Following Sister Qin, Qi Tianxiang seemed to have returned to his childhood, but the difference was that his little hands at that time were tightly held by his sister, and all his efforts were to break free from his sister's hands and play with his friends happily. When she can't achieve her goal, she is playing tricks and crying, and all the way my sister can do is to grab his hand regardless of it, or promise to buy good food and buy him good things to eat, and when she is in a hurry, she just stares at him with a tiger face, but she will never hit him, even if it is just a light touch. [Ran^Text^Library] []Copy this address to browse%62%69%71%69%65The so-called good thing is a sweet and sour tomato, or a cucumber, and after getting these, he doesn't need his sister to hold his little hand, but obediently follows behind his sister, slowly tasting the delicious.

At that time, all my sister's attention was on him, afraid that he would fall, afraid that he would get lost, and in the crowded vegetable company, my sister always seemed to be afraid of some accidents. In fact, there are not many times like this, and the crowds of people rushing to buy vegetables are not something that she can squeeze as a little girl, usually it is the business of her brothers, and what she needs to do is to take care of him, which is the most important thing for her sister in the summer vacation.

At this moment, Sister Qin's attention is all on the vegetable market and vegetables, the same is the same two sisters and brothers in the crowd, the difference is the sister who is busy buying vegetables, and the younger brother who is carrying a plastic bag behind her.

As Sister Qin walked, she had to stop and wait for Qi Tianxiang, and then handed him the vegetables she had just bought, and after a hurried continuous movement, fine beads of sweat had already appeared on her forehead, but the expression on her face was relieved and satisfied.

Different from Sister Qin's joy, Qi Tianxiang's expression changed from joy to solemnity, and his face gradually became gloomy, and he became anxious. More and more people and vehicles, more and more narrow and difficult to walk road, often walking will be blocked by people who suddenly cross in front of you, or inexplicably parked in the middle of the road electric tricycles, as well as electric vehicles, as well as cars that keep honking, often a car jam, it will soon gather a lot of vehicles and pedestrians, as well as a noisy discussion and dissatisfaction, not a long vegetable market, stop and go, it seems that there is no end.

Gradually, Qi Tianxiang found the problem, the original back street that was not wide, perhaps natural, or demand, formed a vegetable market. The long stone strips lining the streets, the stalls on the ground facing the street, and the shops of various forms and materials make the street and the two rows of the street become diverse, and one side of the street is filled with a variety of goods, such as vegetables and meat. Due to the difference between fixed vendors and temporary vendors, the temporary ones are placed between the fixed vendors or between the gaps, and the fixed vendors usually put some vegetable boxes and other things in front of the stalls in order to expand their business scope, and these placements all appear on the street without exception, and the two opposite sides are placed on the street, making the already small street even narrower. From time to time, the electric car that runs through the street, but also makes the street become congested, many car owners see their favorite vegetables in the crowded flow of people, simply stop the car and start trading, and the vehicles parked horizontally and vertically have become the main obstacle to congestion and congestion. The streets that are jammed at any time, the flow of people that are jammed at any time, and the quarrels and onlookers that occur from time to time have become the easiest scenes to see in addition to the dazzling array of vegetables and food in the vegetable market.

"Don't wait for me, why don't you walk a few steps first, wait for me at the street corner in front, and I'll be over in a moment." Sister Qin noticed Qi Tianxiang's gloomy and solemn expression, looked at him cautiously and said, "It's like this here every day, we're all used to it." ”

"But that's not normal!" Qi Tianxiang seemed to be more and more difficult to suppress the dissatisfaction in his heart, pointing to the vegetable stall in the middle of the road, as well as the electric cars placed indiscriminately, and said in a scathing voice: "Is no one taking care of this stall just like this?" Both sides are squeezed into the middle, how can you pass the car and pass people? And this electric car, casually parked in the middle of the road, just for their own convenience, have you ever thought of the inconvenience of others? ”

