Chapter 120: Thin, lonely, lonely
Seeing that the nursery rhyme posted a string of ellipses, I urged again: "Good, hurry up and change your avatar, I want to see you, okay!" "After I finished it, I felt that there was something missing, and I made up another color by the way. Colored expressions!
Nursery rhyme: "Hello, I have something to do now, and I will practice with you later." ”
Nursery rhyme: "Connection." ”
When I saw the reply to the nursery rhyme, I suddenly laughed a little twitch, and I just wanted to reply: Are you not here? Is it really not there?
Stared at the phone screen and waited for a while, the nursery rhyme never replied to my message, the two of us seemed to be facing each other in silence, she really thought she had hidden it from me? Just as I was frustrating and constantly refreshing the screen, the nursery rhyme's avatar suddenly changed from a little penguin to a selfie, nothing more than a profile picture wearing a mask and sunglasses.
"If you wear sunglasses and a mask, you can't see people! Hurry up and get a picture of your mask and sunglasses off, or I'll give you a ghost story, right? I sent a threatening message.
After a long time, the nursery rhyme sent me a message back and asked, "Have you taken the medicine you bought?" ”
"Not yet, my throat still hurts a little now, can I take your behavior as forgiving me and caring about me?"
"I didn't take medicine, no wonder I'm so crazy, I don't mess around with you, I'm sleeping."
"If you don't forgive, you won't be allowed to sleep, do you hear?"
"If your voice is hoarse, don't speak!"
"Hurry up and forgive me."
The nursery rhyme made a crying emoji, and the original voice message was replaced with text, writing: "Gu Yuekai, can you not be like this every time, I want to forgive me for doing something wrong, and I have to ask for your forgiveness for doing something wrong, I forgive the whole world, who will forgive me." You have been asking me, so have you ever thought about my feelings, you go back and forth like this, going around and around, who dares to give sincerity, if you can't guarantee that a person will not get hurt, then please don't come near me, I'm not that strong. ”
After reading the nursery rhyme's information, I couldn't get interested anymore, and I didn't even dare to bother with the nursery rhyme anymore.
If the nursery rhyme were standing in front of me at this moment, would I still have the courage to say in advance: "Actually, I already knew that we were not suitable, but I stubbornly wanted to be with you." ”
Close your eyes and try to stop thinking about it, but there are some things that you can't do, just like this fate that is not easy to control. The rain outside had stopped unconsciously, and I eagerly walked outside the house, breathing hard, and I was almost suffocated by the depression in my heart......
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The cool wind blew from time to time, making me in my pajamas seem more and more thin, lonely and lonely this night.
I tucked my collar and lit a cigarette to keep warm. The moonlight shone on the watery earth, and the wet vapor made the smoke from my mouth seem so thick that I felt that I could not escape the barrier I had set up, and my whole body was lost and floated gently in the smoke until it drifted around like a broken love......
A person paced in the yard, smoking a cigarette in a distraction, until the QQ prompt sound in the house sounded again.
I went back to the house and picked up my phone to look at it, it was a nursery rhyme: "Gu Yuekai, don't blame me for being too sensitive to things, too much helplessness and sorrow in life have emaciated me into a tree and haggard into grass." I am afraid that you will not be able to support the strong winds of the world on your shoulders, and will blow you back again. All I was left with was a few more scars. Therefore, wind, for the sake of a better tomorrow for you, I can only wither the desire in my heart, stay in your heart for a while, and then leave forever, leaving me alone to drink all the sorrow and suffering. ”
I don't dare to ask for forgiveness from nursery rhymes anymore, I know that she has always been a fragile woman, the kind of person who will be desperately good to you if you treat her well. But her sense of helplessness and vulnerability is also stronger than anyone else's, because she has been hurt.
I like to smoke, because life is like a cigarette, it is a process from the beginning to the end, and the sadness scattered in the past is just smoke flying in the sky, and after the enchantment, it will disappear.
In the middle of the night, my thoughts were cruel, and I opened them for me, and I counted the unbearable past one by one until my fingers trembled.
