At this time, the person I have been holding in my arms for a long time is still my beloved Ling Xi, she is making up for the emptiness of my lost dreams at this moment, and my lost soul is slowly returning to **...... Suddenly, Ling Xi stopped struggling, looked at me with wide eyes and fear, tears fell big and big, and my throat and eyes were fishy......

Under the street lamp, Ling Xi's hair was blown by the wind and soaked by the rain, but she added a bit of unruliness, she angrily picked up her clothes from the ground, threw them in my face, and then ran away.

High heels and potholes damaged the section of the road to be repaired, Ling Xi would fall after running a few steps...... Get up...... Fall again......

I tried to hug her again, only to see her teary eyes under neon, scared and suggesting not to come close......

……

Love is buried in this rain after all!

I once again felt the pain of my soul being stripped from my body, leaning powerlessly against a lamppole and holding my head in pain......

Perhaps, one day, there will be a person who can put aside everything and save love and decay me from the graveyard. When that happens, I won't breathe hard, lest I stain her with the dust from my breath. I will throw away all suspicions, temper the past, sew it into an invulnerable robe, and do my best to fight the encirclement of love......

Thinking about it, I suddenly wanted to scream, but I couldn't make any sound when I opened my mouth......

I seemed to see the hopeless and desolate love again in my pain, and no matter how much I tried, I thought of a dying camel left next door in the desolation, even if it could find its way, but it had no strength.

There was a sharp sound of sudden braking in the distance, and it stopped in front of Ling Xi, who didn't know how to dodge.

She didn't seem to care, and kept walking, and I couldn't allow her to cry again in front of my eyes.

When I hurried to catch up with her, I saw the half-cut medical record bag in my handbag, and my nerves were suddenly punctured by it, and I pointed in a panic: "What the hell is going on with you?" ”

"Don't ask, I have to go back." Ling Xi avoided my gaze, and after speaking, he subconsciously tucked the medical record bag behind him.

"The medical record bag in your hand, take it out and let me see, what's wrong with you!" Without waiting for Ling Xi to agree, I snatched the medical record bag.

My arm trembled uncontrollably, and I untied the thin thread that was wound, and there were several B-ultrasound pictures and a medical record sheet inside. Ignoring Ling Xi's resistance, I opened the medical record sheet, which contained some basic characteristics, and the medical history column read: Pregnant, March and 21.

According to the number of days, Ling Xi was pregnant twelve days before I returned......

I have fantasized countless times about meeting Ling Xi again, but I never imagined that it would be such a scene today. Ling Xi, who was alone, was distressed walking in the rain, and I couldn't suppress my shouting anymore: "Are you pregnant and come to the hospital alone?" The dog. Is Liu Kai dead? Just because he's a son of a bitch, I don't even have the qualifications to call you and make you stop? ”

Ling Xi was no longer stubborn, no longer had the previous temper, she cried with a whimper, sobbing and said: "Because without the person holding the umbrella, no one will feel sorry for me when it rains, I like to be drenched in the rain, I suddenly found that the rain is warm, it turns out that it is my heart that is cold, I am also stubborn, pretend not to care, but you won't understand, I don't dare to look back, I'm afraid that you will see me in such an embarrassment, and I'm even more afraid to see you go away without looking back." ”

I stroked Ling Xi's messy hair in the rain, and said with a heart full of grievances: "Give you happiness, but you can't enter your world." I wanted to trade my whole world for a ticket to your world, but that was just wishful thinking. My world, you don't care; Your world, I am banished. Do you think I'm going to be better these days? I closed my eyes, thinking that I could forget, and the tears I shed could not deceive myself. ”

"Hu Kai, you let go...... I really can't face you anymore, I can't be cold to you anymore, so I can only escape without courage until we slowly forget in hatred. ”

"You were the last time I met you in the hospital, right? If I don't stop you today, are you going to hide like this for the rest of your life? ”

"The last time I suddenly saw you, I began to be afraid of how to face you, a person rushed into the heavier and heavier rain, a person can only keep walking, like a homeless child, I think when I am tired of walking, I will slowly squat down, let the tears fall with the rain, so that no one will know that I am crying, I did not cry for you, but in my heart I told myself, let me cry for you one last time. Then my tears will not be goodbye to you in the future. ”

"It's been almost three months, and our love has been over for so long. But when I close my eyes, I still feel your breath, and I am still so accustomed to blurting out your name. Then ...... "I grabbed my hair and choked up and couldn't speak."

