Chapter 141: Indifferent
Because this has been silent for a long time, isn't that how an artist works? I often don't even have time to spend with my family. This year's Spring Festival is the same, and for most of the people present, it will not be an exception.
Most of the girls were sensual, and they all lowered their faces with some emotion as they listened.
The people who are the most sorry, the most guilty, and the most touched have shamelessly and shamelessly accepted their good from them since they were born, and the most shameful and powerless thing is that they have to continue like this forever, and they can't repay them in return.
What do you get as an artist? Even the time for companionship is lost.
thought that after becoming a big star, I wanted them to live the best and most comfortable life, but after receiving their pocket money at the beginning of each month, I didn't even dare to make a phone call and didn't have the face to call home.
Yes, I have worked hard until now, but I have not been able to achieve even the most basic financial independence, and I am parasitic and attached to my family like a dead person.
I don't know who didn't hold back and sobbed first.
"Make a phone call, call your family, this is the simplest filial piety." Village Chief Lu stood up at this time to break the dullness, "Busy, let's start with our busy Hyunya." ”
Narsha pushed Kim Hyun-ah repeatedly to help her regain her soul. When the girl stood up, her eyes sparkled. At this time, no one can laugh at crying nose, and several other girls with developed tear ducts are not much better than her.
What's more, Kim Hyun-ah experienced her debut and withdrawal from the team as early as the age of fourteen, and she began to bear the public opinion and pressure that she should not have encountered at that age, and the support and encouragement given by her family in the past four years were here. This experience of hers is definitely one of the deepest.
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“oma。” I still have a habit of laughing when the phone is connected, even though everyone knows that nothing can be conveyed except sound. Even the mood can be hidden. The voice is still steady, as if I haven't cried.
The telephone is located outside the house. However, the program team also placed a microphone in it, and the mother-daughter call was also counted as part of the broadcast weight of the program.
Filial piety has been a positive proposition since ancient times, and it would be great if we could let everyone know the hard work of artists and reduce some prejudice against them after seeing their true feelings. Ratings or not ratings are still secondary, this is PD's real idea at this time.
"Has Mom eaten?" Kim Hyun-ah sniffed, quietly.
"Are you sick?" Mother Kim didn't care to answer Kim Hyun-ah's greetings, and said in a disorderly manner with concern.
"Why are you sick?"
"Ah, your throat feels like you've got a cold."
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Su Gaofei listened to it clearly, and the sound quality in the inner room was great. I can't listen to it if I don't want to. He took a deep breath and leaned the back of his head against the wall, his eyes staring straight at the ceiling. The light emitted by the tungsten light bulb was warm and yellow, but it still flashed dazzlingly, Su Gao Fei blinked his eyelids unnaturally, and after taking another breath, he tried his best to tilt his expressionless face back.
The phone calls outside the house continued, but Kim was almost the only one left nagging alone.
"Mom hopes, as long as you stay healthy as you did at the beginning. First of all, it is necessary to be healthy. The second is to be healthy. Only when you are healthy can you do what you like. ”
"Mom, you too." Kim Hyun-ah said, but it seemed that she was too soft-voiced because she didn't use any strength, and she was not heard by Kim's mother. Mother Kim continued to speak:
"Do you feel happy about what you're doing now?"
"Hmm." Kim Hyun-ah wiped her tears. Many times I want to laugh at my mother all the time on the phone, but the crying is always very sudden and she can't do anything.
"If you like it, if you like. If you like it, it's fine. Two sighs on the other end of the phone. It fell into Kim Hyun-ah's ears, but it was more than that.
It's like sweetness without sugar, like a knife that doesn't hurt people. It's like paralyzed sulfuric acid, which doesn't hurt or corrode people's hearts. The person on the other end of the phone -- it's a relative.
Kim Hyun-ah was speechless. But my mother had piled up a lot of words in her plains, even though these words might have been the hundredth and thousandth times, and she had to grind out calluses at the root of her ears when she repeated them back and forth.
"I can't bear to call you when you sleep, I can't bear it."
"Then Mom, when you come, won't I get up right away?" Xiao Nizi finally couldn't help it and burst out crying, but she simply suppressed it very well, at least she couldn't tell anything after covering it up on the phone.
"You don't know if your mother is asleep next to you. I want to see you, I get up early in the morning and fall asleep next to you, and try not to disturb you. You have to take care of yourself when you can't be by your side. Remember to eat, no matter how busy and tired you are at work, you must take care of yourself. ”
Kim's mother kept telling her, just like every phone call. But Kim Hyun-ah cried very hard this time, and she was in a hurry, she usually doesn't do this. Thanks to Kim Tae-woo's speech before, she also began to be afraid, she was growing up, but her parents were aging.
Kim Hyun-ah covered her mouth, trying not to cry.
"Huh?"
"Listen."
When there is no sound on the other side for a long time, Mother Jin will ask softly. In the past, she often talked about her daughter because she was too tired and couldn't help falling asleep, so if there was no response from the other side after asking softly, she would silently hang up the phone. This habit has been preserved unconsciously.
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After the first phone call, the atmosphere became more serious because of Kim Hyun-ah's tears.
"Finished calling?" When Kim Hyun-ah came in, Village Chief Lu said with concern.
"It's better not to fight." Kim Hyun-ah flattened her mouth, and there were signs that she was going to cry again. Both hands did not dare to leave the eyelids at all, and kept pressing tightly.
"Usually, my mom would send me messages every morning with something that cared about me or inspired me to cheer me up. My mom also texts me when she goes out to do something. I looked at that...... To be honest, of course, sometimes I'm busy filming announcements, but I can reply, but I've always thought that this is a matter of course, and there are ...... There are times when I don't reply. ”
Goo Hara stood up and handed over a tissue to hug Kim Hyun-ah to comfort her, and the others were more or less touched. Kim Hyun-ah was pulled back into the group of girls, and naturally got the comfort of her sisters as a busy person.
Quan Yuli thought of something at this time, and suddenly raised her head and planned to find Su Gaofei's reaction.
When she talked about the topic of filial piety, she remembered that guy.
A cold-blooded animal known in SM, he never knows how to be grateful if he doesn't do his job properly with his parents' money. Every year on Parents' Day, trainees will hold a party, most of them will invite their parents to come to the company for the holiday, and some will go away with their parents to have other program arrangements.
But Su Gaofei is not this guy, every parent's day, he is either picking up girls here or causing trouble there. The affection of being a son of man is not felt in him at all, and even almost no one in the entire company has heard him talk about his family, even if it is a word, no, a word.
Quan Yuli couldn't help but sneer when she saw Su Gaofei leaning against the wall now with an expressionless face.
Hehe, isn't it the same now? Every move, indifferent.
(ps: Thank you for the 8888 award of my beloved Park Ji-yeon's home~ Promoted to helmsman, and the girls have one more general~ Thanks to the wisp of smoke around the fingers of 1888~ Warm and warm ~ Thanks to the 588 of the Xuanmu Aurora pro ~ Spicy hot bite ~ Thank you for another reward from Ai Juli Love Life ~ The reward received on the first day of the new year is really meaningful, thank you pro~
There is also another monthly pass thanks to sup sauce, more than one this month, thank you for your support~) (to be continued......)