Chapter 235: I miss you
(Ran Library)
Su Yanzhi knows everything about Mu Zaozao's good people, which makes women envious and men ashamed
Mu Zao also admitted that Su Yanzhi was indeed a responsible and good husband, and she was really safe and happy with him
But after so many things have happened recently, Mu Zao's feelings have slowly changed, maybe she cares too much about her, and she doesn't want the price of her happiness to be Su Yanzhi's mania relapse
It can also be said that after the leopard incident last time, Mu realized early that Su Yanzhi was not as warm as he appeared on the surface
"Haoxuan, in fact, I told you this, just to ask you to do me a favor," Mu Zao thought about it, looked at the man sitting in the wheelchair opposite, and slowly spoke: "I want to recover my memory, I want to remember those things that I have forgotten, I want to love Yan with my whole heart, I want to bear these ups and downs in my life with him, I am not a child, he has no responsibility to protect me so well, marriage is originally hand in hand, I can't throw all those burdens to Su Yan and carry it alone."
"Does my brother agree?" asked Su Haoxuan
remembered that he talked to Su Yanzhi about this matter in the apartment last night, and Su Yanzhi did not give a particularly clear answer at that time
"He doesn't agree for the time being, but I can't wait, you know, the last time Lu Shen said it, there are already signs of a relapse of mania."
Hearing Mu say this earlier, Su Haoxuan's face instantly turned ugly
He subconsciously glanced down at his uncompetitive legs, and it was because of his mother's manic attack that he became what he is now
"Ruan Ruan also told me that the reason why he became like this is because he has too many things in his heart, not only does he not like to share with others, but he also has to bear my part of the past, so I guess he is so anxious to recover his memory," Mu Zao said early and took a deep breath
"What if you recover your memory and go back to the way you were before, what if you recover your memory and think that my brother is the murderer of your mother, hate him so much, and say that you don't want to see him in your life?"
"Did I treat him like this before," Mu Zao's eyes widened, feeling incredible
She felt how much Su Yanzhi cared about her, although she had no memory, but Mu Zao was not stupid, and she naturally felt his intentions when she got along these days
Su Yanzhi didn't there be a box there, which contained the things that Mu had given him early, and he shouldn't have hated him before, right, how could he say such ruthless words
"You only said that it will not become like this, you must know that the reason why my brother does not restore your memories is not only afraid of your own pain, but also afraid of losing you, if the price of recovering your memories is to lose you, he will definitely rather bear those injuries himself, and even prefer to have a manic attack"
"I ......" Mu lowered his head early and rummaged through his memory: "I, did I really treat him like that before?"
Is it just because Su Yanzhi's mother killed her mother?
"Since you decided to forget it, don't think about it anymore, maybe remembering everything can't change the status quo, it's better to live a good life now and cherish everything you have," Su Haoxuan said
Mu was silent early, she didn't know what she should say again, and she was still thinking about what Su Haoxuan said just now, how ruthless she was to Su Yanzhi
Su Haoxuan's words just now made Mu Zao very surprised, and she couldn't react for a while, she knew how much Su Yanzhi cared about her, if she really said those words to Su Yanzhi, it would be a bit too hurtful
Su Haoxuan silently turned his wheelchair and left the room, and when he passed by the maid's room, he seemed to hear the sound of discussing Mu Zaozao
Thinking about going back to the villa early today, it was normal for the maids to say a few more words, and Su Haoxuan didn't think much about it
Mu thought about it for a long time, and finally decided to call Lei Ruanqin
In fact, she originally wanted to call Lu Shen, after all, Lu Shen and Su Yanzhi spent more time together, and she probably knew Su Yanzhi's psychological feelings at that time, but she was worried that these words would reach Su Yanzhi's ears and make him think wildly, and finally chose Lei Ruanqin
The two agreed to meet at the dessert shop they often go to, and after changing their clothes, the driver of the villa went to the destination early, and Lei Ruan Qin was already waiting there
Lei Ruan Qin, who ordered food from the two sisters, asked, "Why are you in such a hurry to summon me out?"
"I miss you," Mu Zaozao said with a smile
Lei Ruan Qin stared at Mu Zaozao with a suspicious expression: "It shouldn't be that simple, let's say quickly, is there any secret that I want to share with me?"
"I've moved to the villa with Yanzhi," Mu Zao said
Dessert was served at this time, and in front of him was a tiramisu
"Why" Lei Ruan Qin also brought her favorite crème brûlée in front of her
"It's too boring to be alone in the apartment, and the villa is so crowded," Mu Zao, eating tiramisu with a spoon, and didn't mention anything about recovering his memory
After taking a bite, Mu Zao spoke again: "I heard Haoxuan say that the time before I lost my memory seemed to have a bad attitude towards Su Yanzhi, is it true?"