Ling Xi couldn't cry even more, and finally squatted on the ground with her body shaky, crying but not letting me see her face.

She cried loudly and said: "Hu Kai, I went back to school a few days ago, walking in every corner of the school, I seem to have returned to the past, me and you, the time in school. What an enviable day it was. At that time, we were studying, working part-time, and busy with club work. I went to various places in Guangzhou and left so many beautiful memories. The redbuds of the school are blooming. I sat under the tree, looking at the blown petals and remembering the figure of us snuggling. I smile. After the smile comes loneliness. After the loneliness, there is deeper and deeper self-blame and pain. ”

I smiled bitterly, letting the rain drip down on the tips of my hair, and didn't want to reach out to wipe it, but squatted aside with Ling Xi and said, "You are indeed the person I loved in my most beautiful years, I can't predict what my future will be." But the only thing I can be sure of is that I can't let go of my memories. I was reluctant to give my feelings to another person. Because, from the day I met you, my feelings were destined for you, but you let go. It stopped, and it continued, and then, it was deserted. ”

"Hu Kai, is it too late if I regret it? If he wasn't pregnant, I'm afraid that you will dislike him, he Liu Kai is a billionaire, and I won't go with him. ”

My mind was frozen by this longing question, and for a moment I hesitated, what am I hesitating about?

"I'll take you home, it's too dangerous on a rainy day."

"No, I'll go back by myself, I don't need anyone to treat me with pity." Ling Xi tore up the medical record bag and threw it into the garbage can, and staggered to his feet.

I grabbed Ling Xi's hand and let her struggle, a princess picked her up, and trotted all the way to the underground garage. In my arms, she didn't struggle anymore, just looked at me silently with tears in her eyes and didn't speak.

I yelled, "Don't be willful, I'll send you home!" ”

"You let me get out of the car, I don't want to go home now, I don't want my parents to see me so embarrassed, in their hearts, I don't want to let them down."

"You haven't told your uncle and aunt about your pregnancy?"

Ling Xi's tears kept flowing like a broken thread, biting his purple lips, shaking his head and not speaking.

"I'm renting a house outside, so you go to my residence to change your clothes first, and then talk about it, if you're pregnant, you still toss yourself like this, and you don't want to die like this."

……

Ling Xi didn't say a word along the way, and I was only silent.

Where did all the words that I used to say go? I finally realized clearly: the road is long and the road is short, and how many spring flowers have met have disappeared in the long river of years; The moon is full and the moon is que, and how many unforgettable memories are annihilated in the folds of time.

Back at the residence, I found Ling Xi my clothes, and let her take a shower, making sure that there was no fever.

"You lie in bed for a while, I'll go cook you a bowl of ginger soup!" I didn't care about changing my clothes, I covered Ling Xi's quilt and said.

As soon as I finished speaking, Ling Xi began to cry again, and I could only put the tissue next to her, but I didn't know where to start with the words of comfort, and that's all I could do.

After cooking the ginger soup, I was about to serve it outside, when I suddenly remembered the appointment with the nursery rhyme, I promised to pick her up at the hospital, but now I broke my promise. So I hurriedly took out my mobile phone and sent a message to the nursery rhyme: Nursery rhyme, I have an urgent matter today, so I won't pick you up first, and the flowers ordered for you should have been received, right?

As soon as the message was sent, I walked out of the kitchen with ginger soup, only to find myself standing at the gate of the yard, looking at my nursery rhyme.

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