"Be quiet." Sister Qin hurriedly reminded Qi Tianxiang, and carefully looked around at the reaction, and hurriedly explained: "This is very good, it is close to home, it is convenient to buy food, and it is also cheap, people around here come here to buy it." ”

Sister Qin's words immediately made Qi Tianxiang speechless, and he didn't know how to answer, so he had to look at Sister Qin lightly and smile, took out a cigarette from his pocket and lit it, took a puff to suppress the dissatisfaction in his heart, and said slowly: "You are walking ahead, I will follow you, we have almost bought it, and we can't carry it." ”

"Where is this, such a big family, how can you do it without food." When she said this, the expression on Sister Qin's face was decisive and firm, "You just follow me." ”

Looking at the look on Sister Qin's face, the depression in Qi Tianxiang's heart dissipated a little, she is very confident in daily life, and she also has her own basic judgment, which is undoubtedly a powerful spiritual support for Sister Qin in difficulty, and she also understands Sister Qin's worries and worries, because of his dissatisfaction and anger, unlike ordinary people, who are just complaining and dissatisfied, at most, they are scolding their mother, what they change is only their mood, and nothing else can be changed. And he Qi Tianxiang is different, his dissatisfaction and emotions, just a word, or just an expression, or even just a look, can change everything in front of him, rectify, transform, and even cancel this road market, he has this ability, and he also has this right. Then their lives may change as a result, they will go farther, bear more inconveniences, and perhaps have a greater cost of living. Rather than bear unpredictable changes, it is inconvenient to endure such crowding.

"Accept it", such a word instantly jumped into Qi Tianxiang's mind, and stubbornly occupied all his thinking space, in the face of these Qi Tianxiang could only choose to smile helplessly, for Sister Qin's helplessness, but also for the unsatisfactory and endurance in life. It is true that the real decision-makers or managers do not need this market, nor will they come to this market to meet the needs of life, and all the people who depend on this market, buyers and sellers have no right to manage this market, let alone decide the management or development direction of the market. What can be there is self-discipline and order, that is, personal business philosophy and survival concept, but these are not only profound for the vendors who rely on the income from selling vegetables to survive, but also distant, they have no time to take care of it, or simply ignore it, can sell more than others, and selling well is the greatest wish, so inaction may be the most desired effect. For consumers who buy vegetables, that is, residents like Sister Qin who live nearby, convenience and cheapness are the best reasons, for these would rather sacrifice elegance, endure crowding and noise, any promising change means variables, so there is a sufficient reason for the chaos and disorder of management caused by the chaos and disorder of management, so it is often a desire for rules and order on the one hand, and trampling on order and rules on the other hand, which is not only the existence of reality, but also an obstacle to the development of reality.

Freedom beyond the boundary is disorder, and disorder to the limit is chaos, and the result of chaos is either the rebuilding of order, or the continued trampling and strangulation. This is the inevitability of historical reincarnation, and it is also a common historical reincarnation.

Qi Tianxiang didn't want to see this, and he was even more unwilling to endure it. Following behind Sister Qin, I even felt funny, a dignified provincial and ministerial-level cadre, the top administrative head of the city, appeared in such an ordinary vegetable market in the back streets and alleys, followed by a middle-aged woman, no matter how you look at it, it looks like a black humor, and no one will believe it at all. No one here knows him, and those who know him will not appear in such a place, this is the reality, the reality that he cannot bear.

Finally finished walking through the vegetable market for a short time, or to be precise, Sister Qin bought enough of the things she needed, standing at the end of the vegetable market, Qi Tianxiang couldn't help but look back at the road he had walked when he came, and the dense crowd that he couldn't see through seemed to not believe that he had ever walked here. Carrying large and small bags of materials in both hands, Qi Tianxiang politely rejected Sister Qin's suggestion to take the bus, the reason is very simple, the bus has to reverse in the middle, so the time is not allowed, and it will affect the cooking time.