Lei Ruan Qin was about to attack the crème brûlée in front of him, and when he heard Mu Zaozao's words, his movements instantly stopped
Raising his eyes and looking at Mu Zaozao inquiringly: "What did he say?"
"It doesn't matter what he says, the important thing is that there really is such a thing, right" Mu Zao saw the reaction on Lei Ruan Qin's face, and also confirmed that his attitude towards Su Yanzhi back then was indeed not much better, she asked again: "At that time, you should know that we were in the same university, I want to know how much I was too much to Su Yanzhi before."
"It's been so long, what meaningless things are you still turning it over," Lei Ruan Qin took a small spoon and made a move on the crème brûlée in front of him, didn't go to see Mu Zaozao, just said: "The most important thing you should do now is to take good care of your body, give birth to a big fat boy for the Su family, all married people, what do you think about all those useless people all day long?"
"Ruan Ruan" Mu saw Lei Ruan Qin early, she didn't want to say it, she got up, put down the spoon in her hand, and her expression was a little serious: "Have you treated me as a good sister?"
"Nonsense, I heard you say that you want to come and eat dessert, I even pushed An Yichen's date, what do you think" Lei Ruan Qin glared at Mu Zao
"But how do I feel that you are helping Su Yanzhi everywhere, and you will help me whenever you want?"
"When will I help Su Yanzhi, I didn't say bad things about him all afternoon in the ancient town yesterday," Lei Ruan Qin continued to stare at Mu Zao, raised his hand and poked her forehead: "You woman is stupid when she is pregnant, you say that you are stupid for three years when you are pregnant, why are you stupid like this when you haven't given birth to three years?"
"But every time I talk about what happened five years ago, you shirk it, no matter how much I want to know, you don't tell me, is this treating me as a good sister, shouldn't a good sister hide it without anything?" Mu complained early
Hearing Mu Zao say this, Lei Ruan Qin shouted: "Wronged, my eldest lady, I just don't want you to think of those bad things again, you said that you have become a rich young grandmother now, and you have a good life, but how can you do your best to block yourself."
"You also know that I am a rich young grandmother, and I will have to face a lot of things in the future, do you know that last time Qian Ying went to me and took a photo of Su Yanzhi and Qian Jing kissing to show me, and said that Su Yanzhi was an emotional liar or something?"
"You believe it," Lei Ruanqin asked
"I don't believe it yet, but I've felt uncomfortable for a while," Mu Zao still feels depressed when he thinks about it now, "It was only later that I learned that the photo was synthesized."
"Nonsense, I can't guarantee anything else, but Su Yanzhi is absolutely not a two-hearted world to see from you, the sun and the moon prove that I have been staring at it for so many years," Lei Ruan Qin raised his hand, and his index finger and middle finger were bent towards his two eyes, poked and said: "Besides, Qian Ying is a garbage neurosis, you can believe her words."
"I just want to say that if I had a memory of Su Yanzhi in my mind, this wouldn't have happened, can you imagine that feeling, that man who eats and sleeps with you every day, your future child's father obviously grew up with you since childhood, but you can't remember anything about him, as if one day you forget An Yichen and he suddenly becomes your husband, what would you think" Mu Zaozao gave an example, trying to make Lei Ruan Qin empathize
"Then I'm sure I'm happy that the snot bubbles are coming out," Lei Ruan Qin said and laughed: "I feel happy just thinking about it."
"But you have amnesia, you have no impression of him, you have no feelings, and every day you notice that he has a belly of thoughts, many of which are about you, but he doesn't tell you, and even if the pressure is so great that mania is about to relapse, can you still be happy," Mu Zaozao continued to ask
Listening to Mu Zao's words, Lei Ruan Qin fell silent
"Tell me, can you still be happy," Mu asked early
"Early," Lei Ruan Qin put away his smile and sighed a little helplessly: "Actually, it's really difficult for him to say that for so many years, although I can't guess what he thinks in his heart many times, but to be honest, he definitely doesn't have two hearts for you."
"It's because of this that I want to do something for him, if he doesn't care about me, and I don't care if he's really just a stranger, why do I have to ask myself about those past things, don't you also tell me that it's a little unfair to let Su Yanzhi bear everything?"
Mu Zao's words finally made sense to Lei Ruanqin
She nodded: "I can tell you, but you have to promise me not to get too emotional, after all, you are still pregnant with the baby, you just need to understand, because things are really over, no matter what you do now, you can't change those things that have passed"
Mu Zao nodded seriously
"Actually, it starts with the fact that you just knew that Su Yanzhi's mother killed your mother......"-
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