Sun Mengwen is so bloody that when the fierce master hugged her and left quickly in order to prevent chaos, the corners of her mouth still had a smile, but that smile was like a withered flower, this scene was like a blooming flower suddenly being beaten by frost, and there was no vitality in the most glorious years of life. She dragged the fierce master and didn't let him go, and looked at me fixedly, and I felt like a knife under her forced gaze......

Sun Mengwen looked at me in the dim light for a long time, and suddenly said loudly: "Hu Kai, I don't care what others are good about, what is bad about you!" I just like you, I just don't like other people! Don't I, Sun Mengwen, have the right to love and be loved? You speak! ”

Compared with any woman, Sun Mengwen is not inferior to others in any aspect, and even she is more resolute than nursery rhymes, but in the face of her at this moment, I am still indifferent...... I don't want to believe that this is my true state of mind, but I vaguely feel that in the darkest corner of my heart, I really think so! The thought made me shudder, I didn't know how to respond, and for a moment there was only a blank space left in my mind.

Seeing me standing dumbfounded, Sun Mengwen struggled to push away the fierce master, and stumbled towards the stage in the eyes of the people around her.

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Meng Ye followed carefully behind him, and immediately replaced the singer who was performing on the stage. Sun Mengwen stood on the stage, holding the microphone in her right hand, and under the light of the cold light source, the blood marks were even more dazzling.

The customers who were originally drinking around the bar immediately moved their eyes to the stage, and Sun Mengwen said to the band: "Yuan Quan's "Secret Love". ”

After saying these five words, Sun Mengwen quietly waited for the accompaniment, without saying a word. And the guests in the audience whispered, I couldn't listen to a word at this moment, and stared at Sun Mengwen's still bleeding palm......

In the accompaniment, Sun Mengwen sang along: "It's like a long dream, the more in the ocean of time, the more lovesick the end of the world is long, everyone is on one side, the swing swings with the wind, the words are still in my ears, once I wake up, my heart is still ......"

She sang so earnestly that she didn't seem to be singing, but singing the voice of her heart. I suddenly realized that maybe this song was a portrayal of her, this woman who seemed to be breezy is actually a person who chases love and dreams wholeheartedly, and her maverick behavior has also made herself a lonely flower.

To be honest, Sun Mengwen's voice and singing skills are particularly good, and there is a pure beauty in her ears after washing away the lead. A mournful but not sad tune, her pure voice is enough to lead people into a clean world that is completely their own. Pure white, no pollution, no noise, no betrayal......

I listened to the perfect movement of her singing and guitar voices, and in the music she accused me of emotions, and the melody and rhythm always gave me the feeling that she was wandering and hovering on the edge of love and human betrayal.

Sun Mengwen also seemed to be immersed in the illusion she had created, standing quietly and calmly telling with her singing. Her slightly disheveled hair made her character more uninhibited, her face was slightly up, and her pointed jaw revealed a temperament commensurate with her age, with some clean indifference, and a little ostentatious as if no one else was around. At this moment, I felt that my heart had been washed into a quiet and bright white as if her song had been sung, like the splash of a rushing river. I sat next to the "river" with her, and the river washed away the dust on our hearts, so that we no longer had guard, no longer self-blame and complaining in that pure "river", and even the future and ideals had dissipated, let alone the endless regrets and suspicions of the past. I felt so comfortable, it was like we were back in the innocent school days, holding hands and running to the end of the world.

I didn't stay long in this pure world, and I was torn back to the real world by the screams of the people around me. Sun Mengwen held the microphone with so much force that the coagulated wound ruptured again, and the blood flowed down her white arm again, drip by drop......

Meng Ye didn't care about Sun Mengwen's feelings anymore, picked her up, and ran towards the lounge.

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I stood in place in a daze, but at this moment, the person who was originally by the side of the fierce master suddenly handed the microphone used by Sun Mengwen to me, and the silver-white microphone almost turned red at this time.

I never fainted and felt dizzy in my head, this time it hurt more than when I was cut through the glass during the exercise in the army, and in addition to the noise around me, I also heard a sound in my throat like a coin scratching glass. In extreme remorse, I even noticed that Sun Mengwen couldn't breathe in pain, the painful expression on her whole face, my mouth was twitching, my shoulders were shaking, and my heart was tearing like pain, and I finally understood that there was a twisted pain that could hurt to this point.

I hate myself for not escaping from here just now, and tonight I made three women cry in front of me without accident, and it was Sun Mengwen, who had never been weak in my memory.

Finally I used up the last of my strength, and the dying soul was no longer a hallucination, and I groped my way to sit on the bar chair, looping every heart-rending image in my mind again and again. I also wanted to stop such stupid self-punishment, but I couldn't control it, I knocked down the table in front of me, in fact, I could only bully these things that didn't know how to fight back at all, just like Xu Shu chose to bully me when I was in the city IKEA.

I deserve it, because I can't fight back......

Overturned the table, I began to get up and walk back and forth, not daring to look at Sun Mengwen's microphone, gritting my teeth and not allowing myself to shed tears again, but the tears still kept coming out of my eyes, I stomped my feet, I hammered the bar, I hated myself very much, because it was too sensational, too real, too selfish.

I grabbed the microphone from the plate and rushed to the bathroom to try to rinse it off, looking at the pool of blood, and finally couldn't stop crying.

In the past, I didn't even allow myself to cry out loud, I was torturing myself in disguise......

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For a long time, I still couldn't hold back my crying, I tried to take a deep breath, but I still couldn't deal with the rapid breathing, I put my head on the sink and washed it with cold water, the water was cold in winter, but I still couldn't stop crying.

Finally I was completely exhausted, and the exhaustion that came from nowhere came to me, I threw myself on the potted plants outside the bathroom, and it smelled of earth.

I looked up at the energy-saving lamp above my head, as if I saw that the sky was still in that position, infinitely and eternally blue, like a longed-for warmth, because it could not be touched.

Under this soft cold light, I seem to see the clouds that can't find the direction in the clouds, drifting, I ridiculously build the future love on the ethereal clouds, the clouds are still white and floating in the blue sky, but I no longer have a simple, pure feeling, I even feel that she is stained with blood.

In my weeping, the white flowers that bloomed in the clouds, the flowers as pure as faith, were blown away by a gust of wind......

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