I didn't know how to answer for a while, such a wild woman, but a few hours ago in front of me crying, I know, at this time she was suffering from all the emotions, and after a while I finally said with mixed emotions: "You can't be friends after a breakup, because we have hurt each other." You can't be enemies, because you love each other deeply. So you can only be the most familiar stranger, is love devouring or giving back? Sometimes I want to swallow you and never separate, sometimes I want to spit you out, and give you back your freedom and my freedom, it turns out that people's hearts can let go of two loves, two thoughts, two pains and happiness. But I don't know what to do when I face it again, just let it be! ”

"Then let's not see you again! I'll avoid you, and I'll avoid the places you frequent, don't worry! Ling Xi said with a forced smile.

Ling Xi's words made me feel inexplicable for a while, sometimes life is so cruel, it doesn't give people a choice at all, and everything makes people involuntarily.

After a long time, I still said ruthlessly: "That's fine, I'll pay attention to the places you often go, and I'll never see you again!" ”

……

Send Ling Xi to the gate of the community, if I'm not mistaken, I haven't been here for a long time in this place.

Before Ling Xi got out of the car, he said with a little embarrassment: "Hu Kai, I didn't tell anyone about my pregnancy, including my parents, please keep it secret for me." ”

"Uncle and aunt don't know yet? How long do you think you can hide it like this, if you go on like this, your belly will grow bigger day by day, and it will inevitably not be discovered! ”

Ling Xi was silent...... He said softly for a long time: "The child is innocent......"

I followed her silent for a long time, and finally said to her: "I don't mean anything else, you decide your own affairs!" ”

Ling Xi tried his best to hide his loneliness, and said with a smile: "If you can hide it from one day at a time, maybe Liu Kai will come out soon." ”

I took out an umbrella from the net pocket of the seat and handed it to Ling Xi, and said, "I won't say what I shouldn't say, go back early and take a rest, how can my body withstand such a toss during a special period." ”

"Hu Kai, I will return this favor and this umbrella to you."

"Don't cry anymore, your eyes are already swollen, I don't want kindness and umbrellas, as long as you can be happy in the future."

"Hu Kai, I may not be able to get the same relationship with you anymore, but I feel that I am content now, if you ask me now if I don't regret it after waiting for four years, I want to say that I don't regret it, the thing I regret the most is that I didn't keep the last month......" Ling Xi didn't cry, but tears crossed his cheeks with broken lines.

"When you're tired, take a break, don't grieve yourself, I think the saddest thing is not not not to meet, but to meet, get, but to lose in a hurry. Then the heart became tangled into a scar. It makes you hurt whenever it hurts. Now, we can't let his love ruin everyone. At the end of the sentence, I couldn't hold back myself anymore and yelled.

Ling Xi wiped away her tears and nodded, and got out of the car.

At that moment, it was as if I saw the whole world crumble in front of me. The bricks in the ruins are engraved with vivid memories, and now they are quietly attached to the earth, no matter how careful I am to keep my walk quiet, I will eventually find that I am just a person exiled by memory.

As soon as the car turned around and drove out of the community, Ling Xi gradually disappeared from my rearview mirror, the corners of my eyes were a little moist, and my tears collapsed again......

I didn't shed a tear in the training that I had, but I didn't shed a tear because I had to retire because of an injury...... At this time, I was helpless to lie on the steering wheel and sob, no longer daring to be proud and extravagant. What else can I say, what else can I do?

……

Passing by the company, I returned the car to the company, and still went home alone on the bus.

When I walked to the entrance of the alley, I suddenly saw a familiar seat, and even if it was a rainy day with an umbrella, I wanted to go and sit for a while.

Pedestrians came and went on the road, looking at me like fools, but I didn't care.

I don't know what the unknown world is like, but when I think of the nursery rhyme, I think I should always smile and be brave! Even standing at the evening station in this city is to look at the lonely and dim street lamps, look at the gray high-rise buildings all over the world, watch the fallen leaves that turn with the wind fall leisurely, and watch the broken time and love......

If fate is not so coincidental, if I didn't meet Ling Xi today, shouldn't today's process be to go to the hospital quietly to pick up the nursery rhymes, let's open the post-it notes together, take each other to realize the dreams they wrote, and then eat lunch quietly, as usual.

Thinking of this, I suddenly realized that there were still unopened nursery rhyme wish sticky notes in the pocket of the wet clothes I changed today......

Back in my room, I found the paper that had been crumpled by the rain, opened it carefully, lest I miss a word, and when I opened the pink heart-shaped origami, my mood instantly reached the verge of collapse.

The nursery rhyme neatly wrote on the heart-shaped paper: No one has ever given me such a sense of security as you, if you can, please keep walking with me. Promise me to smoke less and eat more in the future!

I suddenly remembered that the nursery rhyme insisted that I find the red dress we met for the first time yesterday afternoon, because I had inadvertently complimented her on how good she looked in red......

I think I should have missed something this morning, nursery rhyme should have been standing at the window on the fifth floor and looking at me with joy, right? And I tugged and pulled in the rain, chasing someone farther and farther until I disappeared from her sight.

I laughed angrily, this life is really a comedy at the beginning and a tragic ending, wondering if my memory is living on the other side of the long street, and my annual rings are dying on the other side of the long street.

There was a deathly silence in the room, and thinking of the nursery rhyme asking me to eat well, I quickly got up and drank the still warm porridge in one go, but there was one less person on the other side, and eating became an extremely lonely thing.

……

The rainy night came very early, and a person lying on the bed tossing and turning couldn't fall asleep, and his mind was full of torn pictures of nursery rhymes turning around and wiping away from tears.

Since I am wrong, I have to correct it, and with this concept in mind, I finally mustered up the courage to send a grievance and pitiful expression to the nursery rhyme, and then turned on the voice and kept saying sorry until the maximum recording time was reached.

I didn't have much concern when I sent the message, but after sending the message, I began to get nervous, both expecting and afraid of the nursery rhyme's reply to me, and even more afraid that she wouldn't reply to me at all.

In order to pass the time, I kept staring at her QQ avatar, expecting the avatar to jump.

But the damn little penguin, before I could hold my breath, suddenly turned gray......

I think I was really disgusted with the nursery rhyme today, otherwise she wouldn't have gone offline so quickly, but my gut tells me that she shouldn't fall asleep so easily now, right? So I turned on the self-destruct image mode again, and said in a crayon Xiaoxin tone: Dear beauty user in front of the phone, your contract bodyguard has found out that you are not offline, the following is the time to order the song of true love, if you don't speak again, I will turn on the roaring and screaming ghost story mode!

"Are you annoying, is it really interesting?" The little penguin of the nursery rhyme jumped happily again.

Seeing that the nursery rhyme finally replied to the message, I was like a chicken blood, and I instantly became excited, my fingers jumped quickly on the screen, and I wrote: "In these days, who doesn't use their own avatar as an icon?" Get a penguin and expose your Q age all of a sudden, hurry up and upload a selfie, if you really don't have it, I have it in my phone! ”

"Gu Yuekai, do you dare to be a little more ignorant and shameless?"

I didn't hesitate, and replied with a firm expression: "Dare!" ”

Nursery rhyme: "......"

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