Chapter 089 [Cutting off nostalgia? 】
In the bedroom, the headlights are not turned on, the delicate wall lamps on the wall exude a pale pink light, Susan is half-leaning on the bed, a beautiful leg restlessly on the edge of the bed, the silk nightgown slipped off her legs, revealing crystal clear skin, under the light of the pale pink light, giving people an invisible temptation.
Seemingly not realizing how attractive her posture and expression were at this moment, Susan did not change her sitting posture, but recalled the conversation with Aunt Tian tonight, thinking of the shameful place, she only felt a burst of itching all over her body, and her charm was undoubted.
Gently unscrewing the door, Chen Fan saw the pale pink light in the room and Susan sitting at the head of the bed full of temptation, but his heart lost his previous impulse, and the heat in his lower abdomen seemed to be extinguished by cold water.
Because...... The scene in front of him reminded him of the fact that not long ago, his best fiancée seduced him into the bedroom for the first time with her beauty, hiding scissors under her pillow.
Susan was thinking about the conversation with Aunt Tian, but after hearing the sound of the door opening, she suddenly returned to reality, and then saw Chen Fan walking into the room cautiously like a thief, but he didn't come towards him, and he was stunned for no reason.
"Idiot, what are you doing standing there? Come here. After being stunned, Susan felt that Chen Fan's performance at this time was a little funny, and beckoned to Chen Fan with a smile.
has had the experience of being fooled last time, how could Chen Fan be so easily seduced?
Looking at Susanna's amorous appearance, Chen Fan was unmoved, his eyes kept scanning under the pillow, and at the same time, he smiled dryly: "Well, that wife, it's not too late, just tell me if you have anything." ”
"Chen Fan, am I so scared to you?" As if seeing that Chen Fan was reluctant to come, Susan couldn't help frowning, and her good mood suddenly became a little bad.
Chen Fan sighed softly: "Wife, please forgive me for telling the truth, this situation reminds me of the scene some time ago." As the saying goes, once I was bitten by a snake for ten years, I was afraid of the well rope, that day, I was almost scared by you into impotence, who knows if you are going to take out that sharp scissors again today. ”
Impotence?!
Stunned to hear these two words, Susan couldn't help but be stunned, and then the crimson on her face became more and more obvious, like old red wine, as if it was about to drip water.
With the scene of that day in mind, Susan couldn't help but smile, then slowly got up and whispered: "Chen Fan, what happened that day was my fault, don't take it to heart." I'm asking you to come to my bedroom today to talk to you, and ......."
Speaking of this, Susan lowered her head in shame, and then mustered up her courage, but she didn't dare to look at Chen Fan, but rubbed the edge of her nightdress with her hand, and said in a voice that was almost inaudible: "In addition, I have also thought about it, we are already engaged, and it seems that ...... Seems to be able to sleep together......"
Well?
Stunned to hear Susan's words, Chen Fan couldn't help but be stunned.
After Susan said this, as if she had collapsed, she sat down on the bed again, her body trembled slightly, and even the roots of her ears and neck were red, and under the support of the pink light, it was reverie.
After a moment's hesitation, Chen Fan walked over to Susan.
Hearing the dull footsteps, Yu Guang saw Chen Fan's figure getting closer and closer to him, Susan's little heart beat violently, something called nervousness permeated her heart, nervous at the same time, but there was also a trace of longing.
Time seemed to stand still at this moment, and Susan held her breath nervously.
The thick, calloused hand slowly fell on Susan's forehead, and at the same time, Chen Fan's words that almost broke Susan sounded: "Hey, I don't have a fever......
Run a fever?!
These two words sounded in her ears, Susan's tense nerves relaxed, her body shook violently, raised her head, and looked at Chen Fan viciously, as if she wanted to kill Chen Fan with her eyes on behalf of the moon: "Chen Fan, you ......"
seemed to guess that Susan was going to go crazy, Chen Fan didn't wait for Susan to attack, immediately took a step back, and then pretended to snort, and said: "Well, wife, it's not early, I'm sleepy, go to sleep first, what's the matter, we'll talk tomorrow." ”
Saying that, Chen Fan didn't wait for Susan to reply, and planned to smear oil on the soles of his feet and sneak out of the room directly.
Looking at Chen Fan's shameless appearance, and Chen Fa's itchy words sounded in her ears, Susan trembled with anger.
However...... At the same time, Chen Fan's shocking dance performance on the stage tonight, as well as the desolate wolf roar appeared in her mind, which made her delicate body shake violently, and the trace of dissatisfaction and anger in her heart disappeared without a trace in an instant.
"Chen Fan, can't you show the real you in front of me?" Just as Chen Fan was about to walk out of the room, Susan's voice suddenly sounded.
Hearing Susan's words, Chen Fan's footsteps stopped instantly, and his heart couldn't help but shock slightly.
Seeing Chen Fan's footsteps stop, Susan couldn't help but get up and walked towards Chen Fan with light steps.
One-step, two-step, three-step, four-step, five-step...... The sound of light footsteps kept ringing in Chen Fan's ears, he didn't look back, but frowned slightly, and he didn't know what he was thinking in his heart, and the previous expression of giggling was gone.
Suddenly, the girl's unique body fragrance came from behind and poured into Chen Fan's nose, but it did not arouse his desire.