Sister Qin looked at the things in the hands of the two people, thought for a while, sighed and agreed to Qi Tianxiang's suggestion to take a taxi, perhaps also thinking of Qi Tianxiang's identity, it is indeed inconvenient to squeeze the bus and reverse, otherwise the taxi fee of more than 20 yuan is absolutely unbearable for her.

Sitting in the taxi, Qi Tianxiang seemed to slowly wake up, but what he saw on the side street just now was still accumulated in his heart, and as the taxi moved, he felt even more depressed. After thinking about it for a while, he took out his mobile phone, flipped to the phone number of Fang Zhenquan, director of the Municipal Urban Management Bureau, weighed it for a while, dispelled the idea of making a direct call, and sent him a text message instead.

"Park North Road Vegetable Market, please take a look and what can you do."

The text message was not signed, Qi Tianxiang was confident that Fang Zhenquan knew who sent the message, and believed that he would change a hundred mobile phones and would not delete this phone number.

Soon Fang Zhenquan's text message was replied, Qi Tianxiang opened his mobile phone and glanced at it, it was what he expected, "I'll go over now, I will definitely investigate and deal with it in detail, and ask Secretary Qi to check it at any time." ”

"Cities should make life better, and only when there is something to be done." Qi Tianxiang quickly replied to the text message, turned his face sideways and saw Sister Qin's worried look, so he smiled faintly and said, "Don't worry!" It's going to be fine. ”

Sister Qin nodded, she seemed to understand Qi Tianxiang's intentions and wanted to say something, but seeing that the taxi had arrived in front of the courtyard gate, she didn't say anything, and hurriedly got out of the car with her things after the car stopped.

"Uncle Yan, Aunt Zhang, I'm coming to see you." As soon as she entered the courtyard gate, Sister Qin called Yan Bonian and Zhang Wanfen in the courtyard affectionately with a smile, refused the oncoming Yan Li's intention to pick up things, and said slowly: "You go and pick up Tianxiang!" It's hard for a big man to carry so many things. ”

"I was really sorry that I invited you over for dinner and asked you to buy so many things." Zhang Wanfen hurriedly stood up, walked in front of Sister Qin, and said affectionately: "You have come to see us a few times, and it is dumplings and oil cakes to give us two fruits, I have told Tianxiang a few times, please come to the house for a meal, thank you!" ”

"Look at what you said, Aunt Zhang, what is polite to me as a junior, come and see you and Uncle Yan, it's my blessing." Sister Qin didn't let Zhang Wanfen take the things in her hand, and said with a dissatisfied smile: "If you want to be so polite, how can you let me in the door in the future?" ”

"He, Sister Qin, is right! The more you thank you, the thinner it is, you still don't have to be so polite, she comes to see us is the love of juniors, we don't treat her as an outsider, she can come and go freely, this is our blessing! Yan Bonian also stood up slowly, looked at his wife, looked at Sister Qin again, and said with a smile: "Everywhere, we will become relatives, aren't we!" ”

"It's still true that my Uncle Yan said, I'll do what Uncle Yan says." As he spoke, he looked at Zhang Wanfen with a smile and said, "I'll put the things in the kitchen first, and I'll come over to chat with you later." ”

Looking at Sister Qin and Yan Li talking and laughing into the kitchen, Zhang Wanfen said to Qi Tianxiang with satisfaction: "Sister Qin is really good, she has sharp eyes and hard work, she is constantly busy, and she also said that she wants to come to our house as a nanny and take care of our old couple, which is really good!" ”

"Stop, Liu Peng's mother came to our house as a nanny? What do you think. Yan Bonian glared at Zhang Wanfen, lowered his voice and said, "Why don't you go to the kitchen to see if there is anything you need help with, do you really think of yourself as an old lady?" ”

