I looked at Sun Mengwen with curiosity, waiting for her to explain to me.

"Haven't you heard a song?"

"What song?"

Sun Mengwen's fingers immediately tapped lightly on the wooden chair, found the rhythm, and then sang: "...... I make a wish, I make a wish to bless, let my heart solidify, in the most beautiful time, I wish to fall into your hands, feather into a rainbow in the night, I would like to see the bright sky again, happiness, jump into your river, swim to the end......"

In just a few sentences, I quickly immersed myself in Sun Mengwen's singing, her singing level was not affected by illness at all, and she was still so open, after listening, my eyes seemed to be really outlined by her singing A "happy river".

Sun Mengwen closed her eyes and said with a look of fantasy: "One warm afternoon, the sun is scattered all over the city, walking alone on the boulevard, the vague love comes just right, the 'happy river' has found its own direction, surrounded by smiling crowds and clean wind, flowers blooming is not a trance illusion." Before I ran Yipin Tianxiang, my life was clueless, and at that time, there seemed to be an irresistible force that was holding me back. Negative emotions such as depression, frustration, and confusion penetrate the blood of skin cells and quietly devour humble self-confidence. ”

"What would you do if you didn't have a pint of heavenly incense?"

Sun Mengwen smiled and said: "Along the way, there seems to be too much last resort, and there are too many insincere words, you can see the beginning, but you can't guess the ending." I feel more and more like a lonely boat, in the vast expanse. Sailing in the ocean, I could see the rough waves, but I didn't know if I could successfully avoid the back waves after resisting the previous waves, and the unpredictable waves were like a tide and undercurrent, and I began to wonder when I would be able to reach the other side and swim to the end of this river......"

I was speechless, just looked at her, and my heart was troubled......

"Do you understand what a pint of heavenly fragrance is mine?"

"It's your faith!"

Sun Mengwen nodded vigorously, as if she regarded me as a confidant, and pulled my arm tighter.

My heart wavered, and I immediately lit a cigarette for myself, because at this time, I really doubted what kind of reason I should use to convince the nursery rhyme, or persuade Sun Mengwen...... For them, a product of heavenly fragrance is an indispensable part of life.

……

On the way home, I want to let go of all my worries first, change my state tomorrow, and make an appointment to meet with Amway, a construction design company. After all, the thing to be solved in front of us is how to design a good Tianxiang. In the project, if there are some suggestions from him, I think things are somewhat secured.

But it was a very worrying question, which made me hesitate, would Mr. Anlidong still want to see me?

……

I spent the whole night in my thoughts, and I was very selfish in my hope that life would not be in turmoil again, and that I would be able to do what I wanted to do with the simplest emotions, and that's it.

I fell asleep in a state of anxiety, and in my dream I remembered the picture of four people in the dormitory chatting about life together in the dormitory before graduating from my senior year. But now that I think about it, are we still the rising sun? Are we still clinging to our dreams? Do we still have that pride?

Ideal, this thing that originally lacked light in my mind like black animation, and was constantly changing, how could it be connected to dreams. In other words, how can dreams with goals and processes be associated with dreams that are unrealistic and blurry? No matter how strange and unrealistic this dream may be, I think I'll remember it for a long time.

At least, during this time, I felt a sense of wanting to smile and be strong when I thought about the episode in my dream.

……

The next morning, I called under the pretext of business to inquire and confirmed that Mr. An Li Dong would be in the company in the near future, so I took the design plan and visited An Li Dong, the chief designer of the construction design company, which exists like a god in the decoration world.

Construction Design Company was the place where I did my internship in my fourth year, and Mr. An Lidong was my intern.

Big-name designers are not something that can be seen if they want to meet, and after several phone calls and waiting for nearly half an hour, I was told that I had twenty minutes.

The closer I got, the more uneasy I became, thinking about me when I was just twenty-one years old, but I resolutely pushed open the door with my resume. And now that I've been a special forces soldier for a few years, I find that I've become cowardly! Standing at the door and hesitating for a while, the staff next to me opened the door for me and made a gesture of please.

I quickly nodded in thanks, then took a deep breath and said respectfully, "May I come in?" ”

"When did you become so restrained, come in!" Anlidong sat with his back to me and said with his head sideways.

Did my tone reveal my psyche?

I feel a little more nervous, and I can go back today without saying anything. So he plucked up the courage to walk up to An Lidong and greeted him cordially: "Teacher An, I haven't seen you for a long time." ”

"Good boy, you still have the courage to come to me, sit down and talk!" Anlidong pointed to his chair and said.

I bowed, and then sat down in front of An Lidong, four or five years later, he didn't seem to have changed at all, with short, lean hair, a slightly chubby figure, and a look of majesty but not anger. Also, this studio where I stayed for three months......

"Back to the old place, are you still so restrained?"

I smiled awkwardly, but didn't refute.

An Lidong tried to break the awkward atmosphere and smiled: "Today you come to talk to me as a designer, we are in an equal relationship today, and besides, you and I have nothing to do with each other, don't be afraid of me." ”

"How do you know that I have a case I want to ask you today?"

"If I can't even see this when talking to all kinds of people, then my vision and intuition are too weak! If there is anything, just ask, don't have so many rules, it's very troublesome, you know that I hate decent laymen the most! ”

"Then I won't go around the bend, I came today to ask you to help me see the plan, I am doing a bigger business for the first time, and I don't know the bottom of my heart!"

An Lidong tapped his fingers rhythmically on the table, and recalled: "I couldn't keep you back then, it's rare that you still want to come back and take a look, could it be that now that the emotional wounds have healed, and you can live and take care of yourself when you come back from the army?" ”

"Wasn't that young and ignorant back then, but now I feel stupid when I talk about it, and I won't be so stupid again, I promise."

"Hopefully!"

"I promise!"

An Lidong seemed to be very satisfied with my attitude, and stretched out his hand and said: "Bring me your plan, and by the way, help me make a cup of tea, the things are still in place, take them yourself!" ”

I nodded, but I couldn't hide my joy, I knew that Mr. An Lidong would not give up on every newcomer, although it stands to reason that I am also an old man...... From washing the cup to boiling water to make tea, the whole process took about ten minutes, and An Lidong's eyes never shifted from the plan, which touched me very much.

I put the tea in front of An Lidong, and then he raised his head, and after a little silence, he said to me: "Go and make yourself a cup, you see that your eyes are red and swollen, and your voice is still a little dumb, how can you not drink water, I have to take a closer look at the plan, give you fifteen more minutes?" ”

I was just about to say that I only had twenty minutes, but An Lidong's words immediately solved my worries, quickly made myself a cup of tea, and I sat down opposite An Li Dong again, waiting for his criticism and correction.

After a long time, An Lidong shifted his gaze from the plan, looked at me and said, "Are you relaxed now, but you still have a sense of restraint?" ”

"No, not at all, doing familiar things, I feel like I've regained the feeling I felt four years ago."

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