Chapter 141: A Scarred Soul
I looked at the guitar behind me, and remembered that I had just picked up the guitar in a panic and ran, completely ignoring the existence of this Liu Yunong. is so heartless and lungless to lead others to run, I guess I have to go back to college.
We said we would run forward and break through the shackles to meet pride, but now we are all going our separate ways, and our fate is uncertain. Once, Ling Xi and I, who thought they would never be separated, separated, while Su Chen and He Na, who had never been favored, came together. thought that Liu Shaozhe, who had been working hard, would mix better than any of us, but the reality made his dream wither prematurely......
Time makes us drunk, it allows us to drink the hearty fragrance of the noon sunshine and youth, but it also brings endless loss and lightness, even if the sun is so intoxicating, but the sudden loss after waking up, but people can't adapt to it.
I picked up the guitar and looked at it for a while, and said, "I recommend you to go to a place, have you ever heard of a taste of Tianxiang?" ”
Liu Yunong nodded......
"You can go there and sing, I can help you introduce, then maybe you can find a suitable path for your own development in a stable working environment, maybe it will be much better than looking for friends on the street now!"
Liu Yunong looked at me with some disappointment, took the guitar in my hand with anger, put it in the box, and then turned to leave. After walking a few steps, he turned around and said: "I thought you could understand me very well, I thought you also had a crazy and uninhibited youth, crazy in love with one thing or one person, it seems that I was wrong!" The materialistic society has taken you away, not because you don't understand me, but because you are gradually lost. ”
I didn't refute Liu Yunong's words, I did gradually get lost......
However, from him, I seem to see the long-lost youthful frivolity, and what I am slowly losing now!
Looking at Liu Yunong who was walking away, I was at a loss for a while, and looked at the nursery rhyme and Ling Xi blankly.
The longer people are in the workplace, the more accustomed they are to suppressing their true feelings, and the more they pursue material life rather than the uninhibited dreams of youth, just like I will never cry and laugh loudly at the moment, everything is just a faint point. It seems that there is more and more nothing to do, you can be so sad that you cry, and you can no longer find an outlet to release your sadness. I was silent for a long time, maybe I was really transformed by this society......
In order to break the embarrassment of the three of them, I walked to the side of the road to help Ling Xi stop the car.
Ling Xi followed behind me without saying a word, and I didn't even have the courage to turn around and open the subject.
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The first time I found that the car in Guangzhou was so difficult to fight, the fate seemed to be deliberately delayed, and the time was stretched for a long time, which was suffocating.
I craned my neck to look into the distance, waiting for the car to come. The reason why I didn't dare to look back, as well as the nursery rhyme standing not far behind me, I was afraid to see her lost expression.
I took a deep breath and lit a cigarette, feeling that tonight was more terrifying than the army devil training, if Sun Mengwen appeared in front of me now, the three women looked at me together...... I don't dare to think about it!
A cold wind blew, Ling Xi shivered, and I looked back at the nursery rhyme sitting in the distance, tucked my collar, but my expression was still calm.
If there is anything that impresses me most about nursery rhymes, it is her always tough aura. The first time I met, the second time I met at the bar, and even when I met Ling Xi for the first time at the Jinghu Restaurant, I didn't show any timidity, she always didn't put too much pressure on me!
I smiled apologetically at the nursery rhyme, but Ling Xi suddenly threw herself into my arms from the side and cried bitterly.
I don't know how to comfort it, it's the first time I've felt this way.
Ling Xi raised her head and looked at me, crying louder than ever, her eyes were helpless and sour, was she regretting it? This time in her expression, I can no longer find the past indispensable, and it is also from this time that I feel that the love between me and Ling Xi is very childish and cannot withstand the wind and rain.
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During this time, a taxi stopped, but after looking at us, it didn't seem to have any intention of getting into the car, and drove away again.
Ling Xi and I have been standing on the side of the road, maybe not a long time has passed, but each other's hearts are tormented when we are together.
Tong Yu walked over softly and said: "It should be too congested at night, I have just called the taxi company, they are now shunting over, and they will be there soon!" ”
Ling Xi suddenly turned his head, then came back to his senses and said to me, "Intentional evasion still can't escape the tricks of fate. Hu Kai, I'll go back first, but before I go, you have to promise me not to worry about the man's words just now. No matter what capacity I appear in front of you now, I will feel that the light you give me is enough to cross the whole world. I now miss the vigor of our past, which proves that we were once young. God will always arrange some right people for you before you meet the wrong person, so that when you meet the wrong person, you will fall into endless remorse and be grateful to the people who were good to you! ”
I was silent for a long time and said: "It's me who is too selfish, Guangzhou is not small, how can you use the whole world to avoid me, it's good to meet and say hello like this, be careful on the road!" ”
Ling Xi shook his head and said to the nursery rhyme: "Thank you for helping me call a taxi, I'm fine, just walk a little by yourself and let my dad pick me up!" ”
After Tong Yao and I watched Ling Xi turn the corner and disappear on the street corner, the two of them sat down again, and the atmosphere began to become awkward again, there seemed to be a membrane between the two of us, which would break if we stabbed lightly, but we didn't seem to have the courage.
For a long time, the face of the nursery rhyme turned frame by frame, but my eyes began to glow with tears, her blurred figure and indescribable expression under the dazzling light, that second, like a melted candle, fell layer by layer, and every drop dripped on my heart with a hot temperature.
In the cold wind, the dim lights on the side of the road hit her face from the side, and her hair was ruffled by the wind.
I remember when I first met her, she wasn't like that, her face was full of pride......
But it seems that since she knew me, the arrogance of nursery rhymes has become less and less, and recently, she often avoids me again and again.
My expression began to be indescribably solemn, it seems that the harm that I thought I would suffer silently has spread to everyone, the nursery rhyme is, Sun Mengwen is.
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Nursery rhyme got up, and before she could speak, I hugged her...... I could clearly feel every tear in my chest, it was hot!
The nursery rhyme shook her shoulders, sobbed quietly, forced to suppress her own cries, and then beat me uncontrollably, the kind of sobbing, cutting my scarred soul one after another......
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