My heart began to surge, I Hu Kai, conceited and paranoid, angry and irritable, selfish and arrogant, I like to shift the responsibility to others, Ling Xi's painful situation today, how could it not be caused by me. Letting two women cry in my arms in one night is not the greatest irony for me. The thing about my is that every time she lets nursery rhyme let go of all worldly guards and approaches me, it hurts her the most......

"I'm sorry, I lost my temper!" The nursery rhyme pushed me away, wiped her tears and choked up.

I lowered my head and rubbed my foot against the floor tiles, and said apologetically, "It's okay, this matter tonight has nothing to do with you, it's all my fault." ”

"Gu Yuekai, as my heart goes down, a woman's intuition tells me that Ling Xi still loves you."

I gasped, ignoring the nursery rhyme, lit a cigarette for myself, and said, "I know what you mean, but that's all in the past, I've almost forgotten it, people always have to look forward, don't they?" ”

My words seemed to poke at the most disgusting place of the nursery rhyme, and she began to be a little impatient: "You like to eat jajangmyeon, but because you are hungry, you stuff a bag of potato chips and eat a few oranges, thinking that this will be enough, but in the end, you will find that you still want to eat a bowl of jajangmyeon." I just want to tell you, don't waste this thing of fate because you are in love, and let the unsuitable person take away the best of you! ”

"I don't understand what you mean, and I don't want to!"

"You made such a random choice, you will regret it in the future!"

I felt powerless and complained: "The kite broke before the wind blew, the empty car came after you just ran to the opposite street, and you changed C to B a second before handing in the papers, and then found out that the answer was C, and suddenly gave up after failing for the second time, and the third time was obviously fine, and the most disappointing thing for us was not that we were powerless, but that we could." If you give up your original intention out of sympathy, then I have nothing to say. ”

The nursery rhyme also bowed her head and was silent for a long time, and then said to me in a very serious tone: "If there is ever someone who has waited for you, whether it is years or months, please do not choose to refuse so rashly. The fate of this world is not as cheap as air, and life is composed of this or that regret or this or that surprise. Don't seek its perfection, just seek its beginning and end in everything, and treat it well, in this way, it is another kind of imperfect perfection. What Liu Yunong said just now is very right, many times, it is not the world that forgets you, but you forget yourself. ”

"Fate is a piece of, if you get a treasure, others trample on it at will."

"Gu Yuekai, you ...... this little bit of interest"

"It's cold outside, let's go back early!"

"I've made it very clear, I'm not going back to the alley tonight, you can take a taxi back by yourself!" After saying the nursery rhyme, he walked behind me, leaving me standing alone, and I was alone again.

The words of the nursery rhyme made me start to suffer from gains and losses, and I was extremely lonely at the moment! There are many unknown factors on the road of life, which change the direction of our travel from time to time, and there are always many things that cannot be saved, such as the time of going far away, and the withered emotions......

……

I stood there for a moment, then rushed to the center of the road and pulled down a taxi that was half dead by my madness.

I opened the car door and yelled, "Look at it, send me a taste of heavenly incense!" ”

The driver drove the car some distance away, watched me gradually calm down, and began to babble and tell me about the danger of the road I had just crossed, that young people nowadays do not take life and death seriously, and so on. I thanked me, but I couldn't listen to a word, I just wanted to numb my nerves with alcohol as soon as possible.

……

After a few days, I saw a hint of relief that Tianxiang had more customers than before, perhaps because they agreed with my design and found the original sense of belonging.

I found a bar and sat down, and several bartenders immediately recognized me and gathered around me to say hello, I smiled and responded one by one, but I was afraid that the sensation would attract Sun Mengwen, and I really didn't have the face to see her now, because I didn't just take away her best friend......

"Everyone gathered here, discussing resignation! By the way, a few people will carry this person out for me, we don't want such a guest to taste Tianxiang. "I didn't need to look at it and I heard that it was the voice of the fierce master, but when the people around me dispersed, I found that the orchid finger of the fierce master was pointing straight at me.

I didn't jump up to confront the fierce master as usual, but looked at him very quietly.

For a while, the surroundings began to be silent, and I think that the fierce master can rekindle this disgusted attitude towards me, only because of one person, Sun Mengwen.

"I'm just an ordinary consumer tonight, and I don't want to make trouble, I'll leave after drinking!" I said calmly.

"Although I know that you have a special relationship with her, I have never thought of being nosy. But, Hu Kai, you once had the ability to make her so happy, why didn't you have the ability to let her escape from the self that she was in? I don't want to wait for her to come out and see you again, if you don't want to be embarrassed, if you don't want her to be sad, then you can go by yourself! ”

Every word that the fierce master said was like a dagger with a barb stuck in my heart, it hurt to insert, and it was even more fatal to pull it out.

I bit my lip, tears fell, I am very macho, but at this moment I am like a thief who has been committing crimes for many years, and finally arrested, I feel that all my selfish, paranoid, and arrogant secrets have been revealed in an instant, and these secrets I have guarded for too many years, at that second, tears are soaring, my heart is twitching, and my blood, adrenal glands, and pituitary gland are secreting strange substances in an unbalanced manner.

"Xiao Ke, who the are you helping to bartend, believe it or not, I'm going to throw you out now."

I just looked at the wine in Xiao Ke's hand, and the fierce master immediately shouted.

I ignored the unreasonable troubles of the fierce master, comforted Xiao Ke who was full of embarrassment and said: "It's okay Xiao Ke, you put it there, I'll adjust it myself, the nursery rhyme taught me how to make a Bloody Mary." ”

"Hu Kai, I warn you, if you can't comfort Sun Mengwen, don't hurt her in your own paranoid way, you don't love her."

"It's something between us, it's not something you can control." I reached for half of the drink.

I turned around, only to find that Sun Mengwen's eyes were full of tears when she was standing aside, and she walked up to me calmly and snatched the goblet from my hand.

After a long time, I finally broke the silence in embarrassment: "I want to come over tonight to be quiet, I don't want to burden you, if you don't want to see me, I'll go first!" ”

Sun Mengwen's face became even more ugly, and she smiled bitterly and said: "I once fantasized about how I would clean up my broken self if you were with nursery rhymes, I thought I would cry out loud, but I bit my lip, and there was a burst of pain and grievance in my chest, I just couldn't cry......"

After speaking, Sun Mengwen suddenly slammed the hand holding the goblet into the bar, and for a while, blood immediately left from the palm, leaving a few blood lines on the white arm, which became dazzling blood red under the spotlight.

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