Subsequently...... Just when Chen Fan was about to turn around, Susan walked behind Chen Fan, stretched out her jade arm, hugged Chen Fan at once, and the whole person was directly attached to Chen Fan's body, and her face was also tightly next to Chen Fan's thick back, rubbing gently, and at the same time said softly: "Chen Fan, I already know that the last person to dance tonight is you." ”
Feeling the weak delicate body behind him and the squeezing of the two mountains, the heat extinguished in Chen Fan's lower abdomen suddenly rose, but in the face of his powerful control, the heat quickly disappeared without a trace, and there was not the slightest evil thought on his face.
Sighing secretly in his heart, Chen Fan knew very well that it was most likely Li Ying who told Susan the inside story.
Without thinking about why Li Ying would go back on her word, nor did she deny Susan's words, Chen Fan gently grabbed Susan's hand, slightly forced, and broke it directly, then turned around, stared at Susan's charming face, and said with a wry smile: "Shanshan, I didn't mean to hide your ......."
Without waiting for Chen Fan to finish speaking, Susan directly stretched out her hand, blocked Chen Fan's mouth, shook her head lightly, and said, "Chen Fan, I don't want to know why you want to hide from me, I just want to know your past." ”
Past!!
Stunned to hear these two words, the muscles in the corners of Chen Fan's eyes jumped violently!
Without answering, Chen Fan frowned, as if considering whether to tell Susan.
Seeing Chen Fan's frowning appearance, Susan said softly: "Chen Fan, I admit that at the beginning, I hated you very much, it was a kind of hate from the heart. Because...... All along, you, your fiancé, have been pressing on my heart like a big mountain, bringing me inexplicable pressure. Under pressure, I invisibly developed a strong rejection of the different surnames around me. And in order to oppose this marriage, I have quarreled with my parents, quarreled, and even ran away from home. But to no avail, whether it was my mother, who loved me since I was a child, or my father, who has always taken me seriously, solemnly told me that I am destined to be your wife in this life, this is my fate, and I can't change it. ”
"When all the resistance became futile, I couldn't help crying when I lay in bed almost every night, and I didn't know why I cried, but I felt that I was too wronged. Many times, I will ask myself in my heart, why did I marry you Chen Fan from the moment I was born? And every time I cry, my hatred for you will deepen......" Speaking of this, Susan seemed to fall into the memories of the past, and her delicate body couldn't help but tremble slightly, and a mist couldn't help but appear in front of her, looking pitiful.
Susan's fragile side made Chen Fan's face ugly, and all along, the self-blame and guilt hidden in his heart were like a sharp dagger, poking at his filthy heart full of holes, and the pain was endless.
"Susan, you're right, you have no obligation to marry me, who didn't belong to this world in the first place." Slowly closing his eyes, Chen Fan said in a hoarse voice: "I know that you are unwilling to agree to be with me under the pressure of your parents." Rest assured, from now on, I will not appear in your life again, and as for your parents, I will go and say that they will never blame you. ”
Stunned to hear Chen Fan's words, Susan's body trembled violently, and she tried to explain something at the moment.
Without waiting for Susan to speak, Chen Fan showed a smile and smiled a little bitterly: "Susan, I really don't qualify to be with you, you are as pure as an angel, and I am as dirty as stinky water in the sewer." It was a mistake that we were together. ”
After saying that, Chen Fan was ruthless in his heart and turned his head on the spot.
Are you leaving?
Yes, I don't belong to this world after all.
Let's go back to that dirty and dark world, where you belong best to belong.
Under the light, Chen Fan's steps seemed resolute, but in fact, there was a hint of reluctance.
After more than a month of getting along, he has gradually become accustomed to the life of arguing with Susan every day, and he is also used to returning to this home that belongs to him and Susan on time every night.
And Susan's childish anger, her aggressive surname, like a clear stream, washed away the filth in his heart, and let him gradually move away from the dark abyss and gradually towards the light.
Susan's presence, the presence of this home, made him feel that he was no longer like a cactus in the desert, no longer out of place with this world.
All this time, he loved the feeling and felt guilty for his own selfishness - his heart was dark and dirty, and his life was even more rotten, while Susan was as pure as an angel, and everything about her was as pure as the Himalayan sky. I am not qualified to be with such a girl at all, let alone defile her!
It's just that...... A trace of nostalgia for this family in his heart made Chen Fan choose to be selfish, and at the same time tried his best to hide it, not wanting Susan to know about his past...... However...... When Susan said what was in her heart for the first time today, Chen Fan suddenly felt that it was so unfair to treat Susan like this because of her selfishness!
Knowing Susan's background, he knows very well that this girl is bitter enough, and she should live happily and enjoy the years of youth.
With all this in mind, Chen Fan slowly closed his eyes, and the nostalgia in his heart seemed to have been cut off by a dagger, and it was gone.
Looking at the lonely back, feeling the loneliness revealed by that back, tears slid over Susan's face like beads of broken threads, she clenched her hands into fists, tightly placed them on her chest, and shouted heartbreakingly: "Chen Fan, you big liar, you promised me three chances, but I didn't have a chance once, you just want to play tricks and leave." Now I ask you to stay at a chance, and I won't let you go!" Forbid! Forbid!! Forbid!!! ”
(To be continued)