, it was silent.

After all, I don't want to bother anymore and say goodnight to the nursery rhyme. Sometimes I feel like I'm not pure enough to see it.

When the nursery rhyme calmed down, I couldn't help but ask myself in the depths of my heart: The past is like smoke, shaking off the dust of the ground, who did you meet in the most beautiful years? Who did you miss in the deepest red dust? Although the answer is simple, how many pure pasts are hidden in the depths of time, and how can it be forgotten if you want to.

When I was young, the songs I sang and the roads I traveled were all lost with the twists of time; Those whom we swore allegiance to the death and loved so much are now long gone. Those promises to be crazy for her, crazy for her, and stay with her for the rest of their lives have now become a joke of young and frivolous youth......

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Time always flies inadvertently, slowly moving forward, tomorrow is 'ten. 'Golden Week', starting from this afternoon, the renovation project of Yipin Tianxiang will be carried out.

These days, in addition to accompanying nursery rhymes in the hospital, is to purchase materials, the city IKEA sent six project department personnel to follow me, but to save me a lot of time, in the morning many days ago the planning case handed over to Sun Mengwen, together to discuss and exchange views, with the help of nursery rhymes, the feasibility of the plan has been unanimously recognized by several persons in charge of a product of Tianxiang, and Mr. An Lidong proposed the vacant land renovation plan, but I can't think of a suitable clue for a while.

When I delivered food to Tong Yao in the evening, I found that she was already packing her clothes, and I was always looking forward to what kind of wish was in the sticky note that Tong Yao wrote to me last time.

……

The next day, I got up early, carefully cleaned up, wiped and wiped a lot of things on my face, combed my hair up and put it down, people often say: hair root roots, either leaders or bastards. This sentence alone made me entangled for a long time, and I didn't know what to do for a while. In the end, I took the hair wax and grabbed a hairstyle that I thought I was very satisfied with, in my memory, it had been a long time since I had groomed myself so carefully, I smiled in the mirror, what was wrong with me?

When I went out, it rained lightly, which was really annoying for people who had worked hard for a long time for their hair, but it didn't seem to affect my mood, driving the temporary special car allocated by the company, I also pretended to be a private person, and after a round of Tianxiang, I drove to the hospital, and the nursery rhyme was discharged today.

A Volkswagen, I feel like I drove a BMW alive, with it, no matter how heavy the rain is outside the window, there is no need to be afraid of nursery rhymes.

……

The rain was not as optimistic as I had imagined, and it showed no signs of stopping, the sky was getting darker and darker, and the street lights on both sides of the road were turned on......

After parking the car in the basement, I walked out with my umbrella, and the rain was damp and there was a vast layer of mist.

I was about to walk to the inpatient department when I suddenly saw the same figure as last time. And I'm sure I'm absolutely right this time, because we're so close.

I couldn't figure out what was going on, and when I walked up to outflank her, she seemed to have spotted me too, and threw herself into the rain despite the rain outside.

"Ling Xi, stop me!" I quickly followed her and yelled.

But Ling Xi ran forward quickly as if she hadn't heard it, if I hadn't seen her face with my own eyes, I really couldn't believe her in front of me, the person who was still-for-tat with me some time ago.

"Do you think that if you avoid me today, you will be able to escape for the rest of your life?"

Despite my shouting, Ling Xi was already walking forward like a stranger, and the two of them let the rain get wet for a long time, and the umbrella had long forgotten to be lost somewhere.

When passing by a bus stop, I thought that the only way to stop was to catch up with Ling Xi. So, I no longer followed her fast and slow, but rushed directly to her, grabbed her, and dragged her directly to the bus stop.

"Didn't you see the rain? The umbrella doesn't hit you, what about Liu Kai and others, where did he die when you went to the hospital and it rained so hard? ”

The rain fell densely from the street lamps, wetting the tips of the pedestrians' hair, and a huge transparent bead curtain hung down in the gray, hazy, like a puff of white smoke rising. The neon sign in the distance flashed persistently in the gloom, and this scene was very similar to the first time we met......

"It's raining heavily, I'm going back." Ling Xi wrapped his coat, which was mostly wet, and said.

I grabbed her and asked, "This is your life now?" ”

The eyes of the few people on the platform all turned their eyes, Ling Xi seemed to be a little disgusted, she looked ahead, she didn't cry, but the tears fell without warning, even if it was mixed with rain, but I could clearly realize that it was tears...... "Don't say it, yes, this is the life I want, my life is so bad that you can laugh at it, I already have retribution, a woman like me doesn't deserve happiness...... Perhaps, we should never have been in touch again! ”

The words that Ling Xi uttered under his slightly confused thinking just gave me the most fatal stab. My whole soul suddenly seemed to be stripped away, floating on the edge of the fire, and the past, which had been suppressed in the depths of my heart, exploded with a burst of thunder...... All the tiredness, pain, incomprehension, and anger of these days have surged up, and the knife and tear, dampness and gloom in my heart have been completely vented in this rain......

"I love you!" My brain pulled Ling Xi uncontrollably, hooked her neck, and kissed the familiar lips.

Ling Xi struggled, and the coat he was draping on his body slowly slipped off...... When she struggled, I held her tight, forcing her to sink with me...... Ling Xi closed her lips tightly, and I forced myself to sweep my tongue warmly over every inch of her lips...... Her breathing was getting shorter and shorter, and the pressure on my tongue was getting heavier......

"Hu Kai, you let go...... You get ...... It hurts me," Ling Xi struggled, smashing me with his bag, and said vaguely.

But no matter how Ling Xi struggles, I just won't let go, maybe this let go will be a long time away...... Perhaps, I won't be able to hold it anymore...... Perhaps, love is buried in this rain......

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