Seeing Zhang Wanfen turn around and leave angrily, Yan Bonian withdrew his gaze, looked at Qi Tianxiang gently, and said lightly: "Let's talk about the day, or have a plate?" ”

"Depends on your interests, Dad." Qi Tianxiang smiled softly, picked up the teapot and poured Yan Bonian's cup full of tea, seeing that Yan Bonian didn't say a word, he said tentatively: "Let's talk about the day!" There's something I'd like to talk to you about. ”

Yan Bonian looked at Qi Tianxiang, looked at it fixedly for a while, stretched out his hand to signal him to sit on the stone bench by the small stone table, and asked slowly, "Have you encountered any trouble at work?" Or is there some resistance? From which side? ”

"No, the work has been going well recently, and the cooperation of various departments is also very good, and there is no major event." Qi Tianxiang looked at Yan Bonian honestly, and felt that his mind was difficult to hide in front of this wise old man with many years of experience, and he couldn't hide it, so he could only say it truthfully, seriously, "I just felt a little panicked in my heart, I couldn't figure it out, and I couldn't figure it out." ”

"Recently, your political voice has been very good, whether it is caring for the elderly, paying attention to people's livelihood, and the work you have done to improve the social atmosphere, it has received a good response. In particular, the work of improving people's livelihood based on the difficult groups has been unusually praised by Lin Dongsheng, who thinks that it is the bull's nose that holds the overall work of the provincial capital, and the evaluation is very high! Not only the province, but also the evaluation of Beijing is also positive, the feedback from the city is also very quiet, and your introverted and low-key, flexible and moderate way of working, as well as humility and ease of dealing with people, for you to add a lot of points, it can be said that you have successfully passed the most difficult period! Yan Bonian looked at Qi Tianxiang with satisfaction, his loving eyes were overflowing with appreciation and approval, and then he changed his expression and said with concern: "Do you feel a little powerless, or a mess that you can't start?" ”

"Don't hide it from my father, now the more I do it, the more I feel panicked, and not only is I powerless, I simply have a sense of guilt in my heart, and I can't get rid of it." Qi Tianxiang looked at Yan Bonian's kind gaze and said seriously: "In the past few years, whether it is in the research room or in the Provincial Commission for Discipline Inspection, I have been working diligently, or carefully, thinking that as long as I devote myself wholeheartedly, have no selfishness, and have no distracting thoughts, I will be worthy of my duties, and I will be worthy of my party spirit and ideals and beliefs." It should be said that driven by this kind of thinking, I am very confident and at ease, at least I feel that I am competent and qualified. ”

Qi Tianxiang said, looking at Yan Bonian's approving eyes and encouragement, and then poured out the depression in his heart like pouring beans into a bamboo tube, "Since I came to work in Hezhou City, I have done a few things, and I have also made some layouts according to my own ideas, and I have received the support and echo of these colleagues from the municipal party committee and the municipal government, and the progress has been quite smooth. In this case, I should be happy, even if I don't my tail, I should be complacent. Because there is not much intrigue between colleagues, there are fewer small actions due to stumbling behind the back, and even criticism and dissatisfaction are rarely heard, and these resistance does not exist, and I should be really glad. But I am like a trapped beast, the more I do, the more I feel indebted, just like when I was shopping for vegetables with Sister Qin just now, I saw the chaotic vegetable market, the chaotic vegetable stalls, the congested streets and many dissatisfaction and complaints, I actually felt a sense of guilt inexplicably, feeling that my own incompetence had caused all this. In addition, when I saw the difficult life of the laid-off and unemployed workers, their helpless eyes, and their deep helpless and sad expressions, I felt that I had let them do this, that I had pushed them into the abyss, but I was powerless to change them. Therefore, the guilt is always difficult to get rid of, and the more I see, the more irritable I become, and I often have some nameless fires recently, and I am a little inexplicable. ”

