Chapter 090 [Substitute]
I won't let you go!!
Susan's words exploded in Chen Fan's ears like thunder, making him can't help but stop.
Looking back, looking at Susan bending over and crying bitterly, Chen Fan's heart trembled fiercely.
Seeing Chen Fan stop, Susan rushed towards Chen Fan like a gust of wind.
Looking at Susan who was rushing towards him, Chen Fan instinctively stretched out his arms, and the next moment, Susan directly hugged Chen Fan's arms and hugged Chen Fan tightly, as if he was hugging the most precious thing in this life: "I don't allow you to go!" Forbid!! ”
Chen Fan subconsciously stretched out his hand and sighed softly while stroking Susan's head.
In a sense, he also didn't want to leave this home that unknowingly brought him a touch of warmth.
But...... If you tell the girl in front of you about those dark and dirty pasts, it will completely defile the heart of this pure girl, and that pure heart will be completely shattered in your own hands!
That's what Chen Fan absolutely doesn't want to see!
This flashed through his mind, and Chen Fan sighed again.
As if sensing what Chen Fan was about to say, Susan suddenly raised her head, stared at Chen Fan's angular face, and said word by word: "I just said that I used to hate you, not that I still hate you now." Also, if you don't want me to know about your past, then I won't ask you in the future. ”
"Susan, actually...... You don't have to grieve yourself to cater to me. Chen Fan gently straightened the messy hair on Susan's forehead.
Hearing Chen Fan say this, Susan was temporarily enlisted.
In the evening, after Li Ying learned that the performer of the last dance of the welcome party was Chen Fan, Susan's mood has been very complicated.
On the one hand, she was shocked by Chen Fan's amazing performance on the stage, and while she was shocked, she also felt distressed by the lonely and desolate figure on the stage.
On the way back, she remembered the bits and pieces after she and Chen Fan were together.
She remembered the ingenious gift that Chen Fan had given her.
also remembered the encouragement text message that Chen Fan sent to her after her performance.
All of this made her suddenly feel that although her fiancé did not have the slightest gentlemanly demeanor and did not know how to let herself, she seemed indifferent to herself on the surface, but in fact, her fiancé has always been paying attention to herself, and will always give herself unexpected care and surprises at the most critical time.
Although this kind of surprise and concern may not be what you want most, it ...... Compared to him, it seems that I have paid less for him.
With this thought in mind, after Susan went home, she had a long talk with Aunt Tian all night.
The whole conversation seemed to be uneventful, but in fact, Susan was nervous all the time.
And Aunt Tian's sentence "Miss, actually...... Chen Shao is very good, and he cares about you very much", which made Susan make up her mind - since she no longer hates him as much as she used to, and deep down she has begun to slowly accept his identity as a fiancé, then she should talk to him, understand his past, and change the relationship between the two.
…… Are you pandering to him?
Susan subconsciously asked herself, and then, an answer immediately surged into her heart.
Getting the answer, Susan shook her head: "Chen Fan, I'm not pandering to you, but I'm going to try to accept you, it's just ...... You know, all the while, you've had too much influence on me, and I need time. ”
Susan's words were like a warm current, which added a touch of warmth to Chen Fan's cold heart.
At this moment, he knew very well that the girl in front of him was tempted by him, and his own frozen and indifferent heart had not been loosened?
Taking a deep breath, Chen Fan suddenly showed a signature underwhelming smile: "Good wife, I just teased you, I didn't expect your reaction to be so strong." Seemingly...... You are destined to never escape the palm of my hand in this life! ”
Susan, who was originally in a sad mood because Chen Fan was leaving, suddenly heard Chen Fan say this, first her eyes widened, and after a few seconds, she seemed to react, and immediately swung her pink fist and smashed it at Chen Fan: "You bastard!" ”
"As the saying goes, men are not bad, women are not loved, I want to be a bastard, can you confess to me sincerely? Well, it's not just as simple as confessing, but it's also a wasted opportunity, which is simply a good deal! Chen Fan relaxed his body and let Susan's weak pink fist smash on him, and said with a hippie smile.
Hearing Chen Fan's shameless words, the sadness in Susan's heart seemed to drift with the wind, replaced by anger on her face: "Chen Fan, you are so shameless!" ”
"Wife, I'm not only shameless, but also hooligan and horny." Chen Fan seemed to know this, and then teased Susan again: "Since you have confessed, then you might as well strike while the iron is hot, the weather is good tonight, the moon is shining, and it is suitable for some kind of bed exercise......"
"Get out!" Susan was so angry that her little face turned pale, and she subconsciously wanted to beat Chen Fan again, but she didn't expect that Chen Fan did not stand in place this time, waiting to be beaten, but like a loach, she dodged directly.