In fact, life has always been sprinkled with salt on my wounds, but I never thought that my feelings would be so sad, and I never thought how far my bearing could go, if this can make the person I love smile more tactfully and brightly, I am willing to indulge it to be soft, I will endure the pain and not cry!
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When I woke up the next day, it was already nine o'clock in the morning, and the sunny day seemed to not remember the autumn rain that had been killed yesterday, except for the water on the ground, it seemed to be no different from before.
I washed the clothes, and quickly washed up, and then quickly rushed to a product of Tianxiang, today is the second day of work, all work is in progress.
rushed to Yipin Tianxiang, Sun Mengwen was also there, I couldn't help but secretly praise her in my heart, this work attitude is very serious.
Sun Mengwen saw me from a distance and greeted me, I stood in a remote corner, waiting for Sun Mengwen to come over, without waiting for her to speak, I slammed Sun Mengwen with a brain melon!
"Oh, Hu Kai, what kind of nerve are you fucking up!" Sun Mengwen lifted her hatred and put it down, it is estimated that she is also thinking about this step, I may be crippled.
"Do you know why it hurts?"
"Why?"
I said with a serious face: "Because you didn't wear a hard hat, this construction place, you think that if you make a chicken nest hairstyle, the top of the decoration will not be smashed on your head, can you have a little common sense?" ”
Sun Mengwen's eyes were full of emotion and said: "Hu Kai, you are so careful, I just came in for a while, I must remember to bring it next time." ”
"Don't go too far, I'm responsible for this project, don't have any accidents at that time, and then ask us to compensate, then I will lose more than I gain, it is estimated that these people don't know your identity, or don't rush to help you bring it!"
"Whatever you say, I have received this heart, why don't you go to Jinghu Restaurant for a big meal at noon today?"
I was afraid that I would encounter nursery rhymes again in the Jinghu Restaurant, after all, I have memorized them too much these days, so I thought about it and said, "I said what kind of consumption concept do you have?" Is it only possible to have a big meal at Mirror Lake Restaurant? Can you guarantee that there is no other place better than Mirror Lake? ”
"If you want to talk about craftsmanship, Auntie's craftsmanship is really no worse than that of Jinghu Restaurant, why don't we go to your house for dinner? I just wanted to buy something for my aunt and send it over, but I thought I hadn't been there for some days, so it was decided. ”
Thinking about bringing Sun Mengwen to my residence and to Jinghu Restaurant, I will definitely meet nursery rhymes in the long run, and some things will not be easy to solve at that time. Thinking that my mother might call nursery rhymes to come to the house at any time, this will put nursery rhymes in a dilemma.
"Hu Kai, why don't you speak?"
"I just want to ask you one question, have my parents ever had lunch at home except for their days off?"
Sun Mengwen pondered for a long time before replying: "I don't know very well, but I vaguely seem to have heard my aunt mention it, so what do you say we should do?" ”
I was speechless for a long time, but I still kept my patience and said: "It's definitely not alarmist, my parents eat at the unit at noon, and if you want to go to my house, just wait for porridge!" And it's all about yourself. Actually, I want to go to your place to cook and eat, I just arrived in your garage last time, and I was given a sudden death ...... before the elevator went up."
"You mean we're going to go home and cook and eat ourselves?"
"I'm not against it!"
Sun Mengwen suddenly became excited, squinted her eyes and said, "Okay! Then you are busy here, I'll go to the supermarket to buy something and come to pick you up at noon. ”
I also smiled with Sun Mengwen and said that I happily agreed.
After Sun Mengwen left, I began to enter the construction interior, checking the construction process and the use of various materials, and making records back and forth. I also admire myself for not letting my personal emotions affect my work.
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When the employees dispersed for lunch, I was still sitting alone on the steps at the door, smoking a cigarette and waiting for Sun Mengwen, but I couldn't help but think about the nursery rhyme at the moment, whether I was still wronged...... It wasn't until Sun Mengwen rolled down the window and called me that she came back to her senses.
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