Qi Tianxiang's excited narration made Yan Bonian fall into deep thought, thinking about how to relieve the depression in Qi Tianxiang's heart, his long-standing worries have now become a reality, not only Qi Tianxiang is guilty, but he is also deeply guilty in his heart. I am very optimistic about this son-in-law, admire him very much, and consciously cultivate him, because he has a fresh and natural aura in him, coupled with integrity, erudition, modesty, firmness and idealism, all of which make him different, especially his sensitivity and wit, which is a rare trait in officialdom, but it is this keen trait that Yan Bonian is most worried about. Because this kind of acumen is a double-edged sword, it can be used well to help the work, and it is possible to find some different working methods, as well as unusual angles or entry points, so as to achieve unexpected results. But if the application is not good, it will become sensitive and even neurotic because of its keenness, and then due to perfectionist thoughts, it will produce self-blame, too much pressure and condemnation, and the sense of inadvertent substitution will become stronger and stronger with the progress of the work, and eventually hurt yourself.

Knowing Qi Tianxiang's weaknesses and deficiencies, Yan Bonian was very opposed to Qi Tianxiang taking the post of secretary of the Hezhou Municipal Party Committee, not because of his ability, but because he was worried that the myriad administrative work of the local government would increase Qi Tianxiang's acumen and enhance his sense of substitution, and eventually hurt himself. According to his own ideas, Qi Tianxiang should be appointed to the central ministry, and even there is no problem with being a minister, after all, the overall work and the responsibilities of the department are different, and the responsibilities are not the same. It's a pity that Lin Dongsheng didn't have time to wait, and Beijing also needed time, all of which disrupted Yan Bonian's plan and caused the current passivity. Originally, I thought that Qi Tianxiang would be able to use his erudition and wisdom to reasonably dilute some worries, but now it doesn't seem so ideal.

Thinking of this, Yan Bonian slowly looked at Qi Tianxiang and said: "For example, when I was young, every child would say, 'What will happen when I grow up', this kind of statement sometimes sounds very naïve, but when you think about it, it is a kind of wisdom, or a necessity. Now you can easily pick up a bag of flour, or a bag of rice, and let a three-year-old try it? Growing up is not a bad thing, but growing up takes time. You can refuse to mature, but you can't refuse to grow up. ”

"As long as the kung fu is deep, the iron pestle is sharpened into a needle, or a sword is sharpened in ten years, it is talking about time, Nan Ke's dream is short, but it is a dream after all." Yan Bonian picked up the cigarette case from the stone table, took out one and handed it to Qi Tianxiang, and after waiting for Qi Tianxiang to light the fire for him, he took a long puff and said meaningfully: "Enterprising and waiting, both need wisdom and patience. ”

"I understand, thank you dad for dialing." Qi Tianxiang looked at Yan Bonian with deep feelings, and said sincerely: "I still lack experience and lack patience, the key is that I haven't understood the mystery of 'employing people' reminded by my father, I can't just move by myself, no matter how heroic Gaia is, no matter how powerful he is, it can only contrast the depth of the tragedy, and there is no meaning." ”

Yan Bonian deeply appreciated Qi Tianxiang's astuteness, and a kind smile overflowed his face, and he said with a gentle smile: "Judging from the information fed back from all sides, my previous estimate of two to three years was a bit conservative, and no one gave you so much time. Otherwise, you go to the party school for a period of study? ”

Qi Tianxiang met Yan Bonian's gaze, smiled abruptly, thought for a while and said, "It's better to forget it, no matter how long it is, you have to sort out a bunch of things, otherwise there will always be nothing in your heart." ”

Looking at Yan Bonian's relieved expression, Qi Tianxiang's mood was much better, and he slowly said to Yan Bonian: "Why don't I accompany you to kill?" ”

"It's better to be free! Your level is okay to clean up Yan Yong. Yan Bonian refused with a smile, and then raised his voice and asked, "Why hasn't this croaking chicken come yet?" I don't want to eat anymore. ”