"Okay, good wife, I also know your intentions, this inheritance is always done, but don't be in a hurry, it's not too late to choose a good day and do it." Chen Fan stopped pestering and chose to leave: "I'm a little sleepy tonight, good night." ”
Failing to catch up, Susan quietly watched Chen Fan walk into his bedroom, but asked himself secretly: Why did he go to great lengths to hide the past? Which one is the most real him?
…… Back in his bedroom, he lit a cigarette and inhaled it vigorously.
Hazy smoke surrounded Chen Fan's face, and in the darkness, his expression was extremely complicated, and his mind couldn't help but flash what his father had said to him.
"Xiaofan, I know that your temper is like that of an old lady, stubborn, and the things you recognize will not change even if the sky falls. Since you don't want to go to the East China Sea, then I won't force you. But...... I hope you'll listen carefully to what I've to say. ”
"You say."
"You know, I went to the battlefield of the Vietnam War, and on the battlefield, Shanshan's father, Su Qinghai, was shot in order to cover me, and in the same way, I took him out of the pile of dead. We are comrades-in-arms in life and death, and I believe that you can feel this kind of feeling. ”
"Of course, that's not the point. What I really want to tell you is that in addition to me being comrades in life and death with Su Qinghai, your mother and Su Qinghai's wife are also good sisters. And this marriage between you and Shanshan was also decided by your mother and Su Qinghai's wife. ”
At that time, when he heard his father say such a sentence, Chen Fan was surprised, he had always thought that his marriage with Susan was decided by his father and Su Qinghai, after all, the two are comrades-in-arms in life and death, and it is more common for comrades-in-arms in life and death to set a baby kiss for their children.
However...... Before Chen Fan recovered from his surprise at that time, his father's words made him completely shocked, so that he finally chose to come to the East China Sea.
"At that time, Su Qinghai and I were killing Vietnamese monkeys on the battlefield, while your mother and Su Qinghai's wife were behind to save the wounded, and they were both military doctors. As you know, a military doctor is an extremely dangerous job, especially in times of war. ”
"Su Qinghai's wife is a very kind-hearted woman, and her profession is first-class. In order to save the life of the warrior, she can even give up her surname. It is precisely because of her rigorous work attitude that she retreated late in a battle to save the wounded soldiers, was caught up by the enemy, and was hit by two bullets. ”
"I have to say that at that time, she was lucky, the bullet did not hit the fatal part, and she survived. But...... Those two bullet wounds also had a huge impact on her - after that injury, her health became extremely bad. Even, after the war, when she and Su Qinghai participated in the marriage examination, the doctor said: With her physical fitness, she can't have children in this life, otherwise her life will be in danger! ”
At that time, after learning the news, she insisted on breaking up with Su Qinghai, but Su Qinghai insisted on marrying her, and in the end, the two got married. It's just that...... Because her health is too poor, Su Qinghai has never had children. ”
"At the time, your mother didn't know she couldn't have children. So, I went to ask her when she would have a baby and was ready to give birth with her, so that the baby plan that the two of them had agreed on could be implemented. ”
"Your mother never dreamed that her actions would bury the life of Su Qinghai's wife - after your mother found Su Qinghai's wife, Su Qinghai's wife discussed with Su Qinghai to have a child, at first, Su Qinghai resolutely opposed, but in the end he couldn't stop his wife, and finally agreed, but added a clause, if the child will affect his wife's life at that time, he will decisively give up the child!"
Su Qinghai thought so, but his wife didn't think so, on the contrary, his wife's idea was that even if she sacrificed herself, she had to keep the child. It's just that...... God is ruthless, Su Qinghai's wife and the unborn child all left the world on that day......"
"And Susan is?"
"Susan is the child born to him by Su Qinghai's second wife! Before the two were together, Su Qinghai bluntly said that if the two are together, then they must give birth to a girl and marry you - you were already born at that time. At the beginning, that woman agreed to Su Qinghai's love without hesitation. ”
"After so many years, I don't know if that woman will regret it, but what is certain is that for the original promise, she and Susan are both Su Qinghai's first wife and the substitute for the dead child!!"
Perhaps, hearing this, you will be more determined not to go. But...... Have you ever thought that whether it is Su Qinghai or her current wife, they have waited for so many years for the promise they once made, in order to marry their daughter to you, but you refused this marriage! Isn't that too cruel for them and the mother and daughter who once died?? ”
…… Because of his father's words, Chen Fan finally came to the East China Sea.
Before coming, he told himself in his heart: he must not let that poor girl be hurt in the slightest, even if she is the enemy of the whole world, he will not hesitate!!
(To be continued)